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The stars above were mesmerizing to watch from the lush grass below where your hand met his as you two shared time together when the girls were getting ready for bed if not asleep already in their cozy beds. It was a calm night to say the least.
Light winds passed by every now and then, and the dim lantern beside Qifreyโs leg shined just enough to see the creeping smile that starts to show whenever you speak to him about a certain star in the sky.
Noticing how you seemed to like stargazing more than usual. At least when it's with him in all honesty, while he voiced his opinions about the star-freckled sky.
"Look at that star! Doesnโt it look pretty with the moon accompanying them? I always wondered what's beyond it sometimes, donโt you think?" You turned your head towards Qifrey.
Your eyes eagerly searched for him as they met him when he turned his head slowly towards you. Stars light years away finding each other in the middle within it all. My goodness was he pretty? It would be an understatement to say he looked almost if not ethereal under the sky that was a pale river of shimmer.
"Yes, I think it looks beautiful. You have quite the catching eye, my dear girl." The lantern brightened up his smile more visibly as he scooted closer to you. Taking your hand in his did he press a kiss of longing to your hand. His lips moving down to kiss your knuckles.
Afterwards when he lowered yours and his hand, his head tilted more than usual until it hit your shoulder with a featherlight touch. Turning your head did his white hair tickle your chin. You could feel his light exhale near your collarbone while your eyes found the sky again.
A few minutes passed and you two shared your space together as you watched the sky and stars from below. It was a pinprick of cold light the way the night was seen from his eyes. You didnโt notice it really, but a near silent yawn came out from Qifreyโs mouth.
To really think about it, it was getting kind of late. Sleep was important for a witch. Especially those who are in charge of teaching the future generation of witches. Therefore, it was no surprise why Qifrey was getting a bit sleepy. However, a moment like this was too intimate to just miss it and fall asleep.
Not to mention, but you may have to take the responsibility and carry him to bed๏ผ or at least assist him in getting back inside the atelier without waking the girls or Olruggio up.
While you were too busy looking up at the night sky, Qifrey continuously blinked slowly. Nuzzling his head into you for a moment as you spoke once more that reached his ears. His eyes attempted to look for yours as you pointed out another star. Although, it was already caught before he could tweak it to see better.
"Doesnโt that look like๏ผ can you see? Come. Itโs easier when you tilt your head more upward." You pointed out, but when you felt the former warmth of Qifrey on your shoulder.
The light air you felt when he exhaled was soon extinguished when you felt him shuffle over to rest his head on your lap.
Your eyes followed your head as you looked down to see him look at the sky where you pointed out. Blinking slowly before his eyes found yours again.
Blush coming up to your face faster than you could realize. Goodness how he loved when you struggled to hold back how pink your face could get with him. Only to focus from the situation was to look back up again.
"It does look better from this viewโฆ" Qifrey responded in a slow manner before getting cut off by his own yawn. You shook your head with a smile as you witnessed your love starting to struggle to not fall asleep.
"Is that so? You seem sleepy there, my love?"
"No, no, please let us keep stargazing. I love spending time with you. Most beautiful girlโฆ" Qifrey shook his head slowly before his hand came up to reach your cheek while you looked back down to see him again.
"If you say so, but donโt let me catch you yawning and struggling to eat tomorrow morning with the others." You chuckled as he followed soon after. Your head leaning down and your lips finding him to share a loving kiss.
By now you were starting to notice how different stars were smaller or bigger than others, and how some werenโt all white but other colors that didnโt stray too far from it. The way the clouds took their time passing by while the ones below slept underneath the moon's watch aside from them.
The way the silence was almost better than continuous chatter and only the shared company of your dearest and love. You couldnโt imagine where youโd be or at least aside from Qifrey.
Was it perfect? No, but it was a relationship you had no plan on straying away from. Especially not times like this. Not now, not ever.
When you felt another light breeze run through you, you closed your eyes temporarily to feel the cool air kissing your skin before opening them again. Watching how the stars twinkled more as time passed by.
"Qifrey, look at them now. How coruscant they look from down here. See๏ผ" You moved your head in a downward motion to get his attention only to realize his eyes were closed and his breathing calm.
He was sleeping. Sleeping? Oh was that not a surprise. Though you couldnโt say it wasnโt adorable.
