tags : ‘what are we’ ahh, fluff and a little angst if you squint (because there’s nothing happy about being in a situationship bro), do they hate eo or what bro idk
now playing : crush - yuna
w.c 1.3k not proofread and intended lowercase, happy reading !! likes and reblogs are very much appreciated <33
all works are fictional and are not related to real life people and events!
“there’s no way you guessed the killer right,” you gasped, your hand paused from running your fingers through jay’s shiny, black hair. “is this really your first time watching this movie or did you lie to me about that?”
“just accept your defeat and let it go, it’s not that deep.” the low scoff that came from the man whose head was placed on your lap made you finally look away from the screen. when you looked down, jay’s eyes had already found yours.
“you’re genuinely so irritating, i hate myself for asking you to come over.” you murmured.
a few hours ago you had impulsively send a text to jay asking him if he wanted to hang out and watch a movie or something. it was the weekend and your parents were not home, leaving you bored out of your wit and extremely hungry. so the reason you begged jay to come was so he could keep you company and hopefully make you something to eat.
and he did all of that, without hesitation.
although he would complain about how you can never do anything yourself and joked about you being scared to sleep alone like you were still a little girl, you never really took offence to any of the comments.
“you’ve always been slightly obsessed with me, and that’s okay because there’s no shame in it.” jay smiled, provoking you and testing your patience.
“you think you’re so smart,” you rolled your eyes at him, giving his hair a sharp tug. jay groaned softly at the sensation, and his hand was just as quick to pull back at your luscious curls. “asshole—“
before you got the chance to get back at him, jay pushed himself off you and tackled you down to the couch. he had his knees pressing into either sides of you, his huge form looming over you. he did not waste the opportunity to attack you at your weak spots, quick fingers tickling you until you were out of breath.
you thrashed against him as your laughter fills the room, your head thrown back into the soft cushion as you struggled to break free from him.
“okay, okay, i take it back!” you giggled while grabbing his hands, weakly gripping on his wrists to restraint him just a little bit. “you are not an asshole.”
“that’s right i’m not,” he sighed, pecking your forehead before dropping his weight next to you. “watch how you talk to me cause i won’t go easy on you next time.”
“ew brother, that sounds so… icky.” you faked a gag, your fist covering your mouth. you were looking at him to see if you could gouge another reaction from him.
“i’m not your brother,” he glared at you, as if the nickname was some kind of insult to him.
“you are! sort of.” you shrugged. “i mean, even my parents sees you as their second son at this point.”
you noticed the shift in his expression when he looked away, and you couldn’t help but ask him why he reacted that way. what you said wasn’t wrong though, your family loved him as if he was one of their own and vice versa. so what was up with that face he made?
“oh i know, you hate the idea of me being your sister.” you laughed softly. “i don’t mean it like that, what i’m saying is—“
“god, i know you’re slow but i’m not expecting you to be so dense.” jay cut you off without even looking at you, catching you off guard.
ouch? now why was he acting passive aggressive?
“dude, chill out.” you let out an awkward chuckle, threading carefully with your actions to not agitate him any further. “did i say the wrong thing or something? i’m sorry if i did.”
jay glanced at you once and let out a deep sigh before shaking his head. “it’s nothing, don’t hurt your head trying to figure it out.”
“jay, what’s your problem? i’ve apologised and you’re still giving me the passive aggressive attitude.” you rebut, your voice slightly raised and tone sharpening.
“i’m not—“ he stopped himself and groaned roughly, frustrated. “i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to be rude.”
“no because you acted weird right after i said you were like a brother to me,” you scoffed.
instead of answering, jay tilted his head to your direction and just stared at you. the silence that followed after was nervewrecking because you were slowly putting the pieces together.
“i never thought—“ you started, but the word died on the tip of your tongue in the end anyway. “well shit, this is awkward.”
“yeah, i definitely should’ve been more normal about it huh?” jay chuckled in an attempt to cover his nervousness. “now you can call me an asshole.”
“jay,” you sighed, unsure of how to put your thoughts into words.
throughout the years you two have been friends, the idea of dating jay had crossed your mind once— when you were in high school. it was when your girl friends were all flaunting about their love life and you were the only one who never really had any romantic experience beyond a 2 months situationship.
your friends joked about you asking jay to be your boyfriend, and you only thought about it shortly before the idea of you ruining your long term friendship came to your mind. so you buried it at the very back of your mind, you reminded yourself to be casual about everything you do with jay.
even though some of the things you guys did together were deemed too intimate to be done as ‘just friends’.
now sitting before him and having this conversation was slowly pulling that idea of exploring a relationship beyond platonic with jay back to the front of your head.
“i mean, i’m not opposed to it.” you cleared your throat, looking away shyly as your cheeks heat up.
“what?” his voice came out in a short breath, like he couldn’t believe this was happening too.
