꩜...leave me.. alone

ɴɪɴᴀʜ ʀᴘ ʙʟᴏɢ🌀

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ.. ᴇɴᴅ… ᴏꜰ ᴏᴜʀ ꜱ-ꜱᴘɪʀᴀʟɪɴɢ.. ᴘᴇʀɪʟ… ᴀʟʟ ᴡᴇ’ʟʟ ꜰɪɴᴅ ɪꜱ.. ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ.”

hi hi! This is my first time making an rp blog. I’ve seen LOTS of people doing these rp blogs and I wanted to try it out :3

introducing my semi self-insert of a NINAH Oc Spiral :33

other NINAH OC blog (Nemoy/Mute gardener): @mute-gardener-rp

I will ALWAYS refer to her as 🌀

WARNING! I’M NOT THE BEST WRITER! So many apologies if my writing isn’t exactly the best (-.-‘)

MOD DOES NOT SUPPORT MOST OF CHARACTER’S ACTIONS!

blog will contains sensitive topics such as self harm, suicide, violence, gore (?), child trauma, etc.

Character talks in “double quotes”. Mod talks in [green brackets] or //double forward slash (in tags/comments)

RULES

NO NSFW! DON’T BE MEAN TO MOD OR ANYONE INTERACTING. yada yada. Basically all the rules on my main acc

Reference sheet:

(Left is current, right is default)

Songs that best fit her [PLAYLIST FORM]:

About her

Name: Spiral

Real name: Shylee

Alias: Spiraling girl, Spiral, Swirl

Nicknames: Spi, Fibonacci, ‘pretty one’ (more will come up soon :3)

Age: 20 (Birthday is 4/7)

Height: 5’9”

Weight: 130 lbs / 58 kg

Sex: Female

Gender Identity: Demigender (Pomogender?)

Sexuality: Aegosexual and bi (fem pref)

Pronouns: she/her (you can use any pronouns honestly)

Species: Human

Personality: Shy, quiet, introverted, kind-hearted (most of the time Ehe), violent when angry/provoked (rare chance of THAT happening), calm (surprisingly), dumb dumb introverted freak basically

Bonus stuff

Voice claim vid Fanart gallery :3

Anyways yeah that’s all. GO HAVE FUN GOOBERS >:3

[ouunaschl]

⭐️

guys I might go on a rp hiatus cause my mental state is js absolute ASS and I genuinely just lost the motivation to really respond to rps. Srry gang (-.-‘)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

[W-WAIT A SECOND. I... IC HECKED THE @/ a-hermit-ish BLOG AND... HE REBLOGGED SMTH ALMOST AN HOUR AGO. IS HE BACK???]

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"y-yeah, my friend!"

(she repeated, nodding her head in a nervous manner. she quickly turned to moni, trying to redirect her attention.)

"u-uhm, i have another kitty. aya... i wonder where she is."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..huh. You have another one? already becoming a cat lady I see.."

(She chuckled quietly at her own joke, gently stroking Moni's back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"e-eh?? hey, cat's aren't even my favorite animal! um, rodents probably are. and you can't blame me for wanting to bond with my frie-cats..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She eyed him skeptically as she cut herself off)

"mm....hmm.. You do you, Kieran."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"h-hey! you a-also-!... nng..."

(she stammered a bit in frustration.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I also what..?"

(She asked teasingly, finding her stammering quite amusing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"ghh... nevermind..."

(she just huffed, even as her face reddened some bit at spiral's teasing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"heh... hm. Sure.."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

"... do you wanna hold her? she might let you... ehe..."

(kieran swallowed, gesturing towards moni, trying to change the subject.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, looking at Moni. She’ll let it slide, for now)

"S-sure.. hopefully she doesn’t shed that much..”

(Spiral extended her arms out, grabbing Moni near the waist and keeping her hear her chest)

[underlying-warmth]

OOC: Any NINAH RP Blogs that are active, reblog this and I will make a list of all the active blogs so as folks know who they can rp with

OC and Canon, crossovers, any NINAH RP blogs. Let's try to make the community active again!

