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ADHD culture is saying “what?” when you heard the question someone asked you but… It didn’t fucking… Register… In the brain? And then you hear the question before they ask again and interrupt them when they’re talking because now you’re An Asshole™ who understands

Someone: Hey what time is it?

Me: What?

Someone: Wha-

Me: It’s 3:20

#.about #.aesthetic

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Rumor Has It...

Send rumor has it to my inbox to receive two true things…one rumor…and one lie that your character could believe about my character.

Example: I play Seamus, I send “Rumor Has It…” to Draco’s inbox. Draco’s player provides two facts about their character, one rumor that Seamus may have heard, and one lie that Draco could/would have told him (for a total of four).

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SEAMUS FINNIGAN

BLOOD STATUS: half-blood HOGWARTS HOUSE: Gryffindor BIRTHDAY: 14 April 1980 (40) OCCUPATION: Catholic Priest STATUS: UNINFECTED

How does a boy who grows up a gay wizard wind up a Catholic priest? Take the drunken revels after a friend’s wedding, a heavy dose of war trauma, a best-friend-turned-lover with whom he really hasn’t sorted things out properly, add an elopement, and stir. It wasn’t really a surprise when everything with Dean fell apart after they’d sobered up the next day. Nor was it a surprise when Seamus reacted by retreating to the family home at the old McKinnon Magical Horse Farm and moped-around until he stumbled into seminary. That didn’t exactly bring clarity – but it brought a kind of peace, of at least an absence of anything worse. It’s easier not to think about the trauma of everything he went through when he keeps to the outskirts of the Wixen World, only dropping-in for a pint with a friend now and again (and doesn’t speak to Dean at all – although maybe if he did he’d realize they’re still technically married). Now things are going bad, it’s drawing him back…ready or not.

FACECLAIM: James McAvoy // Dylan O’Brien

#bio #I love this so much

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Hurts cause it’s true 🙄

There’s a church with the lights on behind them so Seamus turns to his free-bed-for-tonight and says, “Kiss me.”

He doesn’t say help me blaspheme –but that is implied. He still wears a cross, even though his knees haven’t touched a pew in years. Lately, the only time he’s stepped into a church is to light a candle late at night.

But this night he wants to spit in its face, catch the water no fire for every momentarily frill it forced him to wear as a child.

But a kiss will do. Maybe. Probably.

The boy laughs and kisses him. Seamus laughs because this man is older then Seamus by at least five years but in the glossy late night glow of London there’s something young about him. Muggle, his mind supplies and Seamus is drunk enough that he almost calls him that, right there on the sidewalk at three forty in the morning.

“Mugs, damn, you can do better than that.” He says instead and the muggle tries, he does. Seamus tries to remember that later when he’s crammed onto half-a-twin with the other man smothering him with his body. Seamus right foot twinges. He kicks the air and the muggle mutters against Seamus’ neck. Seamus stops moving.

It feels, for a moment, so much like the room of requirement–where comfort often came from the simple act of leaning into one another at night. His foot kicks out again and the arm that wraps around his middle is smothering. His head starts to pound, just behind his left eye.

Its almost six am when the need to see the others drives him from bed. He pulls away from free-bed, stumbles onto his knee with a whispered curse. It’s nothing, his foot was asleep from being sandwiched down so long. Thats it. Thats all.

There’s a coffee shop Lavender goes to. Or maybe its Parvati. Or maybe it’s both. It’s a good place to start, anyway, and far more subtle then pounding on a door going, you’re alright, aren’t you?

And far, far, better then saying, You’re alright, aren’t you? Because I am not.

#sp #sample #headcanon