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-All the way Bucky told you ‘i love you’ (image, fluff, hurt/comfort)
Bucky Barnes x Stark!Reader (Revenge saga)
the stark!reader one shots are virtually all present in the same universe as are about my OFC called Revenge
Stark!reader facts
This are backgrounds info for my Stark!reader that are useful to have more insight for the one-shots that I publish. all can be read without this info but it helps make some of implied facts in the one-shots more clear.
-what the hell? (stark!reader) (fluff/blurp)
-I wish he was here too (stark!reader) (fluff/angst)
-Rebecca (stark!reader) (fluff/minor angst)
-The Gala Part 1 2 3 (stark!reader) (fluff/angst)
Tonight is your big come back to stark industries after your brother’s death. Thankfully Bucky will be by your side. (more focused on tony’s death and grief)
-Rogers! The Musical (Stark!reader) (fluff) Ft. Clint Barton and Stark!Reader (Platonic, best friends)
As your best friend Clint is in town and his children want to go to see the new Rogers! The Musical you/stark!reader bring along your boyfriend Bucky and your friend Sam to the show
-Five Christmases in y/n stark’s life (fluff) (Tony Stark and Stark!reader (platonic, siblings) ft Steve rogers x Stark!reader)
You are tony’s sister this are five of your Christmas throughout your life. Mainly tony stark being cute and taking care of his little sister.
-Your First Christmas with Bucky (Stark!reader) (fluff)
-St. Valentine Day (stark!reader) (fluff)
-Thunderbolts ft Stark!Reader:
----Rescue Team (fluff, funny)
----Back in action (funny) OUT NOW
MINORS DO NOT INTERACT THIS IS FOR 18+ READERS
Relax (smut/fluff) (Inspired by The Gala)
TONY STARK AND SISTER!READER CENTRED FF MASTERLIST
Most are of OriginalVampire/Witch!Wife!Reader (Theoretically all are in the same universe but is not a series or they don’t need info from other parts)
The more Klaus and BestFriend!Reader with implied Elijah x Reader are signposted as such
Klaus x best friend reader centred Materialist with elijah x reader
Headcanons
-Headcanons of being Elijah’s wife and an original (Part 2)
-Headcanons of being Klaus’s best friend (Part 2)
-You and elijah falling in love when human (fluff)
-Children misfortunes info on your and Elijah children
More instalments in the Mikaelsons family x reader materialist
Images
-All the way Elijah told you ‘i love you’ (fluff/angst, hurt/comfort)
Rewritten canon Scenes / reader insert
-Dinner with the Salvatore brothers (Mikaelson reader insert scene from TVD 3x13) (funny/comical image)
-Being daggered (reader insert scene from TO 1x01) (angst) (more Klaus centred)
-You and Elijah say goodbye (reader insert TO 3x22) (hurt/comfort)
-1492 (reader insert TVD 2x19) (fluff)
-1919 (reader insert TO1x15-16 flashbacks) angst and fluff
-Where it all started (rewrite TO 3x18) angst
One Shots
-The Painting (fluff)
-Vacation (fluff, canon divergent)
-St Valentine’s day, Really? (fluff)
-Bandits (hurt/comfort)
-Muse (fluff, suggestive themes)
-It’s not your fault (hurt)
-Three Christmases blurb (fluff blurb)
-5 times elijah was jealous (funny, fluff, angst, implied smut)
-Consequences (PURE ANGST)
-Cheating spell (angst with happy ending)
-4 times Elijah slept on the sofa (fluff and angst)
Long One Shots
-A Mikaelson Christmas: - Morning - Day - Evening
(family fluff, elijah x reader fluff, reader x bestfriends!klaus-rebekah)
-Marcellus: (Part 1) - (Part 2)
(family fluff, elijah x reader fluff, reader and bestfriends!klaus raising marcel)
Series
-Let her go: 1 2 3 4 5 (angst with happy ending, fluff flashbacks)
the hollow takes you. now elijah has to save you (TO 4.9-4.11 rewriting/reader insert )
-The lost daughter masterlist: Part 1 - Part 2 - Part 3 (Angst) +blurbs on masterlist
Human AU
-Drunk (more klaus centred, elijah at end and start)
-The birth (fluff)
Social media AU
-Mikaelsons + reader incorrect chats 1 (18 +)
-y/n, klaus and Elijah’s IG feed
Smut
-Elijah NSFW head canons (smut)
MIKAELSONS FAMILY X YOU CENTRED FF MASTERLIST
KLAUS AND YOU CENTRED FF MASTERLIST (some include implied elijah x reader)
Headcanons of you being Sherlock’s wife in Enola Holmes 3
Summary: reader insert of enola holmes 3 movie
Henry!Sherlock Holmes x Wife!reader
Warnings: past!pregnant reader, dad!sherlock, sherlock has post natal depression, child kidnap
Notes:
Sorry for the grammatical errors. I’m new at writing so feedback is appreciated. Thank you for reading. do not translate or appropriate my work
Comments and kudos are highly appreciated :)
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Headcanons of you being Sherlock’s wife in Enola Holmes
Headcanons of you being Sherlock’s wife in Enola Holmes 2
-in the two years since Moriarty's case yours and sherlock's lives had completely changed. You had a son Arthur, born from a drunken night during moriarty case (refer to Thursday 4pm) and had gained new neighbours and friends: John and Mary Watson which had become your best (and only) friends.
-Enola visited you often and you all did cases together. Your lives were perfect, you and sherlock were an amazing team, and enola helped you in the cases especially when you had to rest because pregnant and when Arthur was just born. And sherlock was happy although he would not admit it to become a father, to have his sister close and to have a new friend. Then everything changed when your son Arthur was born and Enola got engaged. Both things although happy did not make sense to the holmes sibilings and made doubts and anxiety rise in them
-Fatherhood had changed sherlock, he became overwelmed, the baby crying would not let him think sometimes. He was a good father and husband but he was struggling and that struggle had taken a toll on your marriage as well as on his relationship with Enola. He was obssessed with a case and did not talk about it much as was his 'distraction'
-when Enola announced her engagement you were estatic, congratulating her. You had wanted her and Tweksbury together since they first met. Sherlock had been cold instead. Another sign of his struggle. You asked if the marriage was taking place in Malta, but before enola could ask you why, arthur had cried so you had left with sherlock to tend to him.
-you too were adjusting. You and sherlock had not plan to have kids so arthur was a surprise but you loved your family, and you were being patience with sherlock
-at the wedding Arthur was almost 18 months old and had traveled with you all to Malta. Sherlock did not want you two to go, saying it was dangerous because of maltese history but you wanted to be there for enola
-at the dinner a baby sitter was taking care of Arthur in the room while you made your best to make Sherlock behave with Tweksburry's family. Sherlock was hating this entire affair, but you held his hand to sooth him. when Tweksbury's god father insulted enola and your family you tensed and felt sherlock too, when he looks up and see the soldier he wants to speak with and tries to get up you tell him no. but he didn’t listen to you, so you tried following him but there was the toast for enola so you sat back in
-you waited for him in your room afterwards, Arthur sound asleep. When enola entered the room finding only you 'what business does sherlock have in Malta?' she asked you. You wished you knew, but you did not instead you were becoming frustrated with your husband . As you spoke your distress sherlock entered the room
-'ah I did not forsee a family meeting' he says with annoyance. 'where have you been? Why were you following that man?' enola asks him. 'that is a question y/n can ask me not you' he responds. 'sherlock bloody tell us hat is going on. This is not the place or the time for a case' you demand. 'exactly, is this because you can't bare me getting married?' enola asks. They bicker on who is looking for a distraction as you let them. 'why are you giving away your freedom?' he asks her finally. 'has y/n given away her freedom by marrying you?' enola counters. 'is different with us. You are marring into society. what can marriage give to a mind like yours? To give up your name ' he says with disdain. 'of course you cant understand an act of love ' enola argues.
'Taking tiles and traditions you can't understand… You are better than that you are a holmes' he says sitting down and trying to smoke but you take away his pipe as arthru is in the same room. 'and what is left of that?. Father dead, mother on the run, older brother a bore, you and y/n and arthur are all that is left and can't even take care of yourselves or be happy for me. Is that how you choose to love me then I would rather loose my name' enola argues. You feel bad because you thought you had made progress with her, both of them
'You are being emotional' he accuses her . 'I am not so frightened of society that I will not confirm to it occasionally. Twekesbrry needs to be married. As y/n once was. To be with who you love you must make sacrifices . So I will marry - I must marry - I must do -'
'do as you were told? Oh yes' he says with disdain 'I understand you are upset but I am also right you have compromised yourself fataly as we have recently and I don't suggest it'. Your heart falls as he is speaking about arthur 'excuse me?' you say but they don’t listen to you. 'You are a pig sherlock homes ! You don’t deserve my affection or y/n's! and god help poor arthur to have you as a father' enola shouts at him. 'This pig would like some peace a quiet thank you' he says unbothered
'I don't understand how you can stand him!' enola tells you before leaving. You are glued on your feet as sherlock says 'can't believe her, and comparing her to our situation back then' he looks at you and sees your anger 'did you just call our son a fatal compromise?' you ask in anger. 'I did not, I marely suggested how these decisions can change your life' he defends himself casually
you go to the bed and throw at him his pijama he catches it 'you sister is right! And I will not share my bed with you, go sleep on the sofa away from your two fatal compromisation'. He wants to argue but instead he says 'very well'
-you were sleeping in the bed alone Arthur in a crib next to the bed, while sherlock struggled on the sofa. when kidnappers entered in the room, you fought them off but they were too many. They hit you to the head and you fell unconsiuss and sherlock screamed for you and arthur cried as they took both of them away. While instead you were tied up and placed in the basement of the hotel where they could not find you. Sherlock last memory was you falling on the floor as he screamed for you while you saw them been taken away.