You blinked before shaking your head. How silly. Perhaps he really needed this after all. Itโll be okay though. Youโll take him back to the atelier, put him to bed, and blow the candle out as you two would sleep beside each other. Just how you sat beside each other now.
"I seeโฆgoodnight my love." You whispered as your head lowered to kiss Qifreyโs forehead with care and love you two shared with each other with every passing moment your eyes met. Finding each other within the fog no matter what happens
โโโโ EASTHIES (1,020 wc)
The door creaked open in a hesitant way before opening fully for Easthies to walk through. Curious to see if you were napping or working on something since you two did live together after all. Soon finding you near the drawer looking for clothes.
You had just returned from showering and already put on a fresh pair of clothes. The smell of fresh lavender lingering on your body as you close the drawer. You already heard the door creak open a moment ago. Knowing it was Easthies coming back from his duties which he made sure were met before returning back.
He was always a man who put work first before other things. You knew that and so did he. After all, you guys wouldnโt be together for so long if you had a problem with Easthies returning home late, staying over, and being head over heels when it comes with the Pact.
But it was okay. He promised heโll always return home to you with your warm, loving embrace. That was one of the best parts of the day. Where he would press his forehead against yours and stay like that while exchanging a few words there. His hands wrapping around your waist as you observed his tranquil expression.
After placing his winged cap down on the table, Easthies made his way over to you to rest his head on top of your shoulder. His arms wrapped around your waist sluggishly as he hugged you from behind.
Feeling his warmth from his clothes yet the cold touch of his pale, long fingers dangerously close below.
"Long day?"
"Unfortunately so."
"I see."
You responded lightly before turning your head a bit to see his black silky hair tickling your neck. You could tell he was tired. His hair was a bit disheveled, shoulders down more than usual, and movements slower than how he should be.
It wasnโt the first time Easthies came home tired. Eager to find you just to put his body weight onto you and stay hip to hip for a while until he either falls asleep or simply be near you without talking much. Sometimes silence was better than a full blown conversation.
"Come now, you seem too tired to even stand much longer. The bed is more suitable." You watch him lift his head back up before turning your own body.
Assisting him in getting his scarlet cloak off his body. Unbuttoning it for him even though he was much more capable of doing so.
As you took off his cloak and walked over to place it over the chair neatly beside his cap. Easthies following behind you as you made your way to the bed. Sitting down on the edge of the bed did he sit beside you. His head tilting close near your shoulder before lifting it back up.
"You should get some rest, you look weary after today."
"Perhaps I shouldโฆwould you care to accompany me then? Just for this moment." Easthies eyes found yours, and it was simply too much to deny.
"Of course." You replied back before leaning back onto the bed. Adjusting yourself nicely while Easthies took off his boots and joined you.
Was it a bit odd that he didnโt change into more comfortable clothes, but the moment you felt his body weight onto your body, was it so easy to ask him to change after such a hard day?
Your hand then lifted before it found its place in Easthies hair. Running your fingers through the silky strands slowly. The combing gesture of your fingers resulted in a low, satisfying hum coming deep from his throat. His head just below your chin as you stared at the ceiling above.
It was late out, and the room you two were in was dimly lit. Almost if not the perfect moment to share with each other as even you struggled a bit to keep your eyes open. Watching and feeling how Easthies shoulders relaxed along with his other muscles.
From your guess they were probably aching after using them a lot during the day, and even yesterday.
Usually you agreed and didnโt mind easing Easthies muscles when he came home by massaging them so he wouldnโt feel so sore by the next morning. It was beneficial to him after all, and you could spend time with him during those moments. Especially tonight with him in your arms.
A few minutes were passing by ever so slowly. As if they could move any slower with the clock passing by with each second. Your eyes moved from the ceiling, to the window, and down at your loveโs resting figure. You were unsure if he was still awake by now since he still had to get ready for bed fully.
"Easthies? Are you awakeโฆ?" You whispered softly as you tilted your head. Trying to find his face while his head rested on top of your chest, and when you did, you noticed his eyes closed. A relaxed expression with the rise and fall of his body.
Carefully, you looked over to the candle on the night stand then towards him. Easthies was not a heavy sleeper and it was grateful enough that he actually fell asleep instead of being awake for hours on end.
Doing whatever he could๏ผ which was most likely work he planned on doing overnight and ignoring the yawns that came through.
