matt has been on stream with chris all day, and you had been around the house while he had been streaming, doing work, etc.
you hadn’t opened up to the internet hard enough yet about you and matt’s relationship.
but the fans are nosey and crazy so obviously they had figured it out, plus you kind of soft launched on your parents facebook.
a photo on easter day from a couple months back.
you were laying on his bed during the part of the stream he would just play music, just scrolling through all of your friends instagram stories.
you had just looked up to hear matt repeat a comment from the chat “bye matt chew more gum, you’re sexy.” you hadn’t noticed it but he was sexy when he chewed gum.
“thank you.” he replied, continuing on with his chewing.
matt had a lot of minuscule things about him that are hot but you had never noticed how sassy you liked him.
you like it when he gives you the “ mattitude” because then it gives you permission to do whatever you want to him because he was rude.
after another kendrick lamar song played through, he signed off and ended the stream. he entered the document he had been writing his book on and continued the ending.
you had sat your phone down after the shot chat said, it didn’t make you mad it just made you think, and his rapid typing kept disrupting your dirty thinking.
you got up, standing next to him in his gaming chair, leaning down, resting your chin on his neck. “hey baby, whatcha doing?” you says breathing down his warm neck.
“just writing the thank you part of my book, just mentioning people who helped along the way of me making this. you can back up though.” he says jokingly.
your hand grazed the back of his head, gripping his hair tight, making him wince, “you know you get sooo cocky after stream. especially with this gum in your mouth.” you say holding his chin.
you let go of his hair and chin and a relieved breath leaves his mouth. “ but i do agree with them. you are very sexy with gum in your mouth, and i don’t know why im just now noticing it.”
you stare at his neck long fully, eventually going in to kiss it.
his eyes close and mouth opens slightly as he melts into the kiss, “ baby, can we push this towards later, i really have to finish this by tomorrow, it’s already late.” he rebuttals
“don’t worry i’ll be quick, and this isn’t about you that much, i really wanna get off.” you whisper into his ear, leaving over the arm rest sitting on his lap.
“ wow so it’s just fuck me?” he awkwardly laughed.
“yes exactly that.” i giggled, unzipping his pants and slipping my psd boxers to the side.
staring at the situation below him he sighed ‘fuck’, hoping to get off knowing you had no intention of letting him.
you grab his cock and stroke it just a little before slipping it inside. he closes his eyes in anticipation. he moans from the sudden sensation of being inside you.
you rocked back and forth realizing how loud the chair was but not really caring for your downstairs neighbors. matt rested his hands hands on your hips, focusing on stability. he started to chew his gum again.
fuckk. it got to you so bad. making you moan loudly and slam down on him harder.
“mhm! fuck baby.” he whimpered from the aggression of your hips.
you continued to ride for a couple minutes getting closer and closer.
you lean in towards matt, who’s face has a pink hue and teeth marks on his lip, you grab his hair from the back of his head, completely exposing his face and neck to you.
“ i’m s-so close right now, so you better chew that fucking gum because it’s turning me- o-on!” you moan.
“f-fuck yea baby, fuck yes ma’am.! whatever you want!” he responded, holding eye contact with you while chewing his gum.
trying to hold his smirk on his face but not being able to from moaning.
his gum falling out of his mouth onto his collarbone.
you pick it up with your thumb and stuff it in his mouth. his mouth opening and closing repeatedly as he sucks on your thumb
you wanted this to last longer even if that’s was supposed to be quick but it felt so good.
and the sounds of him chewing the gum and the wet clicks and your thighs clapping down on him all went to your head.
a piercing moan came from the both of you. “fuck! please can i c-cum with you? please i need it so bad.” matt yelped.
“ i don’t e-even care anymore go ahead.” you respond, barely even coherent.
you bring his head in towards you closer to your ears to him him chew and moan, sitting his head in the crook of your neck.
you were on the brink and yelled out before you came.
“fuck matt, cum with me!”
his rapid chewing turned into rapid breathing like a dog. “oh my god!” i screamed. my body collapsing into his as we finished together
as you came down from your highs he says, “ i’m way past my deadline for this fucking book.” he wearily giggled.
was this good chat please let me know and this is my first time posting in awhile so i don’t remember if i have a taglist but i don’t think i do so if you wanna get tagged in more sht like this lemme know down below
and don’t judge me for going out of my way to make this a gif
warnings; angst, cursing, crying, smoking, kissing, lemme know if i miss anything.
s/n; i’ve been slacking for weeks and this is finally the last part i’m sorry im lazy and busy alllll the time. but here ya go the last part
chris walked back home that night. he felt wrong for some way, but he didn’t know why. it was late, he could’ve got an uber or asked his brothers to pick him up.
it was late they were awake anyway.
while walking an hour back home, he got back in his head again. he was thinking, but a bit too much. his eyes burned from the glow of the seven eleven across the street.
he crossed the street, walking into the gas station. chris’s face light up when he saw the slushies in the back.
maybe it would get that girl he only knew for 3 days he was in love with out of his head. he got three flavors, cherry, piña colada, and blueberry lemonade.
“2.79, sir.” the cashier said.
“actually can i get the marlboro reds?” chris asked, he had never smoked so it felt foreign. but he had a hard night, who could blame him.
“15.00 dollars sir, and I.D.” chris gave him the id and money and left.
he sat outside the lonely gas station sipping his slurpee. scrolling through meaningless videos on his phone when he heard a car pull up.
he looked up and hoped it was his mom, he knew it wasn’t though. she would take him back to boston and he would lay in his old bed while nick and matt ended the stream and they got in the bed too.
all of them curled up on the same bed just watching terrible dating shows on a school night for laughs.
but he snapped out of it, kinda just waiting for them to get out of the car. they rolled down their window and it was
lauren.
chris jumped a bit, “chris get in the car, i can get you home in 17 minutes so you won’t have to walk another 40 c’mon.” she stared at him feeling guilty. his eyes saying a whole lot but nothing from his mouth.