-watson and mary had not found any of you when he had knocked on your door the following morning and had run to tell enola that was on the carriage late for the wedding. They then see the room analising how sherlock had slept on the sofa before being kidnapped. enola tries to understand what happened with the Watsons. 'a case? I did not know, y /n did neither' john says.
-enola investigation brings her to mortiaty. That makes her understand you are in danger as the time is ticking. Meanwhile you are in the basement trapped with no way out. When the smoke starts to come in.
-enola relaises you are in the basement of the hotel that is on fire. But Tweksburry is inside too. 'Dr watson you must go free her she is in the basement I need to save Tweksburry'. John and Mary save you ‘Sherlock and artur they have taken them’ you try to say between cough. ‘We know, save your breath’ John tells you. He bring in you in the tent to check on you. Enola then hugs you and you hug her tight. ‘We will find them I promise you’ she tells you and you nod
-you are going out of mind of worry as enola explains you what she found out and of mortiarty. ‘This is revenge clearly’ you tell them as you investigate
-meanwhile sherlock in the dungeon with Tweksburry’s mother and arthur when Moriarty comes back 'Where is my wife?' he asks again. morarity smirks 'If your sister did not solve my riddle a pile of ashes'. Sherlock knows it cant be true but the mere thought he wants to attack moriarty and he tries to free himself. Arthur starts to cry. 'you underestimate my wife and sister' he tells her. 'you kidnpped me and my son to make my wife and enola work for you. Because you know they care . but they are working rationally and this is unsettling you . Is this an act of revenge? Far too basic for professor Moriarty' . 'This is an anger with us' sherlock counters. 'Anger with hiprocy. You put me in prison' moriarty and sherlock contnue arguing. 'my revenge is to see you suffering knowing your wife will die thinking you did not love her' she tautnts. Sherlock tries to free himself. 'I played your game. Release the boy and her. It's me that you want'. 'I think I will not' she replies. 'Give some water to my so'n . Then sherlock tries to drink and give it also to tweburry mother but moritalty wastes the water.
-You are dying of fear for sherock and arthur. Enola and mary try to confort you. Eudora appears and you hug her. You had not seen her in years. She promises you will get them back , and she also complientsyour strenght and that she is excited to see her grandson. watson says that at start while tried to gain frienship he could not understand how sherlock could love and then understood how he does, and loves you both so much , he tells yo
-You come up with the plan to enter the brigader office. You and mary sneak in and then let enola in. You and enola solve the case understanding about the gold. You just want to free your family, not caring much about the gold. But enola is right The reason moriarty did not kill you both was because she needed you both to solve the case and find the gold. And in the meantime make you all suffer by taking sherock. So you must make a plan
-You wait with watson for moriarty you play the game of faking to have been taken hostage but is all the plan. As soon as enola is out with the gold you fight morarity with eveything you got. 'tell me where are they! What did you do to them!'. You shout at her as you held her by her shirt. She laughs at you and manages to push you off. You ran after her and phisycally fight her and win. As much as you would like to shoot her, you are not like that and you need to find sherlock
-You leave her there as you hear enola coming close you run in the cave shouting 'sherlock!' . You finally see him.
You free shelorkc of the napkin in his mouth ' are you okay?' you cry' where is arthur?' you ask him holding his face 'he is the adjacent room get him y/n, get him! ' he shouts and you run to the next room. You see arthur, he is fine, you hug him as he cries 'mama'. Enola arrives and free tweksburry's mum. You take arthur from the crib he was put in and you hug him tight. You hear the shooting and run back in with arthur in your arms as moriarty points the gun at you. Enola is on the floor. Sherlock is still tied, fear and anger in him at seeing a gun pointed at his family. Tweksurry's mum frees him. you shield arthur with your body
-'You both are so emotional, so different from sherlock' she mocks you. 'I find it understandable and so vey necessary' you reply as you manage to make her trip. Sherlock finally free atakcs moritaty and takes the gun. 'Days! you kept us days. My son, my child!' he shouts ready to kill her. Enola tells hm not to shoot ,' that is not us that is not what we believe In' she tells him. But sherlock is so angry you have never seen him life this. 'She kidnapped us my son. a child! and she almost killed my wife. Twice! if we give her to the police she will escape gain. She will come after us again and this whole bloody affaird wold be in repeat . I can't let her. I can't let her harm what is mine'. Enola begs him not to think. 'You are being emotonal !' shelrock drops the gun but you take a stone and smash it on moriarty's head to knock her out. You run to sherlock checking his injuries. And cryign. 'I'm okay love we are okay' he tells you as he hugs you tight and kisses arthur's head
-back in the tent as you tend to arthur, enola and sherlock talk. 'She was brave, she had a resiliance at time I did not.' he says about you and tweksburry's mother. 'Mroiarty saw that and tried to stumpt it out. eNola and shlrock compare notes on their minds.' And your mind enola is one I admire hugely, almost as much as y/n's' sherlock tells her which is the greatest compliment. 'Thank you, thank you for everything. I forgot myself. I - I had to find myself in my new role, but I had not right to treat you or y/n like that.' he apologies. ' You rembered soon enough' . 'What I said in our disagrememnt-' he starts. 'Consider it forgotten I said thing I did not mean too.' enola replies. ' You are a homes but what I failed to say truly is that you are so much more . You might even be extraordinary.' Sherlock and enola hug. 'Though I do not know know when you turned so old'
-sherlock finds you and arthur in the medic bay, he smiles seeyign you two and comes closer. You place arthur in the crib and sherlocks hugs you so tight, a tear running down . 'I am sorry, and I love you' he tells you as you hug him back. You feel the old sherlock coming back to you. 'I was so scared sherlock' you tell him . He cups your face as he wipes your tears. Sherlock continues 'You think you know fear and suddently you are in a dark place who you love most that you cant protect and you realise this is a new kind of fear.' 'I thought I lost you' you tell him 'and I thoguht I failed you' he replies. 'I apologies for how I have been acting in the last few months. I was adjusting to our new role, our changed lives but I should have never made you feel like I did not want you or arthur. You two are eveyrthing to me' sherlocks tells you opening up.
'I know' you tell him 'and its okay' you reasure him. you kiss him and he kisses you back 'I love you too' you tell him. he holds you for a moment until arthur calls for him. he smiles at both of you and goes to his son picking him up and hugging him tight 'my son, my brave child' he praises him. you hug them both. 'we will be fine' he promises.
'We will be, we have a family now. Doctor watson was there fighting for us, for you, and mary too.' you agree. 'they are good people' he replies 'they are our people'
-at enola's wedding you do the flower girl with arthur . Then leaave him to watson as you stand next to sherlock as witnesses at the wedding . You are so happy for them. you have flashbacks of yours and shelrock wedding and hold his hand, he raises it and he kisses it. Sherlock gives the rings.When the wedding ends you both tell enola and tweksburry 'we wish you the greatest happines.'
-after the wedding you sherlock and arthur enjoy malta before going back to 221b baker street and living finally in armony
Main materialist
Sherlock materialist in ‘other characters materialist’
Chapter Summary: Ch 10 The truth comes out: While in the upside down steve and you have the biggest fight of your life (Episode 5.5)
Note: the big fight angst before resolution in the laboratory. this was late but i have literally no time to write
Chapter warning: all the angst ., discuss pregnancy, discuss life choices, discuss misogeny and traditional women role in the 1980s, a bit of slut shaming. the worst things steve and reader could say This is just angst, biggest argument. Reader and steve say things they don't mean. Survivor guilt. Parents shaming, reference to non existent baby trapping. Let me know if I forgot anything
For series general relations and warnings refer to the Always meant to be masterlist
Notes:
Sorry for the grammatical errors. I’m new at writing so feedback is appreciated. Thank you for reading. do not translate or appropriate my work
Comments and kudos are highly appreciated :) they drive to me write
Part 1 and 2 part 3, part 4, part 5 part 6 part 7 part 8 part 9
24 hours before - WSQK
It was just a stupid joke from Robin, that is was all it was. All it must have been. But then why it felt so right as soon as she had said it?
Your sudden head spinning, the headaches. Was it Vecna or what she suggested? Honestly at this time you did not know what it could be worse
The visions were totally Vecna, but there were signs that it could not be Vecna. Your sudden sensibility when with Steve, the hightened responsiveness you had not felt since well carring Alex. Your easiest rage, the emotional turmoil which you found stereotypical but that did affect you. They were all terrible signs
Your hands trembled as you opened the test, that you kept hidden in WSQK’s bathroom for situation just like this. You hoped to never have to use one in secret again. You thought that the next time you would be holding a pregnancy test it would be with you and steve together on a bathroom floor waiting for the results with excitement. Not again alone hiding for the fear of the truth
You used the test and Then You looked at the watch as the time passed
‘Please not now. Not until he is dead please’ you begged internally
The minutes passed, the results were ready. So you picked it up
Two lines. Two unmistakable lines
'Shit' you cursed. Tears came to your eyes. Again this was not planned. Alex had barely moved to solid food. You had to kill Vecna, get your qualification, get married with steve and then work on harrington nugget number 2. Not viceversa
'Fucking hell' you cursed slamming the cabinet as tears came in your eyes
What where you supposed to do? 'Not again' you thought, 'not like this '
How could you save the world, save steve, save alex, and save yourself and your kid? How will you be able to fight without putting at risk your baby?
