you are only twelve, but you are so much more. the first born: you care for your sisters like you have to raise them and sometimes you do, but you love them still. the miracle boy: you had so many allergies when you were born it’s a wonder you’re still alive. at five, you walked with your hands behind your back so you wouldn’t be tempted to touch, and taste. the man of the house: you have to be in the house to be its man, so that is you. whenever I was frustrated with you, please know it was because you were acting like a twelve year old, and you tricked me with your maturity. you should be free to be twelve all the time, but you carry yourself like a man. the truth seeker: not much longer now before you decide, it’s worth it to let them have it, and tell them the truth. you’re not fooled anymore. I’m sorry I didn’t get to say goodbye, but I’ll see you much sooner than you think.
For Jahi - j.w 5.9.16











