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Stop feeding & entertaining shit that is not in alignment with you & what you want in life.

2006

Oh well.

#letting go of the idea & moving on w/my life.#it is what it is #& it was what it was

I’ve officially ✨given up✨

Ending it right where it started. Gotta love a full circle moment.

Idk who needs to hear this, but don’t EVER get your wisdom teeth pulled out unless it’s truly an emergency. I’ve been miserable for the past 4 days & im trying so hard to stay sane but between this heat wave & the pain/discomfort after the procedure, & not being able to talk or eat anything that I want to eat, I’m losing my fucking mind.

Ngl these days my patience is running veeeeeerrrrryyyyyyy low for everything. Like I just can’t be bothered.

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Trying to make friends has been so beyond disappointing. I really don’t know what’s going on with people lately but everyone is just so weird. I was hitting it off so well with this girl. Like I could truly see us being best friends. We had the same mindset & everything. We were even planning on places to go this summer & everything. Then she ghosts me randomly. & it’s so frustrating bc it’s like bro… all I’m asking for is ONE good, real, solid female friend. ONE. It’s like a humiliation ritual trying to make friends, I swear.

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No for reallll it’s so hard making friends as adult because most people already have their own group of friends and when I do make good friends at work or any where else we lose connection after a while

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No literally. & tbh I learned my lesson from becoming friends w/people from work & never again. So I have no choice but to venture outside of work to make friends but it’s literally IMPOSSIBLE.

Trying to make friends has been so beyond disappointing. I really don’t know what’s going on with people lately but everyone is just so weird. I was hitting it off so well with this girl. Like I could truly see us being best friends. We had the same mindset & everything. We were even planning on places to go this summer & everything. Then she ghosts me randomly. & it’s so frustrating bc it’s like bro… all I’m asking for is ONE good, real, solid female friend. ONE. It’s like a humiliation ritual trying to make friends, I swear.

I’m so glad I came to my senses. It’s about time I woke tf up. I was really under a fucking spell omg.

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I choose peace this time. Shit not worth it at all.

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: /

& it’s funny how it’s okay when shit is done to me but when I do the same thing for once it’s a problem.

Yeah that protection spell I did on myself has been doing its thing as far as keeping certain types of energy & people away from me. Love to see it!

I’m at the point where I literally just don’t care about my job anymore. No matter what I do/don’t do they’re gonna think I just sit around doing nothing all day all bc I keep it calm & don’t run around like a chicken w/o a head all day stressed af like everyone else. Everything I do is going to be overlooked. So ima actually start sitting around doing nothing. If I were to get fired I wouldn’t even care bc I know it’s bc the universe knows I’m not in alignment & wants me to get outta there ASAP.

I choose peace this time. Shit not worth it at all.

Yeah that blue moon did something. It did so many things. Like something genuinely shifted.

Regardless, I think that it’s all for the best.

#the universe & god know best.

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