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

- Hey, you.

*The former-FEMA, a little less rude than usual, and so tired looking, adressed Spiral... For once !*

- I know we never really talked but... I noticed you were gone than back. I take security here quite to heart. Care to tell me what happened ?

*The silent threat of the gun was there, but sincerly the "man" looked a bit too exhausted to be really scary. They could crumble under a big gush of wind it seemed.*

- ... I'm glad to see you back, for real. I just... Need to make sure everything is alright.

- @not-a-ex-fema-i-swear

(she looked at the FEMA officer tiredly, silently acknowledging the gun. After 4/22, everything doesn’t really seem to faze her anymore. Even at the sight of FEMA, with their guns and the possibility of being shot dead right there and then, she didn’t even seem to care. Taking note of the officer’s wary expression, she turned to face them)

”..I’m.. well.. just went out. Went to.. to check on a friend. He’s.. uhm.. his a-apartment’s a.. bit far from.. the.. the school. But I’m okay.. ish. Better t-than how.. I’ve.. been… feeling the.. the past few days.”

(She stopped, wanting to explain more but just.. couldn’t spit it out- or at least try to express her feelings without sounding like a maniac)

“what.. what about… you? H-How have you been.. since… I.. yeah.”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"y-yeah, my friend!"

(she repeated, nodding her head in a nervous manner. she quickly turned to moni, trying to redirect her attention.)

"u-uhm, i have another kitty. aya... i wonder where she is."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..huh. You have another one? already becoming a cat lady I see.."

(She chuckled quietly at her own joke, gently stroking Moni's back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"e-eh?? hey, cat's aren't even my favorite animal! um, rodents probably are. and you can't blame me for wanting to bond with my frie-cats..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She eyed him skeptically as she cut herself off)

"mm....hmm.. You do you, Kieran."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"h-hey! you a-also-!... nng..."

(she stammered a bit in frustration.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I also what..?"

(She asked teasingly, finding her stammering quite amusing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"ghh... nevermind..."

(she just huffed, even as her face reddened some bit at spiral's teasing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"heh... hm. Sure.."

[tie-girl-lucie]

(It’s been days, or even weeks, since the two talked before Spiral’s ‘departure’. Her neck still felt a little sore, but by now the pain was tolerable. She wasn’t sure exactly where Lucie was- since she didn’t seem to be in the school. Spiral wondered around the school aimlessly, worrying. Where the hell was she? From the corner of her eyes she could’ve sworn that there was a person, or maybe a silhouette of something. Was that her? She froze, staring right at the shadow, like a moth drawn to a flame.)

-🌀 (@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

*It had been weeks.

Lucie missed her shot. She arrived too late. Or never arrived. Maybe never even tried. What difference did it make ? The result was all the same. Spiral attempted what she attempted and Lucie was not there. She was very occupied getting worse and worse over time.

But why had she dissapeared ? Was she avoiding Spiral ? Was she ashamed ? Sad ? Vexed ?

... Afraid ?

She could not help haunting her friend. She just had to know. To keep an eye on her.

She just had to be careful... To not get too close... To be discreet and not get caught... To keep her distance and...

Ooops.

Caught. But she dissapeared behind the corner as quick as she could. She looked changed. Cheeks hollowed. Skin paler. Clothing floating around her. Hair dulled and eyes... Dead as a fish. Weirdly milky and pink...

She hoped she changed enough to not be regonized.

... But she also was the only person here with purple skin, black hair and wearing colorful ties.*

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral at them. Milky white eyes meeting pink-red bloodshot ones. She blinked one or twice, staring at where the person was standing before the seemed to vanish back around a corner. What that her? That purple skin and the ties. It was impossible to miss that unique and familiar sight. Cautiously, she approached the spot, like a traumatized dog approaching a new owner. Scared, but hopeful for a chance to regain that love and trust they had before this whole.. mess started)

[tie-girl-lucie]

*Lucie missed the way her eyes looked. Blinded by her own problems, she could not even imagine what Spiral tried and what she could be now. Of course she was so happy to see her back ! Of course she wanted a hug ! Of course she wanted to take care of her friend and get some news !

