Spruce Goose

20 | cw: 110 | gw: 105 | hw: 132 | lw: 107.8

[pupisized]

[rafesbabydollsblog]

[stqrdxst-xx]

[spruceygoose810]

finally at a point where people are negatively commenting on my body. my brother picked me up in a hug and told me i needed to eat a burger because it shouldn’t be so easy to lift me.

i hate the comments but i feel so beautiful, its annoying.

[spruceygoose810]

started birth control and my weight has been fluctuating like nobody’s business. somedays im up almost 10 pounds, others im only up by 4. im gonna crash out. nothing i do seems to work.

[luvlydaisy28]

Only way to loose weight is to eat less🤷‍♀️

(Need to take my own advice)🌝

[spruceygoose810]

looking at old pics of yourself as inspo is a new level of frustration.

like what do you mean that was two months ago? wtf did i let happen?

[willowywood]

Cucumber is THE save food ♡♡

[spruceygoose810]

manifesting this for summer fr

[angelkissxoxo]

[fulllighttrash2]

who else gets really into self care when they're deep in their ed's 💀💀

like I'm doing my skin care routine, I've got perf oral hygiene, I'm using body butters, moisturisers, exfoliants, I'm shaving regularly

sometimes I feel it's better for me to just ⭐ve

[spruceygoose810]

i feel like my arms are huge no matter how much weight i loose.

[strwbrryssvveets]

Your bone structure is so positively stunning.

Why go through the struggle of covering it up by eating excess food?

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Don't you want to feel the delicacy of your collar bones?

Don't you deserve to trace your fingers between your cheek and jaw?

I think so.

Feeling your hips peek out is a reward.

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We've all been working so very hard.

I think it's high time you push through that last mile and experience the euphoria of pretty rib outlines, separate thighs, tiny wrists, and sleek fingers.

• • • • •

You were always meant to be thin.

• • • • •

Always meant to be lovely.

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It's time to embrace it 🤍🤍

[puppydisease]

i need 2 try harder...

[spruceygoose810]

i love how after not eating for a day or two you just stop being hungry. 🫶

[spruceygoose810]

my boyfriend is finally coming home in two weeks. im gonna try and do a hard cut. i have to look perfect for him.

ill update with my start and end weight if i successfully keep to it 🤞

[spruceygoose810]

ugh all i wanna be is skinny with a cute little butt.

[spruceygoose810]

being away at uni makes checking my weight so difficult. there is literally no scale here, all i can do is watch what i eat and workout. but i have no way to monitoring my progress. its terrible.