“thank you but i can walk.” he got up throwing away his empty slurpee cup.
as he got up to start walking again, lauren kept calling his name. driving on the road next to the sidewalk.
he got his cig and lighter and somehow blew the smoke out with ease. lauren’s face contorted with confusion.
”when did you start smoking?” she asked.
“i don’t.” he said, just holding the cigarette between his lips.
crickets suddenly sounded so loud since they got quiet. “ chris can you just get in the car, i’ve had a long couple of days. i’m not in the mood for this moody bullshit. i’m sorry that you love me and can’t have me but at least you can have a ride home.” her anger intensified.
“you’re such a fucking asshole.” he said while walking to the back car door. “are you 5, what are you sitting back there for.” she tried to joke with him but he didn’t answer.
he put his headphones on, blasting music.
he had missed calls from both nick and matt. they were worried because they usually go out together if it’s ever that late.
the rest of the drive back home was silent or awkward.
she pulled up to his house, he sat there for a minute. he wanted to say something but there was nothing else left to say.
he sighed, “ thanks.” he said slamming the car door, walking up to his house. he felt her eyes watching him walk up to the car door.
he felt like he just snuck out and came back home, he closed the door softly but his brothers were still there waiting for him. “Chris! get the hell up here.”
he walked up the stairs, head down. as his sadness was weighing him down. he saw them standing in the kitchen, worried looks on their faces.
" chris i know you said you were out with a girl but its almost four in the fucking morning and you are never out that long." said nick.
" sorry i was too busy getting my esteem torn out of me because i liked someone." chris yelled out of anger.
" oh please, you're an attractive guy you can get over it and get with someone else-" nick said, matt cutting him off.
" no need to be an ass nick, chris wanna talk about it?" matt asked. " I'm good, I'll just tell you tomorrow, it's kind of bad. and plus, I'm tired out of my fucking mind." chris walked up to the fridge, getting a water.
matt and nicks faces got worried even more when he walked up, smelling his cigarette scent. " why do you smell like cigs kid?" matt asked. " i had a hard night, needed something to fixate on."
nick and matt threw each other a stinky glance to each other but kept quiet. chris walked back down the stairs to his room.
slamming down onto his bed, his own bed. he was so homesick and now he can lay in his comfortable, fluffy bed.
he fell asleep with his clothes on, on top of the blanket. cold but cool.
he somehow slept like a baby, despite being in live with a girl he only knew for 3 days.
he woke up at 3:00pm to a phone call. he groaned, rubbing his eyes, unbeknownst to him, it was lauren.
he already had two missed calls from her so he answered as quick as he could. “hello?” he said ima deep grubby voice.
“hey, uh, chris? can you come outside?” she asked nervously.
“for what? are you outside my house?” he voice became more alarmed and awake.
“ yes i just wanted to talk to you.”
“over the phone would’ve been just fine but i’ll be out there.” he hung up the phone, throwing on new clothes. despite not have taking a shower since yesterday.
he walked outside slow, and his head down. neither of them were in the wrong they would say but he felt like he had something to apologize for.
he got in the passenger seat avoiding her look, she was the only one looking. it felt wrong, but he looked good and she couldn’t help it. looking at his goatee, plump lips.
“well, what’s going on? what did you drag me out here for?” he said a bit over this whole thing.
“ok, stop with the passive aggressive shit, ok? i just wanted to say maybe we can still be friends?” she said, staring down at her shoes and now he’s looking up at her.
“i know um….. i know it would be a bit awkward. but i just hate that i left this weird animosity towards us. or just towards you.”
“ i just can’t be in a relationship. everything but that, it’s embarrassing to have everyone you know in a room with you while doing the job i have. and i’m fine with my job, it’s just i’m not always comfortable with it.
and it wouldn’t make it any more comfortable for me to have a guy i like watching do that stuff.”
chris immediately jumping in
“but you could do so much more, you’re good at art, your good at-“ she held his face and shushed him. immediately shutting up.
“you can’t be comfortable all the time. and that’s okay. i like my job.” she kissed him on the lips softly.
“ you don’t need to save me chris.” his look longing at her. rubbing his face into her hand,
knowing this would probably be the last time they ever saw each other.
chris thought to leave but as soon as he opened the door he wanted one last touch.
he turned back around kissing her with passion, scaring her a bit but she reciprocated. he pulled away, now holding her face. “i love you.”
he stared at her for a second, searching for a reaction, knowing he wouldn’t find one.
he got out of the car, she rolled her window and said
“i’m sorry.”
this is the end. i got tired of writing happy endings so i wrote something more sentimental. and i know
ik it’s a bit short but idc
hope yall liked it and tell me if anything you didn’t like in the comments!!
i’m so fucking tired of liking girls like yall hoes don’t like meeeeeeeee. btw this is wlw so don’t think i’m some weird ass incel. like why do no girls like me??? it’s like im bisexual but at the same time i don’t like men and all these ugly ass men come up to me either actually having a crush on me or telling me their friend does because im ugly, it happens too much like damn i know i’m chopped and i’m gonna die alone. like you don’t have to remind me every time im quietly and cutely waiting for my bus and not causing any trouble like damn can i go home and not have an attitude? but i’m not weird or anything, i look really gay which for most girls that’s appealing, im funny, im nice, like im tired of “jokingly flirting” with my friends to compensate for having no huzz
yall can give me advice or not i just wanted to talk
pt.3 (idk if this counts as kinktober i’m late sorry yall)
warnings; restraints as in (tape, blindfolds, handcuffs), p in v, sub!chris, pornstar!lauren, bj, handj, toys, cursing, really angsty lemme know if i miss anything
for the first time, chris woke up, and had to film a fucking porno in 8 hours.
the day of, he wanted to step out.
but it was an underground website with a bunch of weirdos he didn’t give a shit about so i guess it was fine.
but after all of this talking and phone sex with lauren, something felt unfulfilling about it. empty.
but he had to toughen up so he wouldn’t be considered a pussy because he got pussy. it just didn’t feel right.
he was in the shower, kinda just sitting down in the tub.
he heard his phone ring on the floor.