But she could not.

She was too hungry. Just too hungry to risk it.

So when she heard footsteps walking toward her and realised she was cornered at the end of a corridor with no open rooms, she screeched in surprise and fear.*

- EEK ! No !

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Lucie?”

(She muttered, her voice raspy and almost unfamiliar. That voice.. it had to be her! Now that the realization sunk in, it felt.. off. Why was Lucie avoiding her? Normally she’s more outgoing and welcoming. So what changed? She paused in her footsteps, waiting for a response or maybe even the small sound of movement. She didn’t want to be rude and intrude on whatever Lucie was doing behind the corner. Though, her curiosity kept spiking every second she waited)

[tie-girl-lucie]

- S-spiral ? So sorry, my friend, but...

*What was up with her voice ?

Broken and raspy, strangled. Had Lucie's friend turned, too ? What happened to her while she was gone and Lucie was not there to help ?

Even Lucie herself sounded worse. Like drowning. As if water was stuck in her throat and prevented her from speaking freely without coughing at her own decaying body. But yet it was her voice and the way she spoke was the same. All her feelings on display. An open book.*

- Oh I am so glad you are back ! You have no idea how I missed you ! I would love to hug you right now but I look terrible and...

*She finished with a little sniffle, voice timid.*

- And I don't want you to see me like this for our big "we meet again".

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She stayed silent, staring at the corner with empty eyes. To dare see or figure out what Lucie meant by “want to see me like this”, it was tempting. Her voice definitely was a shocker, even Spiral herself was shocked at the state of it.)

“…I.. see. I…”

(She trails off, not sure what to say or if she should just move)

[tie-girl-lucie]

- ... I am happy you came back.

*The sound of Lucie's sliding against the wall, then her voice came from underneath.*

- I received your letter. Where have you been, Spiral ?

*The urge to come see her friend... Lucie's head peaked a bit at the corner, like a scared cat, trying to see something and not let her own state being seen too much.*

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..."

(She didn't respond, the words lodged in her throat. Normally explaining something like this felt easy, but the air felt.. tense. She couldn't bring herself to say something)

"..I.."

(She tried to start, but quickly silenced herself, her voice was wary, exhausted, almost hollow. No emotion, no cover ups or lies-just her raw voice and the sounds surrounding their environment)

[tie-girl-lucie]

- ... You did it, right ? The thing you said you would do ?

*Lucie knew all about the project. She read the letter again and again. But she didnt know if Spiral actually tried.

Eyes that could belong to a long dead fish, all pink and red and grey and black, looked at Spiral with morbid curiosity. The need to see, the need to know.*

- ... Did it work... ?

*This would all be easier if it did.

But it also would be worst.

Thinking about such a mean wish made Lucie sniffle in shame and pain. Being a visitor was even worse than she thought, day after day, worsening, spiraling into the abyss of despair.

Was it the reason Spiral chose this name ?*

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…it didn’t”

(she finally mustered, staring at her cracked and dry hands in shame. Everything she did-the planning, the actions, the letter, everything went to shit. Keeping her head low, small tears started to quietly form. Her lip quivered, trying to say something else)

“..I.. I c-can’t believe it.. failed. I.. tried but… it just…”

[tie-girl-lucie]

- Must be destiny. Or something...

*A cruel joke, or the sign there was still hope ?

Even Lucie couldnt tell. And if Spiral failed, and never died, and was still human, then she was truly at risk because or her friend. Because now that she was closer to Lucie, she started to smell REALLY good to the visitor. And poor Lucie was stuck in her own corner, decomposing, falling apart.

And drowning in her own saliva.*

- I guess you are condemned to live. And you accepted it. Because you came back here instead of...

*Instead of trying again.

And despite how inhuman she sounded, Lucie's voiced, clearly, was happy.*

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..I... guess. I couldn't be bothered to try again anyways."

(She mumbled, fiddling with her hands. Suddenly she felt.. scared. But why? Why would she be scared of Lucie? She'd be the last person to try to harm her. Right?)

