Finding Eden

Well, do you like sad stories?

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I’m guilty. He sent me this. But should I resend this to him? Since he did it first?

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We’re all a little bit crazy sometimes.

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I love having this affair with you.

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My perception of what a Man is versus a Boy regardless of the age.

I was talking to this friend of a friend which I was attracted to,

“Am I not attractive enough?”.

I asked as I was seducing him in the video chat with our mutual friend’s account. Smoothly, he replied,

“ YOU by all means are perfectly attractive and if you were not in that state I wouldn’t take you as much of a girlfriend but as a wife. But as long as you are tied to anoth man, I have to respect the fact that love could only reach to where the line should be drawn.”

Sad but true. Days after this, he’ll be boarding for the sea. Sailing to which ever country will the ship be drawn to.

As for the boy, I guess if i put my husband on that situation, I’m sure he’ll gladly had fucked me regardless of what woman is asking.

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you know what’s hot?

open and honest communication, genuine effort to understand someone else’s perspective, love and affection,

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Hello Brow Eyes

Seven years agwat natin eh. Sinabihan kita nuon palang, may toyo yung utak ko. Bago ka sana nakipagrelasyon saakin, sana inisip mo muna na wag kang magloloko at wag ka masyadong manipulative. Kasi, tangina, mas hayop pa sa gago yung mga ex ko. 18 ka palang, starting fuccboi beh, baby steps kung baga. Ngayon ano? Nganga ka? Kala mo hahabulin kita? Asa ka. Di talaga kita kakausapin kaya wag kang nag mamatigas. 😏

Mahal kita, oo. Pero, hindi sapat ang pagmamahal para gaguhin ko ang sarili ko. Sabi ko sayo nuon, pagod na ako. Simple lang yung hinihingi ko. Di mo mabigay, eh di good bye.

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Person: Mahal kita.

Me: Saang palabas mo nakuha yan?

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Inner me: BITCH GET YOUR ASS UP.

Me: Bu-

Inner me: “But” me, and I’m gonna scare the living shit out of you in your dreams until sleep aint no option.Bitch.

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How Do I Coupe With This?

I’m sorry ry, I am exhausted. I don’t want to feeling anything for now. You were to sweet to have concern for someone like me.