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☾ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓇𝓃 𝒹𝓊𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓇𝒶, 𝒮𝑜 𝐼'𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹.𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝐼𝓂𝓂𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒶𝓁 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝐿𝑜𝓃𝒹𝑜𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼'𝓂 𝒶 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃'𝓉 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒. #OCRP #SPNRP #AHSRP #Descriptive #MatureContent #Multiverse/MultiShip ☽

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

It sent good shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes softly from the tingling sensation I was having that was all brand new. I held onto him tightly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded slowly and smiled ever so softly.

“I-Im yours..” I breathed out as I kept my arms around him

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Never..”

I smiled up at him as he carried me. My eyes were completely drawn to Spencer and nothing else. I was hooked to him as I played with the back of his hair slowly.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝒶𝒾𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

It sent good shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes softly from the tingling sensation I was having that was all brand new. I held onto him tightly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded slowly and smiled ever so softly.

“I-Im yours..” I breathed out as I kept my arms around him

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Never..”

I smiled up at him as he carried me. My eyes were completely drawn to Spencer and nothing else. I was hooked to him as I played with the back of his hair slowly.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝒸𝒽 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃.𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well I… I cleaned the house and the smell is my blood in the glass. It’s to thank you for.. well saving my life.” I blushed

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ? 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ? 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“It’s fine it builds back up. I can’t ever die from a scar or nothing. Only if something silver touches my heart. And no, thank you.”

I blushed and smiled at him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔’𝓈 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled a bit.

“I know, its reasons why I still did this. Cause you are so kind and I knew you were hungry.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽. 𝐻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐻𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens and laughed.

“I already love them. They are so sweet and adorable and fluffy.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I blushed softly as I cleaned up the kitchen and watching him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇, 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

It sent good shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes softly from the tingling sensation I was having that was all brand new. I held onto him tightly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded slowly and smiled ever so softly.

“I-Im yours..” I breathed out as I kept my arms around him

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

It sent good shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes softly from the tingling sensation I was having that was all brand new. I held onto him tightly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded slowly and smiled ever so softly.

“I-Im yours..” I breathed out as I kept my arms around him

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒽 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well I… I cleaned the house and the smell is my blood in the glass. It’s to thank you for.. well saving my life.” I blushed

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ? 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ? 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“It’s fine it builds back up. I can’t ever die from a scar or nothing. Only if something silver touches my heart. And no, thank you.”

I blushed and smiled at him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔’𝓈 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled a bit.

“I know, its reasons why I still did this. Cause you are so kind and I knew you were hungry.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽. 𝐻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐻𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens and laughed.

“I already love them. They are so sweet and adorable and fluffy.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

It sent good shivers down my spine as he whispered in my ear. I closed my eyes softly from the tingling sensation I was having that was all brand new. I held onto him tightly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒞𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝑜𝓃𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓈𝓁𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝒾𝓃. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well I… I cleaned the house and the smell is my blood in the glass. It’s to thank you for.. well saving my life.” I blushed

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ? 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ? 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“It’s fine it builds back up. I can’t ever die from a scar or nothing. Only if something silver touches my heart. And no, thank you.”

I blushed and smiled at him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔’𝓈 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled a bit.

“I know, its reasons why I still did this. Cause you are so kind and I knew you were hungry.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝑔𝒽. 𝐻𝑒 𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐻𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well I… I cleaned the house and the smell is my blood in the glass. It’s to thank you for.. well saving my life.” I blushed

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ? 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ? 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“It’s fine it builds back up. I can’t ever die from a scar or nothing. Only if something silver touches my heart. And no, thank you.”

I blushed and smiled at him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔’𝓈 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓉𝓊𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶 𝓈𝑒𝒶𝓉. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I leaned into his touch as I closed my eyes with a smile and blushed cheeks. I was for once, so relaxed and comfortable and happy.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓅𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝒶𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓁𝓌𝒶𝓎𝓈 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

The moment I felt us being imprinted, the closer I drew to him. The warmer I felt against him. Now I was bounded to him and I have no complaints at all.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹, 𝑀𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝓊𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒾𝓃𝓉𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well I… I cleaned the house and the smell is my blood in the glass. It’s to thank you for.. well saving my life.” I blushed

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 ? 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 ? 𝒾 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped when he kissed me but I immediately and softly kissed him back. I slowly put my fingers on his waist as he was kissing me. He was so soft and perfect, I couldn’t help it either.

