A oneshot in which the reader can see the future so she is kept in control of Snoke (she is friends with Kylo and sometimes he brings gifts to her) But one day Snoke forces kylo ren to hold the girl while he enters her mind forcing her to have a vision and she gets very hurt and then Kylo takes care of her and kisses her gently promising to kill Snoke for what he did. Sorry for the details
Ahh! I just realised I read it wrong... uhhh... hope this is at least kinda what you were after :x
Word Count: 2146
Warnings: Whole lotta pain
Force sensitive, but not powerful enough to be taken on asan apprentice, there was one thing that kept you from the same tragic fate asothers with force sensitivity; you had the power of force vision.
Taken at a young age, you didn’t remember your life beforebecoming Snoke’s property, though certain scents could trigger a visionsometimes. With no memory of your past, all you knew was life as Snoke’s pet.You were moderately well kept though. Your wardrobe consisted of long crimsonrobes and your quarters were modest but nice. Your only real complaint was thatit was a lonely life.
Snoke kept you away from other people, if you weren’t withhim, you were confined to your room. The only person you had been allowedlimited contact with was Kylo Ren, another of his pets, albeit with a muchlonger leash.
Although Kylo was older than you, you’d been with Snoke formuch longer, but you could sense that in a way, Snoke had been an influenceover Kylo his whole life. It was clear Kylo felt some kind of sympathy for you,or maybe it was empathy considering he also knew how Snoke could be, eitherway, you were thankful to have this one friendly connection to reality.
Snoke would use you for the benefit of the First Order, toget the upper hand on his enemies, but mostly for his own agendas. Kylo was theopposite. Kylo never spoke to you about the war, he kept you up to date on thenicer things in the galaxy, and when possible, he’d bring you small trinketshe’d picked up on his missions as long as they were easy to conceal.
“I want to teach you something.” Kylo told you aftersneaking into your quarters shortly after Snoke had forbidden visitors,including your beauty-marked friend. You didn’t need the distraction he’d said.
“What is it?” You asked him.
“A way to close yourself off. Protect your mind fromintruders.” He said. “To hide your intentions and actions.”
“You know how to do that?”
“I’m still learning, but I’ve mostly got it figured out.”
“You? But you’re so impulsive. You think you can hide that?”You laughed softly at Kylo.
Had it been anyone else giggling at him, Kylo would havereacted very differently, but you were a kind soul. Kylo knew your laughter wasnever malicious. You were soft. Delicate. This was why he needed to protectyou.
The pair of you took turns trying to prevent each other fromentering your minds. It was no surprise that Kylo could easily invade yours, hewas powerful with the force and you really only had the one ability. Thatdidn’t stop him from encouraging you. He didn’t just want you to learn this sohe could secretly keep visiting you, Kylo also feared Snoke might break you insome way, and maybe this could help. He needed to keep you safe from theSupreme Leader.
“Use your vision to see what I’ve brought you.” Kylosuggested.
You concentrated. You couldn’t see into other people’sminds, that was something for people who were more adept with the force, still,you looked. It was a rock. It had been shaped into a cube about the size of adie and completely smooth. When you held it, it would change colour dependingon your mood. You could find similar objects at bazars and markets across thegalaxy but they were cheap imitations that would change based on bodytemperature. This was the real thing.
“Kylo! They’re so rare… how did you…?” You asked trying tobe polite. You could’ve looked for the answer yourself, but a proper conversationfelt a lot less rude and invasive.
“I came across it on my last mission.” Kylo answered. Therewas a pause. He didn’t want to burden you with details but you were veryclearly waiting for them. “A Senator. His allegiance had changed and we couldn’tlet him share First Order secrets with the enemy. He wasn’t going to need itanymore.”
Kylo withdrew the cube from his robes and placed it in yourhands. For something so small, it sure had a lot of weight to it. Your fingerstightened around it as you brought it up to your chest and thanked him. Many ofthe gifts Kylo had given you had been obtained via morally and ethicallyquestionable ways, but that never bothered you. It was the thought that counts,and each present was proof that he thought of you.
“What colour is it?”
You unwrapped your fingers from around it and brought itbetween the two of you. Pink. The same kind of pink that was beginning to tingeKylo’s cheeks.
“Yeah, I thought you’d like it.” He said.
“What’s pink mean?” You asked.
Kylo moved toward the calligraphy set he’d once given youduring another visit. He created a guide depicting what each colour meant.There hadn’t been one with the cube when he took it from the Senator’s home sohe’d done some research of his own.
“Pink is love.” Kylo said, placing the parchment in yourempty hand. “I didn’t know for sure if you’d love it, but I’m glad you do.”
There was no way he thought you loving the gift was thereason for it being pink. The way your heart fluttered in his presence was allyou needed to know that the love you felt was for him. It was kind of him topretend not to notice. It must have been impossible for him not to pick up onit.
There were times when you wanted to use your vision to seeif he’d ever feel the same way about you, but you could never bring yourself todo it, no matter how curious you got. Finding out for sure that this feelingwas a one-way street would end the fantasy. It would be a breach of trust aswell.
Kylo didn’t want you wasting your energy on him by askingyou to tell him what would happen in his future, not that you wouldn’t havebeen happy to do it for him. In exchange for the gift, though definitely not ofequal value, you took a peek at something for him.
