Endless Rainbow

A part of 堂本 Family, for sure. a random. over thinking. fangirl. who loves Japan, history, culture. A beginner in Japanese language. Cute-pretty things = one of my weakness. Manga, anime, daydreaming = my hobby. Mostly post about ftr, and others that become my interest. bl/shojo/musical/etc  

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JZ random talks (haha)

Sometime I think if I want to be a super biased fan. I think I can haha. But half of my logic not allowed it. I have been spending my time as a die-hard fan of ftr after all LOL.

For JZ ; even though I don't really show it. deep inside I think it's the same level. It was Word of Honor (SHL) that introduced them to me but I can say, am not the drama big fan ; but more to this cp.

I mean, I like the drama, it was good. but as it concluded. that's all.

I only can thank SHL (all the staffs n crews) cause of it ; I can meet these two.

My basic rules in RPS. Just believe what you want to believe ; cause its related with real person. we won't know the truth 100% unless the person related say it themselves.

I love reading 'melons' ; fan-repo ; 'candies' but again I will judge by myself whether I will believe it or not. Collecting/reading/watching those don't always mean you should trust it 100%.

And also, when you sharing something, if you can't understand the language 100% or when you are not sure. better explain it.

Lately I have seen some mislead post yet the op don't explain it at all. (sighs).

Anyway, with lots of things happened in the fandom lately. Honestly for me its something common in business. I just wish whomever dislike JZ they won't go overboard and harm JZ. I just want those two to be happy living their daily life.

While as a fan. only one thing .

The moment I saw ZH eyes when looked at GJ months ago.

No one can change my mind. he sees this person as someone dearly.

I just believe them <3

gif credits : Mississippi_Flower

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from here https://www.bilibili.com/video/BV1Hy4y1E76q?t=68 (credit :  森色海洋)

So, it was started because of small chats.

Somehow, the feels for ftr, returns one day before their debut day LOL.

has been a while. I think as two of them already in stable pace. I won’t be high too much. But I think I’m wrong.  I feel want to cry when I see this, seriously.

刚：你果然是没有我不行的。 光一：人家只是想你待在身边罢了。 Tsu: Indeed you cannot make it without me. Kou: I want you to stay by my side, that's all.

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今日は七夕 🎋～

今年の願いは、

いつもどおり

君と逢いたくてずっとそばにいたい💚

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Some my fave pics from Xiao Zhe 

cr : weibo 饭谁谁出逼

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Promoting again my most fave fanvid~~ 

Can you hold your smile? XD

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This is purely imagination only *LOL* 

I cannot write ; I’m more a reader ; a day dreamer LOL.

So let me just share this basic idea XD maybe there’s some writer outside there who wants to write the same thing? LOL. Ever since I knew GJ likes Kimi no Na wa. I’ve been thinking about this ‘plot-bunny’ haha. 

※AU-ish 

※Red string of fate theme 

※RPS (JunZhe)

※English is not my 1st Language

Wherein GJ & ZZH actually had passing and/or miss each other. 

‘Til the time has come and finally the wheel of fate between the two starts to move. 

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GJ is a Donghua’s university student ; majoring in performance ; because of his friends (circle) / his family background etc. He got acquainted with XY who’s his senior ; though they’re not that close but they sometimes meet in some events ; or when visiting GJ’s uni canteen etc.  

In those related events those two GJ&ZH pass/miss e/o two/three times. They only saw e/o face ; not even talk. XY just introduced them to e/o indirectly. He only said to GJ that ZH is his childhood friend. While to ZH, when ZH asked ‘who’s that?’ XY just explained that GJ is an acquaintance from his friends circle and that the guy is currently doing his best to become an actor. Just like what ZH did a few years ago.   

Then years pass. Due to his business and study GJ seldom hung around outside til the graduation. Almost never meet again with XY. After graduation, he finally got an offer to work as a model. From then , while trying some auditions for drama he mainly took modelling works or some small appearance in advertising. 2-3 years after people in the modelling/advertising industry started to know his name, he even got that ‘ Shanghai prince advertising’ nickname from people surround him.