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑔𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓅𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒾𝓃𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓂𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓉, 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I stopped singing and looked at him with a small smile.

“Oh! Spencer, I.. I made you something.” I said as I was sweaty from cleaning

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝒽𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I like it. It’s very vintage and… gorgeous.” I breathed that out as I leaned in his touch and added it because not only was the mansion beautiful but, so was he. I stayed close to him and looked up into his eyes as he rubbed my cheek.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝒮𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

A Moonlit Night

After a week already of being in @spencercallahan ‘s home, I decided to make myself useful. While he was in his study, I decided to clean the kitchen, sweep and mop the floors, clean the bathrooms and as well as take care of Apollo and Marco with some treats and cleaning their litter box. I didn’t wanna just seem as a free loader and besides, this would be my “thank you” to him for keeping me out of the eyes of the ringmaster and his men. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝓁𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑔𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓊𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝓌𝓇𝒾𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒾𝓉𝓎'𝓈, 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓌𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleaned everything top to bottom for him. I was sweating but it was for good work. I smiled softly and then started to make him some dinner as well. Spencer didn’t have to take me in but, he did. And Im eternallt grateful.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒 𝒶 𝒻𝑒𝓌 𝓂𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝓌𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I created his food with my blood and smiled from just doing a good job and not screwing anything up.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝑒𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

@spencercallahan

I ran passed him as it was raining and cold and I barely had any clothes on. I ran into a corner and turned into a ball.

[spencercallahan]

𝘐 𝘮𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘢 𝘣𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘶𝘮𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘰 𝘮𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘤𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳. 𝘐 𝘵𝘶𝘳𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘪 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸.𝘐 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘶𝘱 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘦𝘥 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯. 𝘐 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘮𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘧𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘢 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘳  𝘳𝘶𝘯 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘢𝘤𝘦. 𝘐 𝘴𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘭𝘺 𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘥𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘶𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮. “ 𝘏𝘦𝘭𝘭𝘰 𝘚𝘪𝘳 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked up at him with tears and moved back a bit from fear and then I relaxed seeing him. My breathing was quick and heavy as I shivered.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝓂𝓎 𝒿𝒶𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝒹𝓇𝒶𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝐼 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “ 𝑀𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝒲𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓎𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked over over at him and nodded slowly as I never knew someone could be so nice to me as give me a jacket. His blue eyes were mesmerizing at the same time. I remain quiet for a little longer for I stood up to face him with my golden eyes.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈  𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓁𝒹𝑒𝓃. 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝒾 𝒹𝑒𝒸𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓂𝒶𝓃 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I noticed his eyes change and I sighed in relief but rose an eyebrow at him. I spoke softly.

“Y-you aren’t human either?”

I felt more relaxed with him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒱𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝒸𝑒𝓃𝓉𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 460 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled softly back and took his hand.

“O-okay. A-are you sure you wanna waste your time w-w-with me?”

I said softly as I snuggled into the jacket and was closer to him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒲𝒶𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒮𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓈 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝐼 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝑜𝓇 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓊𝓅𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I nodded and smiled as I held onto his waist tightly. He was musclier but soft to the touch. I dug my head into him, my whole body pressed against him as he got himself ready. I kept smiling for once someone didn’t think he was a waste of time so far.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝓇𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒹𝓊𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓈𝒶𝒻𝑒. 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹 𝓊𝓈 𝓋𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝒾𝓉. “ 𝒲𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒. “  𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎, 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌, 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒾𝓃 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓅𝑒.

[spencercallahan]

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

Still holding onto Spencer, I looked around the room. It was antique but beautiful.

“W-wow!”

I said lightly as I checked out the place but I didn’t notice that I was holding him close to me as comfort and just cause I wanted to.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 460. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓎𝓅𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“460? I-I never would have guessed. I-I mean.. you are so handsom.. I mean young.”