You had to think of a solution
You could stay near Max, to protect her and be out of the frontline, but you are the best sniper and without you the team would be lost. Go with Hopper maybe? He would protect you, until he does not know the truth, but who knows what the spores of the upside down could do to your baby or soldiers running around and you getting short breath.
Maybe work with Murray? You throw the idea immediately by how stupid it sounds, reason has left you at this point. Maybe stay at the station? But with steve alone elsewhere? Impossible, where he went you followed and viceversa, you could never forgive yourself if you were not there and something happened to him.
You could ask Robin for help, 'no stupid idea' , Robin can't lie to steve and she can be more apprehensive then him .
Steve, shit, how could you tell him? He could not know. Not because he would be mad, far from it, this was his dream but because he would bench you immediately not even suspect it.
No The others could not know. Steve could not know. He would bench you immediately. More then he already did. He never recovered from the fear of almost loosing you and Alex the year prior. It would be impossible to make him reason he would not contemplate an alternative different from you To stay home with Alex as all fought the upside down. When Vecna wanted you and your sole existence put your kid to a risk. Now well kids
Still fighting was dangerous, If Vecna took you. He would took your babyy again. And you could not relieve it. Not after the summer of 86 with Alex . You could not put at risk another baby, but at the same time you could not live knowing the others fought without you
You had just one choice, keep the secret and be careful . Let no one know. You gripped your non-showing tummy and cried but before you could sob completely Steve knocked on the door
' you okay honey ?' he asks you trying to open the door
You don't reply afraid your voice is trembling as you wipe your tears
'just a minute' you manage to say and steady your voice. You can't throw the test someone could notice it and the hiding spot is not good either, nancy has found them before, so you throw the test in your bag
'you want me to drive Alex? she is fed and ready, I can do it' he asks you sweetly on the other side of the door
And your heart clenches, he does not deserve to be lied to, not your steve, whose ever only concern was your safety. He deserve to know he is going to be a father again. He deserves to know what is at risk. But he can't
You just wipe your tears
'No I got it!' You tell him as you look at yourself in the mirror take a deep breath and then open the door
Steve is there looking at you in worry as he gently takes and squeezes your hand
'you okay honey?' He asks you ,he is not suspicious but worried
'all good' you say giving him a fake smile and a peck on his lips
He believes you and you hope he keeps on believing you
.-.-..-.-..-.-.
The upside down - 1987
'Shit' you mutter under your breath turning away. This can't be happening. He can't find out like this, not now, not here
'That is all you have to say?' he asks. And in trulyness it is. Because what are you supposed to tell your boyfriend when he finds out you lied to him and hid your pregnancy, then proceeded in acting like everything was normal while you risked both your lives for the greater good after explicitly have promised him not to?
'steve...'
'When did you found out ?' He asks you armed crossed. For him is unbelievable that you would be here risking your life while pregnant, again. He already had lost the moment you found out about alex and had hoped, no, needed, for the next time to be with you when you found out. To hold you and give an happy laugh knowing he got to be a dad again with you. Not like this. Not in the upside down while everything was a threat to what he held most dear, you
'yesterday. After robin's stupid joke before the crawl' you admit. No point of lying now, he caught you
'So you keep them at the WSQK for me not to find? Then you find out that we are pregnant and instead of telling me, you take part of this crazy plan? ' he asks you passing a hand through his hair as he waves the pregnancy test
'i did not want to hide it. its just that-' you try but he won't let you, too locked in his own grief and panic
'You promise no more secrets, you promise to be safe. Instead you lied to me, again! And you wanted even to fight the Demogorgon with nancy before i begged you not to, are you insane?' He cries 'what value has our relationship if I can't even trust the girl I love? We are supposed to be a team!'
he shouts, his full on lost in his emotions as with dustin in the van just the day before, and you feel guilty, you really do, but you feel also like you did not have any other choice.
'you say you care about alex's safety, about our children safety, and instead you are here. I guess fighting the upside down is more important than our children!' his eyes are lucid and his
You stay silent as you avoid his gaze, because deep down he is right
'you are such an hypocrite' he mutters and that wakes you
'What would you have me to do instead steve?' you manage to ask. And you really wonder because you did not end up in this situation alone
'I don't know, Maybe speak to me? Something like 'hey babe I'm pregnant again surprise!' Tell me what was going on? Not hide it! Not put yourself at risk! Why you keep lying to me? You don't trust me?' He asks and honestly he is afraid of the answer
'Of course I trust you steve! But, this, your reaction, is the exact reason why i did not tell you! you don't want me to contribute, in stopping venca, in making hawkins safe, after all he did to me and-' you try to explain your voice tone reaching his
'You don't understand don't you? I want you, i need you to be safe! Keep yourself and our baby away from danger. You should have just remained home as i told you, safe, with our kids, not in this mess not in the upside down for christ sake!' He shouts walking around he is so tense, and wounded and worried.
Steve did not want to bench you, he knew you were the most skilled fighter and the party would be lost without you. But in his strong sense of fierce protection for you and your shared family he preferred to risk the world rather than his own world .
He could not do this again. He could not have you and his unborn child at risk again. He could not repeat Summer of '86 , almost loosing you and alex before he even got a chance to hold her.
And you should understand this. You really should. Because you too love him and alex with the same fierncess. So you should get it that all that steve does, all he has ever done is out of love. For you, for Alex, for Dustin, for Robin for all his friends. The fierce wish to protect you is the only reason he suggests you should stay home. But you can't see it. Because you would like the same for steve to be safe at home, but you can't ask him that. Because you know how he is. A fierce protector. So why is he asking you?
'Did I keep information from you? Yes, but it was the only choice I had for this exact reason! This is my fight too, hell this is my fight more than anyone with will and El. I was taken, I almost died. This is my fight. And I want to end it with or without your permission! You left me no other choice!'
'even if it costs yours and our child life?' He asks you , and that makes you snap
'Its always about this isnt it? That I should stay home with our children. Well I'm not some housewife steve ! to give you kids and stay home while you go around being a man, a hero. And don't act like this is not exactly what you wanted. You asked me for another child less than two hours go. So don't go cry about it. I agreed to your dream but you have to respect mine, and mine right now is to kill that monster'
There is so much to unpack on your bent up frustration that would need hours, but what stings the most to steve is the accusation that he does not care about your dreams, that he only cares about his own dream, a family with you. But that could not be furthest from the truth, but both of you right now see only red.
How did we even get here? This argument is clearly no longer about vecna or the pregnancy. No this is the showdown that has been looming over your hearts since this final crawl started.
'When did i ever not? When did I ever asked you to be a housewife? Of course I am happy we are expecting! This is not about you being pregnant this is about you hiding it from me' he asked offended
'Well now we can say bye to university again' you scoff
'You think this is my fault? That I got you pregnant on purpose? Last time I checked you were very consensual, actually begged for it. Its not my fault the condom broke again!' He tells you and for a moment you see King Steve speaking, not your loving boyfriend. You want to smack him so bad
'Wow. Real classy steve'
'What? It's you that make it sound like I am some caveman forcing you to have kids!' He defends himself
'of course not-' you reply immediately
'sorry if i want you to be safe, that i want our children to be safe, you make it sound like you did not want this. That i baby trapped you or something'
'Sometimes i think you did' you mutter under your breath. You know its a lie the moment the words leaves your lips . Because yes alex was unexpected but was planned, it was just the timing, she arrived four year before schedule, but she was always supposed to be there and you loved her with all your heart.
But now its out there, you just expressed steve's biggest fear. What jonathan has been saying behind his back, what probably most have. That the only reason someone like you could want to spend the rest of their lives with him was because of your daughter
'You are not serious right.' and that breaks him, his shoulders slump as he looks at you, eyes flickering
You don't reply, the guilt of what you said pervading you. It’s a lie, it’s a cruel lie said to hurt him as he hurt you, but now how do you take it back? Silence is all you have to offer
'ah so that is what you think? Because if not how could a looser like me get to keep you?' he shrugs, turning away from you
'steve that is not what i mean is just that, its all too much. Vecna, being a mother, saving the city while also building a future, I – its not what we had planned ' you try to explain
'We planned this, we always planned to have a kid-' he tells you trying to reason
'But not with this timing!' You cry . And steve is done, this is not even what the problem is about. The problem is your lie. All these other packed up feelings can work another day.
'life is like that it never turns out exactly as we want it! But you have to react and adapt. And so what is your response to us not following your perfect life plan by the minute? Pretending alex was never born?, that you are not pregnant ? That we don't have responsibility towards our children first?,. You act like its all about you, like your actions don't have consequences on me, on us! On our children!'