"Goodnight, my dearest." You kissed the top of his head before blowing out the candle beside you. Your head lying back on the pillow as you moved your fingers from hiding in his hair to his back. Nails slowly dragging from the top to how far your arm could extend.
Perhaps the next morning if he does wake up you should pamper him instead of letting him take seconds before leaving out again to do the same thing over and over again.
Imagining his flushed face as you walked over with a balanced plate of food for him. Not too much nor too little. However, youโll just focus on the present for now. Just this sweet moment together.
โโโโ BELDARUIT (1,038 wc)
Opening those large doors once more, you made your way into Beldaruits room. Stars were always so beautiful to see. Anything that relates to your one and only love makes you smile and think of him so dearly, but could you blame yourself or anyone else that looks at you with certain thoughts?
You were Beldaruits love and love till the heavens above decided to let him take his last breath, and when that happens, you will be right beside him. Dare not to let go.
No matter what anyone could say to make you move on. Even if you had to admit it was your last goodbyes.
But that wasnโt the case in this situation. No, no, not at all! If anything, The conflict and your objective was Beldaruit completely exhausted; Completely out of energy after the day heโs had.
Being around kids and elders who have their own set of egos can be quite a hustle for poor old Beldaruit. Back in his prime days wouldโve been different than how today went.
"You look quite beat after today, my love. Had enough amusement from the kids you spend your time with? Or is it the other Wise like Vinanna who make you sigh for hours?" You turned your head to him sitting upright in bed after walking over to pour some tea for the both of you.
It was nice to sip on some tea before bed. Beldaruit enjoyed it and you quickly picked up such a habit youโve gotten from your man.
Although, it was pretty nice when you didnโt go to bed with such a dry, icky mouth instead of a hydrated one to say the least.
"Oh my sweet, you couldnโt imagine what kind of day I had." Beldaruit responded as he took the tea cup you passed him as you sat on the edge of the bed for now.
"It would be different if you were beside me the whole day, however, wouldnโt you agree, my magic?" Turning your head after taking a satisfying sip of the fresh tea in your cup did you look over your shoulder to him. His hand soon came up to cup one side of your cheek.
Eager for a kiss perhaps? That wouldnโt be a surprise at all. Not at all from your one and only love that you share a bed with. Sharing your vulnerability and secrets you wouldnโt dare tell anyone else but him.
"I would always spend time with you if I could." You turned back around to take a few sips after your lips were back onto the edge of the tea cup.
You loved whenever Beldaruit called you "my magic" since he also had his own love for magic itself.
Before you guys even got together, you walked into his spotlight because the way he presented magic was basically pulled out of a fairytale for everyone to witness.
The way your eyes met him when he took in the reactions of everyone else ๏ผ yet you caught his eye the moment you were in his eye of sight. Think of yourself as diamonds among regular pebbles. That's how he thought of you and it never went away. Even when you bore the ring on your finger.
When the two of you were done, you took the two cups over to the side before joining him in bed. Getting closer to him as he welcomed your figure in his personal space.
Watching as you rested your head on his shoulders as he rested his on the top of your head. A sweet moment for such a sweet couple others would say if they saw them together.
You could feel how Beldaruits muscles and body basically melted beside you. It was like he was a candle and simply melting beside a ball of fire. Melting into liquid wax.
He knew the consequences, but there were miles upon miles on how far others would go for their love. Beldaruit was more than just miles upon miles away. Across sea, sky, and stars heโll say.
"Did you visit Qifrey and his apprentices again?" You sparked up small talk as Beldaruit lifted his head.
Taking a moment to release a large yawn before replying. His hand covering his mouth before lowering back down and his eyes angled downward to the covers that covered his legs.
"Not for a while now. Those kids are truly special Iโll say. Each one of them. I hope they donโt lose their spark as they learn magic and soon become fully fledged witches just like their Master." Beldaruit explained before his eyes went up to turn to you.
"And howโs my sweet girl been doing, hm? I hope she's doing well, for I couldnโt bear to hear you say how todayโs morning through evening was quite troublesome." He pressed a sweet kiss close to your eye. Your eyes closing for a moment before opening them again. Your faces inches away from each other.
"It was a peaceful day, Iโll say. I even went out to see if I could pick up some pastries for us. You do have a little sweet tooth, my love." You spoke with a chuckle while Beldaruitโs face was turning a light shade of red.
"You make my heart fill with love, my heart."
