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@spacesummerchronicles
As I’m writing this, I suffer from a jellyfish sting.
I found a good job and I’m happy and calm for once.
I picked up running using the app Zombies, Run! and I often run to the neighboring town and back as the sun sets.
My friend came to visit me for a week and we were in an alcohol induced delirium for nine days straight.
My cousin came to visit for a few days but I am not her saviour so she left early.
Some assorted pics:
Space’s Summer Chronicles 2 #4: Wink Wink
I’ve been really getting into roaming around the city as the sun sets and the stars come out. They watch me and I watch them. The other day I was walking around listening to maggots for brains on the beach at night and it’s like the night sky opened and doubled in size and I was suddenly aware of how small my world truly had been prior to that. The moon followed me like a companion, or maybe I followed her, or we followed each other like true friends do.
I’ve been walking 10k steps every night for the past week, ever since my aunt and cousins left. It’s been great but after swimming all day and walking all evening I come home exhausted. I think this is what life is meant to be, at least in parts.
My life is sunsets and beaches and waves and I’m out there trying to find out if the smell of rot is just a thing I made up to make myself more problems to fix.
My life is sunsets and beaches and waves and I wonder if it gets boring to everyone else that has to see it.
I love it when I come out of the water and I’m just DRIPPING everywhere and when I exhale i send drops of water flying everywhere, I feel like a water dragon!
I recently finished Wranglestone and All That’s Left In The World. Both 6.25/10, Wranglestone was way worse written but it made me feel a lot more things. Funny how that works. Also have been playing chess a bit! I need to pick up Sudoku again.
Summer Progress Bar: 24%/100
Space’s Summer Chronicles 2 #3: My Way
Heyoooo!!! I’m already approaching 2017 Ariana Grande’s skin tone which is bad for me cause some people are not made to be tan and I’m one of them.
Recent days have been dominated by stars and words which is very on brand for me, I read Wranglestone yesterday on a friend’s recommendation and well-
Anyways. I found out two stars I’ve been admiring for the past few days are drones. I think I mentioned this before but omfg. DEATH!
The drones in question:
The new Olivia Rodrigo album is growing on me but it’s 1. Very autumn coded and it’s summer and 2. Doesn’t reach the heights GUTS did. I think it will grow on me soon tho.
I’m gonna read another book as recommended by the same friend and if my heart gets broken again I’m flying to Birmingham to put belt to ass.
Anyways, my aunt being here means I’ve been eating sandwiches like crazy so I’m trying to counteract that by swimming like crazy too. I do the Brust technique and I’ve made a pact to do 270 movements with no breaks every day at least once. My chest is getting tight!!!!! In a good way!
Right now my summer doesn’t have a direction. I don’t have much money, and I need to get a job but sometimes the struggling moments are the most beautiful. I need to squeeze out the beauty out of it all.
Summer progress bar: 13%/100 (JESUS)
Space’s Summer Chronicles 2 #2: Narcissus
I think I’m out of my depth. At first glance, spending two weeks by the sea with my 8 year old cousins sounded nice: we’d play, they’d play amongst themselves, we’d have fun, but I’d probably get my alone time cause my parents and my aunt would also be with us.
Sigh. Man, I’ve been here for 2.5 days and I’m already sick of them. And they aren’t even being all that annoying! I sleep in the living room with them and when they wake up at 8 am I can’t go back to sleep so I’m a little sleep deprived. I’m currently savoring the silence on a towel on the sand while they swim in the sea, beckoning me to join them. Cruel irony, truly, that the path to my usual sweet escape (the depths of the sea) is currently blocked off. I hope they swim a while. At least two hours. I want to listen to music. But I also want to close my eyes and listen to the wave. We’ll see, maybe I’ll do both. Some random woman is yelling at her child in earshot. Fuck off. I don’t care.
I feel like a moody teenager desperately wanting to be left alone. That time isn’t particularly far in my past but it’s still a weird feeling. I take a deep breath in and I let a deep breath out. I need to be alone.
I’m waiting for job news. I hope I get it. I don’t know what I’ll do if I don’t. I’ll manage, surely, but….I miss thriving. I’m meant to thrive. This is a temporary setback. I’ll be back, better than ever. Soon.
I got a sunburn on my shoulders, which is poetic. Should be impossible cause my skin is highly resistant to burning and I used a bougie sunscreen. It was from last year though, so maybe it expired. Bummer.