'That is not true-' you try to defend yourself
'its always the plan, the group, the city, and is never about you! You want to get yourself killed? And our baby?' he cries. And you want to feel bad for him , at how scared he is of loosing you, you really do, but instead that does it for you. the usual implication that you don't care about your children or worse that you are just a mother
'Its always about the baby for you' you shrug
'Well someone has to care' he mutters with a whisper, but it hurts like a knife. Its involuntary but it’s an accusation as vile as yours. And it hits you. Because as you tugged his insecurity he tugged yours, it just reopen a series of fears of not being enough.
'You think i don't ' care?' You ask, trying to steady your voice as tears form in your eyes.
Steve's heart sanks at what he said so tries to defend himself but instead he throws more wood to the fire as he opens the other elephant in the room he has been carring for 18 months
'I know you care but you care more to play hero, sometimes I think you are like eddie wanting to die for the attention you never got. Making a dumb call to get you killed just for revenge or to prove a point?' He says, and it’s a fear he has brought himself for a long time, because he perfectly knows that is there would have been you instead of eddie there, to protect dustin you would be dead now.
You are taken back because he has just made it so much worse, not only accusing you of not caring enough for your kids but also brining in a close friend's death
'What the fuck has eddie to do with this' you ask, rage coming again
Steve tried to avoid the word 'eddie' as much as he could, maybe it was the guilt of loosing a friend to the plan, of your tears for months after he was gone, or of not being able to help dustin, or guilt. You did not know exactly why but steve hated talking about eddie and yet he did
'I think you want to take his example. Like dustin. Do you have a death wish or something? You want to emulate the great hero so much to get yourself killed? To get our baby killed ? How can you be so inconsiderate? Or are you just so selfish' he spats.
Taking out what has been harbouring in his heart for years. Your self scarifying tendencies that were are good as his. That got you risking your life for everyone in the group multiple times, for him . And he can't bare it. But its so ipocritical coming from him, the most self sacirfying member of the party
'I have a death wish? You jump in danger and play hero on every occasion steve. The demobats, the russians, billy and the list is long. Strong affirmation coming from you when you are the first to do it. And bringing in my dead friend ? Low blow. Has your jealous over dustin's reaction to eddie reached this point ? That's unfair'
He avoids your questions instead gaining a defensive stance, because he knows you are right
'at least I don't make dump calls like getting in a fight when being pregnant! Don't you see?. I’m not mad because you are pregnat but because you knew and again you put yourself in danger because you are stubborn and last time I had to pick you up form a pile of your own blood not knowing if you to our baby would make it. And you think I'm unfair?'
Both of you fire shots at each others, some are things unsaid, some things you did not really mean, some are truths. All come from shared trauma and fear of loosing one another
'Well i might be dumb or not like eddie, but I , he was more useful than you . The time i left you all alone, he died and you did not even defeat vecna. And you think i would leave you guys in charge? Beng pregnant does not make me useless,' you hit back, because two could play at this game. The person who loved you the most knew also how to hurt you the most
'no but it should prevent you from fighting!'
'and do like last time ? You benched me and you did not let me come with you and eddie died! Why would I allow you all in charge again' You shout in frustration. Because deep down you still wonder that if you had been with them eddie would be alive, he would not be dead.
'well I benched you and you were with max and still you still managed to almost die and max did. So i would be careful with the self rightuouness when you did not protect your self-proclaimed little sister'
That hurts deeply , it takes you aback. Because one thing is doubting your ability to protect you and your child but playing on your biggest regret in life its another. Steve knows he has gone too far the moment you don't bite back as you did until now. The moment you stay silent and look at him as if the air has been taken out of your lungs.
His compose changes as guilt creps in as he realises what he just did 'Shit that it’s not what I meant'
Your hormones for sure don’t help you as tears come to your eyes, you use the back of your hand to cover them as you move in auto pilot towards the door
' No wait is not what i meant!' He says almost begging you to believe him. Because he was mad yes but he did not want to hurt you this way, to play on your survival guilt. And deep down you kno that but right now it hurts too much.
You are mad at him, at yourself, at everything. So you flee
'I need space' you reply as you open the door and go
You walk in the other room where the others have been waiting
Jonathan notices the tears immediately, he knew you, you were his best friend in the end, 'Hey you good?' jonathan asks as you at the same time of nancy 'finally!' Nancy protests 'we need to go!' But her face changes as she sees you.
you walk past as steve follows behind
'Y/n ! Baby. I did not mean that' steve tries again following you but you walk faster
'I said i need space!' you shout at him turning to face him and he stops as you go to leave the church
Jonathan in any good day would look for a fight with steve, but as he looks at you leaving the church, shaken in a way he had not seen you since '83 when you left Steve's house after the party and got taken by a demorgon he follows you
Steve curses before sitting down on a bench 'idiot!'
'what did you do steve?' Dustin asks. He has never seen you like that. For the same matter he had never seen steve neither like before when he walked into the church. Something is off , terribly off with his two best friends
'for once in your fucking life shut up henderson' steve curses at him. And for once dustin does. Because from the way steve sits on that bench he looks like he is a minute away from either crying or breaking the bench, dustin knows its better not to speak
'we need to go' nancy tries but sweater this time. One because they really do, two because she thinks focusing on the plan will move both of you away from whatever has just happened.
'I'll get her' dustin replies, he wants to help you, be there for you as you always have been for him
'no, jonathan got it' nancy tells them. and dustin stops
Steve is just lost in his thoughts. He had every right to be mad at you, for hiding again your pregnancy, for straight up lying to his face. But what he had told you? From the first to the last thing had been cruel. He did not even mean most of it, and he knew you did not either. But both of you had exploded in years of rage, fear and frustration in one argument that felt like never before, and he hoped never again.
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Summary: Headcanons of Aerion falling in love with heir to the throne cousin!reader (half targaryen no description, the mother is not specified house or origin, daughter of Baelor)
Warning: cousin inc3st but is medival GOT. romantization of Aerion for sure. Aerion x reader and Baelor x daughter!reader (platonic)
Notes:
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You were the first daughter of Baelor from a previous marriage. You had no visible physical Targaryen traits, as you took from your mother (house or origin of your preference). But you were his pride and joy
Baelor named you his heir from the start, but made sure to remind you that for a Princess it was more difficult to be seen as the Heir rather than a Prince and that you would have to study harder and curate your public image more than any other Prince or Princess before
All the Targaryen adored you. Particularly your father and uncle Maekar, the others were almost jealous as you clearly were the favourite among the new generation
You and Aerion had grew up together. You were one of the few that still rembembered him before the madness. Before his mother died. Remembers him of when he was similar to Egg rather than a second Maegor. When he was kind (at least to you) but still with build up anger
Aerion was inseparable to you since a young age. Always searching your company. Although so different from you. You were strong yet fair, and not a brute like him. But with you he was different he had always been.
You playd as peacemaker among all your cousins and half brothers. All adored you and all listened to you, a true future queen in the making. You were particular fond of Daeron as you pitied his dreams that made him drink. And Aerion hated it. He wanted to be the sole center of your attention.
One day when you refused to go play in the garden with Aerion as you had promised Egg to teach him about old Valyria he was so angry in the night he went to threatened his little brother and killed his cat. You scolded him and refused to speak to him for a week until he silently promised to not repeat such atrocities.
No one would think Aerion someone so obsessed with targaryen traits would fancy you. For others instead it made too much sense. Thibking of being a dragon the prospect of being the most important man in the realm was seen as the true reason of his courting
But anyone who had eyes could see his blind devotion to you from a young age. He never listened but for you he stadied his hand. A scold from you was more worthy then one of his father and grandfather combined. He was restless but yoir disappointment he feared it
His possessiveness Eve loved witn the years. when he was a child he despised when his brothers played with you. it transformed in adulthood in jealousy for any man even looking at your direction. And for someone who was second in line to the throne and the realms most loved princess everyone was always looking at you. And Aerion did not handle it well, he broke noses and arms to lords and knights even so for commenting on you or inviting you to dance
Aerion pursued you. As well did every other noble man of the seven kingdoms. Everyone aspired to be king consort. They all had a disadvantage that you liked your cousin too
Aerion declared his intentions to you when you were merely kids. As soon as he heard others were being bethrohed 'I'll marry you and I'll be your husband, your prince, your sworn protector'. When you both reached age he promised you 'we are the blood of the dragon, together we could be the conquerors reborn'
And you believed him, because he was despicable, but not with you, never with you.
As soon as your father started suggesting possible bethroyal you spoke your wish to your him. You stressed that it was tradition to marry between cousins. That would strength your claim. That it would keep the line pure. He pointed out that everyone hated him, and you should too, that his reputation would harm yours. You stressed that you could control him, that you could steady him
Your father tried to convince you to accept other proposals. From your half-brother for example or from a noble house like the Lannister, or even from Daeron who you cherished. But you had chosen. For you it was only Aerion
Maekar trieid too to warn you, accusing his son that it was to control you once queen. That he wanted power, not you. That you would be unhappy with him.
But who knew you well knew you were not controllable. That even if he tried Aerion would fail. That you did not yield, not to Aerion, not to your father. what the princess wanted the princes got.
And despite your father’s and everyone's beliefs, Aerion cared for you. He considered you his only equal, or even more his only superior. A true dragon, despite your lack of Targaryen appearances. He considered you his queen, and swore that he would not harm you even if he set the world on fire for you
And you knew his cruelty. But when he was on his knees his head on your lap like a child promising that he was yours and you were his, you could not see the evil prince the others saw
Would you be interested in future headcanons as when married or a one shot of what happens at Ashford?