“friends to lovers is just so wholesome you know? the idea of having the person who you know and trust so much becoming the love of your life and all.” you added, stealing glances at him from the corner of your eyes.
“you’re such a geek,” he commented as he grab your chin and slowly turn your face towards his. “can’t even look at me while you drop that bomb on me.”
“god, you really are irritating.” you sighed as you slowly lean into him, your gaze moving back and forth between his brown iris and his soft lips.
“and i really want to kiss you,” he whispered softly with a quiet chuckle as he brushed your noses together.
“no correlation whatsoever by the way,” you muttered as you pressed your lips to his, your lashes fluttering as you close your eyes to savour his taste on your tongue.
jay moved his arms to wrap around your waist and brought you to his lap. the kiss deepened in the new position you two were in, and neither of you were thinking of pulling away just yet.
when you two finally broke the kiss to get some air, jay flashed you his charming smile as he fix your hair, making your stomach flutter.
“if i remembered correctly, that was your first kiss.” he said, and you felt your face growing hotter than it already was.
“god, shut up.” you groaned in annoyance as you hide your face in the crook of his neck. jay tighten his embrace around your waist and pressed a gentle kiss to your cheek.
“okay, pretty girl. anything for you.” he smiled against your skin. “by the way, i definitely googled who the killer was in the movie earlier.”
“asshole,” you mumbled into his neck.
“your asshole now.”
a/n : wait this is lowkey cringe but oh well !!!! #cringeisfree i hope y’all enjoyed this because this came to me impulsively after i saw the softest jay edit to earrings by malcolm todd. so i thought before i throw the angst that the longfic is gonna be at you guys i should at least serve a plate of fluff first lolz 😋 IM SO SORRY IF THIS SUCK
(specific) 𝓽hings i find extremely attractive — jay version
now playing : my moon my man by feist
1. jay’s sharp jawline ;
2. jay poking the inside of his mouth with his tongue ;
3. jay squinting his eye as he hits a high note ;
4. jay tuning his guitars ;
5. jay’s hands (his fingers specifically oh good god) ;
6. jay speaking in english (hm : that one live he did when he talked about his watch back in high school or something oh i’m dripping he should be on soundgasm) ;
7. jay clenching his jaw ;
8. jay’s eyes and his sharp, cat-like stare ;
9. jay adjusting his hair ;
10. jay when he spoke softly to the members ;
11. jay wearing a button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up ;
12. jay telling off the sasaengs ;
13. jay’s resilience ;
14. jay dropping facts randomly ;
15. jay’s way with words ;
16. jay’s laugh ;
17. jay’s lips pouting when he’s talking fast ;
18. jay’s taste in music ;
19. jay’s passion in literally everything ;
20. jay’s interest in formula one and his love for his favourite team and driver (cause me too #LH44forever) ;
21. jay furrowing his eyebrows ;
22. jay’s confidence ;
23. jay’s guitar collection ;
24. jay’s face scrunching up when he’s had a big laugh ;
25. jay’s mannerisms (not-so-fun fact : i got into enha because in 2021 i saw a clip from the live he did with hee of them eating steak and drinking grape juice, the way he spoke and behaved during that live was so attractive i had to stan the group and bias him) ;
26. the way jay laughs with his entire body
27. jay rambling about anything
28. jay wearing my favourite colours (green and blue) ;
29. jay being a taurus stellium and him being astrologically compatible with me as a scorpio (let me live in my delusions) ;
30. jay’s mirror selfie
a/n : this list isn’t in order, i just list out a bunch of things as i go >< also i’m done with 2/5 papers for my finals i can’t wait for it to be over so i can get serious with writing my fics.
tags : ‘what are we’ ahh, fluff and a little angst if you squint (because there’s nothing happy about being in a situationship bro), do they hate eo or what bro idk
now playing : crush - yuna
w.c 1.3k not proofread and intended lowercase, happy reading !! likes and reblogs are very much appreciated <33
all works are fictional and are not related to real life people and events!
“there’s no way you guessed the killer right,” you gasped, your hand paused from running your fingers through jay’s shiny, black hair. “is this really your first time watching this movie or did you lie to me about that?”
“just accept your defeat and let it go, it’s not that deep.” the low scoff that came from the man whose head was placed on your lap made you finally look away from the screen. when you looked down, jay’s eyes had already found yours.
“you’re genuinely so irritating, i hate myself for asking you to come over.” you murmured.
a few hours ago you had impulsively send a text to jay asking him if he wanted to hang out and watch a movie or something. it was the weekend and your parents were not home, leaving you bored out of your wit and extremely hungry. so the reason you begged jay to come was so he could keep you company and hopefully make you something to eat.
and he did all of that, without hesitation.
although he would complain about how you can never do anything yourself and joked about you being scared to sleep alone like you were still a little girl, you never really took offence to any of the comments.
