「 ♟ 」 For a moment, he’s tempted to say yes.
She sounds so sincere; so innocent… And that’s exactly why he can’t say yes with a clear conscience. To be honest, the past few weeks have been particularly hard on him. Not physically, just… There are just too many thoughts in his head for him to actually think straight. Just the idea of watching stars — that in itself brings back too many memories. It’s so hard to think clearly. To be honest, It’s almost pathetic. He’s pathetic.
“Um…
Yuno, I… It sounds like a good idea, just… maybe not now.”
Crap. That doesn’t sound right either. Ahh, he really is terrible with this stuff… No wonder he never ever really had a … you know … girlfriend before.Or real friends for that matter. Haah. But still. Within all the chaos going on everywhere, would one fun night be so bad? Even if the whole idea of “stargazing” was something he wanted to do with them… It wouldn’t hurt, right?
…Even if he really only intended to stargaze with them.
Calm down. Smile. Slow down.
Don’t think about it. Calm down.
“…Actually, uhh… Yeah. I think that’s a great idea, Yuno.”
…what the hell is wrong with him.
Despite what the boy vocalized, she knows well.
Indeed the events which occurs can be considered normal -- almost like an everyday part of life.. However, it still ensues tension, exhaustion and the over-whelming pressure that would lead players in a high tide of thoughts and doubts, whether to others or themselves. The idea of it consumes them, and that’s what propels the contestants to execute what others perceive as absurd. She knows it too well (?).
Sure, her offer contains genuineness of interest but with that hesitation dropping from his tongue, there’s the realization of obligation to come to a halt and actually consider his decision.
“Yukki..” A gulp, though it still won’t clear the strain in her throat.
“If you don’t want to.. It’s alright..”
Was that even a good idea to say? How ... awkward. Now, she was just unsure of whatever phrases she spitted out. He had already accepted the suggestion, even if there were second thoughts about it. Did he not want to do it, or did he want to? At times like this, he’s sometimes hard to grasp.
She wished she actually knows something.
“We could stay in your house and watch movies, if that’s what you like.”
A small smile to lighten up the mood -- a little treat to her beloved.
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