#ed log

[sssmijawl]

Guys any advice or suggestions on how to get back into my ed?? Idk if that makes sense but recently it’s been hard for me to stop eating even my mindset isn’t how it was when I was deep in my ed idk if it’s because I grew up but these days it feel like I let myself go. I still see girls and wish deeply I was as skinny as them but I never do anything about it and even if I do it only last a day or two.

I’m 53kg currently my gw is 46kg

It sucks I was once that weight and thought I was fat😔

Please tell me suggestions, movies, hacks anything this is such a awful and awkward feeling I hate it

[sssmijawl]

i miss when I struggled the most

Now days I just have no dedication

Idek how much I weigh right now

[starvingofc]

i’m gonna spend december starving and rotting in my bed then on christmas day i’ll present myself looking so pretty and skinny in my cute christmas pjs

[starvingofc]

no the fear of eating anything above 900, 4 digits terrify me