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Sparks Yeah like the Coldplay song Or call me Jedidiah or Jed or whatever dumb nickname you can think of lol Any pronouns idc 17

[sparks-theastronaut]

I changed my mind lol

[sparks-theastronaut]

Impulsively moving to @sparkstheastronot cause why not

[sparks-theastronaut]

Witch Hat Atelier self-insert TEEHEE

He was originally going to be a brim hat but I might shove that in the lore instead

He/it btw :3

[lavendermollusc2]

so I learned @bluewoolf likes Dream BBQ

this was a little warmup doodle of Jedidiah as Coral Glasses since they work too well together. Had sm fun I turned it into its own little thing

[sparks-theastronaut]

THAT'S

THAT'S ME²

WHAT

[sawed-on-shotgun]

need a hat that says I WONT SPEAK UNLESS SPOKEN TO AND ITS NOT BECAUSE IM DISINTERESTED AND DONT LIKE YOU I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND SOCIAL INTERACTION AS WELL AS MOST PEOPLE AND ASSUME BY DEFAULT MY PRESENCE IS UNWELCOME AS A PRECAUTIONARY MEASURE SO I KEEP TO MYSELF BUT I DONT MIND IF YOU INITIATE so i can wear it to work

[royal-we-collective]

New Spiderman was good. Lots to think about.

[sparks-theastronaut]

I didn't even notice allat you were just really quiet 😭😭

[afaecallednat]

"Can you tell the difference between these two images?"

Bitch I see no difference.

[sparks-theastronaut]

me hitting this cosplay lol

I just have long hair 💔💔 and no watches but soon. Soon I'll obtain some. At least I have like 7 functioning clocks in my room

[ur-own-hells-atlas]

all you FOOLISH jedidiah haters NOBODY can hate jedidiah as much as that sogster hates himself

[ihatejedediah]

At least me and him can agree on one thing.

[sparks-theastronaut]

as a Jedidiah Kin,

Yes

[qjoronia]

ⓘ 'camp here and there' season 1(?) spoilers, mild disturbing imagery

absolutely loosing the being normal about this challenge GHHHHH THE S2 FINALE RIPPED ME APART AND SEWED ME BACK TOGETHER IVE NEVER FELT SUCH ANYTHING OVER ANY MEDIA BEFORE MY GOD PLEASE GO SUPPORT @blue-wolfe AND THE WHOLE TEAM BEHIND CAMP HERE AND THERE ITS MORE THAN A MASTERPIECE

[qjoronia]

@sparks-theastronaut 👀

YAH UH ILYSM MAN /p

[sparks-theastronaut]

UGH I LOVE YOU TOO 💔💔

[sparks-theastronaut]

Platonic soulmates are real

[qjoronia]

[sparks-theastronaut]

I need everyone to see this

[sparks-theastronaut]

I'm stuck on Camp Here And There recently

My only DNI at this point is Elijah kins get OUT

I'm sorry but the man makes me so uncomfortable and fills me with deep hatred

I don't want to turn that on folks out here 😭

[sparks-theastronaut]

I am so so sorry if we came across as pushy, we were just worried about you!!

truly if you don't think you're plural then that is completely valid and we support you

-@sagebrush-collective

thank you, I forgive you folks

I know it comes from good intentions ^^'

[sparks-theastronaut]

Platonic soulmates are real

[qjoronia]

[sparks-theastronaut]

I need everyone to see this

[sparks-theastronaut]

I hope this isnt mean or anything bc sometimes my tone can come off bad T~T

But I think its best to also just.. separate yourself from plural spaces for a while! I think being in a space where people could potentially push these ideas onto you (such as previous folks in your ask box) could also be dangerous. I think itd be best to take time away from either plural spaces or the internet in general, up to you- whether thats like muting tags abt plurality and curating your feed.

How you identify is truly up to you, and you shouldn't let other people try and tell you what you are. All we (and probably others as well online) want is for you to be happy and healthy! Please remember to care for yourself yeah? -F

thank you for this, though (respectfully, not meanly) I do want to stay within the community

I really find others' experiences very interesting and I have friends here, some I know IRL, so the area isn't really avoidable

I'm mentally separating myself from the space so I can properly think about myself and my place in the world and all that though

[sparks-theastronaut]

For me when I discovered I was part of a system I went through a lot of waning back and forth about whether it was true or not, but then I realized it made me feel more insane trying to force my thoughts into being singleish??? Than to just let them flow as multiple.

Idk if this helps at all. but I think you should just do what makes sense to you, after all it's your life to live!

I really am the opposite, putting my thoughts in 2nd person was a bit difficult

A little natural bc. Y'know. High imagination, just imagine another person, but not natural enough

It's easier to think in first person

[sparks-theastronaut]

Hey. So. I saw what people have been saying and I truly do understand where they’re coming from but I just wanted to add: you don’t have to be plural. You don’t have to be a system just because that’s what people expect from you. If it’s not something you think you are or something that makes you happy it’s not something you need to be. If you are plural then cool great! If you aren’t then cool great! If you’re somewhere in the middle or fluctuating back and forth cool great! If you wanna just ignore all this and go on with your life cool great! You should do and be whatever makes you happy. Cliche as it is, only you know how your own brain works, even if you don’t think you do. Don’t try to fit your life into boxes that don’t work.

I also feel like it’s important to add that it’s entirely fine if you change your mind. About anything! Use whatever terms or labels feel best. Don’t let others dictate what you do. Identity doesn’t have to be something that is forever the same.

Sorry this is so long when it’s all really me just telling you to “do whatever feels best for you” over and over.

I hope you have a great day!

:)

thank you so much

I'm really trying to make my existence less confusing and distressing so I can shift my focus to more important things, and peeling myself from the label of plural is a huge step in that direction I feel

Identity has always been something I struggled with but in the terms of names and pronouns and sexuality and whatever is up with my brain, but it's gotten more solid recently

I'm a mentally ill transmasc agender aroace gay dude and because of my recent fixation I may change my name to either Jon or Jedidiah

Labels were always way too important to me and I hope I can just sit in these ones for the school year so I'm not too worried about them all the time

If I go back to the idea of being plural it'll be because it got unavoidably obvious to me

[sparks-theastronaut]

I don't really like those other asks. I know they might be trying to help but it's just as valid to discover you're not plural after believing you are, as it is to discover you are plural after believing you aren't. Especially because plurality as a framework didn't help you

thank you, this is really important to me that you said this