how long has it been?? really long.. almost 5-6 months? Yeh I think so... I lost count too.. I missed you... And I still miss you... I thought I could let you go as so many things have happened... But no not really... I'm regretting... Regretting why didn't I become a best gf when were together... I thought about it.. Actually you did a lot to me.. You sacrificed a lot to me... But me? I just take it for granted and sometime even complaining that you care more about your friends than me... But really... After we've been together you spent as much time as you can with me... You even prepared food for me as you don't even do it to yourself... You try your best to do what I wanted to do in our spare time! You even pick out all those food I dislike in dishes.. I miss all these! I miss how caring you can be to me and how open you can to me.. Even tho you might've did something that broke my heart completely and I thought I'd hate you but no not really.. I miss you.. In fact I miss you a lot! I m so tired... Mentally and physically exhausted... I don't know what I want anymore....
