Trying

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[painpoetry]

Even though everything is fine, I start to realise that my feelings didn’t disappear, I just ignored them as long as I could…

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I just realised my mood depends on you again…

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Again I chose the wrong one

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Can’t go home alone again,

Need someone to numb the pain,

You’re gone and I gotta stay high all the time

[thepersonalquotes]

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Why do I only get attracted to the toxic ones?!…

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And I’m back alone again

Everything around me turned silent

And I feel like I’m drowning

I want to scream but I can’t

I want to escape but I’m locked

[thepersonalquotes]

[themoonlightgirl]

"Cause you never think that the last time is the last time. You think there will be more. You think you have forever, but you don't." 

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From my highest high, I fell into my deepest down

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It was always a competition between her an me, everything…and the moment I was about to win, I lost what I wanted the most…and now you’re never coming back

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And again I’ve lost control

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People say I’ve changed, but deep down I think I am just pretending

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And every day I break a little more…