Thoughts
I’m not trying to compete with myself here... but I would almost rather go back to days where my only concern was me thinking I was going to die alone.
It’s possible that’s still true but that concern, or any others I had while still in school, pales in comparison to the stresses I’m experiencing in adulthood in my perspective.
Out of college for a few years and still not in my field. Feeling judged because I work at a job most consider are only acceptable as a first job for a teenager. Mortgage and utilities. Forget being in a relationship, I barely have friendships.
I’m at such a stressful turning point in my life that my entire life could change drastically in the next week. I need some stability in my life. I just don’t know how to find it. I probably won’t for a few weeks at least and it’s hard to sit with myself mentally.
