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The stuff that I love doing that makes me money some days and will make me money someday

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Guys Never Want to Be Friends OR How to Make Love with Your Friends! I wish the only type of Hanging out Was getting stoned and getting fucked Doesn't matter who it was That's just how to show your love And I also wish that every meeting was a kiss Make out, a crush of lips and teeth tips Teeth, all a flash Thunder booming And lightning clash Chilling in the showers For hours Not quite but exactly like Rains No rains, soaking falling and feeling Slipping like pains This one love drains No selfish claims In the end we're all friends and no one gets left and no one gets jealous Sometimes things would end but no one Could ever tell us What or who To do Or when we should quit it If I just wanted to hit it I wouldn't have hid it Just throw out the clit Bounce right off a dick And no one cares It's just care Shared with flair Back strokes and Stroking hair Smoke twisting in the air No love lost or fear And you You would be my best friend #bestfriends #BOYS #poetry #love #lost #rhyme #ihaterhyming #floetry #fuckme #breastfriends #clit #pantsoff #danceoff #beach #shade

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A Little Ditty You're in the vacuum You've made it home Posters plastered leading all the way to the light at the end of the tunnel You've undressed here Lived and invented and excorsized Your demons Wandered countless circles Paced, restless and lone They say you should enjoy yourself But the joy in yourself is wearing thin The air is thinner here and pulsing and old Remnants of shit happening It's Chrenobyl I'd say Ghost town You'd say that was inforgiveably dramatic But do you know the N U C L E A R accident happened mere months before your birth Which could mean nothing but reads like poetry to me #poetry #metapoetry #meta #alittleditty #Chrenobyl #aftershock #disaster #quiet #crushingsilence #blackhole #quiet #peace #demons #writersofinstagram #poetsofinstagram #devices #writer #history #spellingbeechamp #nerd

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The Powers I am a superhero but I always forget Struggle with the pickle jar everyday I do love pickles Eat those goddamn spears whole Fry em up Shoot juice with whiskey Slice and dicing muthafuckas No one is safe But when you have an issue I'm supposed to have the tissue "Jump, how high!" type of thing I forget my powers I can be silly I can be the best part of your day But I am a useless avenger I wish I could fly And my hearing is hyper sensitive so sometimes I tune you out How can you save everyone and be everywhere at once and hold your compassion just so Everyday forever Who's bright idea was this whole save every ho thing Anyway I could get behind a cape In all of the ways That's something I can maintain Take it to be dry cleaned and pick it up right at 5 Taxi it home, take a $400 steamer to it Have it waiting for you with a filthy static martini Shaken, not stirred And I'll wait for you to walk in and find me trying on a cape of my own Made from your jersey knit cotton sheets Because I'm casual like that #thepowers #superhero #saveme #flyon #hisandhers #poetry #freeverse #poetsofinstagram #lovepoems #keepingitcasual

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Clutter I want to go to sleep and just stop breathing/ Carve myself and drain out until I stop bleeding/ OD on the stuff until I stop fiending/ You think, you hear my words, but are you seeing/ Draped across a cloud with no density/ So small, so lost, a wasted entity/ I try to make jokes, but no one thinks I’m witty/ You think you hear my words, but do you see me I’m waiting for my cloud, my ride/ Rip out my heart, rip out my insides/ Don’t show your face, yeah keep your pride/ This wasted space baby just let it die I eat shame for breakfast and my lunch is fear/ Puke up rocks of bile and feel my stomach tear/ Try to shit out this pain, but bitch there’s nothing there/ Try to breath in life, but I only get air/ I’m just imaginary pus in a whitehead/ Hypocritically advising the world to keep the soul fed/ Lost beauty searching and from beauty bred/ But beauty runs out and I’m better off dead #clutter #dramaqueen #ihateyou #flow #fucktheworld #wasteofspace #useless #poetry #kinda #creep #blackhole #spider #weeds #sunlight #death #misery

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Day Breaks Get up get up Get out of your head Squeeze you're eyes shut Take breaths See it go from black to red Blood The night did not rearrange your particles Gravity has shrunken you a little more But the same, mostly Just the same Watery breaths Vary your state Plasma to solid to liquid to gas and back again And around the galaxy you go Oozing into the fabric of spacetime Cooing in this full, comfty Universe Fitting in as a one a lone entity a distinct and irreplaceable mass Go ahead and feel special Breathe it in Sharp through the nose and exhale sweetly Sweetly This is for you #poetry #foryou #loveyou! #special #daybreaks #newday #shapeshift #wearewhoweare #Universe #matter #youmatter

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In Danger I’ve heard your heart beat and mistook it for my own All my life has been mine And yours, but I had no idea I’ve lived only for you Only for the hope that my small breaths would fuel your gasps And every step I’ve run Every cut I’ve bled from Have been solely for you The mere effects of my living Have happened to affect your cause How is that not fate I dream about you Just beneath the blackness of my sleep is you Just behind the nothingness of my Universe is you I’ve pretended to be living Acted out my scenes Made myself feel the pain Explored the danger So that I could win the pleasures I only hope are in store I’ve hugged the air Inhaled the toxins and the good stuff But I need you Your voice does not exist And I crave it Cry out through closed lips Smile in fury I am in denial I know there is no one there No one here And I look always to my left to my right up down I’ve walked backwards I don’t want to miss you I know I know I know you will come And that is my biggest illusion to myself Have I done something terrible… Am I in punishment Blinded Have I torn out my eyes in my fits of insanity Once again fooled myself Do I really see I feel I ache I smile But is it all right Have I created you I look in the mirror and practice my expressions I know the face you would most want to see The volume of my voice that you find pleasing I know I will do anything for you I am a shell I’ve cleared all my junk out Carved out the walls of my insides And I’m waiting to be inhabited by you you you Filled to the top with nothing but you I give myself A sacrifice In vain? I give you everything all of it I’m wasted Empty What do I have to give I chase my own tail Bite it off And I’ve carried it in my mouth A present that will be dropped at your feet I’m sorry #obsession #poetry #freeverse #love #unrequitedlove #desperation #helpme #freeyourself #loveisblind #lovebites #poetsofinstagram #danger

