starbey

24 // ace // they/them // eng/fr

[starbeyy]

𝕙𝕚! 𝕀'𝕞 𝕤𝕥𝕒𝕣𝕓𝕖𝕪⭐️

☆ they/them, mel/mels ☆ if you wanna read my stuff on ao3, you can find it ʜᴇʀᴇ ☆ ask me a question! i’m super nice i promise ☆ i’m a terrifying mix of tendou, ms. joke, and tamaki suoh (send help)

[starbeyy]

I've read three of your works on ao3 over the last couple of days so far, and can I just say I love your writing sm; your fics have become a great comfort. I love how they deal with irl things and the way you write about them is just really real and raw and I can relate to it a lot so it feels nice. thank you for sharing, I can't wait to see what else you write or what other of your works I'll read and love <33

thank you so much for your kind words <33 I really appreciate it

[starbeyy]

english isnt my first language im sorry

i dont even know if you are ever going to read this but. i just finished reading frankstein's monster and im so so so so so so so so so so I DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO DESCRIBE THIS IS ENGLISH it's like MY MIND BLOWED im still processing its beauty and unique style and its just so pretty im IN LOVE. i think my life is altered forever and i just want to say thank you

this fic "edificou" me i tried to translate "edificou" and it translated to "uplifting" idk if that's right but it's like IT ACTUALLY ALTERED MY BRAIN

at first when i start reading it i was like ohhh atsumu is different from what i imagined him to be in my mind but i gave it a go and im so happy i did. the therapy sections and all the feelings and the words. there are many moments that i identified with the character's thoughts (honestly when i first bumped into scrupulosity term i was like WHAT and then i read its mean i was like WHAAAAAAAAT (im just like hayato for real)

but in its entirely i just love this fic so much. i love them they are my babies and OMG THE mask kiss AND ALL THE BRIDGE SCENE ITS JUST SOOOOOOOOOO BEAUTIFUL. ATSUMU POV SEEING SAKUSA LIKE OMG HE'S SO PRETTY UNDER SUNSET i felt his love just by reading and. sakusa's mole and the stars parallels. im just. he loves sakusa so much it hurts and sakusa all comfortable around atsumu in the last chapter after they moved together i just feel so lucky for reading this piece of art i just want to say thank you

thank you thank thank you i love them i love this fic thank god its now rooted in my brain forever

thank you so much for reading :333333 i'm really glad you loved it!

[starbeyy]

hi! we were talking about your fic on tiktok and i just wanted to let you know how much we love it,, it felt like something you would want to see ig 💞💞

i hope you have the bestest day man

this is so nice to read THANK YOU :))) no plans of deleting it anytime soon haha

i hope you have a great day too!!! thank you for reading

[starbeyy]

hello! i hope this isn’t weird or offensive to ask but my best friend is so in love with frankensteins monster and they love it so much it’s a comfort read and i was wondering if it’s okay if i could print out like a hard copy of the fic (like a book)

as long as it’s for personal use, it’s totally fine! thank you so much for asking :)

[puhnatsson]

➕♥️🖤➕

full quality art is already on boosty

[nathanialhowe]

if you’re so heterosexual why’s your narrative foil a man

[duskidraws]

i am OBSESSED with this man

[starbeyy]

xiao my precious tax evader

[moss-woods-deactivated20240813]

[lexandraws]

warm glow

[flowerzips]

Don’t worry he’s just a little wounded. But Dragon Kiri is VERY upset about this

[polartss]

Ronan Lynch ❤️‍🩹 just a good catholic boy

[starbeyy]

hi hello,,, so i stumbled across frankenstein’s monster,, and i have to say idk if i should thank the universe or yell at it. but tbh all that matters at the end is the comfort it gave me and the reassurance i had long lost.

im abt to rant a lil,, i have the toxic trait of not reading tags bc i don’t want to “spoil” myself and so after reading the synopsis i was like lol these bitches abt to be depressed or something (not that it makes it less) but when i found out it was actually ocd it got VERY close and personal,, (not reading tags ties into my ocd lol funny)

anyhow,,, i’ve always felt invalidated because for the longest time i got told my tells would fall into the ocd spectrum,, but they would never diagnose me because “if i was able to live with it, it wasn’t really a problem” and that’s the thing isn’t it,, it’s not that i’m living with it,, it’s that it’s living with me. you form and shape all your life around it, that to others it looks like everything is fine when in reality one wrong step could cause it all to crumble down and just,,,, idk. in general the story gave me comfort and understanding i’ve never gotten before and just thank you,, really. i don’t know what possessed you to write that story and i truly don’t care. just thank you. i felt seen.

