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everything ive thought, everything ive never said

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maybe you were so occupied trying to find the faults in yourself to realize that nobody was actually blaming you

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you dont have to wish you knew me earlier, because as long as you know me now, you’ve known me then. you brought me back to who i was before anyway.

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it’s like every time i try to erase you from my mind, i would get real close to doing so, but then you come back to me in a dream. and this time, you kissed me on my forehead. i have never been kissed like that before, but i know now. how can i miss such a feeling when you have never truly touched me? but i felt it, i really, actually did. and i have to forget the non-existence of your lips on my head and pretend nothing happened, because it never really did

[spacegrono]

you deserve to get attached. even if it's scary. even if it might not last. because the alternative is never feeling anything at all, and you're too alive for that.

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carry the guilt lightly enough that it doesn't crush you, and heavily enough that it reminds you to be human.

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one day you will meet someone who makes your heart beat so fast you’ll understand why our ribs are cages

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You had a soul too big for a body like yours, so you gave me half of it.

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If I were an amnesiac, I could still piece together who you were and how much I loved you just by studying the things I do without thinking.

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You stuck to me the way communion bread sticks to the roof of my mouth, and that is the way of a sinner.

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I love you like cracks of light in a closed off cave. Like flowers that grow out of broken concrete. I love you like a storm and you’re the heart of it.