I said softly and cleared my throat as I held onto him comfortly.

“But it’s beautiful in here.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝓎, 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊. 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒻𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓏𝑒𝓃 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒶 𝓉𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝒸𝑒𝓁𝓁𝓊𝓁𝒶𝓇 𝓅𝒽𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒾𝒾 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝑜𝓀𝓈. “

𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹.  “ 𝐼’𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at him and smiled softly as I only had slight shivers but, I don’t know if its from being cold or just his eyes making me give a good shiver down my spine.

“I-I I do love books. I-I don’t have friends so no use for a phone. But, you are so kind to me, th-thank you.”

I at least took off my wet shirt which showed that as a werewolf, my body was ripped.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒪𝒽 𝓃𝑜 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑒𝒶𝓇 𝒷𝑜𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝑜𝒻𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝓂𝑒𝒹. 𝒜 𝓋𝒶𝓂𝓅𝒾𝓇𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒾𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒, 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝓁𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝓂𝓎𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝓉𝑜𝑔𝑒𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled and my my arms around me for I never been shirtless in front of someone before, especially Spencer who was so charming and handsome.

“M-My name is Ryder.”

I spoke softly of my name. My chest, all musclier. My breathing was slightly heavy around him

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓊𝓇𝑔𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓃. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒, 𝒮𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 ? “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝒾𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I kept smiling and took a deep breath to even contain myself. I nodded as I followed him into the bathroom and stood there. It was just as beautiful as the last room. I began to unbutton my pants slowly when I made it inside

[spencercallahan]

𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒶𝓊𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓊𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝓃𝒸𝓎, 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒶 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒, 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒹𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒷𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝒷.

“ 𝐼’𝓁𝓁 𝑔𝑜 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷 𝒶 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽…𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓇𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Thank you, Spencer.”

I smiled as I took off my pants when I thought he wasnt looking. He was so sweet and caring and such a charmer. I was barenaked as I looked around and tip toed my foot into the bath. It was so warm. I was so used to cold showers so this was all new to me

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝒶𝓊𝓃𝒹𝓇𝓎 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝑒𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈𝓃’𝓉 𝑒𝓍𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝓃𝒶𝓀𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝒻 𝒾 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝒷𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑒𝒹𝑔𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝓃𝓀. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎, 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒽𝑜𝓅𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔.” 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓈 𝒻𝓇𝑒𝓈𝒽 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓉𝒽𝓈 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. 𝐼 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓁. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓅𝑜𝓌𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝒸𝓇𝑒𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒷𝒾𝑔𝑔𝑒𝓇. “ 𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝓌𝑜 𝒷𝓁𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈. “ 𝒟𝒾𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝓅𝒶 ? “ 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was relaxed for the first time in my life and when I heard him, I slightly jumped in the water but I blushed intensely. I wrapped my arms around myself cause I didn’t see myself as appealing or attractive. I saw him with the kittens and smiled more.

“They are so cute, I love kittens. This is all just… incredible.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈, 𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒟𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝓊𝓎𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇. 𝒯𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒻𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓈 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜. “ 𝐼 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled softly seeing him with his “babies”

“Marco and Apollo? Those are neat names.”

I started washing myself and playing with the bubbles and chuckling from it

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇. “  𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓎 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂.

“ 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓊𝒷𝒷𝓁𝑒𝓈, 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I um… never had these before. Never been in a bath before. It looks like its.. fit for royalty.”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹. “ 𝒲𝑒𝓁𝓁….𝐼 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝑜𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉, 𝐼’𝓂 𝒶 𝓅𝓇𝒾𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒦𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝒽…𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒, 𝐸𝓋𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒾𝑔𝒽𝑒𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎, 𝐼𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓈𝑒𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒾’𝓂 𝒶 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝑜…𝒪𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝐼 𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“O-oh! Yo-your majesty.. I mean, Spenc.. I mean.. you.. you really want me to stay here? I.. I don’t know why me?”

