Jesse

17// he/they// tw ed stuff obviously, venting ab personal stuff sometimes, under 16 dni!!! NSFW dni !!!not pro!!!

[st4rvingvampy]

Intro post that took me too long to think of making lol

Hi!! I'm Jesse, I'm 17 and autistic with a self diagnosed ed, I'm also psychotic/have bouts of psychosis, not "I got jealous I'm so psychotic" kind of "psychotic".

I post dumb little rants, mini life stuff no one rlly cares ab, mental health awareness which are usually reblogs

(I never post or reblog tips or th1nsp0

Some post I reblog may be labeled as tips however are just harm reduction posts!!!)

I'm kinda annoying but if you like that in a person then I'm your guy

I'm achillean/gay and on the aroace spectrum

I have an ever changing aesthetic but I'm usually very early 2000s meets emo boy from 2010 or in my pajamas lmao

I'm not pro anything but recovery!! This blog is just my safe space to talk ab my ed bc I have no one irl or online to talk to ab it, please just block me!!

Oh I'm also weirdly obsessed with early 2000s fashion and media!!

I guess that's all there rlly is to me!!

Feel free to dm me I'm always open to meeting new friends!!

Height: 5'2"

Hw: 135

Lw: idk TwT

Sw: 135 ish

Cw: about 130lbs

Gw: 110

Ugw: 100

[st4rvingvampy]

I'm gonna try to recover, I'm not gonna be on this acc unless I relapse again. I'm sorry for leaving and coming back so much, eating disorders fucking suck and I'm miserable. It's my 6 month anniversary with my boyfriend and I'm not going to let this shit run my life anymore. I like my body, at least I'm trying to. I can't do this anymore. Thank you all for listening to me and thank you all for following, I hope I don't come back.

[st4rvingvampy]

I think I might try omad!! I miss cereal so much, I was literally thinking ab recovery just bc of cereal. Still kinda considering it, idk I've just been so hungry lately, I'm so close to binging or something, it's unreal

[st4rvingvampy]

Jesse stop making impulsive decisions challenge

[st4rvingvampy]

I think I might try omad!! I miss cereal so much, I was literally thinking ab recovery just bc of cereal. Still kinda considering it, idk I've just been so hungry lately, I'm so close to binging or something, it's unreal

[st4rvingvampy]

TW CALORIES!!!

Today's intake: 1,020

I've upped my intake to 1,200 for like 2 weeks and I'll slowly lower it over time

[boymiffy]

[tearing at my hair] no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted no love however brief is wasted

[sadhoc]

i need tumblr dot commies to understand that while yes, many wheelchair users are ambulatory, i.e. can walk a few steps on good days, a location or event being "wheelchair accessible" means that it is accessible to wheelchair users who cannot walk, not even one step, not even on their best day, not even to save their lives

[grymmdark]

it also means accessable to wheelchairs that arent just small lightweight manual ones.

[francisforever2014]

how do you just get up and deal with the fact that there’s a last time for everything. there was a last time you sat on your dads shoulders and there was a last time your mom tucked you into bed. there’s going to be a last time you kiss your sister on the head and there’s going to be a last time you hug your best friend. there’s going to be a last time you feel exactly as you feel right now and there’s going to be a last time that person says i love you. i need to lay down

[st4rvingvampy]

TW CALORIES

Todays intake: 535, I fasted for like 23 hrs yesterday and might fast again tomorrow either way idk why but I feel awful

[the-no-longer-human]

You're not dead but you're not alive either. You're a ghost with a beating heart.

[kosmogrl]

[tippenfunkaport]

there is something so darkly comical about tumblr potentially outliving twitter

tumblr, which is held together with duct tape and madness, run by three raccoons in blood stained Yahoo! hats and a handful of crabs, its only discernible source of income the sale of shoelaces from an inside joke so inside no one knows the original source anymore and fake blue checkmarks... that website still lives on

truly the cockroach of social media and I love it for that

[st4rvingvampy]

Maybe I should go vegan, I feel bad for eating so much dairy, the only problem is I'm autistic and physically cannot handle trying new foods

[but-is-it-vegan]

the "hypothetical" slaughterhouse workers with ptsd don't have to be discussed but also human right violations should be solved before animals can be considered. this totally checks out

[thelaughingdoughnut]

“Slaughterhouse work has been linked to higher levels of aggression, violent dreams, anxiety, and hostility. Some researchers have categorized the psychological symptoms experienced by slaughterhouse employees as a form of trauma disorder, such as Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) or the more seldom-discussed Perpetration-Induced Traumatic Stress (PITS). As a whole, slaughterhouse workers experience significantly higher levels of serious psychological distress (SPD) than the general population.

Slaughterhouse workers who are struggling with their mental health are, as a result, likely to resort to negative coping mechanisms. Work at slaughterhouses has been associated with higher levels of substance abuse and addiction. Some experts have also argued that the psychological impact of work in slaughterhouses can lead workers to cause harm to others. A 2009 study from Michigan State University identified an uptick in violent crime associated with slaughterhouse employment. Researchers found that slaughterhouse employment was associated with an “increase in total arrest rates, arrests for violent crimes, arrests for rape, and arrests for other sex offenses in comparison with other industries.”

For Slaughterhouse Workers, Physical Injuries Are Only the Beginning ✦ OnLabor

Even as more Americans than ever report reducing their meat consumption, the US remains the highest per-capita consumer of meat worldwide. T

[vinisnotreal-deactivated2023102]

if u message me and ur acc literally has no posts and looks like u just made it im sorry but im probably going to block you out of fear u r a creep

[maisiemelancholy-deactivated202]

if you are sick this is your command to go eat a full meal and not count the calories

[st4rvingvampy]

Hiii everyone!!! After I get back from my friends house I'm gonna try to fast for a couple days!! Tips would slay so hard :]