"And I will each day." You leaned closer than usual before both of your lips met each other. Sharing a sweet, short kiss.
By the time the room was dimly lit and only a candle was lit in the large room, you and Beldaruit continued your conversation. Although, the more you heard your love's voice, you noticed more than usual yawns.
When your voice stopped its usual chatter, you turned to look at your love once again only to realize his head on top of your shoulder. Eyes closed and his breathing calm and relaxed. You blinked before shaking your head. Of course.
You then turned your head towards the candle. Grabbing the handle before blowing it lightly. Watching the small flame extinguish and placing it back down.
Thank the stars for the large pillow in the back. It was easier to get comfortable with Beldaruit leaning towards you.
"Sweet dreams, my dearest."
a/n๏ผ may this happen to me some day
โโ ห๐ชฝ ฬ !! ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โธโธ please do not modify, plagiarize, or translate my work
okay I plan on releasing another fic tonight potentially if I have enough time. I already finished Qifreyโs part and now I have Easthies & Beldaruit to get through.
request๏ผ wha x witch!reader who has been struggling with depression for a long while now? Not talking much, spaced out, cant focus, sleeping schedule is messed up, not eating properly... struggling bad basically
starring๏ผ Qifrey, Olruggio, Easthies, Beldaruit
โโโโ QIFREY (890 wc)
The thing about Qifrey is that he knows how much your mental health takes a toll on you, and it hurts him more than he thinks at first. Heโs never the one to deny your feelings and is rather the one to witness them with his own eyes which can make him more observant towards you than usual. Does it add onto their stress with the girls (, Tetia, Richeh, and Agott)? Of course but weโre talking about you here. Itโs saddening to see but what can you do with a vase after itโs been broken? Simply pick up the pieces one by one, separate them to know each piece, and put it back together again. The way you space out, your speech slurring to nothingness, pick your food with the fork you hold loosely as if it would slip from your fingers. He automatically tries to help you, but almost wants it to seem nurturing and not so forcefully.
When Qifrey notices how you fail to keep up with your own schedule and plans that suddenly go quiet, he attempts to help you get back on your feet. While he is busy himself and can give him a bit of trouble, itโs worse seeing you struggling than him, so he refuses to hear you out if you plan on dismissing him. Qifrey doesnโt force you to get out of bed or wherever you are when youโre too comfortable, but he does encourage you to try and do simple things first so it doesnโt overwhelm you or bring that negative pressure falling on you so suddenly. Things like making the bed, brushing your hair, or just giving input on simple spells that one of the apprentices were working on recently.
One of the most difficult situations Qifrey notices about you is when you completely shut down. Meaning you would stop talking, stop interacting with the others in the Atelier, and not acting like your normal self. Qifrey enjoys when you interact with him and hear your voice, for it soothes him even when he has his moments and just in general. While it happens, Qifrey may invite you to sit or lay beside him while he works. He wonโt ask you about the spells that are in the book or on the paper in front of him but simply say his own thoughts and feelings about it. He may stray off course and talk about his apprentices or his thoughts on Olruggioโs new inventions. What also helps is pointing out the things that you like. For instance, if you mainly practice fire or water magic like Qifrey, he may point out some things about it that seem interesting. Qifrey knows you more than anyone else, and while it hurts him to see you like this, he would never refuse to help you. Even in silence.
If you do start to speak or just simply be in a conversation, you may space out from time to time and while Qifrey obviously notices that, he tries to pick up on where you two left off. Taking control of the conversation but also watching what he says too. His thumbs play with each other while he speaks yet his mind is racing on what is good to say to you without stepping on a piece of glass. Afterwards he may question himself if he said the right thing or pondered if he shouldโve said more to you. Maybe make you laugh or see your serene smile just for a small moment. It makes his hands sweaty as he may even space out just thinking about how to help you.
Of course Qifreyโs cooking skills are really good and he loves serving food that his apprentices enjoy, especially you. However, when he notices one evening that you struggle to pick up the spoon in your sluggish hands, he may place his hand on top of yours. Itโs a silent moment of affection but means a lot. Reminding you that heโs there and making sure to take your time. When the girls are done and heading back upstairs, Qifrey would tell you that you donโt have to finish it all and not to rush it. Even if you donโt plan on eating, he draws a spell so if you do plan on eating later, your food is still fresh and warm to nourish your body.