Then, GJ met ZH again, this time also indirectly. One of the jobs he just accepted ; the company also got ZH as their model in other products. When he visited the company, GJ saw some ZH posters. When he saw it there was a small ‘nostalgic’ feeling inside his heart. But that time he can’t remember clearly where, when, who and why. So he didn’t think much as his priority now is work. Yet afterwards, he keeps ‘seeing’ that person again and again, then unconsciously ‘looking for’ the person wherever he goes out, yet he still can’t remember.  

He thought he might have that "Baader–Meinhof phenomenon". As a logical person, he tries to divert his attention then; makes himself busier with work. Try to block himself from thinking about the man. Kind of succeeds ; after that for a while he no longer ‘sees’ the man. 

That was what he thought,  at least until he found out about the man that will become his next co-actor in the new work he just got. 

GJ was stunned for a while looking at this pc screen. The search result about ‘Zhang Zhehan’ appeared in front of his eyes. ‘It’s him’ . 

-tbc-

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From SHL Taobao's Daily Login ❤️💙

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Eyes never lie.

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30 Years.

"Once in a while, right in the middle of an ordinary life, love gives us a fairy tale."

[KinKi Kids] was officially debuted on 7 Juli 1997. The first artist under Johnny's Entertainment label and also the first duo formed within Johnny & Associates. Though Doumoto Kouichi & Doumoto Tsuyoshi, the members of the duo met each other for the first time in Yokohama Arena, 5 May 1991, 6 years before.

Their first meeting was 30 years ago. Many people will say that they were fated. Met at age 12, strangers to each other but having the same family name which is very rare in Japan, their name is kind of similar and according to their [Utaban] performance, they said that each of their family members also have a similar name.

Yet it's not only about their name or their family name. Another thing that really interesting is about their birth, the fact that Kouichi was born on 01 January 1979, and exact 100 days after -  10 April 1979 Tsuyoshi was born. 

Their hometown is located in the same area, Kinki Region. Joined Johnny's Jimusho because their sister sent the application. Called and asked to come to [Hikaru Genji]'s concert, 5th May 1991 - on the same day, both entered Johnny's Jimusho, met Kitagawa Johnny then started their first work together. Not long after that they stayed in the same dorm, and placed in the same group.

Their family member, each consist of Father, Mother and a big sister.  Which have similar name Father Mitsuo & Mitsugu ; Mother ; Yoko & Kyoko ; Sister Megumi & Nozomi ...

Coincidence? Or really, a fate?

Anyway ; they have been together for 30 years... 

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I love their voice <3

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51*244 & 1129*511

                                                       This clip !! 

OP Cut KK Con and put it together with SHL Con when Xiaozhe made that lifetime promise to JunJun ;o; *DIES*

Well I do notice the way JunZhe treat their ‘solo’ fans kinda same with KK treat theirs. If JunZhe were a duo like KK, maybe they will also said the same words? (laughs). 

Also I’m crying reading the comments.  The 1st comment. This person thoughts same with me *-*. I really realllly really wish JunZhe will be together for long time as long as KinKi ; 30 years even 300 years~~ <3

And I also can rambling a lot about the similarity between these two pairing.

Specially Tsuyoshi & Xiaozhe. They have duality....can be handsome as a man in one time & beautiful when keep their hair long. They’re good in music ; a good singer, better than their partner (haha). They have talent and love basketball yet need to gave it up due to some matters. They have knee injury. Called ‘wifey’ by their fans. They entered entertainment before their partner. They are really close to their mothers.  Also they both have a round 🍑 XDDDD. *deep sighs*

While Koichi & JunJun hahahaha, they are a ‘cold’ beauty LOL. Well the most similar one is ; their stuff IS BLOODY EXPENSIVE HAHAHAHAHA. Well I can understand their ‘wife’ is a high maintenance so they need to work hard LOL. 

Also their business mind also similar. They are kinda ‘S’ with their solo fans. Also, if together with their ‘wifey’ we only can see their ‘side profile’ LOL. They are a ‘shy’ guy. Rather than words their action show their affection. 

And the important one is their relationship with their partner also have many similarities.

Following JunZhe I feel like ‘repeating’ the cycle when I got into KK ftr. I feel nostalgic ; seriously. 

(and I noticed my rambling almost not too different with the above comments ahahaha) Okay I will stop now. I’m still not coherent enough cause of yesterday LOL

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True Heart Night (2)

So today, before sing his song ‘surround’ our Xiaozhe sang this song. In the afternoon, did some search about this song’s lyrics. And I dunno why, with things that happened lately. I feel like this, somehow suits/fits JunZhe a lot. 