I was shocked. I was IN the presence of royalty and now I figured there is no way he would want a street rat such as I. I jumped up and then covered my body with my hands embarrassed and then wrapped the lower half of my body with a towel.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜, 𝓃𝑜 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝓇 𝒮𝓅𝑒𝓃𝒸𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝒻𝒻. 𝐼 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓈𝓉𝓇𝑒𝑒𝓉 𝓇𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑜𝓊𝓈, 𝒥𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍 𝑒𝓃𝒿𝑜𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝓉𝒽… 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹𝓈, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒸𝒽𝑜𝑜𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝓈𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓁𝒶𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“You… oh, you can read.. well, Im used to it, Spencer. I.. Im.. used to it.”

I said as I sighed. Then I thought of how handsome Spencer was and how sweet he was.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝓅𝓇𝑜𝓉𝑒𝒸𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈𝓈!!!! 𝒪𝑜𝑜𝓅𝓈 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽𝓉𝓈.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I cleared my throat and then chuckled.

“Look at you cussing. But, again, thank you for everything already.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐻𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝓈𝓁𝒾𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝓈𝒽𝒽 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝒫𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒷𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓁𝓊𝓈 𝒾𝓉 𝑔𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I.. I would love that.”

I smiled at him as my eyes twinkled for the first time in forever

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓂𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓅𝒶𝓇𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈 𝒹𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝒶𝓂𝑒. “ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓈𝑒𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃, 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒶 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒞𝒶𝓁𝓁𝒶𝒽𝒶𝓃 𝑀𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝓉 𝒹𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑒𝓉’𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼’𝓂 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝓎 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.”

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I chuckled as I got dressed all nicely which is brand new for him. I couldn’t help but smile happier. I feel different. I followed him down to the kitchen and dining room and sat down. I felt so small with everything so beautiful and huge

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝑒. “ 𝒜𝓇𝑒 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝐻𝓂𝓂𝓂 ? 𝒫𝒶𝓅𝒶 𝒽𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓁𝒾𝓉𝓉𝓁𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒸𝒶𝓉𝓈 𝒹𝒾𝓃𝓃𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝒾𝓇𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂. “ 𝑅𝓎𝒹𝑒𝓇 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓃𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝒶 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I followed his voice into the kitchen and lean against the wall.

“U-ummm that rare steak sounds good to me.. althought if you have grains and.. well moldy bread, I wont mind eating it.. Im used to those too.”

I shrugged and crossed my musclier arms

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝑒𝒶𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓇𝒹 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓁𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓎 𝐼 𝒶𝓈𝓀 𝒹𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀 ? 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓂𝒶𝓏𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒾𝓉 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝑜𝒹. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“I-I like it rare too, bloodier the better.”

I smirked a bit playful. I don’t know if I ever will get use to this treatment.

“Thats called a fridge, Spence.”

I smiled and chuckled

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒮𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒶 𝓇𝒶𝓌 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 ? 𝐼 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓉𝓈, 𝐼 𝓇𝑒𝒻𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹. “ 𝐼 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒷𝑜𝓍 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝓊𝓁𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒜 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝒹𝑔𝑒 ? 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶 𝓅𝑒𝒸𝓊𝓁𝒾𝒶𝓇 𝓃𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑜𝓍. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Well…. I… I do.. well, I usually do when Im starving.”

I sighed and put my head down.

“The ringmaster would give me the bread and wheats as an everyday meal… but.. he was starving me.. so that when people would.. see how he treated all of us or inspectors came in I would…”

I closed my eyes and sat down.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒹𝒶𝓂𝓃 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒹𝒶𝓃𝑔 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒸𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓂𝑒𝒶𝓃 𝒾𝓉 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇. “ 𝐼 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒷𝒶𝒷𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒.

“ 𝒮𝑒𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼’𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝐼 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓃𝒾𝒸𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝓃𝓀𝓎 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝐼 𝒹𝑜 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝑒𝓃𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝓇 𝒾’𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝒸𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝓇𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝓊𝓃𝒶 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Rare is fine to me Spencer, I promise. I would rather have it that way then cooked.” 

I was getting hungry as my eyes glowed yellow. 

“Please hurry..”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓂𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇, 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝒸 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝓃𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝓇𝒶𝓏𝓎 𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓃𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝒶 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓇𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒.

“ 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓇𝓊𝓁𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝑜𝓂𝑒, 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝒹𝓈 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “  𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒽𝒾𝓈𝓉𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓃𝓈, 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒹𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked at the steak and then watched you walk away which already hurt me, I don’t know why, but it did. My eyes still glowing

“That’s why I asked you to hurry… I don’t wanna hurt you nor anyone..” 