“hello?” chris said
lauren’s voice fills the phone,
“it’s me chris, i just wanted to say hi before the whole thing.” for the first time she felt nervous for doing her own job.
he eyes lit up and he sat up actually trying to contribute to the conversation.
“hi, i missed you last night. you hung the phone.” he questioned, hoping not to get ridiculed.
“well, i have a job. and i have been working to get some things off my schedule for you baby.” she said softly.
chris felt something in the air change, like they had a weird air between them. and he knew it wasn’t just her.
and it wasn’t, she was doing it on purpose because she could feel him wanting her.
and she knew it wouldn’t work because of her job. things would get weird and she hated getting broken up with.
but she was getting ahead with herself, she thought he probably didn’t even want her.
“well i’ll see you at three?”
“sure will.” she hung up on right after.
chris felt angst bubbling in their cauldron but didn’t say a thing.
he didn’t want to seem like a guy who was only in it for the sex but at least he was getting laid.
he was always a guy who got laid but after getting more popular on youtube, it became very hard to do that.
a couple hours later he was planning out a cute but not too professional outfit to wear, probably some fresh love.
as he was walking out, soft smelling cologne, a subtle outfit. he wanted to stand out a bit more.
and if that meant to ask to borrow his brother matt’s rings even tho they’ll be off in the first two minutes he’s there.
he walked up the stairs, matt and nick sitting on the couch on their phones while drag race season 6 played on the tv.
“hey mattttt.” he called out. missing his brothers after worrying about a girl they past 2 in a half days.
he slammed onto the couch hugging matt.
“what the hell are you doing? kid just crushed my shoulder.” matt chuckled.
“ he obviously wants something.” nick added.
“bring it in you gay boy” chris laughed really hard walking over to nick to hug him.
nick gasping with a shocked look on his face.
“ love you too chris.” nick said surprised
chris cuddled up into nick, “ I did need something tho”
matt and nick smacked their lips.
“ yea we knew.” matt said.
“ so um, matt can i like borrow your rings. like the big beefy ones. i gotta bag some hoes tonight.”
all three of them burst out in laughter, “ I guess, there in one of my drawers in the nightstand next to my bed.”
chris jumped up from the couch and screamed and ran to matt’s bedroom.
“what has that kid so happy?” matt questioned
“i don’t know but what i do is that he was doing some shit last night, literally moaning loud as fuck.”
“no yeah, he thought just because we were asleep we wouldnt hear him.”. matt responded laughing.
chris came out with what some people would say “aura”.
chris says that word.
“i’m lowkey swaggy as fuck. thanks matt, bye you guys.” he ran down the stairs like a kid going to disney land.
i’m going to be in a porno-“. chris screamed before closing the door.
“that’s why he’s happy, ok.” matt said turning his attention back to the tv.
chris got in a uber over to her house which was 23 minutes away.
he was all smiles in the backseat, texting back and forth with her.
looking out of the window listening to 2much 2fast. he had been lost in his thoughts like any other day, but he had to be confident.
as his driver let him out of the car. he noticed how beautiful her house was, it just looked like her.
as he walked up he saw a tiny red buzzer next to the door, and like any dumbass he tapped it expecting for the world to explode or something.
“what’s the purpose of your visit?” a man’s voice came out from a tiny speaker next to the door.
it startled chris a bit “uh, sex.” he said.
the door was opened by some type of security.
“Um excuse me, where is lauren.”
“ She upstairs, let me take you to her room, this place is huge.” the security guard walked with him up two flights of stairs and down a couple hallways.
he saw an especially red door, “ i’m guessing this is her room.” he laughed nervously as security guard nodded and walked away.
“lauren?” he called out as he entered her room. a bunch of people and cameramen in her room.
the main thing that obviously caught his attention was lauren and her makeup stylist. she looked stunning. and weird, but in a cool tumblr girl way.
she had painted stars with liquid eyeshadow all over her eyelids and stars here and there on the top of her nose and little stars and dots over her blush.
She looked in the rear view of the mirror in front of her and saw him. her eyes lit up with excitement and she jumped out of her chair. messing up her makeup on her cheek.
”Oh my god, hi! i’m so glad i’m finally meeting you in person.” she hugged him and gripped his ass.
he laughed and pushed her off “dude don’t do that.”
“Well i’m going to be doing all kinds of stuff to you that’s even better than that.” she teased.
“ Yea when? in thirty minutes? because your getting your makeup done.” he had a bit of comfort towards her, bringing her in by her waist. just for a bit of friction.
she leaned into his ear and whispered, “ you think you’re slick, i see and feel what you’re tryna do. just wait.” she pushed him on her bed.
“sick burn girl.” he mocked her for pushing him on the bed, sticking his tongue out goofily.
she flopped down on him kissing him.
almost all of the crew looked at them, because she never usually interacts with anyone who would be on her show. especially not like this.
“Wait-mm-baby.” he panted in between her kisses.
he automatically rested his hands on her waist. “ i’m not trying to get too riled up before we start.” kissing her on the cheek before she hopped her way back to the makeup chair.
he started looking around, at all the people with cameras, people fixing up the room, giving him tips on how to be.
if he was being honest, he was pretty uncomfortable. he just hated the idea of this being recorded. he wanted something romantic, but she was a pornstar he couldn’t just say that.
and that’s what he signed up for.
after what felt like days, she was ready, so was the room, and all the camera crew.
she looked so beautiful, like an alien with all the stars on her face.
“so are we doing some fake acting thing or are you gonna introduce me?”
“ i’ll introduce you. go stand over there. they’ll give you a cue when to sit on my bed.”
he nodded his head, and kept it high trying to be vibrant but not too silly for the video.
a man pointed for him to walk through the door,
he was startled a bit but used to it since there’s always a camera in his face any other time.
the soft look on her face quickly changed, to a more seductive arousing look.