Other stories with heir!reader I did not know | Part 2
Chapter Summary: Ch 10 The truth comes out: While in the upside down steve and you have the biggest fight of your life (Episode 5.5)
Note: the big fight angst before resolution in the laboratory. this was late but i have literally no time to write
Chapter warning: all the angst ., discuss pregnancy, discuss life choices, discuss misogeny and traditional women role in the 1980s, a bit of slut shaming. the worst things steve and reader could say This is just angst, biggest argument. Reader and steve say things they don't mean. Survivor guilt. Parents shaming, reference to non existent baby trapping. Let me know if I forgot anything
For series general relations and warnings refer to the Always meant to be masterlist
Notes:
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24 hours before - WSQK
It was just a stupid joke from Robin, that is was all it was. All it must have been. But then why it felt so right as soon as she had said it?
Your sudden head spinning, the headaches. Was it Vecna or what she suggested? Honestly at this time you did not know what it could be worse
The visions were totally Vecna, but there were signs that it could not be Vecna. Your sudden sensibility when with Steve, the hightened responsiveness you had not felt since well carring Alex. Your easiest rage, the emotional turmoil which you found stereotypical but that did affect you. They were all terrible signs
Your hands trembled as you opened the test, that you kept hidden in WSQK’s bathroom for situation just like this. You hoped to never have to use one in secret again. You thought that the next time you would be holding a pregnancy test it would be with you and steve together on a bathroom floor waiting for the results with excitement. Not again alone hiding for the fear of the truth
You used the test and Then You looked at the watch as the time passed
‘Please not now. Not until he is dead please’ you begged internally
The minutes passed, the results were ready. So you picked it up
Two lines. Two unmistakable lines
'Shit' you cursed. Tears came to your eyes. Again this was not planned. Alex had barely moved to solid food. You had to kill Vecna, get your qualification, get married with steve and then work on harrington nugget number 2. Not viceversa
'Fucking hell' you cursed slamming the cabinet as tears came in your eyes
What where you supposed to do? 'Not again' you thought, 'not like this '
How could you save the world, save steve, save alex, and save yourself and your kid? How will you be able to fight without putting at risk your baby?
You had to think of a solution
You could stay near Max, to protect her and be out of the frontline, but you are the best sniper and without you the team would be lost. Go with Hopper maybe? He would protect you, until he does not know the truth, but who knows what the spores of the upside down could do to your baby or soldiers running around and you getting short breath.
Maybe work with Murray? You throw the idea immediately by how stupid it sounds, reason has left you at this point. Maybe stay at the station? But with steve alone elsewhere? Impossible, where he went you followed and viceversa, you could never forgive yourself if you were not there and something happened to him.
You could ask Robin for help, 'no stupid idea' , Robin can't lie to steve and she can be more apprehensive then him .
Steve, shit, how could you tell him? He could not know. Not because he would be mad, far from it, this was his dream but because he would bench you immediately not even suspect it.
No The others could not know. Steve could not know. He would bench you immediately. More then he already did. He never recovered from the fear of almost loosing you and Alex the year prior. It would be impossible to make him reason he would not contemplate an alternative different from you To stay home with Alex as all fought the upside down. When Vecna wanted you and your sole existence put your kid to a risk. Now well kids
Still fighting was dangerous, If Vecna took you. He would took your babyy again. And you could not relieve it. Not after the summer of 86 with Alex . You could not put at risk another baby, but at the same time you could not live knowing the others fought without you
You had just one choice, keep the secret and be careful . Let no one know. You gripped your non-showing tummy and cried but before you could sob completely Steve knocked on the door
' you okay honey ?' he asks you trying to open the door
You don't reply afraid your voice is trembling as you wipe your tears
'just a minute' you manage to say and steady your voice. You can't throw the test someone could notice it and the hiding spot is not good either, nancy has found them before, so you throw the test in your bag
'you want me to drive Alex? she is fed and ready, I can do it' he asks you sweetly on the other side of the door
And your heart clenches, he does not deserve to be lied to, not your steve, whose ever only concern was your safety. He deserve to know he is going to be a father again. He deserves to know what is at risk. But he can't
You just wipe your tears
'No I got it!' You tell him as you look at yourself in the mirror take a deep breath and then open the door
Steve is there looking at you in worry as he gently takes and squeezes your hand
'you okay honey?' He asks you ,he is not suspicious but worried
'all good' you say giving him a fake smile and a peck on his lips
He believes you and you hope he keeps on believing you
.-.-..-.-..-.-.
The upside down - 1987
'Shit' you mutter under your breath turning away. This can't be happening. He can't find out like this, not now, not here
'That is all you have to say?' he asks. And in trulyness it is. Because what are you supposed to tell your boyfriend when he finds out you lied to him and hid your pregnancy, then proceeded in acting like everything was normal while you risked both your lives for the greater good after explicitly have promised him not to?
'steve...'
'When did you found out ?' He asks you armed crossed. For him is unbelievable that you would be here risking your life while pregnant, again. He already had lost the moment you found out about alex and had hoped, no, needed, for the next time to be with you when you found out. To hold you and give an happy laugh knowing he got to be a dad again with you. Not like this. Not in the upside down while everything was a threat to what he held most dear, you
'yesterday. After robin's stupid joke before the crawl' you admit. No point of lying now, he caught you
'So you keep them at the WSQK for me not to find? Then you find out that we are pregnant and instead of telling me, you take part of this crazy plan? ' he asks you passing a hand through his hair as he waves the pregnancy test
'i did not want to hide it. its just that-' you try but he won't let you, too locked in his own grief and panic
'You promise no more secrets, you promise to be safe. Instead you lied to me, again! And you wanted even to fight the Demogorgon with nancy before i begged you not to, are you insane?' He cries 'what value has our relationship if I can't even trust the girl I love? We are supposed to be a team!'
he shouts, his full on lost in his emotions as with dustin in the van just the day before, and you feel guilty, you really do, but you feel also like you did not have any other choice.
'you say you care about alex's safety, about our children safety, and instead you are here. I guess fighting the upside down is more important than our children!' his eyes are lucid and his
You stay silent as you avoid his gaze, because deep down he is right
'you are such an hypocrite' he mutters and that wakes you
'What would you have me to do instead steve?' you manage to ask. And you really wonder because you did not end up in this situation alone
'I don't know, Maybe speak to me? Something like 'hey babe I'm pregnant again surprise!' Tell me what was going on? Not hide it! Not put yourself at risk! Why you keep lying to me? You don't trust me?' He asks and honestly he is afraid of the answer
'Of course I trust you steve! But, this, your reaction, is the exact reason why i did not tell you! you don't want me to contribute, in stopping venca, in making hawkins safe, after all he did to me and-' you try to explain your voice tone reaching his
'You don't understand don't you? I want you, i need you to be safe! Keep yourself and our baby away from danger. You should have just remained home as i told you, safe, with our kids, not in this mess not in the upside down for christ sake!' He shouts walking around he is so tense, and wounded and worried.
Steve did not want to bench you, he knew you were the most skilled fighter and the party would be lost without you. But in his strong sense of fierce protection for you and your shared family he preferred to risk the world rather than his own world .
He could not do this again. He could not have you and his unborn child at risk again. He could not repeat Summer of '86 , almost loosing you and alex before he even got a chance to hold her.
And you should understand this. You really should. Because you too love him and alex with the same fierncess. So you should get it that all that steve does, all he has ever done is out of love. For you, for Alex, for Dustin, for Robin for all his friends. The fierce wish to protect you is the only reason he suggests you should stay home. But you can't see it. Because you would like the same for steve to be safe at home, but you can't ask him that. Because you know how he is. A fierce protector. So why is he asking you?
'Did I keep information from you? Yes, but it was the only choice I had for this exact reason! This is my fight too, hell this is my fight more than anyone with will and El. I was taken, I almost died. This is my fight. And I want to end it with or without your permission! You left me no other choice!'
'even if it costs yours and our child life?' He asks you , and that makes you snap
'Its always about this isnt it? That I should stay home with our children. Well I'm not some housewife steve ! to give you kids and stay home while you go around being a man, a hero. And don't act like this is not exactly what you wanted. You asked me for another child less than two hours go. So don't go cry about it. I agreed to your dream but you have to respect mine, and mine right now is to kill that monster'
There is so much to unpack on your bent up frustration that would need hours, but what stings the most to steve is the accusation that he does not care about your dreams, that he only cares about his own dream, a family with you. But that could not be furthest from the truth, but both of you right now see only red.
How did we even get here? This argument is clearly no longer about vecna or the pregnancy. No this is the showdown that has been looming over your hearts since this final crawl started.
'When did i ever not? When did I ever asked you to be a housewife? Of course I am happy we are expecting! This is not about you being pregnant this is about you hiding it from me' he asked offended
'Well now we can say bye to university again' you scoff
'You think this is my fault? That I got you pregnant on purpose? Last time I checked you were very consensual, actually begged for it. Its not my fault the condom broke again!' He tells you and for a moment you see King Steve speaking, not your loving boyfriend. You want to smack him so bad
'Wow. Real classy steve'
'What? It's you that make it sound like I am some caveman forcing you to have kids!' He defends himself
'of course not-' you reply immediately
'sorry if i want you to be safe, that i want our children to be safe, you make it sound like you did not want this. That i baby trapped you or something'
'Sometimes i think you did' you mutter under your breath. You know its a lie the moment the words leaves your lips . Because yes alex was unexpected but was planned, it was just the timing, she arrived four year before schedule, but she was always supposed to be there and you loved her with all your heart.
