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I WILL NOT ACCEPT A LIFE I DO NOT DESERVE.       an   independent and selective   portrayal of      maxine minx      as seen in   x (2022). a study of the runaway starlet,   the preacher's daughter,   religion and sexuality,   and many more.     mature themes will be present on this blog.     maxine minx has been recast to   alexa demie   for this portrayal.       as cast by tas.     temp rules below cut.

this is a private and mutuals only portrayal of maxine minx from the movie x (2022). this blog will be canon compliant but heavily headcanon based. 

formatting on this blog will consist of small text, some spacing, and will range from icons to icon less. if any of my formatting is an issue please let me know and i would be happy to change it for you. activity on this blog will be painstakingly low and slow, as per all my other blogs. i work full time, i have very little energy to begin with. so expect this blog to be low activity, it is not my main blog.

despite the content of the movie, this blog will be free of explicit nsfw content. i write maxine as not a minor, but i’m not personally comfortable with writing or reblogging nsfw content. that being said, maxine is very obviously a highly sexual character and hints of that will be found in her portrayal. 

this blog will not downplay any of the problematic things in the a/dult f/ilm industry and will touch on said topics. this blog will also focus on drug use and sexuality heavily, please do not follow if that bothers you or makes you uncomfortable. i will do my best to tag things appropriately.

the usual rp etiquette applies. don’t be a dick, i don’t care much about reblog karma but don’t use me as a meme source either. i don’t think i need to say it, but don’t be a freak and we’re chill. this blog will be entirely drama free, i‘m too old too tired for that shit.

last but not least, the name’s tas. i’m 26, woc, and have 325835290 blogs. proper doc/carrd/rules pending once i get this blog kicked off the ground

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I       WILL       NOT       ACCEPT        A        LIFE        I       DO       NOT       DESERVE. 

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please go back on hiatus

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good morning babes your girl is back to work today so can’t guarantee anything about activity levels again 🤡

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this is more a reminder to myself than anything but at some point I will write a meta about wayne and maxine and maxine as a victim in that relationship

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god is home and home is empty     a web weaving studying the idea of never being able to find neither home nor god.

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thinking about the amount of religious guilt maxine had to get over when she first joined her career. thinking about how sw had never been her first intention, but with such conviction to break into hollywood she would do whatever she had to do. thinking about the growth of accepting her own sexuality, but still going through waves of what she was taught as a child and preached to for so many years. thinking about how she sometimes prays to not be damned

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I       WILL       NOT       ACCEPT        A        LIFE        I       DO       NOT       DESERVE. 

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written for the first time in god knows how long please slow clap

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“ first time for everything. ”               STARRING   @gouldish​

❝   i’ll drink to that,   pips.  ❞   her excited remark reverberated off the walls of the small apartment she was now sharing with one of her coworkers.   paper bags of fast food littered the half of the dining table that maxine hadn’t taken over and made her makeshift beauty studio.   if one didn’t pay much mind to the state of the run down apartment,    a part of it seemed rather homey.   much more lived in than any of her other residences.   this time the bed she slept in was her own,    not whoever she had to fuck to score the gig.   glossed lips curled into a bright smile as her fingers carefully swiped the flat brush across the redhead’s eyelids.    she did this often with the girls,   helped one another get their makeup done before the cameras started rolling.   this time   it felt different   because there would be no cameras.    a part of it was almost disappointing for the girl who had become a caricature made for the spotlight.    on some days   she forgot who she was meant to be   when the directors yelled cut.

