Art Project #2: Gif Series
I wanted to juxtapose the colorful makeup I was applying by making everything black and white. Black and white can convey several emotions and at the same time none at all. During this process, I applied makeup without any thought, I frantically applied eyeliner, lipstick, and foundation while at the same time making a mess around my sink and on my clothes. I struggle with appearance and expectations of appearance projected onto me. Everyday I try to look my best, and for the right reasons too. I try to look good to make myself feel good and not for the approval of others. If that is the case, then why do I still feel the way I do at the end of the day? Why do I still end up caring what others think of me or how they perceive me? It was a fun process making these gifs because so much can be said and gathered from a short clip, and it was interesting to see the way my story manifested itself through these gifs. We tell ourselves that tomorrow will be a new day. Tomorrow will be better. I cannot wait for tomorrow. Tomorrow has to be better than it was today. Is that something we think to mask our fear or insecurity that maybe everyday will be the same? That tomorrow could possibly be just as bad as today was? The frantic, chaotic, unique qualities of each day gets washed with the sameness and consistency that makes up our lives.





