[tie-girl-lucie]

- ... Ah !

*After truly thinking about what Spiral just said, Lucie breaks the ankward silence with a loud, unhinged laugh that leaves her breathless. It sounds weird, truly, wet, and she stops laughing in a couching fit that sounds painful and wrong.*

- Ow... Sorry bout that. It's just that... Being too tired to event try again is... Is kind of funny, no ?

*No, Lucie. It's not. It's really not.*

- Sorry, sorry, it's very bad of me to say. It's just that I feel... So weird latelly. And I thought I had lost you. And you are back ! Oh Spiral I am so happy you are here you cannot imagine how much ! I...I am so sorry I couldnt stop you I tried to respect your wish I really did but...

*Oh and now she was just sobbing. Certainly her nerves giving up for good.*

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She seemed to.. flinch? It was a mystery what kind of emotion she was trying to convey, however it was some type of emotion regardless. The sound of Lucie crying seemed to ignite something inside her-some form of humanity.)

(She seemed to back away slightly, like a dog fearful of it's owner. She seemed to back away, the dry grass crunching underneath her sneakers.)

"...S-something.. wrong. Wait.. no. This sin't... isn't..."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"y-yeah, my friend!"

(she repeated, nodding her head in a nervous manner. she quickly turned to moni, trying to redirect her attention.)

"u-uhm, i have another kitty. aya... i wonder where she is."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..huh. You have another one? already becoming a cat lady I see.."

(She chuckled quietly at her own joke, gently stroking Moni's back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"e-eh?? hey, cat's aren't even my favorite animal! um, rodents probably are. and you can't blame me for wanting to bond with my frie-cats..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She eyed him skeptically as she cut herself off)

"mm....hmm.. You do you, Kieran."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"h-hey! you a-also-!... nng..."

(she stammered a bit in frustration.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I also what..?"

(She asked teasingly, finding her stammering quite amusing)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

He... Hm, how far could he have gone in these few months? Maybe... We could track him?

...

Sorry, I'm probably being delusional about it

- 🐀 (i hope no one has used this emoji yet)

(she shrugged)

“…again.. it’s been.. months… since a-anyone has seen him. Even Pax.. those two seemed close..”

(she mumbles incoherently to herself, glancing at the floor)

“If.. you’re l-looking for… him.. well…. Good luck on that. Sorry if.. if I’m not much.. help. Heh..”

(She chuckles to herself nervously, though not finding anything about what she said amusing. Maybe to relieve the stress from.. whatever she was stressing about what they were talking about)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

Have you... Have you ever wondered how it would be to go out and search for him? The tie girl said that she thinks he's alive...

(yes, it is that one! i found his blog recently and am a little upset that I didn't get to the fandom at the time he was active, should i add an emoji for identification? i've seen people do that)

(She shrugged)

"It's been m-months... god.. knows.. where... he is. But if..."

(She pauses, realizing Lucie was also involved with the 'homeowner coming back' situation)

"...hm. Interesting.."

[If you wanna make an emoji combo then go for it! It makes it easier to identify which anon is which anyway (-v-')]

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

Um, do you- do you think the homeowner will ever come back...?

"..I.. I don't know.. It's been a while since.."

(She trails off)

"..he said that nobody should follow him.. I wonder..."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"y-yeah, my friend!"

(she repeated, nodding her head in a nervous manner. she quickly turned to moni, trying to redirect her attention.)

"u-uhm, i have another kitty. aya... i wonder where she is."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..huh. You have another one? already becoming a cat lady I see.."

(She chuckled quietly at her own joke, gently stroking Moni's back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"e-eh?? hey, cat's aren't even my favorite animal! um, rodents probably are. and you can't blame me for wanting to bond with my frie-cats..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She eyed him skeptically as she cut herself off)

"mm....hmm.. You do you, Kieran."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"y-yeah, my friend!"

(she repeated, nodding her head in a nervous manner. she quickly turned to moni, trying to redirect her attention.)

"u-uhm, i have another kitty. aya... i wonder where she is."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"..huh. You have another one? already becoming a cat lady I see.."