I’m not sure what the format of these summer chronicles will be this year, but I’m thinking stream of consciousness. Last year’s format also featured some stream of consciousness but by the end of it it was just me retelling my days. We’ll see how that turns out this year.
I snuck a look at myself in the mirror and I look great. I think I’m close to being what I want. Which feels crazy cause I’ve also never felt further in some other aspects. Sigh. Breathe.
I’m waiting for my dad to bring bacon cheese cucumber sandwiches to the beach hehe
I’m hungryyy
I also haven’t shaved in a week damn I need to do that
Space’s Summer Chronicles 2 #1: Odyssey
For the second year in a row, my journey towards the coast feels less like a pilgrimage and more like a desperate escape. Like something will get me if I stay in the city too long. Like my thoughts are turning tangible and sentient and dangerous. Like I need the salt air and sea water to breathe.
In a way, I’m in a similar spot as the one I was in last year. I’m searching for a new job, I’m halfway through panic mode, and a cousin or two of mine are getting on my nerves.
Before I left, I did a number of things. I played flier deliverer, I saw a rainbow, I tested out a homemade green iced tea with raspberries, I proceeded to add white rum from Lidl to it, I went to the pool, I made a brownie with sunflower oil instead of butter (not bad!), I went to my friend’s birthday and I had some chips with coke (incredible).
Now I’m on the coast in a two room apartment with my parents, aunt and twin cousins. Yay. Pray for me.
I remember driving to the coast, everything was so blue and white and yellow, it was gorgeous, the clouds looked sharpened, ultra HD. The countryside reminds me of scenes from Russian propaganda - big beautiful fields, giant clouds, ruins from Socialist times standing grand and gorgeous. I have a weakness for Socialist aesthetics. I think it’s cause I grew up in an apartment block. Dunno.
I remember praying that I’d make it to the coast. It’s like every time I almost never make it due to car issues and now was no exception. Thank god I made it. I’m in heaven. Right?
Song:
Summer progress bar: 8.4%/100
Space’s Chronicles #1: Sunny Day
heyoooo, i’m back to documenting my life in order to make it feel more romanticised! I don’t know if it will last long, but the worst of winter is behind me so there’s only good things ahead!
I went out with Grape Girl today! It was warm enough for me to wear my new matching turquoise jeans and jacket so I was really happy about that! We took a stroll, talked some shit, ate some AMAZING cookies, talked more shit, drank strawberry boba milk tea, talked more shit and ate pizza! Love it!
lowkey i felt tumblr as fuck today - sloppily colored hair, melodrama t shirt and there was a guy doing covers of sweater weather and summertime sadness at the park me and grape girl ate our cookies at
My hairdresser didn’t make my hair the color I wanted so I went to the store and I will be taking matters into my own hands. I refuse to go to a Kesha concert without my neon purple hair so it will happen.
Currently writing this from a Lidl parking lot, I got some really fun things, will be trying their frozen ramen tomorrow for lunch ANDDDD I’LL BE GOING TO THE CLUB TOMORROW YAy
I need to continue the tradition of saying unsettling shit in these so, here it is. I’ve been plagued by anger the past two weeks. Maybe it’s related to Saturn in Aries. Maybe it’s cause my hairdresser fucked up my color and it’s up to me to fix it. Maybe it’s cause my dad seems to think he can talk to me any way he wants and when I talk back he’s in such a shock and acts like a baby. Who knows. I’ll fix it, I’m good at it.
Song of the day:
god i miss this bullshit
Space’s Summer Chronicles #39: September 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th: Fin.
Well, it's over. I'm back in the city and the pink hair dye is seeping through the blonde. It's hot on occassion and cold on other occassions. I can feel the death of summer in the air. I have mixed feelings about it. I love the first half of autumn, it's great, but what follows afterwards is 6 months of...nothingness, starting almost to the dot after Halloween ends.
I have a theory. All seasons can be enjoyable, but you kinda have to master a crucial concept first. Summer can only be enjoyable for people who like to and can go out and have fun. I think autumn can be truly enjoyable for me if I learn to adapt. Some days will be good, some will be bad. Some days I'll be able to have fun, others I'll need to concentrate and pull through. This will be a big theme in the following Space's Autumn Chronicles. They'll probably start in October, we'll see.