“you’ve always been slightly obsessed with me, and that’s okay because there’s no shame in it.” jay smiled, provoking you and testing your patience.
“you think you’re so smart,” you rolled your eyes at him, giving his hair a sharp tug. jay groaned softly at the sensation, and his hand was just as quick to pull back at your luscious curls. “asshole—“
before you got the chance to get back at him, jay pushed himself off you and tackled you down to the couch. he had his knees pressing into either sides of you, his huge form looming over you. he did not waste the opportunity to attack you at your weak spots, quick fingers tickling you until you were out of breath.
you thrashed against him as your laughter fills the room, your head thrown back into the soft cushion as you struggled to break free from him.
“okay, okay, i take it back!” you giggled while grabbing his hands, weakly gripping on his wrists to restraint him just a little bit. “you are not an asshole.”
“that’s right i’m not,” he sighed, pecking your forehead before dropping his weight next to you. “watch how you talk to me cause i won’t go easy on you next time.”
“ew brother, that sounds so… icky.” you faked a gag, your fist covering your mouth. you were looking at him to see if you could gouge another reaction from him.
“i’m not your brother,” he glared at you, as if the nickname was some kind of insult to him.
“you are! sort of.” you shrugged. “i mean, even my parents sees you as their second son at this point.”
you noticed the shift in his expression when he looked away, and you couldn’t help but ask him why he reacted that way. what you said wasn’t wrong though, your family loved him as if he was one of their own and vice versa. so what was up with that face he made?
“oh i know, you hate the idea of me being your sister.” you laughed softly. “i don’t mean it like that, what i’m saying is—“
“god, i know you’re slow but i’m not expecting you to be so dense.” jay cut you off without even looking at you, catching you off guard.
ouch? now why was he acting passive aggressive?
“dude, chill out.” you let out an awkward chuckle, threading carefully with your actions to not agitate him any further. “did i say the wrong thing or something? i’m sorry if i did.”
jay glanced at you once and let out a deep sigh before shaking his head. “it’s nothing, don’t hurt your head trying to figure it out.”
“jay, what’s your problem? i’ve apologised and you’re still giving me the passive aggressive attitude.” you rebut, your voice slightly raised and tone sharpening.
“i’m not—“ he stopped himself and groaned roughly, frustrated. “i’m sorry, i didn’t mean to be rude.”
“no because you acted weird right after i said you were like a brother to me,” you scoffed.
instead of answering, jay tilted his head to your direction and just stared at you. the silence that followed after was nervewrecking because you were slowly putting the pieces together.
“i never thought—“ you started, but the word died on the tip of your tongue in the end anyway. “well shit, this is awkward.”
“yeah, i definitely should’ve been more normal about it huh?” jay chuckled in an attempt to cover his nervousness. “now you can call me an asshole.”
“jay,” you sighed, unsure of how to put your thoughts into words.
throughout the years you two have been friends, the idea of dating jay had crossed your mind once— when you were in high school. it was when your girl friends were all flaunting about their love life and you were the only one who never really had any romantic experience beyond a 2 months situationship.
your friends joked about you asking jay to be your boyfriend, and you only thought about it shortly before the idea of you ruining your long term friendship came to your mind. so you buried it at the very back of your mind, you reminded yourself to be casual about everything you do with jay.
even though some of the things you guys did together were deemed too intimate to be done as ‘just friends’.
now sitting before him and having this conversation was slowly pulling that idea of exploring a relationship beyond platonic with jay back to the front of your head.
“i mean, i’m not opposed to it.” you cleared your throat, looking away shyly as your cheeks heat up.
“what?” his voice came out in a short breath, like he couldn’t believe this was happening too.
“friends to lovers is just so wholesome you know? the idea of having the person who you know and trust so much becoming the love of your life and all.” you added, stealing glances at him from the corner of your eyes.
“you’re such a geek,” he commented as he grab your chin and slowly turn your face towards his. “can’t even look at me while you drop that bomb on me.”
“god, you really are irritating.” you sighed as you slowly lean into him, your gaze moving back and forth between his brown iris and his soft lips.
“and i really want to kiss you,” he whispered softly with a quiet chuckle as he brushed your noses together.
“no correlation whatsoever by the way,” you muttered as you pressed your lips to his, your lashes fluttering as you close your eyes to savour his taste on your tongue.
jay moved his arms to wrap around your waist and brought you to his lap. the kiss deepened in the new position you two were in, and neither of you were thinking of pulling away just yet.
when you two finally broke the kiss to get some air, jay flashed you his charming smile as he fix your hair, making your stomach flutter.
“if i remembered correctly, that was your first kiss.” he said, and you felt your face growing hotter than it already was.