firstly, thank you for taking the time to read this work and send me this message. it means so much to me <3

re: "you're living with OCD, so it can't be that bad" it's always struck me as strange for people to say because what other choice do we have? we go to school with it and go to work with it and go on vacation with it. the secretiveness of it is the first line of defense. the less people who know the thoughts, the better.

i wrote frankenstein's monster because it was something that, if I'd read it four years ago, would've made me feel at least an iota of comfort. i'm glad that it does that for others.

i wish all the 'better' your life has to bring to you, whatever it may look like.

thank you for reading <3

[starbeyy]

☆starbey's fanfiction guide☆

hi! so i'm not new to tumblr but i wanna start using it again.

i've compiled a list of all the fics i've written and organized them in hyperspecific yet realistic scenarios in which they're best to read.

!! please watch for tws and tags !!

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I need to be happy in the next five minutes or else

toujours comme ça Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi [Comfort, Chronic Pain] G | 2,842 words

here comes your man Kuroo Tetsurou/Tsukishima Kei [Coffee Shop, First Kiss] T | 5,827 words

i guess we'll wait Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi [Camping, Proper Wound Care] T | 6,380 words

I've got an evening set aside for fanfiction, maybe a few

red carnation: plucked Sakusa Kiyoomi/Miya Atsumu [Wedding, Missed Opportunities] G | 9,806 words

time and a half Amajiki Tamaki/Mirio Togata [Comfort, Post-Overhaul Arc] G | 10,513 words

tobio in the bathroom Kageyama Tobio/Hinata Shoyo [Timeskip, Half-Drunken Confessions] M | 10,225

I'm looking for something a little longer and more emotionally involved

us at the end of the world Kageyama Tobio/Tsukishima Kei [Depression, Falling in Love] T | 13,027 words

take the phone off the hook (disappear for a while) Sakusa Kiyoomi/Miya Atsumu [Lawyer AU, Reconciling their Pasts] T | 14,780 words

I'm on a weekend vacation with my family and I need mental escape

i owe you/i love you Matsukawa Issei/Oikawa Tooru [Fake Dating, Holiday Spirit] T | 23,882 words

who wants to live forever? Eddie Munson/Steve Harrington [Nightmares, Falling in Love] E | 28,570 words

I'm spending the weekend at home and I want to cry a little (or a lot)

the spirit of the resolution Miya Osamu/Suna Rintarou [Speech and Debate AU] T | 69,856 words

the grass is blue Sakusa Kiyoomi/Miya Atsumu [Farm Boy Atsumu, City Boy Kiyoomi] T | 87,518 words

frankenstein's monster Sakusa Kiyoomi/Miya Atsumu [Obsessive Compulsive Disorder] T | 83,629 words

I want the next week of my life to be consumed by this story. I want the characters to haunt me and the tragedies to gut me like a fish. I want to feel empty when it's over.

Night Shift Kaminari Denki/Shinsou Hitoshi [Slow Burn, Addiction] M | 152,988 words

Only The Good Die Young Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou [Punk Band AU, Religious Trauma] T | 155,260 words

carpe noctem Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou [Dark Academia AU, Main Character Death] M | 158,363 words

[starbeyy]

ten months and 150k words later,

it is finished.

you can read it here

🕯tags and desc below the cut🕯

Mature

Major Character Death Bakugou Katsuki/Kirishima Eijirou Midoriya Izuku/Todoroki Shouto Iida Tenya/Uraraka Ochako Kaminari Denki & Sero HantaDark Academia AU, Inspired By Dead Poets Society, Wealth, Corruption, Falling In Love, Vigilante Justice, Bakugou Katsuki Swears A Lot, Underage Smoking, Underage Drinking, Kaminari Denki & Sero Hanta are Best Friends, Cerebral Palsy, Schizophrenia, Implied/Referenced Abuse, Suicide, Kirishima Eijirou is a Good Friend, Everybody needs therapy, yeah they go to class but it's definitely B plot, Sexual Innuendos, Pining, i mean everybody's pining, Tumultuous Relationships, Aizawa Shouta Teacher of the Year

Bakugou Katsuki is sent away once again by his parents who are tired of his careless nature, rebellious tendencies, and self-indulgent lifestyle, this time to a prestigious, all-boys academy in the mountains of Japan. While he vows to make his final year of school as miserable as all the others, he finds himself making unlikely friends when he accidentally stumbles into the school's secret society, a group of boys obsessed with vigilante justice who refer to themselves as "The Heroes of Yuuei". But the lives of even the uber-wealthy are not so simple:

Blood runs thicker than whiskey, money talks without a word, and good people bite bronze bullets.

[starbeyy]

i’ve been reading the raven cycle series and lots of pynch fanfic and i’ve made a not-so-startling discovery in their similarity