#tw depression

[bluielinavalentina]

…Simpson fans…I needed a break….and I don’t want to talk about anything…but…just for like today or 2….its just that I haven’t get enough rest and….i have been crying….all day…and I just need some time….to be alone….otherwise….things will not do good for me and I don’t want to end up on doing something..but I just needed a break….💔💔💔….

[hanasnx]

to this day, legend says he’s still sick

i was very depressed

[hahajax]

i think im genuinely going insane and i have no idea what to do. the past few years of my life have been quite downhill, and i seriously dont know of any way to make things better. for now i'll see things out, i'm getting a new pc soon so that'll help with avoiding my major issues for the time being, and i can even see if theres any reason to be hopeful too. not in a good space rn and i doubt itll get better, but theres honestly not much i can do, ive tried to try making things better for so long and have always consistently ended up failing. i guess i do have a little bit of hope left, which is why im not gone right now, but its quite faint and honestly it's probably on its last few cycles of hope and despair. ive just given up at this point, really only going wherever my fuckass brain feels like taking me. i doubt itll be good but i havent been able to successfully fight it even once so theres not much im really able to do anymore

[thenextchapterbegins]

"i hate this feeling i sometimes get that despite near drowning in attention i still feel like im drowning in lonelyness."

[everydayistheendoftheworld]

every 2-3 months i return to my blade. i stay for a day or two but it is the most peaceful i ever feel. on other days i think i might just crumble under the weight of the endless sky. i have been much happier these last two years. i never thought i would dream of death again. but here i am. i did not think i would live beyond 18 but here i am. it is comforting to be reminded that no matter what i will always have death lingering at my door. waiting as if i have forgotten something. it is comforting to know that even after all this time, all this recovery, there will always be something wrong, unfixable, and unloveable within me. something so rotten that only death understands. only death waits. only death loves. i know i am a person but it is only the days on which the blood seeps through my scars that i feel alive. most days i feel either anxious or numb and i cannot decide which is better. at least the anxiety makes my pain visible. at least there can be witnesses. at least somebody hears the tree when it falls.

[venom-and-vodka]

i think my new antidepressants are working

life feels a little lighter today, and the sun is a little brighter ✨

[foxlungz]

Working all day and coming back to a house that makes you fucking miserable feels as though there is no escapism and I don’t know much more I can take of this endless repetition with no end in sight

[mikeandwillsweddingofficiant]

when your kid is lowkey depressed but it’s okay because all teenagers feel like that