“hi.” chris said, gulping right after.
“hey, we’ve been waiting for you to come on my show.” she teased, running her fingers down his chest.
his breath staring to pick up a bit, chest falling and rising.
she turned to the camera, “ this is may be one of my favorite people on the show, chris sturniolo. you may know him as the fresh love connoisseur, youtuber. but tonight he’ll just be another boy in my bed screaming my name.” she pushed him down on the bed.
she dragged him out on the bed, throwing off his shoes and pants.
he gasped from the sudden movement, he bit his lip in excitement.
she crawled up his legs and palmed his dick, moaning.
“fuck, i need you.” he went to grab onto her and she pushed his hands back above his head.
he whimpered, and on the board on the back of the bed was everything she needed.
handcuffs, rope, and tape on her nightstand. she grabbed the handcuffs and locked his hands up to the bed.
“ wait, what the fuck are you doing?” he questioned.
“cuffing you, i’m trying to tame you a bit. don’t want yig touching me too much.” she smiled and played with his bottom lip with her thumb.
his glassy eyes gazing up at her, he looked so perfect. so submissive. but she slowly pushed her thumb into his mouth, making him suck on her finger.
he got progressively harder and she slowly pulled her finger out, an impatient moan left his mouth and he tried to put her finger back in his mouth but couldn’t move because of the handcuffs.
“ooh, someone’s excited.” she said grinding softly against his strained boxers.
he was biting in lip so hard, he left a print. just trying to hold back from making too much noise so early.
she leaned down to his face, “ what do you say we take these off, yea?” she asked, playing with the hem of his boxers. he nodded his head fast, just keeping his eyes on her.
as she pulled them off, his cock sprang free. her eyes widened once she realized how big he was.
she leaned down and kitten licked the slit on his tip. he winced and fidgeting to move even with the handcuffs on.
she kept licking really slowly, but chris’s hips stared to buck up into her mouth, making her suck on his cock a bit.
she pushed his hips back down on the bed, he hugged and puffed “please, it hurts ma.”
“do it again and you won’t get any orgasm at all, got it?” she said.
he nodded, this time with a huge smile on his face. he just loved being told what to do by a mean, hot woman.
she rested her hand on his cock and started to move it up and down. but slowly, this making his body shiver. he mouthed the words ‘oh my god’ since he was so out of breath.
watching her being so intertwined with him and not just doing shit for the camera was also a huge turn on.
he didn’t look up once at the cameras, even when they got close. he was just looking at her. taking some much control, and him not having a word to say about it.
“you like that baby?” she said whispered against his cock, the vibrations making him jump and moan.
she turns to the camera, “he likes it soo much.” she cooed. “you like it so much chris?”
“y-yes, it feels so good ma” he groaned.
“call me ma’am, m’kay?”
“fuck yea i will, o-oh!” she suddenly picked up her pace stroking him. he threw his head back on the pillow and whimpered and whimpered ‘please please please’ over and over again.
not like she was edging him but he just liked begging.
“oh ye-yeah! fuck me ma’am!” he moaned hearing that noise coming out of his mouth, almost everything about this was hot.
as he felt his orgasm approaching, he body started to spasm. feet starting to curl, hands tugging at the cuffs on his hand.
he winced from the pain of the handcuffs, but it felt good at the same time. “oo, you getting close baby?”
“y-yes, yes i-. i’m getting close.” a pleasure yet so overwhelming was still good as shit.
she got bored of stroking and put his tip in her mouth, relentlessly sucking and squeezing it. “wha-what are you doing? f-fuck! i’m gonna cum, gonna cum for you m-“ his voice cut off by his orgasm and loud moans. his back arched of the bed, the handcuffs almost coming off.
she noticed and decided he needed a change, “hmm, your handcuffs are cutting at my bed. what do ya say we use rope?” she asked, drawing her finger down the cum all over him and licking it up.
“please.” he said, panting heavily. a smile on his face.
she went to the other side of the room to get the ropes, got the keys and uncuffed him.
and tied his feet and hands up.
he laughed, “what are you gonna do to me now, ma’am?”
“you’ll see baby.” she got off the bed and to her drawer. grabbing a cock ring and flesh light . “lauren what is that?”
“ A cock ring, it vibrates.” she cooed and whispered in his ear. “i’m eager to see what it does, put it on baby.”
excitement filled his body, blood rushing back to his cock. she drew the fleshlight up and down his slick cock making chris suck his teeth.
“fuck i forgot how overwhelming this is gonna b-be.” he breathed slowly. “do you have a problem with that?” she asked, trying to get a reaction out of him.
“No-“ she slapped his face, a moan leaving his mouth.“then be quiet and take it.” cupping his face and gently kissing his pink lips.
“i will ma’am.” he responded, his eyes filled with desperation.
sliding down the cock ring making chris squirm a little bit. she taps a button on the side of it, and it sends him in a spiral.
his jaw immediately dropping making an ‘0’ shape. “oh-oh my god, what the fuck?” he whimpered. pain is pleasure. the vibrations and fleshlight clenching up and down on him.
“wai-wait! please turn! o-off please.” he pleaded.
“ you just said you were eager to put it on though, i think that can wait.” she crawled up his chest and started licking his nipples. making it more overwhelming.
“Lauren! stop licking on my n-“ the noises coming from the boy were unexplainable.
his loud screaming plea’s dropped to a high pitched vibrating groan. Lauren rubbed her thumb on his slit, rushing his release. a tear drop running down his cheek as he cums.
he tried to enjoy the aftermath of it all but she never turned off the vibrator, “please turn it off, please please.” the fleshlight milking him. he kept begging.
“not yet baby, just give me two more, yeah?”
“i-i can’t take it, please.” she shut him up with a kiss, climbing back over his lap. taking off the toy.
putting her finger in front off his mouth, shushing him. “yes you can baby. you’re taking it right now.” she slid down his cock while whispering in his ear.