But now its out there, you just expressed steve's biggest fear. What jonathan has been saying behind his back, what probably most have. That the only reason someone like you could want to spend the rest of their lives with him was because of your daughter
'You are not serious right.' and that breaks him, his shoulders slump as he looks at you, eyes flickering
You don't reply, the guilt of what you said pervading you. It’s a lie, it’s a cruel lie said to hurt him as he hurt you, but now how do you take it back? Silence is all you have to offer
'ah so that is what you think? Because if not how could a looser like me get to keep you?' he shrugs, turning away from you
'steve that is not what i mean is just that, its all too much. Vecna, being a mother, saving the city while also building a future, I – its not what we had planned ' you try to explain
'We planned this, we always planned to have a kid-' he tells you trying to reason
'But not with this timing!' You cry . And steve is done, this is not even what the problem is about. The problem is your lie. All these other packed up feelings can work another day.
'life is like that it never turns out exactly as we want it! But you have to react and adapt. And so what is your response to us not following your perfect life plan by the minute? Pretending alex was never born?, that you are not pregnant ? That we don't have responsibility towards our children first?,. You act like its all about you, like your actions don't have consequences on me, on us! On our children!'
'That is not true-' you try to defend yourself
'its always the plan, the group, the city, and is never about you! You want to get yourself killed? And our baby?' he cries. And you want to feel bad for him , at how scared he is of loosing you, you really do, but instead that does it for you. the usual implication that you don't care about your children or worse that you are just a mother
'Its always about the baby for you' you shrug
'Well someone has to care' he mutters with a whisper, but it hurts like a knife. Its involuntary but it’s an accusation as vile as yours. And it hits you. Because as you tugged his insecurity he tugged yours, it just reopen a series of fears of not being enough.
'You think i don't ' care?' You ask, trying to steady your voice as tears form in your eyes.
Steve's heart sanks at what he said so tries to defend himself but instead he throws more wood to the fire as he opens the other elephant in the room he has been carring for 18 months
'I know you care but you care more to play hero, sometimes I think you are like eddie wanting to die for the attention you never got. Making a dumb call to get you killed just for revenge or to prove a point?' He says, and it’s a fear he has brought himself for a long time, because he perfectly knows that is there would have been you instead of eddie there, to protect dustin you would be dead now.
You are taken back because he has just made it so much worse, not only accusing you of not caring enough for your kids but also brining in a close friend's death
'What the fuck has eddie to do with this' you ask, rage coming again
Steve tried to avoid the word 'eddie' as much as he could, maybe it was the guilt of loosing a friend to the plan, of your tears for months after he was gone, or of not being able to help dustin, or guilt. You did not know exactly why but steve hated talking about eddie and yet he did
'I think you want to take his example. Like dustin. Do you have a death wish or something? You want to emulate the great hero so much to get yourself killed? To get our baby killed ? How can you be so inconsiderate? Or are you just so selfish' he spats.
Taking out what has been harbouring in his heart for years. Your self scarifying tendencies that were are good as his. That got you risking your life for everyone in the group multiple times, for him . And he can't bare it. But its so ipocritical coming from him, the most self sacirfying member of the party
'I have a death wish? You jump in danger and play hero on every occasion steve. The demobats, the russians, billy and the list is long. Strong affirmation coming from you when you are the first to do it. And bringing in my dead friend ? Low blow. Has your jealous over dustin's reaction to eddie reached this point ? That's unfair'
He avoids your questions instead gaining a defensive stance, because he knows you are right
'at least I don't make dump calls like getting in a fight when being pregnant! Don't you see?. I’m not mad because you are pregnat but because you knew and again you put yourself in danger because you are stubborn and last time I had to pick you up form a pile of your own blood not knowing if you to our baby would make it. And you think I'm unfair?'
Both of you fire shots at each others, some are things unsaid, some things you did not really mean, some are truths. All come from shared trauma and fear of loosing one another
'Well i might be dumb or not like eddie, but I , he was more useful than you . The time i left you all alone, he died and you did not even defeat vecna. And you think i would leave you guys in charge? Beng pregnant does not make me useless,' you hit back, because two could play at this game. The person who loved you the most knew also how to hurt you the most
'no but it should prevent you from fighting!'
'and do like last time ? You benched me and you did not let me come with you and eddie died! Why would I allow you all in charge again' You shout in frustration. Because deep down you still wonder that if you had been with them eddie would be alive, he would not be dead.
'well I benched you and you were with max and still you still managed to almost die and max did. So i would be careful with the self rightuouness when you did not protect your self-proclaimed little sister'
That hurts deeply , it takes you aback. Because one thing is doubting your ability to protect you and your child but playing on your biggest regret in life its another. Steve knows he has gone too far the moment you don't bite back as you did until now. The moment you stay silent and look at him as if the air has been taken out of your lungs.
His compose changes as guilt creps in as he realises what he just did 'Shit that it’s not what I meant'
Your hormones for sure don’t help you as tears come to your eyes, you use the back of your hand to cover them as you move in auto pilot towards the door
' No wait is not what i meant!' He says almost begging you to believe him. Because he was mad yes but he did not want to hurt you this way, to play on your survival guilt. And deep down you kno that but right now it hurts too much.
You are mad at him, at yourself, at everything. So you flee
'I need space' you reply as you open the door and go
You walk in the other room where the others have been waiting
Jonathan notices the tears immediately, he knew you, you were his best friend in the end, 'Hey you good?' jonathan asks as you at the same time of nancy 'finally!' Nancy protests 'we need to go!' But her face changes as she sees you.
you walk past as steve follows behind
'Y/n ! Baby. I did not mean that' steve tries again following you but you walk faster
'I said i need space!' you shout at him turning to face him and he stops as you go to leave the church
Jonathan in any good day would look for a fight with steve, but as he looks at you leaving the church, shaken in a way he had not seen you since '83 when you left Steve's house after the party and got taken by a demorgon he follows you
Steve curses before sitting down on a bench 'idiot!'
'what did you do steve?' Dustin asks. He has never seen you like that. For the same matter he had never seen steve neither like before when he walked into the church. Something is off , terribly off with his two best friends
'for once in your fucking life shut up henderson' steve curses at him. And for once dustin does. Because from the way steve sits on that bench he looks like he is a minute away from either crying or breaking the bench, dustin knows its better not to speak
'we need to go' nancy tries but sweater this time. One because they really do, two because she thinks focusing on the plan will move both of you away from whatever has just happened.
'I'll get her' dustin replies, he wants to help you, be there for you as you always have been for him
'no, jonathan got it' nancy tells them. and dustin stops
Steve is just lost in his thoughts. He had every right to be mad at you, for hiding again your pregnancy, for straight up lying to his face. But what he had told you? From the first to the last thing had been cruel. He did not even mean most of it, and he knew you did not either. But both of you had exploded in years of rage, fear and frustration in one argument that felt like never before, and he hoped never again.
-.-.
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Steve Harrington Materialist (in ‘Other characters materialist’)
Chapter Summary: Ch 10 The truth comes out: While in the upside down steve and you have the biggest fight of your life (Episode 5.5)
Note: the big fight angst before resolution in the laboratory. this was late but i have literally no time to write
Chapter warning: all the angst ., discuss pregnancy, discuss life choices, discuss misogeny and traditional women role in the 1980s, a bit of slut shaming. the worst things steve and reader could say This is just angst, biggest argument. Reader and steve say things they don't mean. Survivor guilt. Parents shaming, reference to non existent baby trapping. Let me know if I forgot anything
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24 hours before - WSQK
It was just a stupid joke from Robin, that is was all it was. All it must have been. But then why it felt so right as soon as she had said it?
Your sudden head spinning, the headaches. Was it Vecna or what she suggested? Honestly at this time you did not know what it could be worse
The visions were totally Vecna, but there were signs that it could not be Vecna. Your sudden sensibility when with Steve, the hightened responsiveness you had not felt since well carring Alex. Your easiest rage, the emotional turmoil which you found stereotypical but that did affect you. They were all terrible signs
Your hands trembled as you opened the test, that you kept hidden in WSQK’s bathroom for situation just like this. You hoped to never have to use one in secret again. You thought that the next time you would be holding a pregnancy test it would be with you and steve together on a bathroom floor waiting for the results with excitement. Not again alone hiding for the fear of the truth
You used the test and Then You looked at the watch as the time passed
‘Please not now. Not until he is dead please’ you begged internally
The minutes passed, the results were ready. So you picked it up
Two lines. Two unmistakable lines
'Shit' you cursed. Tears came to your eyes. Again this was not planned. Alex had barely moved to solid food. You had to kill Vecna, get your qualification, get married with steve and then work on harrington nugget number 2. Not viceversa
'Fucking hell' you cursed slamming the cabinet as tears came in your eyes
What where you supposed to do? 'Not again' you thought, 'not like this '
How could you save the world, save steve, save alex, and save yourself and your kid? How will you be able to fight without putting at risk your baby?
You had to think of a solution
You could stay near Max, to protect her and be out of the frontline, but you are the best sniper and without you the team would be lost. Go with Hopper maybe? He would protect you, until he does not know the truth, but who knows what the spores of the upside down could do to your baby or soldiers running around and you getting short breath.