(She chuckled quietly at her own joke, gently stroking Moni's back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh, stick's my-"

"..."

(kieran cut herself off, a bead of sweat forming on her temple. what should she call stick? her friend? her pet? just a mouse? but would spiral think she was weird for being friends with a mouse when she was a kid? and let alone it being her only friend?...)

"ah- um, he's my friend! erh, childhood friend. i don't see him anymore."

(she said, a little nervous as she sat up.)

(stick?... didn't child kieran mention that name once?...)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...oh. I see."

(Stick seemed familiar to her. Maybe Kieran told her once or twice before. Was it recently? Or when he was a child? She simply shrugged it off for now. Her eyes went back towards Moni, not being as afraid as she was before.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran scooted a little closer, leaning down to try and hesitantly graze moni's head. as expected, moni just started hissing at her once again.)

"ough... i miss stick..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...who?"

(She glanced at her, confused.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"...holy shit."

(Spiral mumbled, staring at Kieran, now feminine, face, then at his-n, her- body. She took notice of her tits. Damn, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. Her mouth hung slightly agap as she stared at his body, wide eyed. She quickly turned her head away, her face completely flushed as she realizing she might've seemed like a pervert. Damn. Why was she acting up like this?)

-🌀(@spiraling-thoughts-and-hope)

(kieran just blinked, turning around, brows furrowed in what seemed like confusion before she saw spiral.)

“ah- SPIRAL!!”

(she smiled widely, practically pouncing on her and hugging her a little too tightly.)

“how’re you doing?? ehe, it’s been some time!”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"EEP!"

(She squeaked, not seeming too bothered by the hug. Her face was red as a tomato, trying hard not to stare at her.. well. Her tits. Jesus why was she such a freak?)

"Good to.. s-see you too.."

(Her voice seemed much more high-pitched than usual, still refusing to make eye contact)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“ehheh, nice!”

(after hugging her a little too long, she let go, shoving her hands in the pockets of her hoodie.)

“uhh… have you been doing anything? my days have been kinda boring… bet yours are much cooler!”

(she chuckled nervously.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh.. eheh.. same. Nothing much to.. do.. I s-suppose.. other than hanging out with Ferris and scavenging.. eheheh.."

(She chuckled nervously, her face heating up by the second. 'Relax Spiral. Relax.. just don't stare, and you'll be fine' she quietly thought to herself. Well this felt embarassing)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"eh, okay..... um, ferris? you mean that, uh, tall person you brang over some time ago?"

(she shifted her weight from foot to foot, hands fidgeting in her pockets. she paused for a moment though, slowing down as her gaze lingered on her face.)

"you okay? you look pretty... um, red. what, do you like me or something? ehheh..."

(... caught.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Hnngh? oh! Yeah! Yeah yeah yeaheayh.. It's just.. i-it's a bit.. hot. Y'know. EUgh.. the heat's really getting to me recently.."

(She fanned her face a bit, using the time to quickly calm herself time. Within a few seconds, she went from being a flushed mess to cool and composed. Mostly. Her cheeks were still a warm pink-red color but she'll have to make do.)

"..y-yeah. Ferris. They.. yeah."

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- yeah! hahaah, with the whole, um, sun thing. i can maybe see if i can get a fan! if... it works. or if i have one. i don't know."

(she just glanced to the side, sitting down on her bed and clutching her body pillow. that was when she looked down and noticed the details of it.)

"wait- where's her boobs?"

(after a moment, her head shot up, glancing around the room. now that she looked at it more closely, it seemed all of her photos of her were... male.)

"... w-WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED TO MY APARTMENT!?"

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”Wh.. huh?”

(She took notice of the body pillow and the photos. Oh. Right. Kieran was a gay. But if he was female, how come everything else didn’t change. Odd. But how was she going to explain that to him. She scratched those, of her head nervously)

“…oh. Ehh… I-it’s.. complicated. Cause.. l-like.. you were originally… male. And so was your… wife. Uhm… I-I don’t know what I’m saying jeez..”

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she looked at spiral, dumbfounded.)

