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i wish I was a fictional character like Jax or Uzi. I'm weird and lowkey kinda toxic but the fandom loves me anyway. Some people absolutely hate my guts a wish I was dead but it doesn't matter cus I'm a fictional character and I just don't exist. I wanna see all the cool headcanons people come up with, all the fanfics written about me, all the ships I'm involved in. I wanna see if people think I'm insufferable or if I'm written well enough to be liked despite that.
Twin. I'm pushing big teens tho😥 it's getting serious (• ▽ •;)
Shits getting scary twin 😭 gonna have to start thinking about college and my future soon, blegh gross
How old are yew? :O (If ur comfortable 👍)
minor age 😛 I'm not YOUNG but I'm not an adult 👍 not that sharing my age would really kill me but giving a number makes me look way younger than I feel 🥲
i want the summer to end already so I can go back to torturing myself physically
Until then all I can do is torture my favorite fictional characters and write them doing the shit that I wish I could do rn
lowkey kinda forget that I have tumblr sometimes
my dad gave me a Stephen King book to read 👍 to make me tired I guess Idk
lokirkenuinely have been trying to sleep and I can't. My brain won't shut uppppp it keeps on thinking >:(
I know it takes me a while to fall asleep but I GOT TO BED AT 9:30 AND ITS ALMOAT 11:30 RN FKS IAHDPFNLA
styxvii released a new song like 2 days ago and I just found out about this how dare I 😭
wanna post my fandom stuff and be normal but I also have no other community other than jiraiblr so if I left it I'd kinda feel lost
just started my friggin 🩸 and I'm not even at home 🧍
the way that I absolutely yearn for a sapphic platonic-borderlining-on-romantic relationship hurts bc i can never have it and I have nobody to blame but myself for the inability.
ngl i wish i would just stop talking. just stop saying anything. cus everytime i speak i just seem to hurt or annoy someone, and everytime i should apologize i use my words to double down instead.
i wonder how the people i love think about me.
do they secretly want me dead, or do they secretly have a crush on me? do they wish i was less annoying or quieter or not as loud about my identity? do they hope i get worse, or do they hope that i get better? do they wish that i would just stop speaking to them so they don't have to do the hard work, or do they wish i would speak to them more? do they wish i was just normal, or maybe even weirder? do they wish i was someone else entirely, or perhaps didn't exist at all? do they wish i would change for the better, or do they like me how i am now? do they wish that i was just the weird little girl they once knew me as, or do they wish i was always the weird and confused boy i am now? do they think they can help me, or change me? or do they think that there is nothing that can help in the first place? do they want to leave me, or maybe get closer?
i wonder if the people i love ask the same questions about me. i wonder if the people i love even care enough to do so. i wonder if the people i love love me.
and i wish i could just know these answers. i wish i could just read their minds and know how they feel about me. i wish i had maybe a paragraph or perhaps even a whole book on how they feel about me. but i know that if i did, i would just get hurt. i would just feel worse.
and yet, i still wonder.
I wake up and immediately remember the fact that I sent a pic on that disc server so my mind immediately goes to They Will Dox You And Ruin Your Life territory so now I have to frantically scroll Tumblr to make sure that no one did or else I will kms 😛
they're probably gonna talk shit about me now that I left and I low-key deserve it and they're probably in the right for doing so but it still hurts to think about, esp since I'm gonna overthink this shit for as long as I live now
chat I did it. crisis over. I can now rest.
*proceeds to overthink about this exact moment for years to come*
yo can someone be mean to me (but not too mean or I will start crying) and yell at me to stop being a pussy and just send the damn apology so I can leave the damn server and stop hurting people I don't even know online? K thanks