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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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blog is moved. like this if you want the new url and i’ll link it to you.

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me trying to decide if i should simply move blogs, or come up with a new url completely

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smooches

!!!!!

i wuv...... wuv you.......

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a little positive update:

i got a new job! it’s a little less pay, but much closer to home, and something i’m more interested in!

i’m going to start remaking kat today. i’ll keep this blog up, both for moving my posts over, and in the instance anyone in the community wants to reach out to me about everything going on lately.

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i know that i had said that my last post regarding the situation with miles / satan / demonslayvr would be my last post on the topic… but, in light of other people coming forward and his ‘apologies’? i felt it would be important to bring better clarity to what happened to myself and mana / @desuntcetera (she proofed this with me as i wrote it) with him a few months back:  please read this.

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Me to my anxiety : can u like calm down these people don’t even think about you Depression : ever Me: that’s not what I meant

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At first I rolled my eyes, because it's petty drama and I am Miles' friend, so of course I'm going to side with him, but... the more information comes out the more uncomfortable I am and the more I realize that there have absolutely been times where he has made me uncomfortable, but I'm pretty much stuck with him. Being friends with Miles has lead people to distance themselves from me and totally isolated me. I wish I had seen the warning signs earlier instead of believing him to be a victim.

see, az & i were going to keep quiet about our experiences. they were a lot less serious than some of the things he’s done, but... in the bigger picture, it’s not really petty drama. it’s repetitive actions to manipulate people, however way he can. as someone who’s been friends with people that made me feel uncomfortable & i didn’t realize it until later on: you’re not stuck. you’re never stuck to deal with someone who makes you uncomfortable. and, i think, expressing that you now see the big scale of his behavior, his abuse, is good. I don’t believe you should be isolated for once being his friend. If you see he’s wrong, and you yourself have felt comfortable, or manipulated into remaining his friend.... no one can fault you for that.

we all want to think our friends wouldn’t do things like that. admitting that you see it, that you don’t approve of it, is what matters.

[lethalartisan]

SINCE apparently miles still wants to backtrack everything:

i’ve updated the document. 

you won’t sit and try to say you have screenshots of me saying i was okay with it, like that’s going to intimidate me. i shared my fucking screenshots where i was okay with it, and i shared the screenshots when i became uncomfortable with it. all you had to do was GIVE ME BASIC RESPECT. you don’t deserve to know this about me, but i’m from an abusive household where i, since i was about EIGHT FUCKING YEARS OLD, had to be the mediator for my parents. i’ve done this shit my entire life. i won’t do it for you and your hurt feelings over having my husband block you.

you don’t get it, miles. this didn’t start because of some bitterness we held. this wasn’t in the past, years ago like you say for your other callouts. people are being hurt by you, NOW, CONTINUOUSLY.

[betteresurrection-deactivated20]

I want to be clear on one thing - This is not a pro or anti shipping post. 

This isn’t about something as petty as shipping, at all. Everyone has the right to write whatever the fuck they want on their blog or in private and to block and avoid themes they dislike. 

This is about lying. This is about throwing people he claims to be his friends under the bus in hopes to latch onto someone else. This is about trying to treat people like an embarrassing secret while acting like he only ‘tolerates’ Spardacest shippers on his blog.

It’s about invading the spaces of those that are uncomfortable with these themes and lying in their faces.

Miles/Satan/demonslayvr absolutely DOES write Spardacest and lies about it.

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funny his friends tried to twist az into being a spardacest shipper (he isn’t) when miles himself is one!

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i’m going to be remaking kat within this week. i’ll make an update post when i have a new URL to give to those who are interested.

for now, you can find me at my morrigan blog, or, if you prefer, IM me for my discord.

i want to thank everyone who has reached out to show support to myself and az. we appreciate it so much <3 i’ll pop in here every so often before bed, and on my other blogs i’ll end up sharing the post i made. i don’t want to keep putting it out, but i do feel i need to post it at least once on my main blogs.

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i deleted my last post because it was formatting all weird but -----

if you’re interested in the reasoning i’ve been absent on both this blog and @lethalartisan​, along with some of the drama i’m sure you’ve been seeing float around, here is mine and az’s experience with everything. i hope you will take into consideration what we’ve been through in private, and as much as i hate to make this situation public, i cannot stand to see others feel as uncomfortable in this fandom as myself, my husband, and my friends have.

here is the link.

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given the recent drama that’s been igniting, i feel it’s important for anyone currently online to know that there’s a reason so many have left the dmc fandom over the past few months. few felt comfortable enough to speak about it.

there’s more to the story than what’s being discussed.

i’ve decided, rather than keep this blog on hiatus, i’m going to be remaking the blog. i’ll keep it a bit private — you’ll likely have to message me for the URL.

after work, i’m going to say my piece here. then i’ll be remaking.