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🔞🔞🔞 Bodily adult; part of a plural system. We're Southeast Asian.

I'm the most off-putting part so think twice before following. I rarely watch what I post and don't tag warnings. 👍

depressed. idk. snores

fucking forgor

it's strange being a system that does fuse back together easily in the right conditions. it shouldn't be an end goal that's medically forced onto systems at all, but it's just how we specifically function.

someday i hope you're happy enough not to need me anymore. i can't imagine what we'd be like if we fused but i bet it'd be nice

leathersys

"disgust"

#plurality #hypersexuality

there's a difference between me being god's most disgusting animal (raw pain & blasphemy) and our host being god's most disgusting animal (gay & horny)

qqchurch

#textpost

tlirsgender

Does anybody know if you ever stop being 11 years old and lonely

tlirsgender

Like you can stop being 11 years old & you can stop being lonely but it seems being a lonely 11 year old might be a lifelong affliction

#textpost

i still see this sentiment a lot, and it seems to weigh on people's consciousness—i think it's a subtle type of guilt over being born—but there's really no grounded explanation for the existence of a "lottery" deciding why anyone was born. you just are.

the concept of a soul tied to your consciousness & the afterlife itself are beliefs made from the fear of becoming no more than a name slowly forgotten after death. you did not "win a spot" on earth, you did not "take someone else's place", you are just an animal born in a species obsessed with making shit up to feel important.

that's not to say your life doesn't matter either. i think the perspective that you're just another human being helps deconstruct the idea of (dare i say eugenicist) generational/racial "prosperity". you're just someone somewhere, and every idea that comes after is constructed to maintain power structures or to define community and individuality, not an innate biological tendency nor truth. and i would rather some of these social constructs fixated on discriminating be dismantled in favor of ones that value happiness and security

#ok to rb

i guess i do laugh. i just haven't directly spoken with friends in a long time 💜

hibikase is a good ass song..

splithound

damn. right. that was the last thing i posted. bye lol

splithound

weird. when the one silver lining you find in being forcibly raised catholic is a heaven to look forward to, you initially have a hard time coping with the fact that you're actually getting no real kind of compensation out of this cruel ordeal.

death being glamorized into something that promises a special afterlife for your consciousness, if you're "good" in the eyes of a perceived greater being.. at first, it sounds like a pretty ok tradeoff for being abused by catholics on earth. then you're hit with the fact that this is all a sham. it's built from the same ideas that fueled colonizers' desperation to transcend their own humanity to reach god's hand

#ok to rb #<- you might freak your followers out if you do tho

damn. right. that was the last thing i posted. bye lol

i know it's me when i'm quiet in stream chat..