Maybe work with Murray? You throw the idea immediately by how stupid it sounds, reason has left you at this point. Maybe stay at the station? But with steve alone elsewhere? Impossible, where he went you followed and viceversa, you could never forgive yourself if you were not there and something happened to him.
You could ask Robin for help, 'no stupid idea' , Robin can't lie to steve and she can be more apprehensive then him .
Steve, shit, how could you tell him? He could not know. Not because he would be mad, far from it, this was his dream but because he would bench you immediately not even suspect it.
No The others could not know. Steve could not know. He would bench you immediately. More then he already did. He never recovered from the fear of almost loosing you and Alex the year prior. It would be impossible to make him reason he would not contemplate an alternative different from you To stay home with Alex as all fought the upside down. When Vecna wanted you and your sole existence put your kid to a risk. Now well kids
Still fighting was dangerous, If Vecna took you. He would took your babyy again. And you could not relieve it. Not after the summer of 86 with Alex . You could not put at risk another baby, but at the same time you could not live knowing the others fought without you
You had just one choice, keep the secret and be careful . Let no one know. You gripped your non-showing tummy and cried but before you could sob completely Steve knocked on the door
' you okay honey ?' he asks you trying to open the door
You don't reply afraid your voice is trembling as you wipe your tears
'just a minute' you manage to say and steady your voice. You can't throw the test someone could notice it and the hiding spot is not good either, nancy has found them before, so you throw the test in your bag
'you want me to drive Alex? she is fed and ready, I can do it' he asks you sweetly on the other side of the door
And your heart clenches, he does not deserve to be lied to, not your steve, whose ever only concern was your safety. He deserve to know he is going to be a father again. He deserves to know what is at risk. But he can't
You just wipe your tears
'No I got it!' You tell him as you look at yourself in the mirror take a deep breath and then open the door
Steve is there looking at you in worry as he gently takes and squeezes your hand
'you okay honey?' He asks you ,he is not suspicious but worried
'all good' you say giving him a fake smile and a peck on his lips
He believes you and you hope he keeps on believing you
.-.-..-.-..-.-.
The upside down - 1987
'Shit' you mutter under your breath turning away. This can't be happening. He can't find out like this, not now, not here
'That is all you have to say?' he asks. And in trulyness it is. Because what are you supposed to tell your boyfriend when he finds out you lied to him and hid your pregnancy, then proceeded in acting like everything was normal while you risked both your lives for the greater good after explicitly have promised him not to?
'steve...'
'When did you found out ?' He asks you armed crossed. For him is unbelievable that you would be here risking your life while pregnant, again. He already had lost the moment you found out about alex and had hoped, no, needed, for the next time to be with you when you found out. To hold you and give an happy laugh knowing he got to be a dad again with you. Not like this. Not in the upside down while everything was a threat to what he held most dear, you
'yesterday. After robin's stupid joke before the crawl' you admit. No point of lying now, he caught you
'So you keep them at the WSQK for me not to find? Then you find out that we are pregnant and instead of telling me, you take part of this crazy plan? ' he asks you passing a hand through his hair as he waves the pregnancy test
'i did not want to hide it. its just that-' you try but he won't let you, too locked in his own grief and panic
'You promise no more secrets, you promise to be safe. Instead you lied to me, again! And you wanted even to fight the Demogorgon with nancy before i begged you not to, are you insane?' He cries 'what value has our relationship if I can't even trust the girl I love? We are supposed to be a team!'
he shouts, his full on lost in his emotions as with dustin in the van just the day before, and you feel guilty, you really do, but you feel also like you did not have any other choice.
'you say you care about alex's safety, about our children safety, and instead you are here. I guess fighting the upside down is more important than our children!' his eyes are lucid and his
You stay silent as you avoid his gaze, because deep down he is right
'you are such an hypocrite' he mutters and that wakes you
'What would you have me to do instead steve?' you manage to ask. And you really wonder because you did not end up in this situation alone
'I don't know, Maybe speak to me? Something like 'hey babe I'm pregnant again surprise!' Tell me what was going on? Not hide it! Not put yourself at risk! Why you keep lying to me? You don't trust me?' He asks and honestly he is afraid of the answer
'Of course I trust you steve! But, this, your reaction, is the exact reason why i did not tell you! you don't want me to contribute, in stopping venca, in making hawkins safe, after all he did to me and-' you try to explain your voice tone reaching his
'You don't understand don't you? I want you, i need you to be safe! Keep yourself and our baby away from danger. You should have just remained home as i told you, safe, with our kids, not in this mess not in the upside down for christ sake!' He shouts walking around he is so tense, and wounded and worried.
Steve did not want to bench you, he knew you were the most skilled fighter and the party would be lost without you. But in his strong sense of fierce protection for you and your shared family he preferred to risk the world rather than his own world .
He could not do this again. He could not have you and his unborn child at risk again. He could not repeat Summer of '86 , almost loosing you and alex before he even got a chance to hold her.
And you should understand this. You really should. Because you too love him and alex with the same fierncess. So you should get it that all that steve does, all he has ever done is out of love. For you, for Alex, for Dustin, for Robin for all his friends. The fierce wish to protect you is the only reason he suggests you should stay home. But you can't see it. Because you would like the same for steve to be safe at home, but you can't ask him that. Because you know how he is. A fierce protector. So why is he asking you?
'Did I keep information from you? Yes, but it was the only choice I had for this exact reason! This is my fight too, hell this is my fight more than anyone with will and El. I was taken, I almost died. This is my fight. And I want to end it with or without your permission! You left me no other choice!'
'even if it costs yours and our child life?' He asks you , and that makes you snap
'Its always about this isnt it? That I should stay home with our children. Well I'm not some housewife steve ! to give you kids and stay home while you go around being a man, a hero. And don't act like this is not exactly what you wanted. You asked me for another child less than two hours go. So don't go cry about it. I agreed to your dream but you have to respect mine, and mine right now is to kill that monster'
There is so much to unpack on your bent up frustration that would need hours, but what stings the most to steve is the accusation that he does not care about your dreams, that he only cares about his own dream, a family with you. But that could not be furthest from the truth, but both of you right now see only red.
How did we even get here? This argument is clearly no longer about vecna or the pregnancy. No this is the showdown that has been looming over your hearts since this final crawl started.
'When did i ever not? When did I ever asked you to be a housewife? Of course I am happy we are expecting! This is not about you being pregnant this is about you hiding it from me' he asked offended
'Well now we can say bye to university again' you scoff
'You think this is my fault? That I got you pregnant on purpose? Last time I checked you were very consensual, actually begged for it. Its not my fault the condom broke again!' He tells you and for a moment you see King Steve speaking, not your loving boyfriend. You want to smack him so bad
'Wow. Real classy steve'
'What? It's you that make it sound like I am some caveman forcing you to have kids!' He defends himself
'of course not-' you reply immediately
'sorry if i want you to be safe, that i want our children to be safe, you make it sound like you did not want this. That i baby trapped you or something'
'Sometimes i think you did' you mutter under your breath. You know its a lie the moment the words leaves your lips . Because yes alex was unexpected but was planned, it was just the timing, she arrived four year before schedule, but she was always supposed to be there and you loved her with all your heart.
But now its out there, you just expressed steve's biggest fear. What jonathan has been saying behind his back, what probably most have. That the only reason someone like you could want to spend the rest of their lives with him was because of your daughter
'You are not serious right.' and that breaks him, his shoulders slump as he looks at you, eyes flickering
You don't reply, the guilt of what you said pervading you. It’s a lie, it’s a cruel lie said to hurt him as he hurt you, but now how do you take it back? Silence is all you have to offer
'ah so that is what you think? Because if not how could a looser like me get to keep you?' he shrugs, turning away from you
'steve that is not what i mean is just that, its all too much. Vecna, being a mother, saving the city while also building a future, I – its not what we had planned ' you try to explain
'We planned this, we always planned to have a kid-' he tells you trying to reason
'But not with this timing!' You cry . And steve is done, this is not even what the problem is about. The problem is your lie. All these other packed up feelings can work another day.
'life is like that it never turns out exactly as we want it! But you have to react and adapt. And so what is your response to us not following your perfect life plan by the minute? Pretending alex was never born?, that you are not pregnant ? That we don't have responsibility towards our children first?,. You act like its all about you, like your actions don't have consequences on me, on us! On our children!'
'That is not true-' you try to defend yourself
'its always the plan, the group, the city, and is never about you! You want to get yourself killed? And our baby?' he cries. And you want to feel bad for him , at how scared he is of loosing you, you really do, but instead that does it for you. the usual implication that you don't care about your children or worse that you are just a mother
'Its always about the baby for you' you shrug
'Well someone has to care' he mutters with a whisper, but it hurts like a knife. Its involuntary but it’s an accusation as vile as yours. And it hits you. Because as you tugged his insecurity he tugged yours, it just reopen a series of fears of not being enough.
'You think i don't ' care?' You ask, trying to steady your voice as tears form in your eyes.
Steve's heart sanks at what he said so tries to defend himself but instead he throws more wood to the fire as he opens the other elephant in the room he has been carring for 18 months
'I know you care but you care more to play hero, sometimes I think you are like eddie wanting to die for the attention you never got. Making a dumb call to get you killed just for revenge or to prove a point?' He says, and it’s a fear he has brought himself for a long time, because he perfectly knows that is there would have been you instead of eddie there, to protect dustin you would be dead now.