“god, shut up.” you groaned in annoyance as you hide your face in the crook of his neck. jay tighten his embrace around your waist and pressed a gentle kiss to your cheek.
“okay, pretty girl. anything for you.” he smiled against your skin. “by the way, i definitely googled who the killer was in the movie earlier.”
“asshole,” you mumbled into his neck.
“your asshole now.”
a/n : wait this is lowkey cringe but oh well !!!! #cringeisfree i hope y’all enjoyed this because this came to me impulsively after i saw the softest jay edit to earrings by malcolm todd. so i thought before i throw the angst that the longfic is gonna be at you guys i should at least serve a plate of fluff first lolz 😋 IM SO SORRY IF THIS SUCK
(specific) 𝓽hings i find extremely attractive — jay version
now playing : my moon my man by feist
1. jay’s sharp jawline ;
2. jay poking the inside of his mouth with his tongue ;
3. jay squinting his eye as he hits a high note ;
4. jay tuning his guitars ;
5. jay’s hands (his fingers specifically oh good god) ;
6. jay speaking in english (hm : that one live he did when he talked about his watch back in high school or something oh i’m dripping he should be on soundgasm) ;
7. jay clenching his jaw ;
8. jay’s eyes and his sharp, cat-like stare ;
9. jay adjusting his hair ;
10. jay when he spoke softly to the members ;
11. jay wearing a button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up ;
12. jay telling off the sasaengs ;
13. jay’s resilience ;
14. jay dropping facts randomly ;
15. jay’s way with words ;
16. jay’s laugh ;
17. jay’s lips pouting when he’s talking fast ;
18. jay’s taste in music ;
19. jay’s passion in literally everything ;
20. jay’s interest in formula one and his love for his favourite team and driver (cause me too #LH44forever) ;
21. jay furrowing his eyebrows ;
22. jay’s confidence ;
23. jay’s guitar collection ;
24. jay’s face scrunching up when he’s had a big laugh ;
25. jay’s mannerisms (not-so-fun fact : i got into enha because in 2021 i saw a clip from the live he did with hee of them eating steak and drinking grape juice, the way he spoke and behaved during that live was so attractive i had to stan the group and bias him) ;
26. the way jay laughs with his entire body
27. jay rambling about anything
28. jay wearing my favourite colours (green and blue) ;
29. jay being a taurus stellium and him being astrologically compatible with me as a scorpio (let me live in my delusions) ;
30. jay’s mirror selfie
a/n : this list isn’t in order, i just list out a bunch of things as i go >< also i’m done with 2/5 papers for my finals i can’t wait for it to be over so i can get serious with writing my fics.
(specific) 𝓽hings i find extremely attractive — jay version
now playing : my moon my man by feist
1. jay’s sharp jawline ;
2. jay poking the inside of his mouth with his tongue ;
3. jay squinting his eye as he hits a high note ;
4. jay tuning his guitars ;
5. jay’s hands (his fingers specifically oh good god) ;
6. jay speaking in english (hm : that one live he did when he talked about his watch back in high school or something oh i’m dripping he should be on soundgasm) ;
7. jay clenching his jaw ;
8. jay’s eyes and his sharp, cat-like stare ;
9. jay adjusting his hair ;
10. jay when he spoke softly to the members ;
11. jay wearing a button up shirt with the sleeves rolled up ;
12. jay telling off the sasaengs ;
13. jay’s resilience ;
14. jay dropping facts randomly ;
15. jay’s way with words ;
16. jay’s laugh ;
17. jay’s lips pouting when he’s talking fast ;
18. jay’s taste in music ;
19. jay’s passion in literally everything ;
20. jay’s interest in formula one and his love for his favourite team and driver (cause me too #LH44forever) ;
21. jay furrowing his eyebrows ;
22. jay’s confidence ;
23. jay’s guitar collection ;
24. jay’s face scrunching up when he’s had a big laugh ;
25. jay’s mannerisms (not-so-fun fact : i got into enha because in 2021 i saw a clip from the live he did with hee of them eating steak and drinking grape juice, the way he spoke and behaved during that live was so attractive i had to stan the group and bias him) ;
26. the way jay laughs with his entire body
27. jay rambling about anything
28. jay wearing my favourite colours (green and blue) ;
29. jay being a taurus stellium and him being astrologically compatible with me as a scorpio (let me live in my delusions) ;
30. jay’s mirror selfie
a/n : this list isn’t in order, i just list out a bunch of things as i go >< also i’m done with 2/5 papers for my finals i can’t wait for it to be over so i can get serious with writing my fics.
i’m being so honest with y’all college has really taken a toll on me but this is my last semester so i’m pushing through… my mental health isn’t doing that good either especially with everything that’s going on in enville but i believe the more we struggle together the stronger we are so yeah i’m just really trying my best rn. i promise i’ll get to that jay story and try to publish it within july cause i’ve got sm stuffs i wanna write but at the same time i’m a master procrastinator </3
VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU— enhypen jay x f!reader (ONESHOT)
⟢ with vampires going rampant and your boyfriend putting his life on the line almost every night, just how far could love take you?
content warnings : mentions of violence, blood
“BREAKING NEWS — Authorities have advised the public to remain inside their homes after dusk amidst a violent vampire outbreak.”
