ruby rose

24 // untouched emotions

[soymilkcat]

i see a future but still so far away

[soymilkcat]

I'm such a fat fucking chud

[soymilkcat]

i'm so sad

[soymilkcat]

haha... maybe i never meant that much to you

[soymilkcat]

i want you so bad

[soymilkcat]

you mean so much to me I don't know why

[soymilkcat]

i yearn til it hurts but change is more scary

[soymilkcat]

so many things, my head is spinning

[soymilkcat]

omg omg omg omg omg squeeeeeeee

AAAAAA !!!! my crush who knows i like him, liked this not long after i posted a reel about my ideal date being us eating tiramisuuuuu aaaaaaa!!! maybe im delulululu

[soymilkcat]

why'd he wish me merry christmas

[soymilkcat]

he loves me, he loves me not, he loves me, he loves me not

[soymilkcat]

i feel kinda messed up. its always guys liking my meme reposts on insta, or me being the most comfortable with guys on a personal level (mainly 3 of my exes) but yet i ofc feel safer physically with women. but idk my mom fucked me over by being so awful i just just gives me bad emotions in regards to everything about her. i love my face until i see hers. i love my race until she acts supremist. i love my culture until she's a part of it. Idk

[soymilkcat]

why am i so pathetic

[soymilkcat]

i just girl gooned 4 times to him <3

update: came 10 times in 3 days

[soymilkcat]

i caught him liking this im gonna freak 😍😍😍😍😍😍🤩🤩 ugghhhh fate give him to meeee

[soymilkcat]

manifesting a lot 💍

[soymilkcat]

pending affection