Only Place On The Internet No One Will Find Me

❤️I have thoughts ❤️ She/her Trying my best out here

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dropping this here 🥰

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I CANT STRESS THIS ENOugh! If you are drawing and looking for references but you don’t see anything from just scrolling Pinterest, maybe check out your board for references lol. If past you liked it maybe current you will too. I suggest the one that’s named “drawing” lol

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Ai if your having trouble drawing hands! Just look at your own—-wait a moment

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I think a lot of people mistake responsibility for reliability, I’ve never understood the concept of being responsible. Never something I could grasp it explain

But I can explain reliability. I suppose responsibility is what comes out from being reliable tho

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I don’t swear, it’s not in my shape language

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Just ran out of my bfs bathroom cause I got scared of his electric toothbrush, why?????? Cause I wasn’t expecting the noise. I’ve never felt more like a cat

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I HATE when my screenshot obsession comes back, I didn’t screenshot for a good for years unless it’s important, now I’m crawling around social media like a dragon collecting anything that even slightly catches my attention.

The dragon awakens, UGH

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My oc for Valentine’s Day 🥰❤️#EmmaAtticus

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Am I weird for not wanting to share spoons and stuff with my s.o? Germs ack

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I should dial back and stop seeing people for a while to help our relationship breath 🥰

—wait we are hanging out Tomorrow, oops lol

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HEY DIPSHIT. IF YOU WANT TO QUIT SMOKING, QUIT SMOKING. DUMBASS,

IF YOU, A FUCKING MIDDLE AGED PIECE OF SHIT WANT TO RUN AWAY, fucking do it

THAT’S WHAT YOUR TRIP TO THE STATES IS ANYWAY, RUNNING AWAY TOO MELISSA, your fucking friend side piece 😒

Call out post to my dad

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Id love to get my own place so I didn’t have to hear my dad jerking off at night 😒😒😒

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It’s been about 5 years, I want a new personality lol

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The thing that gets me is when you treat her things with care, gently folding the cat placemat you got from her, well throwing our own tea towels to the ground. Gently rubbing the dust off of the coffee table she gave you so kindly. You have a strong case of throwing your personally items, why do you treat hers with a level of care you don’t treat yours, or families. Do you think of her memory? Your 4th grade field trips, your trips to see her? Or do you think about how nice the furniture is, the gray tinted coffee table with real wood colouring. Subjecting you to pride you never felt before.

UGH 😑 annoying

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At midnight my —-crush?? Almost boyfriend? Left his room to call people and wish them happy new year! I was standing with him, he took a break

The door open, i run to the front of the door so it looked like I was leaving from the bathroom, I got shy, speed walked to the right, fell into a hole

Ughhh I panicked lol

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“Let’s put make up on”

I absolutely hate it

Sometime later

“Let’s put make up on!”

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My self worth might be attached to my hair and boobs XD.