Well, enough about the future, let's talk about the past! The past week was quite a decent finale of an amazing summer! Probably top 5 summers of my life which I am very content with.
I went to the beach for the last few days I had on the coast and it was so nice, basically no people, the water was so clear and everything was so nice. I felt a longing to go back to the city though, I don't know what it was, the temperatures dropping, the 2.5 month mark of me being on the coast, who knows, but I was excited to come back!
And the comeback was excellent! Me and my friends went to a ramen place (nothing special, they just prepared prepackaged ramen but it was fun).
I went to IKEA for a hot dog, then attended Grape Girl's birthday at my favorite club and we danced the night away (i vomited in my bathroom later, I kinda overdrank, but hey, risks of the nightlife).
On the last day of summer, I attended my 8 year old twin cousins's first day of school, then had pizza with them! It was a lowkey finale, but you can smell autumn in the air. True summer ended somewhere in the beginning of September.
What now? Well, I'm still going to interviews, and I'll find a job very soon! Then I'll be off to Turkey for a week at the end of the month and after I come back, autumn will truly begin! I'm excited. It's a first.
I think I'll do one more post related to summer, kinda a recap of my summer with my favorite songs related to memories I've had. We'll see.
Summer progress bar: 100%/100% (miss you already girl)
Songs of the week:
Space’s Summer Chronicles #38: September 5th, 6th, 7th, 8th: One Week Left
The feeling of desperation, trying to clutch onto the last remnants of summer is a pretty interesting one. I can smell autumn in the air. I'm full of memories and experiences. This summer has been everything I wanted, even if things happened in a different way than I anticipated and even if some things did not happen at all. And yet, I want more. I'm also kinda excited for autumn. This blog will be getting rebranded for autumn but I'm not changing the name. My life is an eternal summer.
I witnessed the blood moon eclipse yesterday. It was an interesting experience. It started off as barely visible and as time went on, the moon turned a very muted red that was hard to see, then it started returning to the full moon slowly and I got a really cool idea for a short story/gamebook while running on the beach listening to music until my headphones died and then I had to hold my phone to my ear, that I'm hoping to pursue.
I'm coming back to the city at the end of the week. I think it's time. It's getting colder, the sea is growing more and more inhospitable, with lots of seaweed, jellyfish and waves, and well, it's time for me to get my life in order in the city. I'll fix it all and be great. Yup.
As I watch the full moon, I wonder what it would be like to travel towards it with light speed and just watch it get bigger and bigger until it's all you can see when you look forward. I think that would be beautiful. If I get to roam around astrally I'm definitely doing that.
I'm doing psychological mind games on someone who pissed me off. Love it. I've missed doing that.
The city is getting quieter and quieter. It’s depressing.
I went to a free concert at a fish fest in another city, it was really fun. I also got some pomegranate gin from LIDL, really good.
Summer progress bar: 93%/100
Song of the days:
reminders for autumn start journaling read non-fiction watch films on your laptop experiment with soups never say i love you unless you really mean it think about dark colours go on long walks wave at babies get your socks wet don't buy new headphones your old ones are still hanging on invite your friends over drink only cheap wine start smoking more than you mean to smile at the bus driver you're young and fragile and you're going to live forever
Space’s Summer Chronicles #37: August 27th, 28th, 29th, 30th, 31st, September 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th: 11th Hour
We’re nearing the end y’all! You know, despite this summer being jampacked with everything I wanted - rest, adventure, drinking, sightseeing, swimming, friends, and magic, it’s not easier letting go of it.
Technically my Summer Progress Bar goes until the 15th of September but it’s starting to smell like autumn. I’m still on the coast, I’m still swimming to my heart’s content but the water is getting colder, the sun is setting earlier and earlier and the jellyfish have started to herald my end.
Apparently my curse worked. If you’re confused, don’t worry. I haven’t spoken about it on here. All that you need to know is they had it coming.
My mom’s bff left so it’s just me and my parents and the dog now. It’s peaceful. I’m helping them with work so I can pay the mortgage until I find a new job. Job market is kinda shit but I’ll have a job by October, I have a lot of opportunities lined up. Honestly, it all worked out perfectly. I had most of July and the entirety of August completely free! I needed to recharge.
I finished Wednesday season 2 today! Great show, I love it. Been experimenting with tarot more recently (I’m semi proficient but there’s always much more to learn) and I think I’m really close to overcoming a particular pesty mental block of mine. Can’t wait.