Jay reached for the remote to turn up the volume, his body leaned forward so he could focus on what the news person had to say. You were just a few feet away, standing in the kitchen with your coffee in hand. Your cat, Zoro, brushed its head against your knuckles to demand for pets— or maybe food, you couldn’t really tell the difference.
“It’s been weeks,” you murmured as you picked up Zoro and put him on the ground near his food bowl. You glanced at the container, so little was left of the kibble that you worried it might not last the weekend. “Just how long do we have to wait, exactly?”
When you went to sit next to your boyfriend, he pulled your head towards his and whispered some words of comfort. You wanted to believe him, you desperately do, but you were also unsure of how long you could remain optimistic about the current situation.
“Come on, cheer up a little.” Jay mused as he nuzzled his nose to your cheeks, earning a soft chuckle from you. “We’ve got to have hope.”
The first time the news was released, you thought you were dreaming. Vampires, walking amongst humans— what a big joke. That was until the day you went out and witnessed a dog being mauled by his own owner before the elder man started crying and begging you to end his life. Jay had to pull you aside while he called the cops, forcing you back into the house. You have never stepped out ever since.
Jay abruptly stood up, and you were pulled out of your trance when you saw him reaching for the rifle that sits by the door. He slipped his coat on and pulled the hood over his head, hiding his flashy hair. Jay checked the gun, making sure it was working as intended and he had enough bullets to last the night.
“I forgot it’s your shift tonight,” you murmured, sulking.
The government had decided that each neighbourhood’s watch should have its own vampire patrol that could handle sudden attacks before contacting the police or someone that’s more skilled. You personally think that it’s just them being negligent, because the higher ups would be safe and sound in their bunkers while the people struggle to stay alive.
Zoro jumped into your lap, nudging at your hand and you gave him a few slow strokes. Jay noticed your silence and slowly walked up to you, the rustling of his jacket made you look up. He grabbed your chin and tilted your head up before planting a kiss on your forehead, something he always does before he leaves the house.
“You two look after each other while I’m gone, alright?” he said, his hand slowly moved towards Zoro who happily accepted pets from his other owner. “I’ll also try to find more food, I’m sure there’s something.
You watched as Jay’s form retreated to the door, his shoulders tense when he grabbed the door knob. You had to remind yourself that he’s serving the community, doing something he’s always loved, and you were in no place to stop him. He’s stubborn, but for a good cause.
“Babe,” he called softly and you replied with a slow hum, not looking up until you heard him speaking again. “I love you.”
There was something in his eyes, a glimmer. Your lips curved into a small smile as his words somehow managed to comfort you.
“I love you too.”
It was quiet when you woke up, and you were still sitting on the sofa with the light from the TV flashing in your face. The sound of Zoro meows made you stir, and you stretched your limbs to regain composure.
“Zoro?” you yawned as you stood up, rubbing your eyes while reaching for the TV remote to shut it off.
The house went dark, the only thing that allowed you to see around the house was the street lamps bleeding in through the curtains and light from.. the kitchen? It was white, like the ones from when the fridge is opened. The further you walked towards it, the clearer you could see what Zoro was meowing at.
“Jesus—“ you stumbled back, eyes widened when you saw Jay’s form crouched over the floor, his back turned to you. “You scared me babe.”
You chuckled, finding it ridiculous with how easily you could get surprised. The sound of your laughter made Jay straighten up, and you were too tired to notice how weird he was moving. You thought he must have been worn out from his patrols, having to walk around the entire neighbourhood and having his guard up at all times wasn’t exactly a light exercise.
“Are you hungry?” you asked, moving to turn on the small light above the kitchen hoover. There was leftover congee from today’s dinner sitting on the stove, you would always make extra in case he wants seconds. “I can heat this up for you.”
Jay was at your side within seconds, but you did not hear the rustle of his jacket at all. The light shone onto him, and you could see how pale his skin was. Concern washed over you and you placed the back of your hand to his forehead, worried about his state.
“You don’t look so good, Jay.” you said, brows knitted together.
He leaned into your touch and groaned softly, his eyes fluttered shut. Your face heats up when he starts kissing your pulse and dragging his body closer to you. The only thing you could think of was what had happened earlier, something scary of course— or else he wouldn’t be acting like this. He was shaken to the bone because you could feel how cold he was.
“I’m here, I’m with you.” you murmured, pulling him into a warm embrace.