"You donโt have to eat tonight if you donโt feel up to it. Iโll make sure your food is warm if you decide to later on tonight, okay darling?" Qifreyโs thumb rubbing on the back of your hand in a soothing gesture.
Standing up slowly as he took his bowl from the table and placed it in the sink before looking back towards you. Your eyes watching your food in silence and your mind blank.
It took Qifrey a moment before his eyes found yours. Even his hands hesitated before he took your untouched dinner away before placing it somewhere safe. Walking over to prepare a spell to make sure your food was warm in case you wanted to eat later on.
Afterwards, he walked back over to you and slid his hand towards yours slowly. Intertwining his fingers with yours delicately before sitting down beside you. Not planning on leaving you anytime soon, even in a comforting silence.
โโโโ OLRUGGIO (830 wc)
Itโs the way Olruggio can get a sense of how it affects you and how you carry yourself. One day when he notices how you struggle to go to sleep, space out, and stare at your food on the table does he finally confront you about your feelings. Heโs never pushy about it and doesnโt plan to be since he adores you very much and respects your space. Yet he finds himself conflicted about different ways to help you get back on your feet again and out of the hole youโre in. While he has no apprentices to take care of his own, he still looks out in Qifreyโs atelier as his Watchful Eye, so it wouldnโt hurt to cut some time off and help you in the meantime. Cleaning his own space to invite you in moreโฆand so itโs not a problem when youโre around.
Olruggio does help around in numerous ways as a witch. After all, itโs their objective to help with the abilities they were given from the start after the first test in the Dadah Range. However, until you feel just a little bit better, heโll take off for a bit. Ensuring that youโre okay so when he does leave, he wonโt have to worry so much about you when youโre alone. When Olruggio starts to notice your own schedule falling apart, he may invite you to accompany him on simple things like his upcoming inventions or even simple chores. Just regular, long conversations between each other can be comforting. Youโre here with him, all in one piece, and as long as he can be near you during hard times, it makes him feel better. He hopes you do as well.
However, when those long conversations end up you spacing out or shutting down. Not talking much or simply at all, Olruggio hesitates before continuing the conversation after making sure that youโre okay. Furthermore, if itโs the evening or at night, he may propose if you want to sleep for the night and would prepare tea for you before bed just to help you a bit. He soon understands that sometimes it's okay to stop talking and simply find hidden comfort in the voice you find soothing too. Even though you donโt feel like talking yourself in the moment. Does Olruggio feel a bit saddened that your this way? Yes and heโs not going to hide that entirely. Loving someone and seeing them at their worst to the point where they shut down is heartbreaking, and sometimes that shows on his face from time to time.
Olruggio watches how your eyes dull and your mouth suddenly closes. His eyes watching yours as they avoid his own. Chasing just to end at a dead end of the maze you put yourself in.
It was weird at first when simple sentences became just one-word answers. Olruggioโs hand went from his chin down to your hand. His hands featherlight turning into a more firm, comfortable hold on yours.
"Itโs getting quite late, let me go get you some tea for the night. You can sleep in my bed for the night, love." Giving a light squeeze on your hand did he remove his hand from yours before getting up.
By the time you moved yourself onto his bed, Olruggio already had a cup of tea in his hands for you. His other hand on your cheek warmly before giving it to you in your hands as he watched you sit up.
"When youโre done, just set it aside. Iโll get it for you afterwards." His eyes found yours in an expression of emotional numbness before he moved his lips to kiss your forehead sweetly.
He didnโt care if you spilled it and got some that stained the white sheets on the bed. Heโll simply change them out afterwards. Loving you too much to let things slide for your sake.
When Olruggio and Qifrey are in the kitchen making dinner in the atelier and he has you around, heโll try and inform Qifrey on dishes you might like. Whenever you have trouble eating, Olruggio may give you smaller portions so you wouldnโt get overwhelmed or even struggle to eat everything despite eating maybe one-third of your dinner. Although, it could be anything. If you like pancakes for breakfast, Olruggio might insist on brunch for you later on or a sweet breakfast in the morning with your favorite fruit set aside.
Overall, Olruggio may be hesitant on what to do next when it comes to you, but he wonโt give up on you and your struggles. For it pains him to see you like this and if he has to shut the door of his own personal chambers in Qifreyโs atelier entirely for nobody but you and him to be in then so be it. Itโs never a nice experience seeing his loved one in such a situation, but he wonโt sit around and wait for it just to pass.
