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i hate myself

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I’m gonna try tomorrow again

I think I have been improving for the past two day I’ve only ate dinner…I think

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Why is it everytime I think I’m doing better in life my parents always humbles me

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Guys any advice or suggestions on how to get back into my ed?? Idk if that makes sense but recently it’s been hard for me to stop eating even my mindset isn’t how it was when I was deep in my ed idk if it’s because I grew up but these days it feel like I let myself go. I still see girls and wish deeply I was as skinny as them but I never do anything about it and even if I do it only last a day or two.

I’m 53kg currently my gw is 46kg

It sucks I was once that weight and thought I was fat😔

Please tell me suggestions, movies, hacks anything this is such a awful and awkward feeling I hate it

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i miss when I struggled the most

Now days I just have no dedication

Idek how much I weigh right now

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anyone else excited for stranger things?

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I was thinking i should do it like fast one day than the next eat but i have to stay under 600cals

I’ve did something like this before but it was fast for 2 days than eat for the other 2 days

I lasted two weeks or so🤷‍♀️

idkkk I don’t think I’m gonna succeed

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guyss anyone else feels like a bum as soon as their ed comes back in business

Like i love the feeling of me getting skinnier and stuff it’s but each time it gets harder for me because i can never be consistent and i see all these other girls AND boys and their deep in their ed and idk their just taking it better than me idkkk

I feel like a big bum💔

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So I messed up

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soooo guys I’m just gonna post wieiads because I’m tryna lock in I’m 50-51kg and 5’4 but it never and never will feel like enough so I will push myself harddddddd

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anyone’s else teacher giving out essays already🫩