this was not the sky that i dreamt of
when i was younger than the memory of
the last blue sky i saw
let me find to way through
the red sky and the dark clouds of smoke
will i be able to fly again
i forgot how it felt to breath in open air
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this was not the sky that i dreamt of
when i was younger than the memory of
the last blue sky i saw
let me find to way through
the red sky and the dark clouds of smoke
will i be able to fly again
i forgot how it felt to breath in open air
my lips darker than subconsious
my word, more cursed than midas
cast the first stone but be cautious
held by time, might become precious
you’re the hand i need on my back
to not to fall backwards, back to sleep
you’re the hand i need to stop biting
down into my lips, biting down
your voice snaps me out of the trance
before the abyss stares back
like the moon eclipsing the sun
you stood between me and my gravity
me and the grave i dug into my own mouth
and the doubt that numbed me
twentieth year down here but i’m still not used to gazes more than how my own blood tastes
twentieth year on this earth but i’m still counting my teeth every time i wake up from those deathly sleeps
i guess in all those years i was supposed to find a home to feel the homely feelings
but chanting take me home take me home take me home take me home it hurts the wounds inside my lips
read my lips like you’re blind
see that you’re up in my mouth
filled up with your name inside, all four walls
your name sitting next to my nails
attempts at finding a way out to come be right beside you
read my lips while i whisper who you are into your fingertips
a kiss
i was born on a bridge already aflame grew up putting souls out just to believe i was not a child with a home falling apart my roots learned to grow in drought and it growed on me, my blood got warmer so i filled my palms with water but when i created a tiny blue sea to reach to the shore it was too late and my words were in the same colour but i’ll never believe i’m a creature of fire because the salt of the sea is too familiar
masaya duvara morartacak kadar sert vurmamışız gibi, boğazına dolamak istememişiz gibi kimsenin ve kimseyi aşağı itmek istememişiz gibi aynı elleri uzatıyoruz tutsun diye ya da bir eli tutmak için
ne kadar yukarıdan olursa olsun uzatılan elin el oluşuna kazınmış bir aşağılık
aynı dişleri kimseye bilememiş gibi gülüyoruz kocaman, aynı dili sivri değilmiş gibi gezdiriyoruz bedende, aynı dudaklarla kendimden nefret ettiğimi söylememişim gibi öpüyorum seni, ya da senden
şimdi kalbin yerinden çıkacakmış gibi öyle mi? dursun istemedin sanki hiç
korkardım korkabilseydim ama çok geç, korkabilmek için farkına varmamam gerekirdi gerçek savunmasızlığın cehennemi yaşamış olmakta değil cehennemin hepimizin ruhuna bölüştürüldüğünü ve payına düşeni fark edişte ortaya çıktığını ve ağlamaktan korkmaktan ötesinin ağlamayı hak etmeyiş olduğunu
farkına varmamam gerekirdi neredeyse hepimizin kendisini içinde göz göze gelecek hiç bir uçurum olmadığına inandırışı yüzünden sırf bu karanlıkla göz göze gelişimizin bizi karanlıktan çeken azınlık ucube yaptığını onların gözünde hatta karanlığın ta kendisi
korkardım korkabilseydim ama gözlerimi kamaştırıyor bu korkunç karanlıkla göz göze gelişin gelebilişin ve görebilişin is a sight to see
words i eat, tears i swallow
i am stiched with fear all the way down
and the void, i am afraid
will make me turn myself inside out
my pacifier, my blood
did you really think i cloud stay whole, my love?
yatak yuttu sandım beni
kılımı kıpırdatmadım
okyanusun en derin çukuru
dolsa benimle
çekiştirsem kendimi
kapatsam gökyüzünü
dönsem dünyanın etrafını
dokunsam topuklarıma
kaybetsem her parçamı
ayıklanamasam topraktan
açsam göğüs kafesimi
kaburgalarımla ısırsam, yutsam yeri
her atomun içinde birazım olsa
her şey olabilsem sürekli
bulabilecek miyim gerçeği?
denizler, içinde kaybolmak istediğin
içtiğim okyanusta bir yudum
ufuk haresi gözlerimin
göz kapaklarım gök yüzün
tarihinde birkaç çağ; yeni, yakın
saniyedeki bir ritmi kalbimin
the buzz of the bee in my necklace wakes me up from my sleep. sadly, it’s not the only dead thing which i carry the weight of. i can’t dare to smell the roses i’ve put between the pages of my favorite books months earlier. but i will dress up in their colours everyday for the rest of my life, to remember how alive they were, how luring their scent and how real their red colour was. how this swift little bee was, i’ll remember everyday. this death shouldn’t be mourned in black. this ghost is too loved by me to do so.
7 - chemical reaction
quick, crash into me
i’ll disolve and you’ll get lost completely
run, but don’t be too fast
we should fell apart
but leave some of us behind
enough to watch us beautifully collide
5 - the view from up here
yes i see stars when i close my eyes and the skies are never too high for me
i let you watch me fly until there’s no eyes left
to look at you, eyes still drown me even though
i learned how to swim in all this reality now
but i never told you how and why it’s not enough
to hold your hand and why i can’t make you fly
by letting you borrow my wings because
the moment you realize, it meant the end of us
that they were made to glide in the darkness
and, not at all feathery, they weren’t soft to touch
i wish i could look the sun in the eyes, too
and the blue sky i’m sure was beautiful
i believe you and i still do but darling
you should’ve realized earlier
i can understand where you are
only by hearing the echoes
of my own words
and i’m not a bird
not at all
1 - dawn
one, ended up in night
and never searched the way out,
the other one.
they wrote poems
and sang songs to the sun,
ağarana kadar tan.
here i am
wait, don’t leave me
i am still afraid of the dark
if that means you’ll stay, i can be?
let’s find out together
i can’t remember why i was
afraid of the dark
i don’t want to be nobody
don’t leave me
i can’t remember
it’s 3 am
gülmek için sana ihtiyacım var
göremem gözlerin olmadan
sarılamam kollarım yok benim
-
güldürüyorum seni gülmek için
gözlerine bakıyorlar beni göremeden
sarılıyorlar kollarına ama bana değil
-
asla ben olamayacaksın
ama sensiz de yaşayamam
yaşamadan var olamam
words i eat, tears i swallow
i am stiched with fear all the way down
and the void, i am afraid
will make me turn myself inside out
my pacifier, my blood
did you really think i cloud stay whole, my love?