I sighed as I devoured the steak in minutes flat. Blood oozing down my mouth and chin. My eyes finally stopped glowing as I took a moment back to let myself be a man again.. not an animal or monster that I was. I just dropped to the floor and immediately began to cry. Something is wrong with me and I can barely control it. 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓊𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒, 𝐵𝓁𝑜𝑜𝒹 𝒹𝓇𝒾𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅. 𝐼 𝑔𝓇𝒶𝒷𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶 𝓃𝒶𝓅𝓀𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒾𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝑜𝓊𝓉𝒽 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒶 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓁𝓎 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓇𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑔𝑜𝓉 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝑜𝓃 𝓂𝓎 𝓀𝓃𝑒𝑒𝓈. “ 𝐻𝑒𝓎, 𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉’𝓈 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓃 ? “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I had my hands to my head, I was shaking and in tears. 

“I can’t control it…he was right, I’m just an animal that needs to be caged. I can still  hear him!” 

I cried out and growled. I covered my face as I cried

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶 𝓃𝑜𝒷𝑜𝒹𝓎 𝒶𝓃 𝒿𝑒𝓇𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀𝓈 𝒽𝑒’𝓈 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝑜𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝑜 𝐼 𝓆𝓊𝒾𝒸𝓀𝓁𝓎 𝓅𝓁𝒶𝒸𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃. 𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓃𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓈 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓁𝓊𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒜𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝒾𝓈𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓂𝑒𝓂𝑜𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑔𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓉𝑜.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I felt my pain go away but then saw Spencer screaming. I jumped and crawled to him. “Spencer! No!” I craddled him into my arms and immediately made it warm and soft for him. I started to wonder why he took my pain? Why me for this? 

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝓅𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹, 𝐼 𝒸𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝒻𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝒾𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝒾𝑒𝓃𝒹 𝑜𝒻 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁. 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒷𝓊𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒶𝒸𝑒 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Spencer! Shhhh shhhh let it go! let it go! Y-you didn’t have to take that… Im sorry…” I held him tightly and rubbed his back. 

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝑅𝓇𝓇𝓇…. 𝐼..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝐼..𝐼𝓉 𝒽𝒶𝒽𝒶 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓁𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓈𝑜 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝓎 𝓎𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽𝒽!!!! 𝐼…𝒾’𝓂 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓁𝑒𝓉𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒩…𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇!!! “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝓁𝑒𝓃𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓈𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“Stop! you don’t deserve it!!” 

I don’t know what to do. I felt guilty. I just gave him more pain. my only thing I did was look at him and just without thinking, I just kissed him softly.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒩𝑜…𝒩𝑜! 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉 𝑒𝒾𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝒜𝒽𝒽𝒽..𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝒾𝓉!!! “ 𝐼 𝒸𝓊𝓇𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓂 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒. 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝒹𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

When I kissed him, I felt something. An impulse. An imprint on him. It was a rush. I pulled away moments afterwards and I just stood frozen. Like a statue.

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝓃𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒷𝑒𝒻𝑜𝓇𝑒, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝓇𝑜𝓂 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝐼 𝒶𝒷𝓈𝑜𝓇𝒷𝑒𝒹. 𝐼 𝓌𝑒𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝑒𝓃𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓊𝓅 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓈𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝑜𝓊𝓉.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped and then just held him close and sighed. I picked him up and laid him on the closest couch nearby. I put a blanket on him and then run my hand through my hair.