❝   if you don’t go out and shake your ass a little now,   when are ya’ gonna ?   when your tits sag to your knees and ya’ can’t stay up past sunset ?  ❞   if there was one thing maxine loved as much as acting,   it was   dancing.   in both,   she enticed a crowd and made them turn heads until the whole world was looking at her.   and if the entire world wasn’t her audience then what was the point of it all ?   ❝    there,   perfect.  ❞    she handed the pastel green mirror over to the girl,   working her bottom lip anxiously.    with the back end of her makeup brush pressed to her lips,   she asked softly.   ❝    well ?   what d'ya think ?  ❞

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“ can you handle that ? ”               STARRING   @obsessher​

men like him didn’t belong in places like these.    a place where the boarded up windows meant reprieve for the sinners inside and   an act of kindness   for those passing by.   a curious eye could easily peer through the slits of the makeshift blocks but all they would see would be a bar that looked like the years had taken their toll.    the floors of the establishment were scratched in jagged lines from chairs dragged in drunken stupors and the chalkboard menu seemed to have an ever present dusting of white despite the elbow grease the bartender put in to wipe it clear every afternoon.   but that was all just surface level shit.   peel back a few more wooden planks and maybe then they’d catch sight of the lazy flutter of velvet curtains leading to seedy back rooms where morals were loose and wallets were looser.    it was then that maxine decided,   men like him   definitely   belonged in places like these but most didn’t have the balls to walk in like a sore thumb so brazenly.

it wasn’t that she took an interest in the put together stranger,   but curiosity edged her on   like a cat   counting down its nine lives.    in said feline motion she stretched her arms across the counter in one fluid slide of her body and rested her chin on the crook of her elbow.    she batted her thick lashes at him tauntingly.  ❝   why ?   you one of ‘em guys that think girls can’t hold down their liquor ?  ❞   when she sat back up,   she raised her glass of beer to her lips.    without taking her eyes off him,   she chugged the remainder of her drink and rested the glass back on the counter with a harsh thud.    the coy grin on her lips was   sharper   than it had been before.   ❝   your question answered,   time for mine.    what’cha doing here,   mister button-up ?  ❞

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feel free to change pronouns / wording !

“ i think you have the wrong number. ”  

“ it happens. ”  

“ take it easy. ”  

“ i’m sorry, i guess i dialed the wrong number. ”  

“ wait, wait, don’t hang up. ”  

“ i wanna talk to you for a second. ”  

“ why don’t you wanna talk to me ? ”  

“ you tell me your name, i’ll tell you mine. ”  

“ what’s that noise ? ”  

“ do you like scary movies ? ”  

“ what’s your favourite scary movie ? ”  

“ i like that movie, it was scary. ”  

“ the first one was but the rest sucked. ”  

“ you got a boyfriend ? ”  

“ you wanna ask me out on a date ? ”  

“ i wanna know who i’m looking at. ”  

“ that’s not what you said. ”  

“ i thought we were gonna go out. ”  

“ don’t hang up on me. ”  

“ you _________ again, i’ll gut you like a fish, understand ? ”  

“ is this some kind of joke ? ”  

“ can you handle that ? ”  

“ i am two seconds away from calling the police. ”  

“ you should never say ‘who’s there ?’  don’t you watch scary movies ? it’s a death wish. ”  

“ you’ve had your fun. ”  

“ or else what ? ”  

“ i’m getting scared, i’m shakin’ in my boots. ”  

“ i wouldn’t do that if i were you ! ”  

“ i wanna play a game. ”  

“ here’s how we play.  i ask a question, if you get it right ?  they live. ”  

“ come on, it’ll be fun. ”  

“ we can’t stop now. ”  

“ i’m sorry, that’s the wrong answer ! ”  

“ you tricked me. ”  

“ hey, we’re not finished yet. ”  

“ i heard screaming. ”  

“ close call. ”  

“ it occurred to me that i’ve never snuck through your bedroom window. ”  

“ the exorcist was on, got me thinking of you. ”  

“ see what you do to me ? ”  

“ i appreciate the romantic gesture. ”  

“ my god, you’re just a tease. ”  

“ they’re interrogating the entire school. ”  

“ the killer could easily be female. ”  

“ how do you gut someone ? ”  

“ what are you saying, that i killed them ? ”  

“ i’m gonna gut your ass in a second, kid. ”  

“ scary night, isn’t it ? ”  

“ it’s like right out of a horror movie or something. ”  