“oh, fuck it.” he laughed cockily, rutting his hips into her. making her moan.
she picked up her pace and so did he, even being tied up. “fuck, i’m getting so close baby. s-sorry.” whimpering.
he bit his lip trying to hold back moans so he wouldn’t cum as quick, but it was so overwhelming and he couldn’t do anything about it.
“you better hold back, and if you don’t i’ll just keep going.” she warned.
"fuck, i-i cant! im gonna fuckin cum." chris eyes flutter closed as he cums inside lauren, filling her.
lauren angrily grunted from the feeling, slapping chris again. " what the fuck was that for, ow." he moaned, because he secretly liked it when she slapped him.
but despite him already cumming so much, she kept up her pace. chris groaned at having to still go, but he didnt care, he loved it.
"fuck, please. please stop." chris's beautiful face glistening from the tears. she decided to throw the boy a bone, so she speeded up and grabbed his hair. holding on it to be stable.
chris winced, " oh god, yea, keep pulling on my hair. just like that." he moaned. " shit! c-chris! im gonna cum, a-ah!" " come for me ba-baby!" her moves got even faster for a quick second before 'coming' to a halt. grinding her orgasm out. chris pulled on the ropes, the feeling of her clenching around him was amazing.
as she tried to get up and end the video, chris stopped her. " can you stay just for a moment? please?" he had a look of love on his face, she knew where this was going. knowing her, she had to cut it down before it grew anymore.
she leaned down to his ear so the cameras couldn't pick up what she was saying. " you know we cant do that chris, get up. we have to end this fucking video. im tired."
suddenly the whole situation went back to black and white for him, realizing he couldn't do what he loved doing with a woman. aftercare, and after realizing all this is was kinda shitty, he got up, did the intro. and took a shower at house.
the whole thing ruined his mood, but it was the "industry". so he had to suck it up, its what he signed up for. but he still had a bit of faith for him and lauren.
maybe he still had a chance to do something. instead of putting on this facade like they were just friends with benefits. he absolutely wanted more, and he was determined to get that.
but he was kind of sad about the whole thing, he always did something dumb without realizing it. but this time it would have big consequences. what would his brothers think, his parents, anybody? that hes a whore?
he got of the shower and put on some clothes she laid out for him. "right size?" she asked, standing in the door way with a baggy shirt and no pants on.
" yea its my size.. um lauren?"
" whats up."
he was silent and almost out of words for a second. but he had to spit it out. " Im sorry, i can't have you post that video." all the crew turned around looking at him like he was crazy.
her face changed from listening to angry. " so what was this? you fuck for free?" she rebutted.
" well isn't that the point? other than you posting the video."
they both went silent for a moment.
" you know that's not what i mean lauren. you've probably made tons of mistakes just understand. i can't have that out, i know it's crazy to change my mind right after the video but i can't."
" i had a good time, and i still want to talk to you and maybe be friends with you but i can't have that out." he said, towering over her in the doorway rubbing her hand.
" thats less money for me." she walked away a bit angry.
" is that seriously what you're so fucking mad about? money? cause i have tons, you don't need to be doing this for fucking money, you could do so many other things than this-"
" Chris! fucking leave, i know what you're here for, and no im not talking about sex." she grabbed his and to another bedroom and slammed the door.
" chris, you can't have me. i would love to talk to you. i really would, you're cute, respectful, and not like the usual crowd of people i surround myself with. but i can't do it."
" b-but.... we can. now that i know you, you don't have to work in this type of industry, you're so talented, you could be doing so many other things lauren." he said, caressing his face.
" chris, just go home. we can talk more tomorrow."
" ok." he went to grab his phone and clothes from the other room, but something told him not to leave just yet.
he turned back around and kissed her. didnt say anything and then left.
she was starstruck and only knowing him for 4 days, she was in love. but she couldnt do a single thing about it.
i’m sorry i took so long to drop this. also i feel like this is terrible and rushed but i was busy damn, but i will release the last part (pt.4) hopefully soon ok try to lock in.
warnings; sub!chris, dom!lauren, cursing, sxual acts over the phone, “toys”, lowkey fluffy, lemme know if i missed anything
“um, h-hi this is um, chris.” chris responded cautiously.
“oh like the famous one? I know you, also why’d you take so long to call? you’ve had my number for like a day. like call immediately? the fuck.”
Chris laughed and finally let his guard down after feeling so clenched every time he interacted with her.
“well i didn’t even know i actually sent it and didn’t look at it for the rest of that day, and i didn’t know you responded that quickly soo um..” Chris stumbling on his words.
“ I don’t, because i’m not desperate. but i just had to get a guy like you on the phone.” she purposely said that to get him hot, knowing how much power she had.
she was lying down in her bed, her head dangling off the bed while sucking on a pink lollipop. she was making “sucking noises” purposely into the phone really loud.
“yea I just need your loca-. alright, excuse my language but what the fuck are you doing over there? sounds like you’re filming something already.” Chris said and immediately regretting.
getting ready to apologize, she cut him off.
“jeez, it was just a little practice until you came over” she giggled. you could hear a loud pop noise every 30 seconds from sucking on the lollipop.
he went silent and didn’t even know until he looked down, already hard. he gasped or moaned trying to push it down somehow and getting harder, rubbing against his basketball shorts.
“fuck.” he whispered, covering his mouth forgetting he’s on the phone.
“you flustered baby?” she asked, her tone sounding more stern.
he kept quiet, truth is obviously he’s flustered but also embarrassed and felt as if he was out of words to say. “answer me Chris.” Lauren demanded, she was getting impatient.
she just liked having men being in her control. a bit of bully, but no one complained. they liked it.
“y-yes, i’m sorry this is so unprofessional.” chris replied.
“baby, the whole reason we’re calling right now is to figure when i’m going to fuck you on camera, this already isn’t professional.”
she lets the air linger for a minute.
he suddenly had a rush of confidence and just went straight in and said,
“i’m so fucking hard, you just get me so nervous. I-I don’t know what to do with myself. all the videos you make, your instagram account, all of it drives me nuts because all i have is a screen to look at you and i want you so fucking bad. even outside of this whole porn thing. I want you bad.” he panted after his little speech.
it was silent for a while, and chris didn’t even notice it that much since he was staring off into space. but her words filled his phone again.
