The way Dean is smiling is beautiful and it would warm Castiel’s heart any day… Except that Dean is smiling towards another guy. They are currently in a bar, after a long week in the shop both of them needed a break, to relax a little bit after such a hard week.
Everything was alright until that guy came into their table and started chatting with Dean and for fucks sake he is shamelessly flirting with Dean now. And that makes Castiel as jealous as he can fucking go; not only is his night out with his boyfriend turning into a new conquest for Dean.
Cas huffs and shifts in his chair, he is downing his third beer and he can feel his face turning red and he really doesn’t want to cause a scene, but the way Dean is looking back at the guy… There’s just something wrong with the way Dean is talking to him, he isn’t even looking at Cas anymore and it hurts him, and makes him as jealous as ever.
When Cas sees his opportunity he gets up, it’s good that this is one of the few bars with Karaoke night on a Friday. He sees the girl, Lisa, walk from the little stage they have for the event and walks there. He looks back at Dean and he hasn’t even noticed how Cas isn’t there anymore. Cas feels the need to walk from the bar and leave them alone or even better to punch the guy and start a fight.
But he doesn’t do any of those things, he walks up to the stage and grabs the guitar. There’s always the choice of using the instrumental versions of songs or simply do the instrumental on your own.
Cas plucks the chords lightly and starts the rhythm slowly, while he is getting used to the feel of the guitar in his hands. As soon as he is confident with the guitar, he starts getting a bit more quick with the rhythm. Slowly, he makes himself take a deep breath and he uses his voice to accompany the lonely guitar notes.
“I don’t like the way he’s looking at you,” Cas closes his eyes and focuses on his own jealousy, he thinks of many times he has sang this song at home when Dean was out, and tries to not think about how everyone now knows how he’s feeling. “I’m starting to think you want him too… Am I crazy, have I lost ya? Even though I know you love me, can’t help it…”
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