Jay wrapped his arms around you in return, and it felt stronger than before— than all the times before. It was as if he had gained super powers, more accurately super strength overnight.
“Hot,” he mumbled under his breath, unclear at first. “I think I’ve got a fever.”
That explains it then, why he had stuck his head in the fridge earlier. You nodded and guided his steps up down the hall until you reached your shared bedroom. Jay collapsed on the soft bed, his body curled into a ball when he pulled the blanket over his entire body. His breathing was heavy too, like something was pressing down on his lungs.
“I’ll take you to the doctors tomorrow,” you said while stroking his head through the covers. He shivered in response, and you understood then that he just wanted to rest.
You took your place on the empty spot next to him and your hands remained at your sides when they would usually be around him. Staring at his bundled up form, you could only pray the fever goes down and he would feel better by tomorrow.
Jay had spent the entire day in bed, and it was the middle of the night when you heard noises coming from your bedroom. Stuff being thrown all over the place and glass breaking. You sprinted towards the room and almost kicked the door open, worried about the state of your not-so-well boyfriend.
“Jay—“
Your eyes widened when you saw him, blood splattered on the floor and some furniture. Then your gaze landed on the broken mirror, and without thinking too much about it, you rushed to his side and took his hand into yours.
“Did you fall, are you okay?” you panicked, searching for the wound on his hand only to find none. It was messing with your head, if Jay wasn’t bleeding, then whose blood was on the floor?
“Jay, talk to me.” you cupped his face, tilting his head up.
You gasped and withdrew from him when you saw his eyes, it was bloodshot red. His lips trembled as he struggled to find an answer, an explanation to this mess he had been in.
“I couldn’t… “ he trailed off, tears streaming down his cheeks. The air was knocked out of your lungs when you saw him opening his mouth to speak, something that couldn’t be mistaken for— a pair of fangs. “… there was no reflection.”
“Stop, get away from me.” you grumbled under your breath as you shook your head, praying to the gods above that this wasn’t true.
Foolishly, you had cut yourself with the mirror shards that were scattered on the floor. You immediately turned to Jay, who had his vampire instincts flared as soon as he saw blood— what was now sweeter than honey to him— dripping from your palm. He crawled into your direction and panic surged through you as you knew that you were cornered.
“Please,” you cried softly, begging him to spare your life. “Don’t kill me.”
There was a long pause, and you slowly opened your eyes to look at him. Jay was kneeling before you, his shoulders shaking as he sobbed into the floor. You were confused, but did not have the guts to approach him. When he lifted his head, you noticed he was crying out blood.
“Kill you? Oh I would never, I wouldn’t…” he choked out. “Baby it’s me, it’s Jay— your Jay.”
“No, stop, shut up!” you shouted, your entire body was tense and your guard was up. “You’re.. you’re not my Jay.”
Jay moved towards you, cautiously this time to not further scare you away from him. The vampire puts his head on your chest, his tears staining your shirt. He mumbled something about him being him and not something else with his grip tightening on your arms, and you winced quietly when you felt his talons digging into your skin. You were prepared to die then, in the arms of a vampire— something he swore to protect you from.
But then you felt it, the familiar sensation of his lips on your skin. Warm, and comforting. It trailed from your collarbone, then your neck before he finally sealed your mouths together. They were cold from the transformation, a proof of his undead body. Then Jay puts his hand on the back of your neck, pulling you deeper into the kiss. For a moment you completely forgot of what he had become as you too had melted into his magical touch. When he finally pulled away, he looked into your eyes and you could finally see your boyfriend staring back at you again.
“What happened?” you asked, holding back your tears.
He shook his head and he buried his face in your neck, not wanting to reveal the truth, but you could already guess it. Jay must’ve been attacked last night, and there was no way to prevent a human from turning after being bitten.
“You remembered my promise, don’t you? I told you I would do anything to keep our family safe.” he whispered as he wiped away at the tears that began to form in the corner of your eyes, and it only made it harder for you to remain calm. “My sweet girl, don’t cry... oh.”
Jay pulled you into a hug and you cried into his chest, finally breaking down. You still couldn’t believe that your life and your future had been destroyed overnight. He continued to hold you, waiting until you were ready to face him again. Then you finally looked up and Jay remained silent until you spoke first.
“What will happen to us now?” you whispered, voice broken and tired.
He pressed a kiss to your forehead, that familiar affectionate gesture that reminded you that there was still something human left in him.