Been streaming Wishbone by Conan Gray a lot. Amazing album. I’ve been thinking of compiling my songs of the summer in a post. It’s crazy how much the vibe has changed over three months. Speaking of three months, isn’t it crazy how I was in BUDAPEST there months ago??? Feels like both an eternity and like it was yesterday.
My sleep cycle is getting fucked though. One downside of not having a job anymore is that I kinda need external structure to thrive, if only a little bit. But it’s fine, I’ll fix it today.
Apparently a girl might have a crush on me. THIS IS CRAZYYY
Anyways. I’ll be leaving next Saturday to attend Grape Girl’s birthday party in the city. This will mark the end of my coastal adventures for the year. I didn’t go to as many different clubs or beaches as I would have liked but if I’m being honest, I wouldn’t change much of my experience even if I could.
So, plans for the month: come back to the city, party with Grape Girl, go to my little cousins’ first day of school, go visit my grandma with whom we have seasonal beef, find a job and then grand finale of the summer: a fake extension!!!! One week all inclusive trip in Turkey!!! Can’t wait. My greed would sicken me but I’m a hedonist so idgaf.
Tits are going decently but I have a secret trick up my sleeve over the next few months that will get them perfect for Kesha.
When i’m on my balcony I feel like I live in a quiet part of L.A cause of a hill in the distance.
Summer progress bar: 89.7%/100
Songs of the days:
Space’s Summer Chronicles #36: August 21st, 22nd, 23rd, 24th, 25th, 26th: embers
Heyoooo, it’s me!!!
My parents and their friend arrived and we’ve been…. Just having fun and relaxing all these days.
We go to their friend’s beach bar, spend the day there, swim, eat, then we go back, have dinner, take a walk with the dog and just…relax all day. It’s heaven.
I have a feeling I’m really gonna miss this summer when it passes. It’s just… been a perfect mix of relaxation and fun times. I hope the next one can live up to it somehow but I will be employed full time by then so who knows.
My aries bestie broke up with her man cause he was caught texting other women. What a rat. I also lowkey [REDACTED] so it’s really funny this happened basically a year later. I feel bad for her though. She really envisioned a future with that t*urus RAT!
Me, my parents, their friend, the beach bar friend and her daughter have been going out. We went to a nice restaurant and laughed through the evening. I found out aperol spritz colors your tongue.
Then they came over for fish dinner last night. It was really fun and chill, we have a big balcony so it was a great vibe.
I’ve been reading Little Fires Everywhere, it started off slow but it’s getting good!
Honestly, there isn’t much to say. Life is bliss right now and I’ll have a much better job soon. It’s crazy how summer is close to ending soon though. There’s a little chill in the air. It’s not as hot. I’m used to August being hot but it’s not really. I need to listen to August by Taylor Swift. She got engaged. Good for her!
I don’t know what I’ll do when I go back to the city. I’ve grown so used to the coast. I love it so much. We’ll see.
Summer progress bar: 81.3%/100%
Songs of the days:
Space’s Summer Chronicles #35: August 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th: Peace & Quiet
I’m the only one who could ever keep me down, and I have I’ve known this for the longest time
Heyoooo! I'm in exile! In a good way. I've been alone for these days, and, honestly, it's wonderful. I've continued to devolve into my 2020 self, which is good but then again, the dread is creeping in. What if I can't find a job? I had an amazing interview last week and they said they'd call me in a week if they've picked me and it's been 9 days since. FUCK! I really was amazing at it. Why wouldn't they want me??? Anyways.
My parents are coming tomorrow so my exile is over. Honestly, I'd have enjoyed maybe like a week more of soltitude but I have missed them a little bit, you know. Eh.
I'm gonna cook them pork neck chops with a creamy mushroom sauce tomorrow so I gotta get up at like 10 am. Being unemployed has fucked up my sleep habits tremendously. I sleep from 3.30 am to 12 pm now. Unacceptable. Gonna fix it now.
Eye contact for a fight but a fight has never come Self imposed exile, doomed to be alone Scared to brawl so I don’t win too much Gave up on my own Midas touch
Someone’s fruity perfume is lingering everywhere, my apartment, the stairs. I think someone is casting a spell on me. My talisman is down. I need a new one.
I got a new one. Gonna make it work now and also.... gonna do a spell to get a new job.
I just wanna pretend with someone for once.