“Oh what have I done? Oh what is wrong with me?” I spoke softly

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓂𝓊𝓂𝒷𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓂𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒, 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓂𝓅 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒸𝓊𝒹𝒹𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝓂𝑒. 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓌𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝑜𝓊𝓁𝒹 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓂𝑒 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁 𝒷𝑒𝓉𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝒶𝑔𝒶𝒾𝓃.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was worried and nervous. I didn’t know what was really happening. I just sighed, kissed his head and shooked my head. “I’m so sorry. Im just a burden.” I went over to a sink and gave him a glass of water. Then, I ran to the bathroom and grabbed my old clothes. I didn’t wanna do this but. I didn’t wanna put Spencer in any more pain. So I started to take off my shirt again

[spencercallahan]

𝑀𝓎 𝑒𝓎𝑒’𝓈 𝑒𝓎𝑒𝓈 𝓈𝓊𝒹𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓅𝑒𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒻𝑒𝓁𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂, 𝒾 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓅𝑒𝒶𝓀 𝒾𝓃𝓈𝒾𝒹𝑒 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝓂𝒾𝓃𝒹. “ 𝒜𝒻𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓋𝑒 ? 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒾𝓉 𝒽𝓊𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑔𝑜𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝓇𝓊𝓃 𝑜𝓊𝓉. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃, 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I turned around to see him and I took his hands. “N-no no no I-I don’t want to. You are kind, and thoughtful and been incredibly good to me when I don’t deserve it. I just.. I don’t wanna bring you pain or suffering. Seeing what happened to you I… I couldn’t bare you being hurt.”

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝑒𝑒𝓅 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒹𝑒𝓈𝑒𝓇𝓋𝑒 𝒾𝓉,𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜 𝓈𝑜 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓂𝓊𝒸𝒽. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶 𝒷𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃, 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓇𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝓁 𝓂𝑜𝓃𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇, 𝒮𝑜 𝓅𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎. “ 𝐼 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈 𝓉𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉. 

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gasped from him holding my hands tight. I was barely clothed and I kept looking at him and back at the door and back at him again. “Y-you don’t know that.. what I have done is inexcusable. And just.. you going through my pain, I just.. I couldn’t bare seeing you yelling and screaming in pain. I-I’m supposed to be alone, caged, thrown…” I shut my eyes tightly from reciting what the ringmaster said how he is

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝑔𝑜 𝑜𝒻 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓃𝒹𝓈. “ 𝐹𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝑔𝑜, 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃, 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝓂𝒶𝓀𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓈𝑜𝓂𝑒𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎. 𝒴𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑜𝓃𝑒 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽 𝒶 𝓈𝒶𝒹 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓌𝒶𝓃𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽 𝓂𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒻𝒾𝓃𝑒. “ 𝐼 𝓉𝓊𝓇𝓃𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓌𝒶𝓁𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

“W-wait… Spencer.” I just ran up and hugged behind him. “I-I just don’t know what to do…”

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅𝓅𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝒽𝑒 𝒽𝓊𝑔𝑔𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑒, 𝐼 𝒹𝒾𝒹𝓃’𝓉 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓌𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝒶𝓎 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝐼 𝒽𝒶𝓋𝑒 𝓅𝓊𝓉 𝓂𝓎 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝒾𝓃𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓃 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝑒𝑜𝓅𝓁𝑒 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂𝓈𝑒𝓁𝓋𝑒𝓈. “ 𝒲𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒹𝑜 𝒾𝓈 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓅𝓊𝓈𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 𝒶𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒻𝑒𝑒𝓁𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓈𝑜𝓇𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒶𝒷𝑜𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝒶𝒹. 𝒴𝑒𝓈 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝒾𝓉’𝓈 𝒽𝒶𝓇𝒹 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓉𝑜𝑜𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒾𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼’𝓂 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓃’𝓉 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝑜𝓃𝓁𝓎 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓂𝑒 2% “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I took a deep breath and nodded.

“I-Im sorry… I’m just never used to someone being so nice to me… I will put in my effort to.. be more cheerful and thankful.”

I placed my head on his back and just tried to relax against him.

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓃𝑒𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓀𝓃𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝒶𝒸𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓀𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝒴𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃 𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓂𝒶𝓁, 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝓂𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 𝑔𝒾𝓋𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝑒𝓃𝑜𝓊𝑔𝒽 𝒸𝓇𝑒𝒹𝒾𝓉. 𝐼 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝒶𝓇𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒹 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔𝑒𝓇 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓈𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈, 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝓇𝑒𝓌 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓉 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝓌𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝓅 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓃𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓇𝓉 𝓁𝒾𝓀𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻 𝒷𝑒𝒸𝒶𝓊𝓈𝑒 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝒸𝒶𝓃 𝐼 𝒾𝒻 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝒹𝑜𝓃’𝓉 ? “ 𝐼 𝓅𝒶𝓉𝓉𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝒶𝒸𝓀 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I looked down and nodded and sighed. It’s hard since everything I heard everyday was that I was a monster. But, I will try to think of better outlooks