“ i like that thing you’re doing with your voice, it’s sexy. ”  

“ oh come on you know i don’t watch that shit. ”  

“ they’re all the same, some stupid killer stalking some big breasted girl who can’t act who’s always running up the stairs when she should be going out the front door. ”  

“ are you alone in the house ? ”  

“ the question isn’t ‘who am i ?’ the question is where am i ? ”  

“ oh yeah ?  well i call your bluff. ”  

“ can you see me right now ? ”  

“ do you wanna die, _____ ? ”  

“ the killer’s here he’s in the house. ”  

“ i didn’t do it. ”  

“ super bitch, you are so cool. ”  

“ he was destined to have a flaw, i knew he was too perfect. ”  

“ it’s never gonna stop, is it ? ”  

“ you’re not so sure anymore, are you ? ”  

“ nice welt, sweetie. ”  

“ this is a mistake, i shouldn’t be here. ”  

“ someone was there, someone tried to kill me. ”  

“ i think it’s time you got over that. ”  

“ i am sorry if my traumatized life is an inconvenience to you and your perfect existence. ”  

“ fairness would be to rip ( your / their ) insides out, hang ( you / them ) from a tree so we can expose ( you / them ) for the heartless, desensitized little shit that ( you / they ) are. ”  

“ homicide is a much healthier, therapeutic expression. ”  

“ you are pathetic. ”  

“ you’re not supposed to be here. ”  

“ i’m so buff i got you covered, girl. ”  

“ you’re such a little lapdog. ”  

“ he’s got killer printed all over his forehead. ”  

“ everybody’s a suspect. ”  

“ how do we know you’re not the killer ? ”  

“ what would be your motive ? ”  

“ whenever he touches me i just can’t relax. ”  

“ sorry, i didn’t mean to scare you. ”  

“ should i be worried ? ”  

“ you wanna play psycho-killer ? can i be the helpless victim ? ”  

“ please don’t kill me mr ghostface, i wanna be in the sequel. ”  

“ first time for everything. ”  

“ i’ve been selfish. ”  

“ this isn’t a movie. ”  

“ only virgins can do that, don’t you know the rules ? ”  

“ there are certain rules that one must abide by in order to successfully survive a horror movie. ”  

“ i don’t think you’re that bad. ”  

“ we all go a little mad sometimes. ”  

“ what’s the matter ?  you look like you’ve seen a ghost. ”  

“ did they ever decide why hannibal lecter liked to eat people ? don’t think so. ”  

“ it’s a lot scarier when there’s no motive. ”  

“ now you gotta die, those are the rules. ”  

“ i guess i got a little too zealous, huh ? ”  

“ give me the knife. ”  

“ movies don’t create psychos, movies make psychos more creative. ”  

“ i’m feelin’ woozy here ! ”  

“ uh - houston, we have a problem here. ”  

“ works better without the safety on. ”  

“ i think i’m dyin’ here man. ”  

“ peer pressure, i’m far too sensitive. ”  

“ my mom and dad are gonna be so mad at me. ”  

“ i always had a thing for ya. ”  

“ in your dreams. ”  

“ i never thought i’d be so happy to be a virgin. ”      

“ this is the moment the supposedly dead killer comes back to life for one last scare. ”  

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after the events with pearl and howard, maxine isn’t sober for months. the happenings on the farm plague her into sleepless nights and the only a heavy dose of substances keeps her emotions and grief at bay. this leads to maxine sofa surfing and hopping from job to job, being laid off for her behaviour and habits frequently. it’s when she’s found sleeping on a park bench by an old coworker that she goes through a period of detox. she refuses to admit herself into rehab in fear of charges she may face for her line of work, and instead is tended to by a trusted friend. when she leaves them in the middle of the night she promises to stay in touch. maxine doesn’t stay clean for long but she learns to regulate her impulses enough to keep steady gigs and pay enough rent for a small, shared apartment. hollywood is still calling her name and she knows one day she’ll answer it’s pleas

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#euphoria season 2 finale