“… what do you mean my beautiful gorgeous handsome muscular empathetic heroic confident sexy romantic freckled wife is… a man? a-AND I WAS A GUY?”

(she pauses for a second, looking down at herself briefly.)

“eugh…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"...yeah. It was odd for me too when I first came here.."

(She watched as Kieran eyed herself. Spiral quickly used the time to scan her body, or more so admire her. Again, Kieran didn't look too bad as a woman. She wouldn't mind keeping him that way. Guh! Stupid Spiral. Stop being a pervert. Her eyes landed on her tits, completely fixated on them.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"..."

(after a moment, kieran looked back up, tensing up a bit as she saw spiral's eyes on her.)

"ahaah, um, what're you looking at me for? is there something on me-"

(she paused, noticing where her gaze was. fuck. was this happening? she couldn't decide whether to pull the bodypillow closer to her chest or to just throw it aside entirely.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Eh? Ah no n-no! Just.. zoned out. Sorry.. ehehe..."

(She snapped out of her gaze, trying to find something else to stare at besides Kieran's chest. Get it together Spiral! Get it together. However, whenever she tried to make eye contact with her, she couldn't help but let her gaze fall to her chest)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she just glanced around, feeling painfully awkward.)

"ehheh, you can come a little closer..."

(she giggled nervously, scooting closer to spiral. however, she immediately regretted it. god- what was she doing?!)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”I-I.. eheh.. what?”

(Spiral found herself scooting closer to Kieran too, as if her body was moving on her own. Her face burned with embarrassment and bashfulness. Fuck what were they doing?!)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"n-nothing! ahaah, h-heh..."

(she stammered, waving her hand dismissively. her face was now tinted a prominent red, eyes darting around, uncertain. )

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral let her hand wander, instinctively also letting her hand graze Kieran's. Her face heated up even more as she let her hand stay over hers, then flinched back)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran froze up even more, face practically burning. she glanced at their hands, then spiral, and then back at their hands again. was that on purpose? no, no, it had to be! t-there's no way that she'd purposefully do something like that. but, well... she already has stared...)

(after a moment, her hand crept forward a bit, starting to quiver. she let her fingertips brush spiral's, once again glancing up to catch her reaction.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(her gaze was stuck on Kieran’s hand, almost starstruck. Slowly, but surely, she let her hand stay on top of hers. Building up confidence, she took the initiative to intertwine her fingers with Kieran’s. She giggled, her cheeks becoming a slight reddish color, like a giddy high school girl confessing to her crush. Fuck why was this actually romantical? Her body even started to tremble a bit from the stimulation)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she swallowed, feeling even more awkward yet excited when spiral let her hand stay on top of her trembling one. and she swore she felt her heart nearly jump out of her chest when they intertwined fingers. oh god, was this really happening!? after a moment, she leaned in closer, her uneven breath even heavier.)

“s-spiral…”

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Haah.. ah.. yeah?"

(She mumbled, completely dazed and sweaty from even the hand touch. She hasn’t felt this adrenaline spike ever since she first got with Adalyn. As Kieran leaned in closer, the jitters only intensified as she waited for a response)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"c... can i kiss you?"

(she smiled nervously, eyes darting over spiral's face. jeez, she couldn't believe it.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"I.. eeheh... I-what?"

(Was she hearing things? Did Kieran actually offer a kiss? To her? She stared at her, wide eyed and sweaty. 'Please say yes..please say yes pleasesayyes..')

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"u-um..."

(she mumbled, arms feeling weak. jesus, she did NOT want to have to repeat that.)

"... please?"

(she squeaked sheepily.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She looked at Kieran with a nervous smile as she glanced around. Nobody was looking, right? When Spiral realized they weren't being watched, she gave a quick peck on the cheek)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she froze up, face turning a bright red. she glanced down at her own cheek, then spiral, then spiral's lips.)

"e-ehheh..."

(she giggled quietly before abruptly kissing her on the lips, holding onto her shoulders.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

"Mm-!"