“you want me so bad yeah?” she said in between breaths. “ so fucking bad,”
he moaned, biting his wet pink bottom lip while rubbing his clothed cock.
“touch yourself for me chris, I wanna hear your pretty little moans.” she giggled
“already doing it princess” he voiced dropped an whole octave. like an animal in heat, he would do anything to get release.
she slowly entered her heat with her two fingers.
she moaned chris’s name into the phone.
“s-stop I don’t want to come too fast.”
“Mmm chris!”
a shaky moan left his mouth, “feels so fucking good!”
“what does?” she questioned,
trying to get to him.
“touching myself, after being stressed for so long, and the best part.. i’m thinking about you while i do i-it!” a high pitched moan left his mouth.
“ i’m thinking about you too, baby.” she groaned. Suddenly getting tired of just her fingers,
she went to her “toy” drawer.
while chris was moaning, she interrupted, but with a reasonable cause.
“Chris, do you maybe have toys? so we could make this a bit more interesting?”
she asks excitedly.
because she knew what type of man chris was, of course he had a toy of some sort.
“yea, i do, glad you brought that up.”
you could hear him getting out of bed to his drawer,
“ facetime me, i wanna see you when you do it.” she asked.
he felt like he was going to throw up his heart when he heard that.
especially coming for the girl he thought he would never get.
“uh, okay” he tapped on the button slowly, coming to his senses, not good ones.
thinking if he looked good enough, he ran to the mirror in his bathroom and fixed his hair.
bit his lips so they would have a more pink and plump natural look. but he’s already hot, he stopped caring but realized she was going to answer the facetime,
he ran back to his bed, no shirt and no pants, just basketball shorts.
Lauren answered the phone, laying in her gaming chair.
her first real look at him was amazing, somehow through the phone they got lost in each others eyes.
“wow, you’re even prettier than in the videos.” chris muttered.
for the first time she didn’t know what to say, most men just see her.
they don’t really see her.
It got her riled up, sexually and emotionally but she had to focus on what they were doing before.
“yea, um, thank you Chris.”
“You’re welcome, beautiful.” He said, a smile creeping onto his face.
“fuck, just hearing you take is getting me even wetter.” she leaned her chair back, to chris the sight was beautiful.
her pussy, spread out with her pointer and middle finger.
he audibly moaned.
“can i touch myself, please? you look so fucking good.”
“no, wait.” she entered her heat, steadily. than starting going at a good speed fingering herself. moaning and feet gripping the leather chair.
“augh! mm!” she kept getting louder and louder to annoy the tormented boy.
he couldn’t look away, he payed attention to every little detail. the way she’d quietly squeal every 30 seconds. the back arches, her stomach flexing every time she went a bit too deep.
he didn’t even realize it but the hand holding the toy slowly drifted under him and he place his cock inside of his toy.
he didn’t move, not wanting to break her rules.
“please ma’ , this is torture. i’m already not there. i can’t touch you.” he cooed.
“please let me touch myself.” he begged.
she usually wouldn’t give in like this, but she did.
“go ahead boy.” she sighed. a sigh of relief, for once something personal or sexual didn’t have to be recorded.
not that she didn't want the job she had, but after a while she wanted private meet-cutes, or whatever the fuck they were doing on the phone.
“oh!” he whimpered.
“i’m gonna fuck this so hard for you ma’.”
“i-i can hear it in your voice, don’t cum yet chris.”
“i’ll t-try! oh holy s-shit.” he started bouncing the toy on his cock, making a loud clapping noise.
“oh my fu-fuck! fuck you feel so good.” chris stuttered on every one of his words.
“yea, just imagine it’s me baby-ngnh!” her voice vibrating, from the stimulating toy she rested on her clit while working her hole with her fingers.
both chasing their high, they came at the same time.
“oh-o! lauren! oh fuck me lauren! fuck me!” chris whimpering and moaning her name over and over drove lauren over thee edge.
“c-chris! i’m gonna fucking cum!”
“yea-yea! me t-too! s-shit!” chris never came harder, it was so euphoric.
chris kept whispering sweet nothings as he came.
coming down from their high, they realized they didn’t plan anything or talk about anything for the upcoming video he had to be on.
warnings; masturbation, cursing, implication of porn/watching porn/pornstar/, lemme know if i missed anything!
s/n; this will be a series btw.
Lauren XO.
The Pornstar of Chris’s dreams.
Every-time he was left alone even for a second, he was already on her catalog, website, whatever.
But last week he had realized he could sign up to be on her show. It was called ‘Femdom Treat’.
It wasn’t the usual porn that people would watch considering it was very kinky.
But she had rules, she wasn’t just a slut letting anybody on the show. A well tested man, even sometimes a female if she got bored, would be bossed and toyed around by her.
And she was a goddess, honey blonde hair, big lips, nice doe eyes, and an optional thing Chris likes, she’s mixed.
Chris has never been with a black woman but she opened up the appeal for it.
But people got thirsty and wanted to be on the show seeing what she could do and how she was so coercing.
It wasn’t an option at first but a bunch of 30 year old divorced ugly men got excited, and she didn’t feel like hearing the backlash if she turned them down.
But now she doesn’t mind it, basically had everyone’s full ability to do anything to them for an hour.
Chris wanted his part in it so bad, he wasn’t the submissive type but when he discovered Lauren XO, he discovered something about himself as well.
And later in this story he figured out he wanted more than her sex. Nonetheless he had to repress it, because he couldn’t fall in love with the pornstar.
Not because he cared about how it made her look, but how it would him look. He wasn’t an insecure man and he was respectful of women and everything, But being a youtuber or just a normal guy dating a fucking pornstar is kind of outlandish.