โโโโ EASTHIES (921 wc)
It pains Easthies to see you lose your spark over time. Believe it or not, it makes him stuck in between his work life and his personal life with you. His strive to uphold the pact continues to strike against his urge to help you when you need it most. Itโs not like he doesnโt love you because he really does in the end no matter what happens, and when he watches you space out, struggle to do simple things, and completely shut down right in front of him.
It makes him think heโs not doing enough or anything at all to help. It continues to eat him alive till when the other knights notice how he promptly gets off work instead of doing overtime. They donโt question it much but are more than surprised to see the Deputy make such haste when he normally stays over working till he canโt even look straight without spacing out because of the lack of sleep he gets.
When he notices when you start to space out and struggle to focus, he tries to regain your attention in a very soft manner. Not forcing it entirely but at the same time he doesnโt want you to completely shut down on him. As a knight, being focused is very important๏ผ Especially when telling other knights when in training, for instance. However, he knows you arenโt doing well and it makes him ponder if heโs doing the right thing or doing enough. Similar to Qifrey, he may think it over and over if he should be doing more to help you even though Easthies isnโt familiar with this kind of behavior.
Furthermore, when you start to space out and your mind completely goes blank. Meaning chores may go abandoned, Easthies takes it upon himself to do them whenever he gets the chance. Before and after he goes to work so itโs not a mess when he leaves in the morning. If you start apologizing after realizing, heโll simply brush it off and reassure you that it's okay.
Easthies has a problem with sleeping already and couldnโt really care less when it comes to his sleep schedule. The only time heโll care is when he canโt seem to focus on the job nor hold back the yawns that come from his mouth. However, when itโs you that canโt seem to get more than even five hours of sleep does he have a problem. It makes his face scrunch a bit when he comes back from his duties of being a knight of the Knights Moralis and youโre still awake late at night instead of being asleep in bed. Normally he would scold you lightly like some parent but he canโt really bring himself to do it when you really canโt help it yourself. Often making and bringing you tea to help yourself and putting you to bed before he gets himself ready to join you.
"My dear, youโre still awake?"
"Iโm sorry, I canโt seem to fall asleep tonight again."
Easthies watches your facial expression like some cat observing from afar before understanding in silence as he makes his way to you. Placing his hands over to cup your cheeks as his thumb rubs against them slowly.
"Do not blame yourself, my dearest. Go lay back down and Iโll make some tea to help."
Placing a kiss on the top of your head does he start helping you lay back down on the mattress. Pulling the covers over your shoulders. Your eyes watching his gentle movements as he takes your hand and presses a kiss onto it. Mouthing "Iโll be right back" before letting go and walking away.
When he comes back, he holds a tea cup and places it on the night stand beside the bed. Watching you pick it up and drink it bit by bit.
As you occupy yourself with tea, Easthies sits down on the bed beside you. Taking off his cap and already relieved from the scarlet cloak on the chair over there does he place his hand on your leg thatโs under the covers.
While Easthies love language mainly isnโt physical touch, he enjoys acts of service and quality time the most. A single touch is fine with him to let you know that he was there, and when you finally get the courage enough to lay your head back on the pillow and go back to sleep, will he join you soon beside you.
Even though Easthies goes through many troubling situations, the hardest part for him is when you shut down and completely at that. It sends off a signal in his brain that he simply cannot ignore but also canโt help but even leave work early if not go at all. He knows you wonโt help yourself at all and sometimes even get out of bed. That's when he puts his focus on taking care of you and the environment. Making sure everything is clean, youโre fed, and speaking to you softly with words of praise. Saying things like "I love you" "Donโt give up on yourself" "Do you want something sweet to eat?" While also giving you soft kisses. If you needed to go from A to B, he may even carry you there if you didnโt feel like getting up and walking over. As much as Easthies hates to see you like this๏ผ and even asks for advice from maybe Utowin on how to brighten someone's mood, he would never just abandon you during your worst.
