A-sweet-desposition

~a journal for me~

[speakthroughsenses]

"Wait for someone kind.

Wait for someone respectful, not only in the beginning stages of the relationship when things are bright and beautiful, but also when things get hard. Wait for someone who respects your boundaries and does not force you to do things that you’re not willing or ready to do.

Wait for someone who is giving and does not keep count of the good things they do for you.

Wait for someone who challenges you mentally. Someone who inspires you to be a better person.

Wait for someone who takes their time to learn and understand you.

Wait for someone who is consistent with their efforts in showing you how much they care about you.

Wait for someone who wants to be part of your world, and wants you to be part of theirs.

Wait for someone who lets you know you’re on their mind, someone who checks in on you, someone who wants you to know that they care for you.

Wait for someone who is willing to commit to you, someone who is willing to choose you.

Wait for someone who makes love feel easy, calm. Like coming home.

Wait for someone sincere. Someone who doesn’t confuse you because their actions match their words. Wait for someone honest.

Wait for someone who does their absolute best to not hurt you, someone who strives to protect your heart.

Wait for someone who will choose you over and over and over again. Love is a choice you make every single day. You deserve to find the kind of person who shows up for what you share, someone who believes in it.

Wait for someone who’s not perfect, but rather, real. Perfect is an illusion. Real is where you find something rare and special.

Wait for someone who reminds you that love was always meant to be soft." –Maria Biñas

#ChooseLoveEveryDay ❤️❤️

[quotefeeling]

“The best relationship is when you two can act like lovers and best friends.”

— Unknown

[su-n-s-e-t]

[speakthroughsenses]

Mananatili Pa

Maari mawala ang kilig, maari mawala ang sigla.

Ngunit hindi ibig sabihin nawala na ang pag-ibig. Dahil hindi kilig ang tunay na sukatan ng pag-ibig. Dahil masasabi kong mahal mo ang isang tao kapag pinili mong manatili kahit na sa PINAKA mahirap at MAGULONG sitwayson. Dahil ang tungkulin ay ang damayan at samahan ang isa’t isa sa pinaka mabigat at mahirap na laban sa mundo.

Ang pagod napapawi, pero ang pagsisi,  pang habang buhay.

Kung napapagod ka magpahinga ka. Dahil ang totoong pahinga, ay nasa taong totoong nagmamahal.

Ang tunay na sukatan ng pagibig ay ang PANANATILI.

Dahil mas higit pa sa salitang MAHAL KITA ang salitang MANANATILI PA KO SAYO.

[speakthroughsenses]

11-08-20

why it feels the same?

anong pinag kaiba ng nagyon at sa january?

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If we wait until we're ready, we'll be waiting for the rest of our lives.

-Lemony Snicket

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Bebs#22

Dear Bebs,

We are totally insane.

I am very mad and angry today, not only because of my work but also because of you. in terms na sumabay ka sa init ng ulo at pagod ko. Why bebs?

Maliit na bagay nagiging malaki. Maliit na sita, dinadamdam mo. Paano mag-adjust. If you only knew kung gaano na ko napuno today. But then nsagad mo pasenysa ko. 

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Bumawi nmn ako agad after, takot kasi akong maiwanan mo. not in the mall but for lifetime. Kaya ko pa lang baliin ang pride ko just to make sure na uuwi tayong maayos uli. Yep, i just spent a total of 95aed for just a piece of cake and coffee for us. A piece offering. Even i don’t have much cash on hand at nagtitipid. Just to make you happy again. Okay na ko dun.

In the end. Love wins 

[thoughtkick]

Fall in love with someone who’s comfortable with your silence. Find someone who doesn’t need your words to know it’s time to kiss you.

[speakthroughsenses]

Dear bebs,

This is your fb story today. Just wondering kung gaano mo pa sya kamahal for not letting go. Hanggang sa panaginip.

Masakit, sobrang sakit! 

Ako nga katabi mo sa pag tulog but in your dreams i guess I was not there. Never been there.

How is that?!

Mahal mo ba talga ako?

[speakthroughsenses]

Morning Routine

Dear Bebs,

First time in my entire life na may ihahatid sa work. And I’m so lucky that it was you. Kahit gaano ka-late at gaano ka-aga ang gising para lang pagsilbihan ka in the morning, I will do. Kahit anong adjustment pa yan, kayang kaya. 

Because you deserve it and you don’t know how much I lOVE YOU.

I guess, this is the start.  And Lets start with forever. 

[itsmollienotmolly]

“She’s real. She’s so perfect at being imperfect and human, it makes me want to reach to the sky and pluck out a star, just for her to hold in her heart. This star would not outshine her, for she would outshine it with her beauty. She would outshine the star with her kindness. She’s someone you always long to be with. Someone who actually cares about life and what it’s about. Who cares about love.”

— A poem about her

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bebs #21

Dear bebs,

Bebs, you are enough. You have had far too many people come into your life and break your trust, and you have had far too many bad experiences. I wish I could rewind time and take those all away. to wipe all those tears. Anybody who tells you that you aren’t enough, is not worth of your time. Stop crying and don’t waste anymore tears to someone who never stands for you. Bebs, never settle. You have done enough settling in your life. I want you to love yourself and know how much you deserve. Because you deserve the world. I wish you saw yourself how I see you. And that is a strong, beautiful, smart, witty, funny, creative, artistic, caring young woman who can have anything in the world she desires. I want the absolute best for you. You think I’m judgmental, and it comes off that way at times, but I’m truly the most understanding person here on earth for you. I will support your happiness always, as long as you are truly happy, even if it’s not with me. I have seen you go through too much and don’t want you to settle less. You deserve so much. Know how you have helped me these years. Your presence has saved me from falling deeper into this darkness I find myself in. Just talking to you and spending time with you means the world to me. Don’t be so hard on yourself and think that you don’t deserve this much love I have for you. You think very little of yourself, and that makes me sad. Just, know how much I love you, and I would go to the ends of the earth to do whatever you need me to do. I will always be here for you.

[speakthroughsenses]

bebs #20

If the world walks out on you, if it lets you down, if it betrays you, if it’s just shit, I will be there. I am never going anywhere, got it?

[aesthetically-yellow-04-deactiv]

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missing my sunshine..

[friendly-animals]

(Source)

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two fav in one. so much love!

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bebs #19

Dear Bebs,

You have gone through so much in your life. And you have come through it alive. I want you to know how proud I am of you for all you have made it through in your life, and I want you to know “If I can get thru this, I can get thru anything.” ;) That has been proven to you. You are the hardest fighter I know. I wish I had come into your life earlier on in your life, but what’s important is that we met, and our bond is unbreakable. “Para sa araw- araw, ikaw at ikaw”

- yours

Bebs

[henrywinteris]

october.