Aug 15, 2022
'The reason why I like quiet is because my mind is already hectic'
Hatiku damai, namun pikiran ku yang berisik :)
~ seolah-olah banyak yang ingin diceritakan, nyata nya tidak sama sekali.
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'The reason why I like quiet is because my mind is already hectic'
Hatiku damai, namun pikiran ku yang berisik :)
~ seolah-olah banyak yang ingin diceritakan, nyata nya tidak sama sekali.
"〰I remember the first time we camped in Tatanka. An empty shell, but we loved her. 😊We slept on the metal floor in our sleeping bags with our pups and imagined all the amazing things we wanted to do with our blank canvas. It's crazy to see our vision come to life. What a fun transformation it has been." Thanks to @tatankablanca for sharing this photo with us! #Vanlifers @Vanlifers . . . . . #vanconversion #vandiary #vanbuild #promaster #promasterconversion #mobilelivingmadeeasy #dometic #vanlife #selfconversation #campervan #vanideas #vanlifesociety #vanlifemagazine #camperlifesyle #vansformation #vanlifediaries
how many are we today? 🤔
sometimes it feels like a crowded room in here. the restless one pacing, the skeptic rolling their eyes, and the one who just wants to sleep forever. we don’t always agree, but we show up every day. some days louder, some days quieter, but always a chorus that never quite syncs.
Me in when I enter a wrong part of my thoughts
Leah: Are you a Bird?
Me:.....
Leah: Cause I look up to you.
Me: Ummm... Wrong address sorry
Inner me: BITCH GET YOUR ASS UP.
Me: Bu-
Inner me: “But” me, and I’m gonna scare the living shit out of you in your dreams until sleep aint no option.Bitch.
Aku bertanya lalu aku menjawab
Aku bertanya: Apa jadinya bila semua orang apatis dan egois?
Aku menjawab: Dunia akan jadi sepi dan membosankan. Dan menyeramkan. Dan aku tidak menginginkan itu terjadi.
Aku bertanya: Apa jadinya jika aku 'ingin' tapi hanya bisa diam saja?
Aku menjawab: Maka kau tidak akan mendapatkan apa yang kau inginkan.
Aku bertanya: Apa jadinya bila aku lelah bergantung dengan orang lain tapi tidak bisa berbuat apa-apa untuk lepas dari ketergantungan itu?
Aku menjawab: Maka kau haus bersiasat untuk mencari jalan tengah, agar kau bisa beristirahat dan mulai memperjuangkan kebebasan.
Aku bertanya: Apa jadinya bila aku ingin marah tapi tidak tau harus marah kepada siapa?
Aku menjawab: Maka makilah dirimu sendiri. Di dalam hati, di dalam mimpi, di dalam diri, hingga kau puas. Hingga marahmu lepas, lari terbirit-birit marah oleh makian amarahmu sendiri.
I HATE studying.
Book: Hey! You have 5 more units to go!
Me: Seriously?! I just read 3! Hell nah. I'm going to bed.
Book: You want to fail? Because that's how you fail.
Me: I hate you.
Book: Love you too (you give me attention; I feel loved.)
Song of the day
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