persona non grata

[soupinely]

pills

[amare-habeo]

Kliment Redko (Ukrainian-Russian painter-scientist, 1897-1956)

Midnight Sun (Northern Lights), 1925 

Oil on canvas

[soupinely]

https://youtu.be/LRHmys84Z34

In the morning, I’ll rise above

[soupinely]

the blinds have been drawn. the curtains over my windows are both black. the door way to my kitchen also has a black curtain drawn. it’s 25 degrees outside. ice everywhere. I’ve been snorting a certain highly addictive and taboo opiate. it’s a pandemic. my friend is snoring beside me. I’ve been listening to 26 hours worth of ambient music from these compilations from 2001-2021. I drunkenly sent a barrage of maudlin garbage to my ex girlfriend last night. I filed my first bi weekly unemployment claim at 6 AM. I’m thinking a 7 PM wake up.

there is nothing to do. nothing gets done.

depression is here. the darkness is here.

[soupinely]

suicide never leaves my head

[circus-sonata]

エロティックなものを破壊するのは、いつでも「日常」なのだ。こんな時代に、人生における「劇的なるもの」を期待しても、無理というものである。 - 鈴木いづみ / Izumi Suzuki

[soupinely]

unending

[regardintemporel]

Tommy Nease

[soupinely]

[soupinely]

Rod and Daniel, two very funny people, in two very different ways

[the-evil-clergyman]

The Magician Jiraiya Killing a Huge Serpent, from the play Jiraiya Monogatari by Utagawa Yoshitaki (1870’s)

[clair-audients]

[soupinely]

Anderson.Paak

[fotojournalismus]

Boys swim in a pond in the Yemeni mountains on June 2, 2016. (Abduljabbar Zeyad/Reuters)

[soupinely]

by only lurking on Twitter I get to see how 90 percent of the site is dweeb try hards forever chasing a take like its a highly addictive narcotic. it’s like these people spend so much time online, they have no convictions and forget just as much of what they post about, because like drug use, posting makes you forget everything around you. the other 10 percent of twitter is people who are funny.

[batorchids]

Eyes 8

[soupinely]

alright! everybody get online and debate the politics and history of smashing a guitar