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[stanparkerss]

- (pinned) terribly written “about me” post-

My name is Gill and I’ve been participating in fandom “culture” for 13 years. I started editing on videostar around 9 years ago, mainly posting the edits on instagram and then slowly working my way through other apps. These edits usually follow a story telling format. I am currently trying to relearn drawing, so posting my art will be extremely rare.

Please note, I am a MAJOR shipper. When it comes to writing/stories, I am character oriented. Shipping is one of those ways where I analyze relationships between characters. Not all of my ships are stereotypically romantic and this may be because I look at them through a queer aroace lens. Some are queerplatonic, doomed, one sided, toxic, obsessive, or codependent. Like I said before, SOME. ARE NOT. ROMANTIC! If you are uncomfortable with this, then I suggest unfollowing this page.

The fandoms I’m currently in are: deltarune, undertale, undertale multiverse, eddsworld, gachiakuta, homestuck, and more.

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(Work in progress) If you want to look through my bullshit:

Art: #parkers!art!

Edits: #parkers!edits!

Rants/discussion posts: #parkers!rants!

My other socials are:

Twitter: fragmentedhart

Instagram: stanparkers

Tiktok: Murrhartz

[stanparkerss]

HAND JUMPER FAST PASS SPOILERS

[superyoumna]

-Othertale Colors-

Blue

Chapter cover

1 2 3 4 5<- 6

<-Previous....Next->

Series made by @superyoumna

Comic updates Monday Read them early on Kofi

Chapters

Black

Yellow

Blue <- You are here!

Purple

Orange

Cyan

Green

Support me on Kofi for sneak peaks and future updates!

Credits

Dream!sans and Nightmare!sans belong to Dreamtale

Killer!sans belongs to @/rahafwabas

additional Dream!sans writing tips from @/xxtha-blog

[stanparkerss]

Played around with the demo and now I’m about to spend $60

[stanparkerss]

I ended up spending $60

[stanparkerss]

Played around with the demo and now I’m about to spend $60

[vrisrezination]

annoying long shit ass sketch dump FUCK MY VRISREZI LIFE

[diezmil10000]

doodle i did months ago

[stanparkerss]

#AUGHHHHOMG

[diezmil10000]

vrisrezi

[stanparkerss]

#vrisrezi #holyshitiminlove

[joysusbluesun]

Various Worm things that’ll never be finished

[stanparkerss]

Read hand jumper for terribly questionable women

[ningying06]

STATIC

Sooooo happy birthday Ink!!!!

Star, doing this really makes me very tired.

I initially thought I might not be able to finish this, but I actually did haha!

I hope to continue creating in the future.

[sparr0wchild]

Toxic yuri yaaay

(Fanart commission!)

Don't use/repost

[e8luhs]

the only times andrew hussie has ever had a brain:

making the girl characters in homestuck

the commentary on vriska and terezi + vrisrezi in the latest release of the homestuck books

[e8luhs]

excerpts ive found in pictures online, transcribed;

“All this talk about insidious malefactors whispering in Vriska’s ear and warping her thoughts, and Word of God admissions that this is exactly what’s happening to her from multiple fronts at once, should help stoke the fires of Vriskourse and give a lot more ammunition to her apologists, who like to point out that nothing Vriska does is ever really quite her fault. There’s a word for these people: heroes. They are absolutely right, and if you take one lesson from these notes, let it be this. Vriska has done nothing wrong. Not even once in her life, and she never will.”

“Vriska has a few really, really epic meltdowns throughout Homestuck, right up to the end. The meltdown to end them all of course happens between Vriska x (Vriska). These incidents always expose a deeply sad and broken person. I have no consoling remark to follow that up with.” (SCREAMCAT)

“This would appear to be the first Vriska/Terezi interaction … This is the most important character relationship resulting from all the sound and fury of Hivebent’s chaotic dispensation … It’s the arguable axis around which the whole epic revolves, when you really study all the ramifications from the fallout resulting their rivalry, ensuing revenge cycle, and mutually floundering struggle for redemption, in the warped way each of them defines that idea.”

[crythartic]

* Won't you play again, Kris?

[hellspawnmotel]

the abduction of proserpina

[hellspawnmotel]

i get why people use “heteronormative” when talking about the weird route but i also think “amatonormative” could also be applicable here.

I agree! I think this is a much better word to describe what’s happening in the actual text (for anyone who doesn’t know, it refers to the societal idea that every person must seek a romantic relationship). what noelle and kris are experiencing is being forced together through abuse that involves superficially romantic gestures. there is nothing in the game that suggests noelle feels pressured to be with kris because of anyone’s outside perception of them as a boy, or that noelle feels pressured to be with a boy rather than any other gender at all. we can surmise that sexism and gender roles still exist in the world of deltarune, and thus probably some degree of homophobia + transphobia as well, but there’s no indication that this is directly encouraged by anyone in hometown itself as opposed to just being a societal norm. (not yet, anyway. things could be made clearer in the future).

for the heteronormativity reading to work you need to include a lot more context than just the contents of the game- you need to consider the outside perspective of some players (the overwhelming assumption/insistence by those who don’t understand or respect nonbinary identities that kris is male), the history of the RPG genre (a leader and knight is much more likely to be male, and a physically weak mage more likely female), and of course the biases of the world that WE live in, whether or not this also affects the characters in the game (the institution of marriage itself being between a man and a woman). if you don’t look at those things as part of or an addition to the text, then it just sounds at best like a reach or at worst enforcing the idea that kris is “male-coded”. on its face it’s not self-evident and also not the strongest or most important interpretation, so it kind of gets under my skin when people take for granted that this reading is just “true” or “the point” when it’s only one way to see things.

even with the amatonormativity reading though, I don’t think that’s a perfect description of what’s going on either. it’s not that noelle feels pressured to be in a romantic relationship in general, when given the option she’s actively pursuing one with susie and seems very excited about it. if anybody’s struggling with amatonormativity it’s berdly lmao. rather, noelle is being manipulated into a closer relationship with kris/the player INSTEAD of one with susie. she winds up as half of a couple either way.

I’m not sure what I would call that. the pressure to be with somebody she’s known all her life rather than somebody new? the pressure to become a “love interest” to the main/player character in a video game setting just because we want her? is there a word for that?

[somie]

The ghost of krismas past