Lowkey I'm in a rut. Like, yeah, I'm having fun, I haven't drank in a week and everything's great, I'm swimming a lot, but the slowness of the job hunt is super depressing. I need stability and safety. And I will have it. I'll have it by September, somehow.
ALSO MY FAVORITE ALBUM IS TURNING 10 AND I JUST BOUGHT MY FIRST VINYL YAYYYY I LOVE YOU EMOTIONNNN
Summer progress bar: 75%/100 (NOOOO I DON'T WANT IT TO BE OVER)
Songs of the days:
Space’s Summer Chronicles #34: August 7th, 8th, 9th, 10th, 11th, 12th, 13th, 14th, 15th: Rebirth
Heyooooo!!! It's been a while! You know, I haven't taken so much time off writing these entries the entire summer, and, mind you, I was in BUDAPEST and I'm also currently unemployed. Weird. Anyways.
My friends are all gone!!! My first batch of friends were gone last Saturday and then Grape Girl and her husband were here from Sunday to Thursday. I was in entertainment mode for.......... well, I'd say two weeks but if we count my cousin appearing in July, it's more of a month and a half. I love being a party animal and drinking a lot but ever since Grape Girl left and I was left alone, it kinda feels like I've been reborn. The unemployment and lack of people to entertain has both given me some clarity on things and a new creative spark, a lust for life, if you will. Honestly, I'm probably done with alcohol for the summer. Not many of you know this, but I have a big thing for Coca Cola, and like, I used to down one big bottle a day when I was younger and now that I'm not drinking alcohol with my friends, I'm enjoying like..... a liter a day and GOD it's like travelling back in time. It's like it's 2020 again and I'm in school and nothing matters and I can have fun, free and careless all day. It's amazing. It's a rebirth of sorts.
I have a very good feeling about a job I interviewed for, but I'm still waiting to hear back. I think I'll have an offer, I did really well. Honestly, if I start work again on like September 1st, it would have all been for the best, cause my last job was really draining and straight up BAD, and no matter what, the conditions of any job I find will be better, so there's that.
why am i sad on the beach? I’m not.
I took a walk on the beach and turned back to look at the town and saw a star right above it, deathly close, a visitor
I found a seashell that helps me sing better. I need to find it in my backpack, I hope I haven't lost it.
I've been cooking ever since everyone left. Made two meals out of one whole chicken, made chicken stock, made a mushroom soup. I'm trying to save money, considering I'm unemployed and all lol.
Me and my friends drank slushies with gin, inspired by Bonnie McKee's song American Girl. Super delish.
Me and Grape Girl got drunk and recreated a song me and her ex bff made about Grape Girl, some random loser and another loser having a threesome. It's fun. THANK GOD FOR MELODYNE'S FREE TRIAL.
I missed hanging out with one of my friends a lotttt, she's always busy with her boyfriend so I'm really happy we managed to hang out in the beginning of August.
Also, Miss Capri from Wednesday is SOOO DREAMY. I've been reading some Wenclair fics but even ignoring Wenclair, I really love Wednesday the series. Fuck that cliffhanger.
Yeah..... It's weird that it's the middle of August but honestly, this is probably the first time since childhood that I'm not full of dread about the month ending. This summer has been super eventful, memorable and fun, everything I wanted, and now we're at the final stage: remember in one of my first entries how I said that the sea is gonna whittle away everything that's not me and I'm gonna emerge as someone entirely new at the end of summer? Yeah, this is happening. I'm at peace. I love it.
Summer Progress Bar: 71%/100 Songs of the time...period:
body say is such a HOTTTT song and the added imaginary visuals of it being about NICK JONAS??? LIP BITE EMOJIIIIII
Space’s Summer Chronicles #33: August 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th, 5th, 6th: LYULIN TAKES ON THE COASTTTT
Heyooooooo y’all!!! My friends have finally arrived on coast and it’s been a wild few days. We’ve gotten drunk on the beach, discussed aliens and the pyramids, went to the club, made fun of my bff’s feet infection, sweated, ate, danced, went to the club and sooo much more!
I love my friends sooo much, I don’t have a lot of them but the ones I do have I Really love.
There was drama before they arrived, my bff and her bf got into a fight, they ditched each other, she called me drunk and asked me to get her but she was two hours away and i was ALSO drunk so i didn’t
Honestly I can’t really describe these days with much more than “FUN AS FUCK!”. I love my friends and we work so well together (except when they take 3 hours to shower after the beach, but that’s champagne problems).