Plus he didn’t even know her, so he didn’t want to get in over his head.
So he tried sticking to just wanting to fuck her.
On a random thursday night, Chris had his almost tired red cock in his hand imagining he was the guy in the video instead that ugly old man.
Pumping his cock so fast for so many hours and nothing coming out had him frustrated.
“Fuck!” He yelled. Pulling his hand away from his cock, and throwing his phone the other way. But then he realized something. Picking his phone back up, typing her email into his computer, he thought it was crazy to think he should be on the show with how popular he was on the internet.
He didn’t feel like hearing the backlash and tantrums from 15 year old girls who thought they had a chance at all, but he just didn’t care. Chris wasn’t going to let a bunch of kids destroy a chance at an amazing opportunity.
”And that’s why i think you should let me on the show.” murmuring the words he typed out. He hit send, a rush of anxious thoughts ran through him, What if she thought he was dirty? ugly? a pig?
He eventually came down from that shit considering you have to send a photo of yourself and an ID picture. He was hot, and he knew that.
The next day he couldn’t help but think of if he got turned down or not. He was confident but he didn’t want to let his pride or how could he was romantically or sexually.
But he looked a bit out of place considering he was at a dinner table at some fancy restaurant with his brothers.
“Ok, Chris, what’s going on? You've been like M.I.A every second we’ve been here.” Nick commented.
“Wait have you guys heard that fucking song. Ayee, i go M.I.A.” Nick harmonizing in the back of Chris’s head.
Breaking his chain of thought, deciding to at least speak.
“ Sorry i’m just like, not here right now.” Chris rubbed his eyes from tiredness.
“Uh yeah you are. You are present at this table Chris, The fuck are you taking about.” Matt says trying to make chris laugh.
Chris just staring off into space with an awkward fake chuckle. He just has had nothing to do lately or motivation to do anything.
He just thought his twenty’s would be filled with good sex, and it was for the first year in a half. He hadn’t been touched by anyone by himself in 9 months.
Was it bad that if he got accepted he would want to keep in touch with her after the video?
He quickly snapped out of his drowning thoughts after noticing the concerning death stares coming from Nick and Matt.
Nick and Matt never usually have to try this hard to get Chris hype so they thought this kid was going crazy or something.
”Ok, who shat in this kids corn flakes this morning? “ Nick yells.
Chris lets out a laugh, trying to calm his nerves. “Sorry i’ve just been stressed all day bro, but i gotta gatekeep the reason why though , but anywayss.” Chris chuckled nervously.
“Oh my god, he wants to be batman so fucking bad.” Nick kept cracking jokes from there on out till the end of dinner. Chris had a good time not worrying about a girl he probably couldn’t have.
But Chris ran to his room like a child on Christmas to his computer to see if he got a response as soon as he got home. His heart dropped seeing her response, considering she’s very blunt and sarcastic.
He carefully opened up the email to see….
𝐃𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬,
With very short notice and a meaningless scroll through my emails i thought, this guy is hot as fuck. Get him on the airlines NOW! Sorry i need to be professional, but to clarify you’re my age, hot enough to get me wet. So me and my team thought you should come on the show, and maybe the cover of it can be your face when you cum. But this is more exciting to accept seeing that you’re famous as fuck. Wonder what the fan base might think…
Anyway, you’ve been accepted blah blah blah. Here’s my number
(626)-277-139
Call me and i’ll give you the details and your ETO
(Estimated Time Of Orgasm)
𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞, 𝐋𝐚𝐮𝐫𝐞𝐧.
”What the fuck.” Chris said with his hand of his mouth. He just agreed to get dominated by one of the hottest women ever. He felt like he got accepted into a college of some sort.
He almost called one of his friends how excited he was. He flopped down on his bed, his anxiety flushing away.
He let his eyes close, staring to imagine all the nasty things she said and have him do. And how much he’d agree with it.
No doubt, he would do literally anything she told him to. 100%.
Just thinking about it got him horny, He was almost fast asleep rubbing on his cock for some type of relief against his straining cock.
His dreams washing over him, Mumbling sweet nothings into the darkness of his room.
He didn’t want to go all the way, not wanting to do anything sexual until he was in her bed.
But he lustfully put his hand down his pants, teasing his tip. Imagining her having her way with him.
Shoving his pants and boxers all the way down, dropping on the floor in front of his bed.
He spit in his hand, coating his palm. He drifted his hand down his cock painfully slow.
Panting from the overwhelming sensation.
“ Please don’t tease me n-ngh!” He whimpered as he started to stroke his cock. “Just have your fucking way with me mm.” his pre-cum and spit serving as a lubricant and making wet noises that filled his room.
“ A-Ah!” He covered his mouth immediately from the loud protruding moan that came out. Still continuing to fist his cock.
He started to fuck up into his hand, bucking his hips. Still covering his mouth imagining it’s her hand. The image of her in his head gets overwhelming to even think about as his brain shuts down for a couple of seconds as he cums.
“Oh! Fuck, thank you mistress thank yo-you!” he said as his cum squirted all of his stomach and hands.
He woke himself up from cuming that hard.
He almost felt insane talking to himself like she was there.
But he got up out of bed taking off his stained wife-beater.
He turned on the shower, washing his face and really thinking ‘Am I really gonna do this?’
It felt insane, he couldn’t even go through a talking stage for too long. But he still had such a want for Lauren.
But what was even more insane was that he couldn’t actually imagine them being together. He washed his body viciously thinking of everything and anything she could do to him.
But he stopped when he had an idea to call her.
He hurried and got out of the shower sitting on the edge of his bed slowly typing out her digits.
The phone rang twice, he quickly lost hope. But then a recognizable voice picked up the phone.
“Hello?”
Honestly had so much fun writing that and y'all will get more parts, i would neverr ever cliffhang a story.
But honestly i’m such a slacker i talked about making this in AUGUST please forgive me, but tell me if you like this or not and comment if you want to be tagged in the next ones im working on.
and i think after kinktober ends i might make an au with chris and a black girl bc idk why i just love writing about him or matt being intertwined with a black woman.
