Hit or Miss

I'm Jesse. I'm 23, gay, recent college grad with a degree in fine art photography. I'm totally gay bones for elbow macaroni and I'm the proud owner of a giant paper mache spoon.

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I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up. 

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From what my therapist told me, this happens because our emotions aren’t really on the ‘opposite’ ends like we tend to think of it. Happiness is not ‘up’ and sadness is not ‘down’-. In a way they’re actually right ‘next’ to each other.

If you’re super happy, it can turn into super sad very easily, because your emotions are already highly elevated and it’s only a very minor shift as far as your brain is concerned.

Knowing this can help you fight it, and it can help you be more aware of what’s going on while you’re happy and help avoid shifting towards misery.

I used to always wonder why it seemed like my happy days ‘couldn’t last’ or that bad things would ‘always’ happen when I was happy. It’s not that happiness is doomed to fail, it’s that emotions are volatile. I hope that helps people who experience this too- when you understand what’s going on more it’s easier to manage.

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Thanks! How do I uninstall it

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Follow me on Instagram if you like arttttt @jesseegner

[coastalheights-deactivated20190]

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Become empty inside and slowly rot on someone’s stoop.

[clunge-junkie]

Smaller lettering I’m thinking

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I THOUGHT THIS SAID “GOOD LUCK CUNT”

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hmm....lovebirds kinda look like sourpatch watermelons

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SOMEON E HELP

I NEED THAT SHORT VIDEO OF THAT WOMAN HITTING SOME FOOD (a grilled sandwich maybe?) WITH A FORK OR SPOON AND SHES LIKE “CRISPPP” AND THEN IT CUTS TO THE GUY AND HES ALL SMILING WEIRD ITS FROM A COOKING SHOW I THINK 

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For about a month now, my friend and I have been keeping track of a shark named Seamus, and I am happy to announce he is still on course for drawing the worlds largest dick in the ocean

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I’m so proud of him

[abitofsenselessmischief]

I’m the friend and our BOI is gonna be famous

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Ok but why was a fucking shark in Massachusetts

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What did Kanye do what did I miss

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Why is everyone trying to vandalize Todd Howard’s Wikipedia what did I miss

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Yeah… I’m a gamer

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I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up. 

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and never wake up.

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ya im still sleepin 5 years later 😴

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I fucking hate it when you’re in such a fantastically giddy mood and then you see one simple little thing that makes you think, “oh” and then you just get this empty feeling in your chest and you get nauseous and the world just crumbles and you want to just lay under a blanket and close your eyes and fall asleep and never wake up. 

[pie314will]

You mean die , falling asleep and never waking up is called death .

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what about sleepy bitch disease 

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why be calm when you can... panic 

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yiggity yeet

i hate feet