My bff and her bf are gone now and we have three more days with the rest of my friends so we’ll have FUNNN AND. DRINK SLUSHIES WITH VODKA AND WATCH THE NEW WEDNESDAY SEASON!!!
Summer Progress Bar: 62.6%/100
Also bitch my tits look good but idk if they look BETTER compared to a month ago, i need a second opinion ugh
Space’s Summer Chronicles #32: July 25th, 26th, 27th, 28th, 29th, 30th, 31st: Summer Haze
Heyooo!!! So, unemployment is going great, I have a few interviews lined up and I feel a big weight coming off my chest. In a way, despite all of its benefits, this job was holding me back. Anyways, back to my summer chronicles:
My parents and cousin finallt left for the city which is great cause they were all getting on my nerves and I love being alone. Me and my cousin went to this beach bar that has a direct connection to the sea so we danced in the sea and it was really fun. I went there two weeks ago with my best friend and got really drunk and danced to Stereo Love to the amusement of some middle aged French people. It wasn’t AS FUN this time cause my cousin is not as fun as my best friend, but it was still really fun and the bar was full of french people again, just young ones lol
Anyways, after my cousin and parents left I truly started to feel like I’m relaxing - I cooked myself some ramen with pork, I made myself some salmon bruschetta with salmon, cream cheese, sundried tomatoes and capers and sweet chilli, I go to the beach every day after my interviews and I just relax. I’m so happy and honestly glad they’re gone.
My soltitude won’t last long though cause my best friend and her boyfriend are arriving tomorrow WOOOO and then my other best friends are arriving on Saturday and we’re gonna PARTYYY I CAN’T WAIT
My current daily routine is:
Wake up whenever I wanna
Have something biiig for breakfast
Go to the beach and get drunk and swim
Go home at 8 pm, have dinner and relax
Honestly my dream life. I came up with a fun idea for a short story about mermaids in the Bermuda Triangle and I might write it soon. I love summer and I love the sea and I love unemployment. I needed this break so bad. I’m so happy.
I want some tan tattoos, like i wanna put a star on my face and sunbathe with it so I get it like a temporary tattoo
Summer Progress Bar: 57%/100
Songs of the days:
Space’s Summer Chronicles #31: July 20th, 21st, 22nd, 23rd, 24th: End Of An Era / Freedom
Heyoooo! It’s been a while! I’m free!!!!
Let me explain what I mean by that. Quick recap of the past few days: I enjoyed what time I had without my cousin and tried to relax over the weekend, had my favorite coastal meal (beans with sausage and garlic cheesy bread on one of my favorite restaurants by the sea), but as soon as the work week started back up again, work kept getting worse and worse and worse and it all came to a head on Tuesday afternoon. Me and my family went to get my cousin and we went to a walk around a different coastal city, had ice cream and got some souvenirs, when my boss decided we won’t work from home any longer and anyone who has a problem with that is free to quit. I quit on him the following day and now….it’s a weird situation. I’m actually not worried which is crazy cause I have a mortgage but I have ways to come up with the money so now my focus is applying to jobs and going to the beach. I have a feeling it will all be fine, great even.
I’ve had the horrible feeling for the longest time that I wouldn’t be able to find a different company, that I wouldn’t do well, that they wouldn’t tolerate mistakes but now I realise that’s just bullshit. The only good thing about now my ex-job was the fact that they let me work part time during the summer and that I could work from home. Now that that’s gone, there’s nothing holding me back.
I called up one of my ex colleagues that lasted aboutttt 9 months before quitting and she really helped me put things in perspective. She has a new job that actually treats her well now and the difference is night and day.
ANYWays enough about jobs, my whole point is I’M FREE , no more work stress, I have a few interviews lined up and I’ll have more so I’m actually really happy this happened in a non-destructive way. Like, everything is fine and great!
My cousin is still getting on my nerves but it’s fine. Yesterday we went to the beach at night, got drunk, listened to music and swam in our underwear, it was so fun.
Summer Progress Bar: 50.4%/100 (HALFWAY POINTTT)
Songs:
Oh wow, it’s the halfway point of the summer. Honestly, it has exceeded my expectations so far. Here’s to more!!!!
(Also one of my online friends hates me now. He always has lowkey. I hope he develops better taste.)