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The Nomads Had to Keep Moving Don't touch me Don't call me Stop trying me I'm flying away I'm getting out of here I'm through There's a dark little place that I go to when you go, when I can't see you anymore When your goddamned glow fades off into the distance It gets cold out, anyway and dark but I need to put myself S O M E W H E R E rather than being left by you Your plants thrive and die Die and thrive Green to brown and back and forth Which could be a lack of proper care (I'm no damn expert) I trim the old crawling vines and pluck away new leaves with a vengeance I glare at them over my morning tea Up the CO2 supply and exhale good breaths all over them Feed them sweet little words But they know They call the bugs They make sharp edges to prick me back I think the can sense the poison in my thoughts They reach out to me Freaky fingered silhouettes in suits I see them wading in the mote peppered, stale saloon evening They want to buy me a drink From the shadows they only see "Easy pickings" She's skittish in the light And that shows him, maybe in a gentleman's mind, That I am T A K E N with someone Maybe They see a seat to be filled A swinging vote An undiscovered isle to be claimed At least borrowed for some time Why would someone leave something so beautiful Alone and Ungaurded? I let you be A Magellan, a Polo A Vespucci, Columbus even I'll let you come back To the land you've made home Keep the currency and language It's all here as you've left it and reeling in the wake of your absence Strut on back to port The only hero this joint knows and, when I can recall, The one I like best Maybe someday you'll get me a cape too And fly with me, instead of away But until then, I know that you'll be leaving again #poetry #alone #relationship #shouldwebreakup #distance #everyday #love #lost

[starbrainshash]

Stuck on something #ThePowers #poetry #rainyday #illgetbacktoyou

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The Bits and the Pieces Your smell And your face close to my face Let's get right into it The way we get into it How nothing's happening, just cozy in love sitting there and the air is electrified And then we're bare And bearing down on each other You missed the first day of Fall Prime cuddling time Perfect for anniversaries and New things and bare ass spooning Stealing each other's heat Sharing a heat Our chemicals connecting And friction in our gyrations The world is spinning So when I look at the sky I imagine I was looking in and every now and then I can glimpse you on your piece of the world I can see wherever you are I'm outside your window I'm in your arms I blink and I can see where I am I close my eyes and try to get to you #poetry #lovepoems #love #lonely #feeling #frustration #bitsandpieces #timeandspace #distance

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Rock, Star I sit on top of the world The very rock of life between two fingers My guiding star, anchoring in the other I hear everything, I feel nothing I hear the warm exhale of millions But how do I know it’s warm I smile at the Spider Queen With her bed of webs that she has made Her eyes are a potion and I am dizzy drunk Oh, yes, she says I smile wider and go to her Speak to me Spider Queen Spin me a yarn Tell me what you think of me I kneel at her feet Lay my head in her lap and she strokes my hair Amused and satisfied You are a gem, my pet You are magic, and I should be kneeling before you The Spider Queen stares into my eyes You are open, wide open You are eternal Sometimes I bitch Go crazy with passion, energy This pretty girl’s grave gets dug I rise from the dead Wake up the sun with playful slaps The moon falls into a deep sleep next to me Her soft light illuminating my bed Hush, I whisper to the sun And we both crawl out of bed creep out of my room and commit adultery in the safety of the daytime I kill for my art Sell my body for inspiration My hands are a cup that catch your beads of sweat They are mine now Heaving and moaning, fusion All I know is strange and dank Beauty and darkness and fire And bubbles #poetry #nyc #rockstar #wild #lost #darkness #savage #wanderer #beauty #sun #moon #queen #freeverse #art #pain #sunset #roygbiv

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Sweet I found something really fucking cool today I wandered the park while I waited for you You never answer me when you’re running late And I spend time in limbo for a while I know you’re coming but I get antsy and I feel the need to roam Maybe keep you waiting a minute But I feel bad when I keep you waiting But not today I sloshed through the old leaves Crackling my way through the trees I came to the foot of the biggest Most inviting Shiniest Rock I’ve come to the foot of Walked right up it and plopped my ass Directly in the sun I swear I passed out for a minute All the warm- y bliss overwhelmed me And it was genuinely lovely To open my eyes and find you standing over me #poetry #feeling #wanderer #love #nature #nyc #lovepoems

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Before the Day is Over (Get Out) Early rise of lids and lashes Adjusting, adjusted, and stretch A whir A woosh of rubber grinding wet asphalt Right here, now here And the Universe rushes in Let's get things done today Let's grind out another hour in the sheets No? Stretch and reach And spark and cough And write a list in cursive behind your eyelids Give a shake The sun is higher Fix the day Fill the day You've entered and accepted yet another Plan for rain Plan for cold Load up the backpack and today let's look for Belgian waffles #poetry #floetry #life #freeverse #nyc #concreteflowers #beauty #explore #expand #universe

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That Dirty City Sass Concrete cougar Fly in- no wheels, rubber soul Well the wheels go down and legs go up Upright position And pretty pinpoints of light The decent begins And he descends upon her Inside and he is upon her She smiles for this Gathers the bunches in her belly and the stirrings below her skin And calls them bliss Photo by and yoinked from Alyssa Rapp @skrappp #poetry #poets #nyc #freeverse #poems #flirty #sex #analogy #wordplay #love #lust #brooklyn #slutty #tree #handsandknees #airplane #wingsoflove #milehighclub