[spencercallahan]

“ 𝐼𝓉’𝓈 𝓁𝒶𝓉𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝐼 𝒾𝓂𝒶𝑔𝒾𝓃𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝒶𝓉 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓂𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒷𝑒 𝓉𝒾𝑒𝓇𝑒𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝓁𝑒𝓉 𝓂𝑒 𝓈𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓉𝑜 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂. “

𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I gave a soft smile back up at him and nodded as I followed him to my chambers

[spencercallahan]

𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝒾𝓃 𝒽𝒶𝓁𝓁 𝓌𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒹𝑜𝓊𝒷𝓁𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝒸𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝑀𝒶𝓇𝒸𝑜 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒜𝓅𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜 𝒻𝑜𝓁𝓁𝑜𝓌𝑒𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝒽𝒾𝓃𝒹. 𝐼 𝓈𝑜𝒻𝓉𝓁𝓎 𝒸𝒽𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓉𝒸𝒽𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓅𝑜𝓊𝓃𝒸𝑒 𝓊𝓅 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈.

“ 𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓈𝑜 𝓉𝒾𝓃𝓎 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒷𝒾𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓁𝑒𝒶𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔. “

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I smiled down at the kittens.

“They are precious.” I added as I yawned softly and laid my head on his chest

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝓅𝒾𝒸𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝒾𝓈𝓈𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹. “ 𝐼𝓃𝒹𝑒𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓎 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝑜 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊, “ 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝐼 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝓇𝒾𝑒𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝓊𝓅𝓈𝓉𝒶𝒾𝓇𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓉𝑜 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝒶𝓂𝒷𝑒𝓇𝓈 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒸𝒽 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓌𝒾𝓃𝑔. 𝒜𝓈 𝓌𝑒 𝒽𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝒹 𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓈𝒶𝓌 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑜𝑜𝓂 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓌𝑒𝓁𝓁 𝓉𝑜𝓀𝑒𝓃 𝒸𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝑜𝒻 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝒿𝓊𝓈𝓉 𝒶𝓈 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓇𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇.

[amidnightnightmare-blog]

I was shocked from the kiss on my head and him picking me up but I didn’t complain. I just rested and blushed in his arms. I looked around the room. I loved how it didn’t age, I love classics and antiques.

“This is… beautiful.” I stayed close to his chest in his arms

[spencercallahan]

𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓊𝓈 𝓉𝑜 𝑜𝓁𝒹 𝒻𝒶𝓈𝒽𝒾𝑜𝓃, 𝐼 𝓌𝒶𝓈 𝓉𝓇𝓎𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝑜 𝑔𝑜 𝓂𝑜𝒹𝑒𝓇𝓃 𝒷𝓊𝓉 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝒹 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓌𝒶𝓎 𝓂𝓎 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓇 𝓌𝒶𝓈. 𝐼 𝓈𝓂𝒾𝓁𝑒𝒹 𝓂𝑜𝓇𝑒 𝒶𝓈 𝒾 𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓁𝓁 𝒽𝑒𝓁𝒹 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓈𝒶𝓉 𝓊𝓈 𝑜𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝒹 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝓀𝑒𝓅𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒸𝓁𝑜𝓈𝑒. “ 𝒯𝒽𝒶𝓃𝓀 𝓎𝑜𝓊, 𝐼 𝒶𝓂 𝒶 𝒷𝒾𝓉 𝓈𝓉𝓊𝒸𝓀 𝒾𝓃 𝓉𝒽𝑒 𝓅𝒶𝓈𝓉. “ 𝐼 𝓁𝑜𝑜𝓀𝑒𝒹 𝒹𝑜𝓌𝓃 𝒶𝓉 𝒽𝒾𝓂 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒷𝑒𝑔𝒶𝓃 𝓉𝑜 𝓇𝓊𝒷 𝒽𝒾𝓈 𝒸𝒽𝑒𝑒𝓀.