Cause I can’t understand Chinese I will just copy-paste Japanese translation

(attached also the clip with en-subs)  

For now, I will just bold the part that really intrigue me hahaha. My head still incoherent. LOL

Singer : Eric周興哲 Album : The Chaos After You Title : Yong Bu Shi Lian De Ai 永不失聯的愛 English Title : Unbreakable Love / The love that never loses

亲爱的你躲在哪里发呆 qīn’ài de nǐ duǒ zài nǎli fādāi 愛しい人よ 君はどこに隠れてぼーっとしているの？

有什么心事还无法释怀 yǒu shéme xīnshi hái wúfǎ shìhuái まだ何か納得できない悩みでもあるの？

我们总把人生想得太坏 wǒmen zǒng bǎ rénshēng xiǎngde tài huài 僕らはいつも人生を悪く考えすぎる

像旁人不允许我们的怪 xiàng pángrén bù yǔnxǔ wǒmen de guài 周りの人が僕たちのおかしさを認めないかのように

每一片与众不同的云彩 měi yī piàn yǔzhòngbùtóng de yúncai それぞれ異なる雲

都需要找到天空去存在 dōu xūyào zhǎodào tiānkōng qù cúnzài 空を見つけて存在を確かめる必要がある

我们都习惯了原地徘徊 wǒmen dōu xíguàn le yuándì páihuái 僕らは元の場所で徘徊することに慣れていた

却无法习惯被依赖 què wúfǎ xíguàn bèi yīlài でも頼られることには慣れなかった

你给我 这一辈子都不想失联的爱 nǐ gěi wǒ zhè yībèizi dōu bù xiǎng shī lián de ài 君は僕に一生失いたくない愛をくれた

相信爱的征途就是星辰大海 xiāngxìn ài de zhēngtú jiùshì xīngchén dàhǎi 愛の旅路は星の海だと信じている

美好剧情不会更改 měihǎo jùqíng bú huì gēnggǎi 美しいストーリーは変わらない

是命运最好的安排 shì mìngyùn zuì hǎo de ānpái それこそが運命で最高のプラン

你是我 这一辈子都不想失联的爱 nǐ shì wǒ zhè yībèizi dōu bù xiǎng shī lián de ài 君は僕が一生失いたくない愛

何苦残忍逼我把手轻轻放开 hékǔ cánrěn bī wǒ bǎ shǒu qīngqīng fàngkāi なにも残忍に僕に手を離させることもあるまい

请快回来 想听你说 qǐng kuài huílai xiǎng tīng nǐ shuō どうか早く戻ってきて、君が「まだいるよ」と

说你还在 shuō nǐ hái zài 言うのを聞きたい

走过陪你看流星的天台 zǒu guò péi nǐ kàn liúxīng de tiāntái 君と歩き流れ星をみた屋上

熬过失去你漫长的等待 áo guò shīqù nǐ màncháng de děngdài 君を失った後 長い時間が過ぎた

好担心没人懂你的无奈 hǎo dānxīn méi rén dǒng nǐ de wúnài 誰も君のことを理解できないのが心配

离开我谁还把你当小孩 líkāi wǒ shéi hái bǎ nǐ dāng xiǎohái 僕から離れて 誰がまだ君を子供とみなすのだろう？

我猜你一定也会想念我 wǒ cāi nǐ yīdìng yě huì xiǎngniàn wǒ 君も絶対、僕のことを恋しくなると思う

也怕我失落在茫茫人海 yě pà wǒ shīluò zài mángmáng rén hǎi また、僕が人混みの中に消えることを恐れているだろう

没关系只要你肯回头望 méiguānxi zhǐyào nǐ kěn huítóu wàng 大丈夫だよ君が振り返りさえすれば

会发现我一直都在 huì fāxiàn wǒ yīzhí dōu zài 僕がずっとそばにいることに気付くから

你给我 这一辈子都不想失联的爱 nǐ gěi wǒ zhè yībèizi dōu bù xiǎng shī lián de ài 君は僕に一生失いたくない愛をくれた