โโโโ BELDARUIT (851 wc)
One thing about Beldaruit is that he never stops believing that youโll get better. Even if you have to go through the most difficult times in your life when under the weather. However, Beldaruit wasnโt fully prepared on how bad the situation was. Situations when you stopped interacting with the kids he may be seen around, forgetting simple tasks, and spacing out more than usual. During those times, Beldaruit would hold your hands with a gentle touch and reassure you that everything was going to get better soon. He wonโt point out the hard moments during the day or night that you go through but focus on the brighter things. Heโll hold a small smile but deep down, Beldaruit knows how much this upsets him seeing you like this. Therefore, he promises to make everything better in order to restore you back to your original, healthy self.
Since he is one of the wise, Beldaruit does have a somewhat complicated schedule. With an apprentice under his wing, and other matters he has his mind on, he also has to take care of you during the day. He wonโt simply abandon you and let you do whatever when you struggle to even get out of bed for stars sake. Even during the morning, heโll notice you laying in bed, not even attempting to get up and ready for the day. His hand on your shoulder and moving to your hand to gently run his hands through your hair. Would he be late to whatever he had that morning to be present for? Yes, but he cares too much about you to just abandon you in bed while he gets himself ready! Giving you many kisses and words of encouragement so youโd get yourself moving.
Beldaruit questions if youโve eaten anything some days but usually it's everyday. While it may be a bit annoying, your appetite makes him nervous a lot at times when you glance away from your food in front of you. He doesnโt like you skipping meals and trying to go to bed without anything in your system. Therefore, if he hasnโt, he learns every single dish, dessert, and snack you like so if you were hungry but not that hungry, or just wanted something sweet, Beldaruit would bring it to you without any complaints or wasted time. As long as you take even a good bite or a few bites he is happy. If starting slow ends up in greater results, heโs proud of you that you continue to get better. If you suggest working even though Beldaruit questions if youโre actually working and not spacing out, heโll bring small snacks for you that you enjoy. Watching you take the sweet treat in your hands makes his heart dance and twirl around in happiness.
"My dove, have you eaten anything today? If you havenโt, can I bring you something to eat? Anything you want, I can bring to you."
Beldaruit watched as you blinked before turning your head over your shoulder to look at him. You were working๏ผ or at least were trying too. At least you did try too though? Beldaruit would often encourage you to occupy yourself with things but some werenโt so successful like this.
"I wouldnโt mind, but I donโt want to disturb you or anything."
"Oh my sweet, youโre not disturbing me, Iโll be right back, and it wonโt take long! I promise." Beldaruit pressed a kiss on your cheek.
You watched him go away to probably find something sweet like a mini dessert you likedโฆwhich didnโt seem so bad perhaps.
He was always there beside you, not like some hawk watching down their prey but more like a loved one following their significant other wherever they went. Promising that they were always there beside them.
Some days it may be overwhelming when you don't feel like talking, but Beldaruit was the one person who always found something sweet about you. Even when you couldnโt find anything positive in yourself.
Itโs not seen as much on the outside, but Beldaruit often wonders what he can do to make everything better. How he can improve and what he can alter to help you even more. It may make someone like Vinanna look twice to see Beldaruit nowhere but near you more than often, but is that really a surprise to her? Not really. Nonetheless, he still watches and cares about you as you may find yourself spacing out, not getting enough sleep, or finding it hard to swallow another bite of the food in front of you.
He wants to make the next day easier for you and even bring his own magic to life with that. Pulling out and demonstrating the most wonderful, whimsical spells that you enjoy. If you like water, heโll show you a water spell that looks like it came out of a fairy book. As long as he could see the smile on your face or the improvement of your health does he truly feel the love and happiness in his heart during such cloudy, dark days under the seabed.
a/n๏ผ Thank you for the request and just a reminder that right now my requests are closed for now until further notice.
โโ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ โธโธ please do not modify, plagiarize, or translate my work
Youre one of my favorite WHA authors... and not to mention there are only a few who wrote Easthies. Waiting for your next fic โค๏ธ
Iโm so sorry I havenโt been posting for basically over two weeks! Summer break does not sound like a break but thank you and I will make sure this next fanfic does have Easthies in it. ๐ฉท
after days turning into weeks of procrastination writers block and the busiest days of the whole summer, Iโm finally going back to writing. โ๏ธ Iโm doing okay guys I promise
Easthies has no business looking this soft and pretty...
Lately I feel like his backstory is gonna make a lot of people change their mind about him. I'm so curious to know more and get to learn what he implies about the pact in chap 57! I get that he has an antagonist role in the story but I don't see him as a villain.
