For once, Misha is quiet. He only listens, each string of words an acute reminder of what this is. What they have. What he could have lost. No, Misha shouldn't dwell on that final thought, yet his heart aches with it briefly before his body lets the energy go – into the atmosphere and out to sea where it belongs. It feels much easier to focus on the here and now, her thoughts verbalized, and his own mirroring them. But his mind, Misha finds, becomes distracted by the touch of her fingertips and the magnetic force of their bodies being drawn together, her lips so close he can taste her breath mixed with the briny air.
"It doesn't pay to idealize it," Misha says aloud, mostly as a reminder to himself, "It will be how it's meant to be. I think over planning can sometimes only lead to disappointment in the end." He takes a step closer, framing her feet with his. "There happens to be a lot of space where I am now... space I've been saving for you, if I'm being honest. It's there for you whenever you're ready." One short hour ago, he may have laughed at the sentiment and cursed himself for how seemingly futile it felt to hoard empty space for a person he wasn't sure wanted him in the same way he wanted her. It's clear now that it hadn't been hopeless at all.
Once again, Misha holds silence, but only because he's far too shocked to speak. He doesn't have to wonder if what Selena is saying is true – he knows her words are genuine, and that makes it even more astounding to hear them. "I love you..." Misha mumbles after some time has passed. "And I'm so grateful to have someone like you in my life. Someone kind and honest, someone who sees me. Arguably, it's my favorite thing about you, Sel. You don't see what you want to see. We see each other for who we really are and that's what drives us. This is the realest love I've ever felt..." Misha has to pause, swallow a mouthful of air to try and stave off the tears; one still escapes and he quickly drops his eyes to their intertwined hands. It doesn't matter how many seconds Misha spends trying to regain composure – when he speaks again, his voice betrays him with a wavering lilt.
"Marriage, in a lot of ways, is a formality. I don't care about signing the dotted line necessarily. I care about you and being with you. But..." Ice blue eyes finally lift and so too do the corners of Misha's mouth, ticking up into a full smile, teeth and all. "Don't give me any ideas. I can't lie and say that I haven't considered whisking you off to secretly trade vows without anyone knowing..." He halfheartedly grimaces at the thought. "I know at least one person who might get extremely offended if we got married and didn't tell her..."
Misha leaves it at that – an open invitation. There is no doubt in his mind that one day, he'll slip a ring on her finger, and maybe that day will come sooner than either of them think, but for right now? This promise of forever is more than enough. Whether they exchange words at an altar tomorrow or 10 years from now doesn't matter.
The once vibrant sunset has faded to a gray dusk, the waters of the sea now churning with choppy waves. It may be summer, but the chill is ever present in the air as the sun sheds its final rays on the earth for the day. In those moments of twilight, Misha is drawn to her lips again, and the love feels infinite and so very real, like it could stop the very flow of time. The divine thread that binds them has been pulled taut again, the fraying edges mended and strengthened to hold whatever weight they will have to carry together in the future. Only when the words are burning Misha's throat does he peel himself away, his shoulders visibly cresting and falling with deep but uneven breath. His eyes are almost luminescent even in the low light, like polished blue topaz.
"Let's go home..." His lips skim hers once more, allowing just a breath to pass between their mouths. "The only thing I want tonight, and forever, is you, Selena."