idealism sits in prison

life is fleeting, death is eternal. take good care of me.

[squid--princess]

he makes me so happy

[squid--princess]

drained

[squid--princess]

sorry i'm only allowed to be mentally ill when i'm managing my symptoms

[squid--princess]

get high, cry, die

[squid--princess]

jesus christ just let people be happy

[squid--princess]

told a friend today that if someone handed me a gun i would shoot myself his response was "no you wouldn't"

[squid--princess]

literally everything makes me want to die like even being happy makes me want to die

[squid--princess]

sorry but i cant do anything right

[squid--princess]

nvmd i want to die

[squid--princess]

it's been 2 years so why do i feel so guilty?

[squid--princess]

my brain wants to be sad so badly but im not feeling anything at all right now i thought these meds were supposed to make me feel normal but i have literally been thinking about killing myself fucking constantly

[henkasuru-deactivated20260113]

Please hit me with a car so i dont have to kill myself i am so fucking tired of everything

[squid--princess]

therapist: "the way cbt deals with anxiety disorders is through exposure to triggers" ok but id rather die

[squid--princess]

it's been a while

[squid--princess]

all i do is make too much noise and take up too much space

[squid--princess]

hates my body > loses weight > hates myself for losing weight

[squid--princess]

how high do i have to get to be confident enough to kiss you again