(Spiral went completely stiff from the kiss. Holy shit this was actually happening! She stared at Kieran, dazed and shocked, before letting her own eyes flutter close-simply savoring the moment while she could)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(she smiled, gripping spiral’s shoulders even more. she breathed through her nose intensely, small noises slipping from her lips.)

(…)

(yeah, she still sucked at kissing.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Through the intense moment, Spiral managed to get a grip of Kieran’s waist, leaning it a bit more as a small shudder left her lips. Holy fuck she didn’t realize how much she needed this. Even with Kieran’s shitty kissing, it’ll make do. Her hands slipped under her shirt, feeling the warmth embodying from her waist)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran leaned in as well, gripping onto spiral’s shoulders like it was her lifeline. she shuddered a bit as she felt her hands on her waist, but quickly relaxed after. you could still feel her ribs a tiny bit, but there was more meat on her bones, thankfully.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(..well at least she ate the last time she visited. Perhaps the veiled one was keeping him fed. Thank god.)

(She abruptly pushed away from Kieran, needing a moment to take her breath as she stared at her. Spiral’s face was almost completely red, seeming to be sweating a bit)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(when spiral pulled back, kieran whined quietly, trying to lean closer to her. she moved her hands to tangle in the back of her head, fingers cascading through her hair.)

"hahaah... euh... hi."

(she just mumbled, breath heavy.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral just stared at her, mumbling incoherently under her breath. The urge to just lean back into Kieran’s touch, like a needy dog wanting affection from their owner. However, she didn’t move an inch, seeming to wait for whatever Kieran wanted to do next)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran just sat there as well, just staring into spiral’s eyes dreamily. her face was flushed, skin feeling a bit too tight. after a moment, she tried to pull her a bit closer, almost losing her balance.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(In return, Spiral pushed back, using most of her weight to get her flat on her back. Hey, if things were getting frisky, she might as well be the one topping)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(her eyes widened, yelping quietly as she was pushed onto her back. she glanced around nervously, before just staring up at spiral, a small, nervous smile curled onto her lips. out of pure instinct, just due to the opportunity, she wrapped her legs loosely around her waist.)

(... oh god they were REALLY getting frisky.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral used her wright, pressing up against her and pinning her down by the wrists. She pressed harder, her chest grinding against hers as she forcefully letting her tongue into Kieran's mouth.)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(kieran yelped, eyes widening at the invasion. however, she quickly returned the action, trembling under the other girl as her hands fidgeted with each other. she then-)

“meow…”

“mMMH!”

(she exclaimed, abruptly sitting up and looking around, accidentally shoving spiral with her body on the way. she held spiral, apologizing, still looking around for the noise. then she saw… moni. the cat was standing just a few feet away from them, staring with a sort of… judgment.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(Spiral whined quietly as she was shoved, her gaze going to the cat. Wait.. cat? When did Kieran get a cat? She scooted away from the cat a bit as she gave Kieran a skeptical look, waiting for some type of explanation. She wasn’t about to get an allergic reaction. Not now)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

“m-monii…”

(kieran leaned towards the kitty, eyes wide with adoration. despite her previous eagerness, she seemed pretty distracted by her cat. or maybe it was because since getting the pet they haven’t even fully touched.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…Kieran? Who.. uhm… w-who’s this?”

(She mumbled, gesturing to the cat)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

"oh- that's moni! um, lady luck gave her to me some time ago."

(kieran gestured towards the cat, who was currently scratching at the blankets draping off the bed.)

"ah- no, moni..."

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

”…hm. She’s cute”

(she muttered, looking at the cat as she scratched at the blankets, Kieran attempting to get her to stop.)

(Hesitantly, she outstretched her hand towards her, offering to pet the cat. Hopefully her allergies wouldn’t start flaring up)

[my-knife-goes-doki-doki]

(moni, who was previously hissing at kieran, abruptly calmed down once spiral started petting her. kieran watched, wide eyed.)

“awwwh, how come she likes you?”

(she frowned slightly.)

[spiraling-thoughts-and-hope]

(She shrugged, continuing to pet the cat. A small smile seemed to form slowly. Someone's jealous)