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Ren, 27, she/her, TN 🐇 more info at listography.com/dwightfrye! Self ship account: @bunnyscientist (icon by @lakituslackitu on twitter, header by @tempural)

[speavy]

god, I found the Dwight Frye group on Facebook, and I was feeling really bold SO I POSTED MY SPEAVY ART + GUSHED ABOUT HIM and immediately felt embarrassed and anxious but the people there are so...welcoming...I love them so much!!! I love Dwight so much!!! but most importantly I love Speavy more than life itself!!!

[speavy]

I’M BACK, and strangely enough, it was extremely liberating to barely check social media. I’m gonna try to check here a lot less (haven’t decided if I’m gonna remake my twitter yet or not), but it’s very freeing to know I can live without social media and I really just wanna come on here because I want to, not because I need to. :*)

[speavy]

i just can’t deal with social media anymore. i deleted almost every account i had but re-activated them, just to realize that i got even more mentally fucked up by doing so. i feel so alone and unstable by being online. i’m really afraid i’m gonna hurt myself if this continues happening. obviously my safety matters more to me than anything else, so i’m just giving the heads up that i might deactivate here, too. i’ll probably lose touch with just about everyone and may not find some of you again, unless we’re irl friends. i just wanted to say i wish you all well. none of this is anyone’s fault, just the product of severe mental illness and the increasing toxicity of social media. take care.

[speavy]

finally, a decent ita bag for my fave! the keychains were made by miyadraws and bluprintsshop on etsy, while the buttons are by tigerseyeadventureco and the necklace is by imyourpresent (both also on etsy). the tsum plush was made by fujoshitting on twitter, and the bigger plush by @stitchybutton (with art inspo by @stitcheduptogether). i plan on commissioning more merch as well! look, i don’t care if people don’t understand the extent of this type of love for a fictional character, indulging in merchandise of the object of your fictional affections is absolutely liberating. especially if they’re super obscure and minor! plus, giving money to small businesses and indie artists is absolutely the best feeling in the world.

[speavy]

hashtag snack

[speavy]

in case you wanting to fckuing see almost every character I have wifed or relate to uhhh...here you go.

[speavy]

I dyed my hair dark again + buzzed it even more, but this is still an old selfie LMFAO, however, one I feel less bad about posting :^)

[speavy]

fujoshitting on Twitter made me a Speavy tsum-tsum style plush! It’s so well made and is a welcome addition to my growing collection. I highly recommend commissioning them!

[speavy]

“All I needed was a little more time…”

(Made this lil Speavy collage on my phone and decided to post it in case anyone else wanted to see it!)

[speavy]

keep 👏 mojito’s 👏 nose 👏 big 👏 you 👏 cowards 👏

[speavy]

I did a Mojito makeup test like, a month ago? I’ve since ordered actual blue face paint, a lace front wig, and better purple contacts. I’m kinda hoping on wearing this to Fanboy Expo in Knoxville, though I’m not sure I’ll finish it in time.

[dbsuniversezero]

Fanart day is here, and I am straying from my usual DBS oc drawings and instead doing fanart of great characters from dragon ball super.  Wanted to draw the Angel of Universe 9, Mojito.  Sure, he kinda seemed like a stuck up jerk when his universe got erased…but his universe was in pretty bad condition…so they had it coming.   Hope ya like!

Mojito belongs to Toriyama/Funimation

Sketch is mine

[knighthearts]

mojito doodle

[marypickfords]

Creature from the Black Lagoon (Jack Arnold, 1954)

[classicmovieglamour-blog]

Elsa Lanchester

[sailorghetto]

[speavy]

I’ve been horrifically unstable and depressed lately. Everyone who is close to me knows I have a schizophrenia-spectrum disorder, as well as BPD and generally just feel like shit a lot. Not to be weird, but my whole interest in Dwight Frye and Speavy has basically HELPED in this case, and I don’t owe anybody an explanation for it, but I just wanna say to ANYONE reading this:

It’s okay to love a character very much, to obsessive levels even, and no one can or should shame you for it. Yeah, it’s not an everyday thing for someone to be in love with a character to the point of commissioning art, buying items, constantly talking about them, or focusing on them above other “normal” interests, but if you’re not hurting anyone or yourself? Who the hell can tell you you’re doing something wrong?

In my personal experience, focusing on Speavy has pulled me out of moods that felt like I couldn’t crawl my way out of. I KNOW he’s not real, I KNOW his actor passed away a long time ago, but he lives on in my heart. The character is alive to me. I don’t want to delve too much into my personal life or problems, but pretending Speavy is there to guide me through them, to be with me in spirit, is something I can’t explain but I know it’s right. I know I’m not doing anything wrong with it. And neither are you.

If you’re like me, and you wanna talk about it: send me a message here or Twitter. I’ve got your back. I’m not gonna let cringe culture ruin people’s online experiences, and I’m not gonna let people feel like freaks.

I love you all!