“I don’t know,” he sighed into your cheek as he pressed a kiss to your tears. “But the vampires will never hurt you.”
happy jay day everyone!!! finally posted this after a month of having it in my drafts lol and i hope you guys will enjoy this :)) forgive me if it’s not good etc, please leave comments so i could make improvements on my writing. likes and reblogs are appreciated, thank you so muchhhhh and bless you all <333
VAMPIRES WILL NEVER HURT YOU— enhypen jay x f!reader (ONESHOT)
⟢ with vampires going rampant and your boyfriend putting his life on the line almost every night, just how far could love take you?
content warnings : mentions of violence, blood
“BREAKING NEWS — Authorities have advised the public to remain inside their homes after dusk amidst a violent vampire outbreak.”
Jay reached for the remote to turn up the volume, his body leaned forward so he could focus on what the news person had to say. You were just a few feet away, standing in the kitchen with your coffee in hand. Your cat, Zoro, brushed its head against your knuckles to demand for pets— or maybe food, you couldn’t really tell the difference.
“It’s been weeks,” you murmured as you picked up Zoro and put him on the ground near his food bowl. You glanced at the container, so little was left of the kibble that you worried it might not last the weekend. “Just how long do we have to wait, exactly?”
When you went to sit next to your boyfriend, he pulled your head towards his and whispered some words of comfort. You wanted to believe him, you desperately do, but you were also unsure of how long you could remain optimistic about the current situation.
“Come on, cheer up a little.” Jay mused as he nuzzled his nose to your cheeks, earning a soft chuckle from you. “We’ve got to have hope.”
The first time the news was released, you thought you were dreaming. Vampires, walking amongst humans— what a big joke. That was until the day you went out and witnessed a dog being mauled by his own owner before the elder man started crying and begging you to end his life. Jay had to pull you aside while he called the cops, forcing you back into the house. You have never stepped out ever since.
Jay abruptly stood up, and you were pulled out of your trance when you saw him reaching for the rifle that sits by the door. He slipped his coat on and pulled the hood over his head, hiding his flashy hair. Jay checked the gun, making sure it was working as intended and he had enough bullets to last the night.
“I forgot it’s your shift tonight,” you murmured, sulking.
The government had decided that each neighbourhood’s watch should have its own vampire patrol that could handle sudden attacks before contacting the police or someone that’s more skilled. You personally think that it’s just them being negligent, because the higher ups would be safe and sound in their bunkers while the people struggle to stay alive.
Zoro jumped into your lap, nudging at your hand and you gave him a few slow strokes. Jay noticed your silence and slowly walked up to you, the rustling of his jacket made you look up. He grabbed your chin and tilted your head up before planting a kiss on your forehead, something he always does before he leaves the house.
“You two look after each other while I’m gone, alright?” he said, his hand slowly moved towards Zoro who happily accepted pets from his other owner. “I’ll also try to find more food, I’m sure there’s something.
You watched as Jay’s form retreated to the door, his shoulders tense when he grabbed the door knob. You had to remind yourself that he’s serving the community, doing something he’s always loved, and you were in no place to stop him. He’s stubborn, but for a good cause.
“Babe,” he called softly and you replied with a slow hum, not looking up until you heard him speaking again. “I love you.”
There was something in his eyes, a glimmer. Your lips curved into a small smile as his words somehow managed to comfort you.
“I love you too.”
It was quiet when you woke up, and you were still sitting on the sofa with the light from the TV flashing in your face. The sound of Zoro meows made you stir, and you stretched your limbs to regain composure.
“Zoro?” you yawned as you stood up, rubbing your eyes while reaching for the TV remote to shut it off.
The house went dark, the only thing that allowed you to see around the house was the street lamps bleeding in through the curtains and light from.. the kitchen? It was white, like the ones from when the fridge is opened. The further you walked towards it, the clearer you could see what Zoro was meowing at.
“Jesus—“ you stumbled back, eyes widened when you saw Jay’s form crouched over the floor, his back turned to you. “You scared me babe.”
You chuckled, finding it ridiculous with how easily you could get surprised. The sound of your laughter made Jay straighten up, and you were too tired to notice how weird he was moving. You thought he must have been worn out from his patrols, having to walk around the entire neighbourhood and having his guard up at all times wasn’t exactly a light exercise.
“Are you hungry?” you asked, moving to turn on the small light above the kitchen hoover. There was leftover congee from today’s dinner sitting on the stove, you would always make extra in case he wants seconds. “I can heat this up for you.”
Jay was at your side within seconds, but you did not hear the rustle of his jacket at all. The light shone onto him, and you could see how pale his skin was. Concern washed over you and you placed the back of your hand to his forehead, worried about his state.
“You don’t look so good, Jay.” you said, brows knitted together.
He leaned into your touch and groaned softly, his eyes fluttered shut. Your face heats up when he starts kissing your pulse and dragging his body closer to you. The only thing you could think of was what had happened earlier, something scary of course— or else he wouldn’t be acting like this. He was shaken to the bone because you could feel how cold he was.
“I’m here, I’m with you.” you murmured, pulling him into a warm embrace.
