One year off T! (Check in)
So even tho this all started as a kink, I stopped T June 18 2025 and it's now August 2 2016, so a lil over a year.
I haven't been growing my hair or trying too hard to pass as fem again, I kinda wanna see how I feminize naturally off T for a bit.
-I go by she/her again even at work
- even tho i still dress masc i still wear nightgowns and juicy couture stuff at home, and i always go out with a purse
- I only use the women's restrooms again
- my skin has gotten much softer almost like pre-T
-my shape has gotten a lot more feminine honestly, my hips show more. My thighs are bigger. My face is pretty feminine now too. My bestie who's pretty recent in my life saw pre T photos and said I basically look the exact same.
-to me my only issues are my voice and hair (masc hairline and thinning hair from the T) even tho I had top surgery I don't see it as a huge issue
-been looking at training bras bc my tiddies have been kinda coming back, just slightly but with every period they get wayyy more sensitive and my nips can sometimes even feel leaky
-INSANE baby fever that increases during ovulation and my period and just.... stays that intense. As someone who NEVER wanted kids, I want SO badly to be a mother and a wife😩
-that said, I've been hooking up w men and that's been great! Condoms are so disappointing thooo 😭😭😭 so I'm changing docs to get BC
-I didn't tell my fam I'm exactly detransitioning but they suspect so/kinda know.
- I go by my birth name now
Sooooo uhm yeah! I genuinely just feel female like any other cis girl, just looking a lil bit different LMAO. Def feel much softer and just girly and I've been loving just being myself and living as a girl tbh! It's rlly nice not being in public worried abt having a cunt in my pants or for my safety bc.... well I'm a girl 💕 annnnnd I do get misgendered as male more than being called a girl in public rn but no one pays any attention to me in bathrooms or anything :) it just feels nice to relax I guess? I'm not pretending to be a man or wtv