can you save my heavydirtysoul?

there's an infestation in my mind's imagination

[spiralallthewaydown]

when i see the devil's eyes

a current travels down my spine

he found me

seems as though i've lost again

a story told ad nauseam

he found me

maybe once or twice or three

he's tried his hand at drowning me

but i'm still on fire

at least, i'm pretty sure

when i see the devil's eyes

i'll look away and smile wide

you found me

'cause then i'll know you're also there

'cause proof is in the adversere

you found me

a drag path etched in the surface

as evidence i left there on purpose

a sad sack laying on the surface

can you find me?

i dug my heels into the gravel

as evidence for you to unravel

a drag path, etched in the surface

can you find me?

[woodlouseandbird]

has relationship ocd

enters relationship

experiences ocd symptoms.........

how could this happen

[jessesajoke]

Having OCD and a partner who you love and you are trying very hard to have a good relationship with despite your own mental health issues is weird because I'm sitting here miserable telling myself I'm unworthy of love and I shouldn't even try to earn it and meanwhile there is a wonderful woman sitting at home loving me despite me being myself and doing nothing to earn it

[saintofstrays-s]

Do you crave my kisses, or do you just need your lips to be kissed?

Darling, tell me, is it my touch that you seek, or are you unbearably afraid of the cold?

Oh, forgive my question, I know it must hurt to stand in front of it.

But I cannot escape it.

It hammers down on me every single time our skins melt into one.

[tremendously-crazy]

heh heh... alright guys it was funny now when will the feeling that deep down i'm a terrible person and everyone secretly hates me go away

[drunk-danny]

2am OCD spiral be like

obsessing over what obsessions I have so I can better identify them so I can stop compulsively overanalyzing my thoughts/emotions

[mer-cur-i]

wish I didn’t have relationship ocd …

[sbigbug]

nooo r-ocd don't make me think evil thoughts as soon as i wake up and whenever i try to sleep

[spiralallthewaydown]

i'm semi-automatic

my prayer's schizophrenic

i'm semi-automatic

my prayer's schizophrenic

i'm semi-automatic

my prayer's schizophrenic

[spiralallthewaydown]

night falls, with gravity

the earth turns, from sanity

taking my only friend i know

he lives a lie, his name is Hope

i'm never what i like

i'm double-sided

and i just can’t hide

'cause i'm twisted up, i'm twisted up, inside my mind

the horrors of the night melt away

under the warm glow of survival of the day

then we move on, my shadow grows taller along with my fears

and my frame shrink smaller as night grows near

[spiralallthewaydown]

i’ll be right there

but you’ll have to grab my throat and lift me in the air

if you need anyone

i’ll stop my plans

but you’ll have to tie me down and then break both my hands

if you need anyone

[spiralallthewaydown]

i'm in the business of losing your interest and i turn a profit each time that we speak

[pup-purgatory]

[mentaltimetraveller]

Roni Horn Seizure of Hope

Hauser & Wirth

21 May 2026 to 1 August 2026

[your-first-priority]

Oh to be someone's sure thing

[thoughtkick]

“You cannot make everyone think and feel as deeply as you do. This is your tragedy … because you understand them, and they do not understand you.”

— Daniel Saint

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