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whiny cries echoed through the illuminated room as you worked him, teased him, and tested him. you were pushing the poor boy to the edge, and all he could do was take it. his pleas, cries, and whines were useless. it was as if your hands and brain were disconnected. the sticky digits having a mind of their own, moving relentlessly with one goal in mind. to break him. ruin him.
“p-please let me cum i ca—ngnfh— can’t” the desperate boy whined. the repeated edging was overwhelming his sensitive cock. the shade of red that his tip was turning, and the ropes of precum that decorated the veins that popped out. it was beautiful. his sore hips jerked up as your thumb flicked circles around his tip. “your cock looks so pretty like this, sweet boy, i can’t stop now,” you coo, using your free hand to wipe his salty tears. whimpering at the twisted praise, he looks at you with puppy eyes, hoping they would convince you somehow. “soon, then please please mama, i’ll be good,” he cries, cock twitching in your grip.
warnings; fluff u thought was gonna be porn, no actual p in v, hair pulling, a tiny teeny bit of masturbation, pet names (mama), subby!chris
messages: chris = ✩ reader=❣︎
s/n; didn’t realize this was so short but enjoy it until i cook up the big guns
chris had been acting off every friday video, and not that you’re a huge fan it’s just you watch the videos to see chris.
you’ve been away for a couple weeks for a miu miu thing, and chris has been in your messages like a grandma asking if you’re hungry.
✩ heyy
❣︎ hii baby, wydd
✩ just missing you 🥀
❣︎ ur so needy
✩ you’re right i just miss u you’re on your rich girl shit and i’m at home with a hard-on and flat ass pepsi from some rando restaurant
❣︎ you miss mamas touch? good thing i’ll be back in la tomorrow
✩ don’t tease me ma.. 𒊹︎ 1 photo attached
it was a live picture of chris rubbing his clothed dick. you put in your headphones to turn up the volume
𝐚𝐛𝐬𝐨𝐥𝐮𝐭𝐞 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧.
you predicted you would’ve heard something and you did. the most perfect whine escaped his mouth.
it made you act a little unprofessional at an event so you had to calm down
you just couldn’t wait till you got home to treat him good.
you’ve been at this campaign taking pictures with all your famous friends, madison beer, gabriette, even met tilda swinton.
you felt good, you felt cute, but one part of you was missing. loving chris.
and not to sound like a crazy housewife or something. but you haven’t let your freak flag fly in such a long time.
and a huge part of you is chris and considering you were getting on the plane that night and would arrive at like 5:00 am.
you’d arrive at his house in a hour and he wakes up early randomly. it was perfect.
miu miu packages and a boyfriend.
you arrived at his house a bit late considering you thought you guys would be having sex, so you freshened up a little bit.
no makeup
or anything special.
morning sex is just very comfortable and smooth going for you two.
walking into his warm, inviting, and quiet house felt like nostalgia for some reason.
𝐀𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐚𝐲𝐛𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐚 𝐛𝐢𝐭 𝐝𝐢𝐬𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐭𝐜𝐭𝐟𝐮𝐥.
but morning sex was never loud, it was more just like a wake up pill. and you actually felt good in the morning.
walking in, hair in an puff, freckles sparkle from the tv glow from the living room where nick and matt cuddled for a state of quietus on the couch.
you walked into chris room slowly. macbook open, on a photo of you twos happiest moment.
you almost kinda felt bad for not being able to love him for the past couple weeks. but you’re here now. and you will do something.
you felt so lovey-dovey inside. you weren’t even in the mood for sex anymore. you just wanted to hold him and kiss his clear skin.
your presence and weight weighing down the bed a bit, chris opens his eyes and pupils dilate.
“matt?” he questions fluttering his full eyelashes.
you chuckle, “it’s not matt sweetie.”
his eyes open wider for a second, clocking in who you were. his face grew with excitement.
“ oh my goodness, hi baby!” his voice still quiet, only bringing his upper body up to hug you.
he peppered your sun-kissed brown skin with kisses. “ i missed you. did you miss me missing you miss me?” he looked into your eyes.
his sleepy talk making you laugh.
“ yes, i missed you chris.” you held his face.” do you still wanna have s-. you cut him off with a simple finger to his lip.
“just sleep baby, i know you’re tired. been waiting for me all night haven’t you?”
“ yea i have.” he laid back down and drowsiness started to take over him again.
“ can you play with hair ma?” he asked. with morning blush and plump face.
you give a reassuring ‘mhm. your fingers entered his scalp. and you massaged slowly. then you started to comb through his hair and some of his hair tangled and your fingers would get caught in his hair.
he let out a soft moan of relief.
being in your arms just made him simmer down every time.
“ that feel good baby?” you asked after hearing an very obvious moan leave his mouth. “ y-yes mama.” he sighed. you got under the covers and he immediately positioned himself into your chest and holding you by the waist.
you tugged at his hair more here and there. he was making noises, but very subtly trying not to ruin the moment. but an erection started to grow in his pants.
you felt it rest on your thigh. and he started to rock his hips back and forth. “mᵐm” he whimpered.” please keep pulling on my hair, mommy.” he whispered against your clavicle.
“ i will if it gets you off.” he could hear the smile in your voice.
for the past couple of minutes his thrusts got hungrier and hungrier, but after awhile he somehow fucked himself asleep.
you stopped tugging and kept scratching his scalp as you started to fall asleep in the bask of his roku home screen and the sun starting to wake up.
you kissed his forehead gently before drifting off too.
hope you guys liked this. i kinda had to take a bit of a break from just smut. i wanted to write something a bit more romantic so here it isss.
and i hope the song fits with the vibe i was listening to it while writing this.
and btw reader is a black girl and if someone has a problem with that.
just wanted to get on here and yap but i’m gonna make a kinda a series called poster boy about chris and being dominated by a p⭐️. no literally it’s gonna be scrumptious
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