你的每条讯息都是心跳节拍 nǐ de měi tiáo xùnxī dōu shì xīntiào jiépāi 君がくれるメッセージは全部 心がドキドキする

每秒都想 拥你入怀 měi miǎo dōu xiǎng yōng nǐ rù huái 毎秒、君を懐に抱えたい

全世界你最可爱 quán shìjiè nǐ zuì kě’ài 世界で君が1番可愛い

你是我 这一辈子都不想失联的爱 nǐ shì wǒ zhè yībèizi dōu bù xiǎng shī lián de ài 君は僕が一生失いたくない愛

就算你的呼吸远在千山之外 jiùsuàn nǐ de hūxī yuǎn zài qiān shān zhī wài たとえ君が遥か彼方にいたとしても

请你相信 我给的爱 qǐng nǐ xiāngxìn wǒ gěi de ài どうか信じて 僕が与える愛を

值得你爱 zhíde nǐ ài 君が愛するに値するから

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True Heart Night

Our Xiaozhe will sing 2 songs tonight in this event. He will sing his song Surround 「环绕」 and the other one is Unbreakable Love / The love that never lose 「永不失联的爱」

When I search about it, seems a famous song by Eric Chou.

Well, I was a hermit so I don't know at all hahaha. Anyway, when I checking the lyrics (of course English/Japanese translation) ; it's a beautiful song~ (and the lyrics somehow very fit with JunZhe hahaha *my bias maybe lol).

English Translation.

Eric Chou - 永不失聯的愛 [原創概念版] translation in English | Musixmatch

English translation of lyrics for 永不失聯的愛 [原創概念版] by Eric Chou. 親愛的你躲在哪裡發呆 有什麼心事還無法釋懷 我們總把人生想得太壞 像旁人不允許我們的怪 每一片與眾不同的雲彩 都需要找到天空去存在 唔 我們都習慣了原地

For Japanese Trans.

2017年に中国を中心に放送された人気ドラマ「小妖的金色城堡 The Elfin's Golden Castle」の主題歌にもなっている周兴哲 Zhou Xing Zhe（Eric Chou）エリック・チョウ【永不失联的爱 Yong Bu Shi Lian De Ai】の歌詞(l

Dunno whether the English translation is a good one or not. but honestly I prefer the Japanese one <3

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Finally my copy of 山河令 (Word of Honor) OST.  

Got the tavern one for the bonus 

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ゆめうつつ (read : Yume Utsutsu)

Dumping this plot here. 

OOC. wrote this just sm days after entered the fandom so...wwww 

anyway ..

It`s RPS (JunZhe) www 

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Limited flowering period

`Did you understand the meaning bro?` 

He laughed after reading some of the comments from his fans regarding his post. 

Truthfully, indeed, he didn't mean that way. 

But the `real` meaning his fans implied is also not exactly wrong. 

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Since, 

For months, 

Zhang Zhehan dreamed, he dreamed of meeting his soulmate. 

Dreamed of falling in love with him. 

Dreamed of dying for him. 

Even now, 

He still can see the way that person looked at him tenderly, smiling whenever he closed his eyes. He still can imagine the way he called him flirtatiously . 

A very beautiful dream that makes him unwillingly to wake up. 

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Though the most unfortunate things? Or fortunately?

When he opens his eyes. 

His soulmate, he's still there. 

Looking at him, with the same eyes

Calling him, with the same voice. 

But, he knows 

The person in front of him is no longer him, 

And Zhang Zhehan is also no longer the person in the dream. 

The dream has ended. 

Both of them already said goodbye. 

This was what he thought. 

At least `til the moment before the camera starts to roll. 

And then he feels that he returns to his sweet dream. 

Meeting with his beloved once again.

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Language. I should start to learn Chinese soon. for REAL lol

Honestly I cannot understand Chinese. 

But if its in text, I can always rely on google translation (sometimes ask my friend) and have been doing that for years and make me kinda proficient? using mtl. LOL. I read hundreds page danmei`s using mtl ; and so far I still can understand it well enough. But again, there`s a limitation. *sighs* 

I dislike this feelings. feelings know nothing just because you don`t understand the language while people surround you understand. 

This also one reason I start to learn Japanese years ago. I need infos but those infos only available in Japanese. LOL. 

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If it`s only a fanservice or business related relationship or whatever they call it there. I think I won`t budge and `fall` into these two.

The chemistry that they have is something natural.

Their affection to each other are something that really come from their inner-deepest heart.

It`s overflowing and almost cannot be hide.