Alexys 𖣠 She/Her 𖣠 23 𖣠 Selfshipper
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祝日 / Permanent Vacation
Stranger Things
Alisa U Zemlji Chuda
I'd rather be in outer space 🛸

shark vs the universe
Misplaced Lens Cap
Sweet Seals For You, Always
$LAYYYTER
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we're not kids anymore.
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taylor price
Sade Olutola

pixel skylines

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ojovivo

Discoholic 🪩

JVL
almost home

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Alexys 𖣠 She/Her 𖣠 23 𖣠 Selfshipper
18+!
Strawpage (about, BYF/DNI, f/o list)
divider credit @/strangergraphics
kicking my feet and giggling like a schoolgirl in love to myself while muttering "i'm going to kill you. i'm going to fucking kill you"
kitdamon yapper x listener central here!!
me: dexlex is like a sitcom
also me: GUARDS BRING IN THE ANGST!!!
In a world full of wars (shipping discourse) I choose peace (selfship)
touch starved f/o who never initiates. they're always watching your hands when you're nearby, silently wondering if you'll touch them. they act like it's no big deal when you finally do, but the quiet sigh they let out betrays how much they need it.
touch starved f/o who wilts when you forget to give them a kiss in the morning, never one to ask, but the second you remember they're grinning giddily as you pepper their face with kisses.
touch starved f/o who gets bold when it's just the two of you, building up the courage to rest a hand on your hip, your arm, your thigh. it's never pushy, always gentle, just a quiet reminder that you're real beside them.
dividers by suupersonic and @whor3ing!!
when u get thoughts about favorite characters like "would blorbo eat apples? I wonder what thats like" that's the point of no return
this is soooo dexlex coded, I need to commission art of them in this pose at some point
i think i’ve talked about this before but when it comes to main f/os does anyone else feel like they didn’t even really get a choice. people ask me why i like the character and im like I DONT KNOW ONE DAY I JUST FOUND MYSELF INEXPLICABLY SOULBOUND TO THEM DUE TO MEANS BEYOND MY UNDERSTANDING . it was not a conscious decision. bro picked me
selfship playlist ask game !
🌷 - what's a song off of your playlist that really encapsulates your selfship? what about the song makes you feel that way?
🌸 - what's a song off of your playlist that reminds you of your f/o more than the others? why is that?
💗 - do you have any instrumental songs on your playlist? which one is your favorite? why does it relate to your selfship? if you have no instrumental songs, answer this question with the shortest song on your playlist.
🩷 - which song off of your playlist has the most interesting reason as to why it's on there?
🏩 - which song off of your playlist would be used in an AMV slideshow of fanart between you and your f/o?
🌺 - which song off of your playlist has the most impactful lyrics? why do they mean so much to you?
🍧 - which song's lyrics/title would be used in the title of a fanfiction the fandom would write about you and your f/o?
🧶 - what's the most out of place song on your playlist? why did you add it?
🍬 - if you had to pick one song off of your playlist to assign to the most angsty part of your relationship, which song would that be and why?
💞 - which song off of your playlist would your f/o associate with your selfship, if they were selfshipping with you?
🪷 - which song off of your playlist would the fandom put in TikTok edits of your selfship? why?
🪼 - what's a song off of your playlist that reminds you of your s/i more than the others? why is that?
🍡 - which song off of your playlist would you like to hear on an outing or date with your f/o? why is that?
💒 - if your relationship with your f/o was a movie, what two songs off of your playlist would be the intro and outro songs? why do you think those two songs would fit?
felt like making another music ask game bc I enjoyed the first one I made. forever ago. anyways feel free to send me some, or send some to the person you reblog this from !!!!! :) <3 reblog karma
f/o music ask game !!!
🎵 - song that reminds you of your selfship!
🩶 - song that reminds you of your f/o!
🎶 - song that reminds you of you and your f/o's first date!
🌫️ - song that reminds you of your f/o's style of clothing!
🎙️ - song that you and your f/o would play at your wedding/did play at your wedding!
☁️ - song that reminds you of you and your f/os pining stage!
🎚️ - album cover that reminds you of your selfship and/or your f/o!
🪽 - song lyric that makes you think of your f/o and/or selfship!
🎛️ - you and your f/os favorite "holiday song"! (christmas, halloween, what have you)
📄 - song you played around your f/o you didn't think they would like, but they do!
🎧 - song that your f/o swears up and down they don't like, but secretly do!
✉️ - song title/album name that reminds you of your f/o!
🎹 - song that reminds your f/o of you!
🕒 - song that your f/o would associate with your selfship, assuming they selfshipped with you!
💽 - album your f/o wouldn't mind owning a vinyl of!
reblog, do whatever you wanna do with this, idk how ask games work :P and send me some, if you'd like :) also you can answer with more than one song idgaf do whatever u wanna do
dexlex linking pinkies together instead of holding hands- *gets taken out back and shot*
"things i find extremely attractive" trend with dex
"c'mere" and pulls you towards him and tucks his face into your neck
it doesn't matter if you're in public or not for dex to do this. when he wants you near, when he needs to be close to you, he'll whisper "c'mere," sweetly to you as he's already yarding you towards him. dex'll tuck his face into you neck and inhale, softly kissing your hair/neck and hum.
fixing/playing with your hair
it started with dex tucking your hair out of your face to see more of you. over time he got more bold, running his fingers through your hair before gently tucking it behind your ear. when he noticed you shiver as he ran both hands through your hair as he made a makeshift ponytail is what decided dex to experiment. he loves listening to your little 'mm's as he played with the hair at the nape of your neck, and just simply adores how soft your hair is.
leaning down and the little "hm?" to talk to you
dex is such a freak that he makes you share a straw for your milkshakes because he thinks of it as indirect kissing :( suggestive, mdni. pre relationship dex.
he’ll swat your hand away when you go to put a second straw in, or he’ll take your straw out. or, he’ll just grab your face in his big calloused hand to keep you still for him, making your lips pucker, and shove his straw in your mouth after he’s taken a good sip.
“see? there, not so hard.” it’s almost crooned condescendingly before he gives your cheek a final squeeze.
leaving him to just stare at your lips as they finally wrap around where his mouth just was, ignoring the way you glare at him. because all he could think about was that your saliva was mixing with his.
your saliva was touching his. your saliva was touching his. your mouth your mouth your mouth. he swallows his own saliva that’s pooled in his mouth at the thought.
just let him have this.
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