I don't know why I will never get used to him saying hurtful words to me. EVRY SINGLE TIME. Whenever he says mean words to me, I just want to scream at him and curse at him. I want to slap his face and tell him that I'm not dumb, I'm not slow!💔😔
Why do mean have to be so fcuking insensitive?! Nag salig ning isa kay dili nako siya biyaan? What if I don't allow him to do that to me anymore? Defense mechanism ani niya siya pay naay GANA MASUKO! YAWA SIYA! Again, he's lucky naa mi sa balay sa iyang mama. Kay ug naa mi sa among balay? ambot lang.
He can be so mean sometimes. He could say the words words you could ever hear. I actually saw him who he really is. He doesn't have respect for his mom. He doesn''t care who's around, he will shout and get mad at you. FEELING NIYA KUYAW NA SIYA LIKE PEOPLE WOULD BE AFRAID OF HIM? Well I am not. Unta makakita siyag katapat niya. That would put him in his place.
His beliefs and principles are just....Oo naay times na tama siya but most of the time I don't get him. Words attitude niya? Gusto niya siya ra oerme paminawon, yes, he listens but he will never understand you kasi he wants you to understand him and his opinion is ALWAYS RIGHT masking dili.
You may say I am verbally abused. I think this is the worst kind of abuse a woman could go through. because words are painful than physical. It's there. It get stuck in your mind. It lowers your self-confidence. Like whenever he says I am dumb? I ask myself, am I? HE MAKES FEEL USELESS.
And that's one of the many reasons I want to get away from him. I just can't breath anymore. I want to cry but I can't becuase it will make him really mad and again, I don't want drama or gulo.