Jay wrapped his arms around you in return, and it felt stronger than before— than all the times before. It was as if he had gained super powers, more accurately super strength overnight.
“Hot,” he mumbled under his breath, unclear at first. “I think I’ve got a fever.”
That explains it then, why he had stuck his head in the fridge earlier. You nodded and guided his steps up down the hall until you reached your shared bedroom. Jay collapsed on the soft bed, his body curled into a ball when he pulled the blanket over his entire body. His breathing was heavy too, like something was pressing down on his lungs.
“I’ll take you to the doctors tomorrow,” you said while stroking his head through the covers. He shivered in response, and you understood then that he just wanted to rest.
You took your place on the empty spot next to him and your hands remained at your sides when they would usually be around him. Staring at his bundled up form, you could only pray the fever goes down and he would feel better by tomorrow.
Jay had spent the entire day in bed, and it was the middle of the night when you heard noises coming from your bedroom. Stuff being thrown all over the place and glass breaking. You sprinted towards the room and almost kicked the door open, worried about the state of your not-so-well boyfriend.
“Jay—“
Your eyes widened when you saw him, blood splattered on the floor and some furniture. Then your gaze landed on the broken mirror, and without thinking too much about it, you rushed to his side and took his hand into yours.
“Did you fall, are you okay?” you panicked, searching for the wound on his hand only to find none. It was messing with your head, if Jay wasn’t bleeding, then whose blood was on the floor?
“Jay, talk to me.” you cupped his face, tilting his head up.
You gasped and withdrew from him when you saw his eyes, it was bloodshot red. His lips trembled as he struggled to find an answer, an explanation to this mess he had been in.
“I couldn’t… “ he trailed off, tears streaming down his cheeks. The air was knocked out of your lungs when you saw him opening his mouth to speak, something that couldn’t be mistaken for— a pair of fangs. “… there was no reflection.”
“Stop, get away from me.” you grumbled under your breath as you shook your head, praying to the gods above that this wasn’t true.
Foolishly, you had cut yourself with the mirror shards that were scattered on the floor. You immediately turned to Jay, who had his vampire instincts flared as soon as he saw blood— what was now sweeter than honey to him— dripping from your palm. He crawled into your direction and panic surged through you as you knew that you were cornered.
“Please,” you cried softly, begging him to spare your life. “Don’t kill me.”
There was a long pause, and you slowly opened your eyes to look at him. Jay was kneeling before you, his shoulders shaking as he sobbed into the floor. You were confused, but did not have the guts to approach him. When he lifted his head, you noticed he was crying out blood.
“Kill you? Oh I would never, I wouldn’t…” he choked out. “Baby it’s me, it’s Jay— your Jay.”
“No, stop, shut up!” you shouted, your entire body was tense and your guard was up. “You’re.. you’re not my Jay.”
Jay moved towards you, cautiously this time to not further scare you away from him. The vampire puts his head on your chest, his tears staining your shirt. He mumbled something about him being him and not something else with his grip tightening on your arms, and you winced quietly when you felt his talons digging into your skin. You were prepared to die then, in the arms of a vampire— something he swore to protect you from.
But then you felt it, the familiar sensation of his lips on your skin. Warm, and comforting. It trailed from your collarbone, then your neck before he finally sealed your mouths together. They were cold from the transformation, a proof of his undead body. Then Jay puts his hand on the back of your neck, pulling you deeper into the kiss. For a moment you completely forgot of what he had become as you too had melted into his magical touch. When he finally pulled away, he looked into your eyes and you could finally see your boyfriend staring back at you again.
“What happened?” you asked, holding back your tears.
He shook his head and he buried his face in your neck, not wanting to reveal the truth, but you could already guess it. Jay must’ve been attacked last night, and there was no way to prevent a human from turning after being bitten.
“You remembered my promise, don’t you? I told you I would do anything to keep our family safe.” he whispered as he wiped away at the tears that began to form in the corner of your eyes, and it only made it harder for you to remain calm. “My sweet girl, don’t cry... oh.”
Jay pulled you into a hug and you cried into his chest, finally breaking down. You still couldn’t believe that your life and your future had been destroyed overnight. He continued to hold you, waiting until you were ready to face him again. Then you finally looked up and Jay remained silent until you spoke first.
“What will happen to us now?” you whispered, voice broken and tired.
He pressed a kiss to your forehead, that familiar affectionate gesture that reminded you that there was still something human left in him.
“I don’t know,” he sighed into your cheek as he pressed a kiss to your tears. “But the vampires will never hurt you.”
happy jay day everyone!!! finally posted this after a month of having it in my drafts lol and i hope you guys will enjoy this :)) forgive me if it’s not good etc, please leave comments so i could make improvements on my writing. likes and reblogs are appreciated, thank you so muchhhhh and bless you all <333
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