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|20| love & drugs

[aestheticbiopolar]

-Benedict Smith, I wish I wrote the way I thought

[thoughtkick]

“There are far too many silent sufferers. Not because they don’t yearn to reach out, but because they’ve tried and found no one who cares.”

— Richelle E. Goodrich

[spaininspring]

perhaps it’s just paranoia, but it truly feels like everyone is against me, and is trying to hurt me. i’m tired of the lack of consideration and compassion that i so naturally give to others. i’m a giver by nature, and i’m happy that i am, but it would be lovely to finally have someone give to me as well. to consider how i feel. to care ab how i feel too. to show empathy instead of silence or aggression. to unconditionally love me and support me.

i’ll continue to walk the world alone til then

[thecollectibles]

Art by 行之 LV

[spaininspring]

i think i’d be happier if i lived in anime world

[spaininspring]

i can never let myself experience that again

[sunsetquotes]

“Maybe we’ll meet again, when we are slightly older and our minds less hectic, and I’ll be right for you and you’ll be right for me. But right now, I am chaos to your thoughts and you are poison to my heart.”

— Unknown

[frawgs]

i’m the sexiest bitch in this therapy waiting room

[my-aesthetic-vibes]

The perfect relationship

[thespilledquotes]

“Do not expect anyone to fix you, save you, make you happy or solve your problems. You have to figure out how to do that on your own.”

— (via emptystic)

[thespilledquotes]

“If you want to awaken all of humanity, then awaken all of yourself. If you want to eliminate the suffering in the world, then eliminate all that is dark and negative in yourself. Truly, the greatest gift you have to give is that of your own self-transformation.”

— Lao Tzu (via quotefeeling)

[mariamlovesyou]

this year I’m going to be sexier eviler and more bi

[spaininspring]

i’m done being a martyr for no damn reason. i’m letting my power & magic fucking OUT

[spaininspring]

loneliness. such an interesting concept. it feels like i am living in this limbo of a world. seeing through the screen of the film, into the earth that’s oh, so close to mine, yet being excluded from the laughter, and connection around me. like im sitting in a box made just for me in the middle of town square. unseen, yet seeing everything. suffocated by the immersion. by the chaos. yet slowly fading into nothingness by the deafening silence. i’m alone. so beautifully, destructively alone.

#will life always be this away? #alone #sofuckingalone

[thoughtkick]

“No one can tell what goes on in between the person you were and the person you become. No one can chart that blue and lonely section of hell. There are no maps of the change. You just come out the other side. Or you don’t.”

— Stephen King, The Stand

[spaininspring]

stephen king. my love.

[thoughtkick]

“I advise you to stop sharing your dreams with people who try to hold you back, even if they’re your parents. Because, if you’re the kind of person who senses there’s something out there for you beyond whatever it is you’re expected to do - if you want to be EXTRA-ordinary - you will not get there by hanging around a bunch of people who tell you you’re not extraordinary. Instead, you will probably become as ordinary as they expect you to be.”

— Kelly Cutrone

[qvotext]

[spaininspring]

i want to see my bones piercing through my skin, bulging and poking, almost as if trying desperately to reach out & grab even the slightest bit of food. |starvation| the kind of death that feels so fucking good. a game u can never win

#ed #someday #ifeelhuge #beauty #kill #me #addicted to what destroys me

[poetsbloom]

She had the kind of eyes you'd look into and get lost. You'd see adventure, wonder and darkness. A whole lot of darkness.

[spaininspring]

a whole lot of darkness.