You need me to keep my distance and I can do that, I’m good at that
My head is really messed up from you, ya know? I can’t look at others without seeking something familiar to you. And if I can’t see anything familiar.... I throw them all away. Thus far nobody has quite spoken to my soul or awakened any part of me so I am trying to enjoy the loneliness. I am learning more about me, I wish I was better though. I have to get far far away from you in order to get better. I need to stay away now. I hope I find you again in another life. Cause In this one love is dead to me now. I am not capable of loving you well again in this life. I hope you find happiness, and realize that I wasn’t what was wrong or not good enough. I am still worthy of things even if I am not worthy for you. Rest easy papa. I will always have love for your restless, tired, soul.