“Keep working on hiding your intentions, Kylo.” You toldhim. “You’re nearly there. You’ll get it soon. Ask one of the Knights.”
As time went on, Kylo continued to sneak in visits. Throughpractice and meditation, you’d actually started picking up the technique he’dbeen trying to teach you. True to your vision, he’d mastered it, though theonly use he’d had for it so far was to hide the fact he’d been seeing you. TheSupreme Leader never bothered to double check with you to see if Kylo had beenkeeping away from you. He didn’t believe you had it in you to deceive him likethat.
Kylo definitely had an influence on you. Before you met him,you never would have lied to Snoke, now you had a small rebellious streak. Tiny,but still present. Had he bothered to look into your mind a while ago, he’dhave seen your betrayal, but it was too late now.
You hadn’t mastered the technique, but it took some effortto look past the wall you could build up to shield your mind. Kylo wasconfident you were safer now with this protection. There wasn’t anyway he couldhave known otherwise.
Snoke had been made aware long ago about how he would die,close combat, which was what the Praetorian Guard had specialised in, but thatwas as much as he knew.
That night, like most nights, your dreams heavily featuredKylo. It was a reoccurring dream. A field with blooming flowers, a scene you’dnever seen but felt nostalgic for. Both of you dressed in clothes you’d neverseen outside of your dreams. Always smiling. That was one thing you didrecognise from reality. You got the impression he didn’t smile a lot outside ofhis visits. It was nice to believe he was saving them for you, but you’d preferif he was always happy, and not just when he was with you. He deservedhappiness.
It was a simple dream, but it was a nice place to escape to.This night it changed. Snoke was there. He shouldn’t have been there. Kylo wasenraged by his intrusion. A black mist enveloped the beautiful field and thethrone room took its place. Hatred poured from Kylo and then it happened. Youjolted awake, the final fragments of your vision faded from your sight. Snoke’sbody in pieces.
This was bad. No one could know about this. You just had toact naturally because the thought of what Snoke would do to Kylo if he foundout was too painful to bear.
The Supreme Leader picked up on it almost immediately. Thesecond you met with him in the throne room he could tell there was somethingoff with you. Without a moment’s hesitation he was in your mind. You had toprotect Kylo.
The wall went up. This was the main reason Snoke kept youaround. There was no guarantee you’d have a vision about this, he’d try toforce you to have one many times when he first obtained you but neversucceeded. Now you had the information he desired, but there was no way youwere going to let him have it.
You could feel him inside your head. It was never acomfortable experience. He saw it. There was a barrier blocking him fromsomething. He needed to know.
Probing deeper, your brain felt like it was on fire. Diggingfurther, you felt pieces of your mind being torn apart and ripped open. Snokebecame paranoid. You were hidingsomething. That couldn’t be possible. You were barely force sensitive, you hadno training, there was no way you could hide something from him. It didn’t makesense to him but he had to keep looking.
“Show me what you’re hiding and this will end.” Snokesnarled.
Memories you didn’t know even existed were ripped violentlyfrom your head. Every time you focused on something to distract yourself, Snokeslashed at it, destroying it and continued his assault.
The agony was too much. You were fading. Your mind wasshattered and could no longer support your body. Losing consciousness, you fellto the ground blacking out.
You were back in your bed when you came to. A dark figurerushed to your side. It took a moment before you realised it was Kylo as hescooped you up and held you tightly against his broad chest.
“Kylo…?” You began, your voice croaky and cracking.
“Just relax.” He cooed. “Don’t try to speak, just rest.”
“I… I ache. I hurt in the weirdest places. What did he do tome?” You asked.
“You’ll be alright. You just need time.” Kylo said.
A tear escaped your eye. Snoke had broken you. He hadn’t wonthough, Kylo was here with you, that was a good sign the Supreme Leader hadn’tfound what he was looking for. Gently resting in Kylo’s arms, you knew the partof your mind that you’d tried to hide was still intact.
“What happened in there?” He asked. “Why wouldn’t you justgive him the information he wanted? What are you hiding from him?”
“It’s safer if you don’t know.”
Finding the small amount of strength, you had left in yourbody, you wrapped your arms over Kylo’s shoulders and held on as tightly as youcould. Kylo’s arms snaked around you, one hand on your lower back, the othersoftly raking through your hair. He pulled you away from him slightly a fewtimes. Each time, he looked like there was something he needed to say, but justcouldn’t find the words.
“I’m going to kill him.” He spoke softly into your neck. “I’llkill him for doing this to you.”
You pulled away from him to look directly into his eyes.Those honey-brown eyes looked as hurt as you felt. He drew you back in, guidingyour forehead to his. His breath was warm and soothing, you closed your eyesand let your face melt into his, cheek to cheek.
Kylo turned so slightly, capturing your lips in his. Hishands gripped you tighter, afraid he’d lose you. Your weak fingers grasped athim to reassure him that he never would. You kissed him back as hard as youwere capable of, if only this had happened sooner, if only this had happenedwhen you could really show him how much he meant to you all this time. Still,his pink lips were soft. Softer than you’d ever imagined. Kylo could kiss awayyour pain any day.
“… I know.”