You are taken back because he has just made it so much worse, not only accusing you of not caring enough for your kids but also brining in a close friend's death
'What the fuck has eddie to do with this' you ask, rage coming again
Steve tried to avoid the word 'eddie' as much as he could, maybe it was the guilt of loosing a friend to the plan, of your tears for months after he was gone, or of not being able to help dustin, or guilt. You did not know exactly why but steve hated talking about eddie and yet he did
'I think you want to take his example. Like dustin. Do you have a death wish or something? You want to emulate the great hero so much to get yourself killed? To get our baby killed ? How can you be so inconsiderate? Or are you just so selfish' he spats.
Taking out what has been harbouring in his heart for years. Your self scarifying tendencies that were are good as his. That got you risking your life for everyone in the group multiple times, for him . And he can't bare it. But its so ipocritical coming from him, the most self sacirfying member of the party
'I have a death wish? You jump in danger and play hero on every occasion steve. The demobats, the russians, billy and the list is long. Strong affirmation coming from you when you are the first to do it. And bringing in my dead friend ? Low blow. Has your jealous over dustin's reaction to eddie reached this point ? That's unfair'
He avoids your questions instead gaining a defensive stance, because he knows you are right
'at least I don't make dump calls like getting in a fight when being pregnant! Don't you see?. I’m not mad because you are pregnat but because you knew and again you put yourself in danger because you are stubborn and last time I had to pick you up form a pile of your own blood not knowing if you to our baby would make it. And you think I'm unfair?'
Both of you fire shots at each others, some are things unsaid, some things you did not really mean, some are truths. All come from shared trauma and fear of loosing one another
'Well i might be dumb or not like eddie, but I , he was more useful than you . The time i left you all alone, he died and you did not even defeat vecna. And you think i would leave you guys in charge? Beng pregnant does not make me useless,' you hit back, because two could play at this game. The person who loved you the most knew also how to hurt you the most
'no but it should prevent you from fighting!'
'and do like last time ? You benched me and you did not let me come with you and eddie died! Why would I allow you all in charge again' You shout in frustration. Because deep down you still wonder that if you had been with them eddie would be alive, he would not be dead.
'well I benched you and you were with max and still you still managed to almost die and max did. So i would be careful with the self rightuouness when you did not protect your self-proclaimed little sister'
That hurts deeply , it takes you aback. Because one thing is doubting your ability to protect you and your child but playing on your biggest regret in life its another. Steve knows he has gone too far the moment you don't bite back as you did until now. The moment you stay silent and look at him as if the air has been taken out of your lungs.
His compose changes as guilt creps in as he realises what he just did 'Shit that it’s not what I meant'
Your hormones for sure don’t help you as tears come to your eyes, you use the back of your hand to cover them as you move in auto pilot towards the door
' No wait is not what i meant!' He says almost begging you to believe him. Because he was mad yes but he did not want to hurt you this way, to play on your survival guilt. And deep down you kno that but right now it hurts too much.
You are mad at him, at yourself, at everything. So you flee
'I need space' you reply as you open the door and go
You walk in the other room where the others have been waiting
Jonathan notices the tears immediately, he knew you, you were his best friend in the end, 'Hey you good?' jonathan asks as you at the same time of nancy 'finally!' Nancy protests 'we need to go!' But her face changes as she sees you.
you walk past as steve follows behind
'Y/n ! Baby. I did not mean that' steve tries again following you but you walk faster
'I said i need space!' you shout at him turning to face him and he stops as you go to leave the church
Jonathan in any good day would look for a fight with steve, but as he looks at you leaving the church, shaken in a way he had not seen you since '83 when you left Steve's house after the party and got taken by a demorgon he follows you
Steve curses before sitting down on a bench 'idiot!'
'what did you do steve?' Dustin asks. He has never seen you like that. For the same matter he had never seen steve neither like before when he walked into the church. Something is off , terribly off with his two best friends
'for once in your fucking life shut up henderson' steve curses at him. And for once dustin does. Because from the way steve sits on that bench he looks like he is a minute away from either crying or breaking the bench, dustin knows its better not to speak
'we need to go' nancy tries but sweater this time. One because they really do, two because she thinks focusing on the plan will move both of you away from whatever has just happened.
'I'll get her' dustin replies, he wants to help you, be there for you as you always have been for him
'no, jonathan got it' nancy tells them. and dustin stops
Steve is just lost in his thoughts. He had every right to be mad at you, for hiding again your pregnancy, for straight up lying to his face. But what he had told you? From the first to the last thing had been cruel. He did not even mean most of it, and he knew you did not either. But both of you had exploded in years of rage, fear and frustration in one argument that felt like never before, and he hoped never again.
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Being Ice's and Mav's adopted daughter + married to Hangman while in TGM headcanons
summary: headcanons of being Ice's and Mav's adopted daughter + married to Hangman while in TGM as a pilot : follow the movie with a retelling as you are icemav daughter and married to jake hangman seresin
warning: brief mention of navy homophobia to iceMav
Notes:
Sorry for the grammatical errors. I’m new at writing so feedback is appreciated. Thank you for reading. do not translate or appropriate my work. not proofread
this headcanons are based mostly on a rewriting of for the headcanons of title , but focusing on the fact that you are icemav daughter more than only you and jake. Contains icemav as you x jake seresin
Pre-movie headcanons
this headcanons are based mostly on a rewriting of for the headcanons of title , but focusing on the fact that you are icemav daughter more than only you and jake
-maveirck and iceman adopted you when you were little (refer to you are icemav adoptive daughter). Still being gay in the navy was not easy for them
-you call sign is ‘Avenger’ nickname ‘Ave’
-you wanted to be a pilot since when you were a kid and became the best. Evil tongues would say is because of your fathers but is not. You work twice as hard to prove you are not a nepo baby.
-your dad's had adoped Rooster when his mother died, so you grew up together until Mav pulled his papers. You saw him sometimes but he did not want to be part of the family anymore
-you and jake in a way mirror icemav. From rivals to lovers, and your dads see a lot of them in your relationship
-you and Hangman were enemies to lovers during pilot school. You could not stand him, he made you so mad and he wanted to be the class first pilot so he was very mean and competitive but eventually The sick competition and despise between you two to win the first place turned into love
- you and Hangman graduated as first and second of your class and you saved him during a mission (like iceman and maverik), probably you are the only person he respects, attended top gun in two different courses both scoring as number one. then teammate plane 1 and 2 for the majority of your missions
- you and Hangman married young so you could be dispatched in the same area together. Married on the aircraft carrier you were on just before a very dangerous mission
-you keep in your locker photos of you, maverick, iceman when you were a child, you and rooster playing as children and other photos of you with iceman, maverick or rooster. And of you and Jake of course. (how did you and jake get together is a separate story)
Day of Mach 9
-Mav was testing planes for years. Since Ice had gotten cancer he did not want to be disptached away from his husband so tested planes for the navy while Ice was the admiral with the highest ranking. And that is what saved his job. Next thing he knew he was shipped of to Top Gun
-Cyclon was showing maverick the files of the pilots. 'captain you are familiar with a few pilots in this mission'. photos of you, rooster and hangman appear on the screen among the other pilots. 'you are asking me to lead a potential suicide mission with my own daughter, son in law and nephew in it?' mav asks trying to tame his anger. 'they are the best of the best- i know this might be difficult-' cyclone says 'with all do respect sir they are my children i will not lead them to their potential death'. cyclone answer 'you either fly for us or you never fly again. It was Admiral Kasansky that ordered you this mission, I thought he had warned you considering your relation'. mav is mad at ice for putting him in this situation. he loves flying but he could not live with himself if something happened to you, jake or bradley
-before the start of the movie’s events you had been dispatched separately from Hangman for 3 months in two different areas and had not seen your fathers in almost 6 months. you did not know that mav was the instructor as Ice had not told you, you had just followed orders like usual
-Jake at the Hard Decks greets penny which for you is basically as a mother and amelia as the little sister for both of you. jake adores them and they adore him. he chats with her before joining the team
-maverick walks the bar and sees him but dosen't want to interrupt him. but jakes notice him 'pops!' he great him 'son' mav replied making jake smile 'we were supposed to head to you and iceman tomorrow to surprise you ' 'don't worry jake i got my surprise, ice did not tell me you two were coming back' ' what? we got the orders directly from him' jake says and mav 's smile drops, his husband was keeping to many secrets about their kids.
-coyote and nat greet him too knowing him being close to you and jake.
-Jake knows about rooster and mav, not eveything but enough . And goes to talk to rooster to give mav a way to escape without being noticed, Jake annoys rooster and rooster goes to play great balls of fire in retaliation. g ‘Where is y/n?. She finally dumped your ass, always too late’ rooster asked him, he really did not support you and hangman as a couple. ‘Nope she should be here any minute. And i tell you I haven’t seen her in 3 months we are not going to be here for long’ hangman said with innuendos to make rooster angry
-when penny calls them over to throw out him to tease her friend jake face's goes blank. 'mav-' jake starts 'play along son' mav tells him not wanting to reveal his identity in the bar. jake nods and throws him out. Jake goes back to the group. Who is that bob ask him. 'My father in law' Jake says avoiding the fact that he is a navy legend
-you arrive to the hard deck all excited to see jake after three months when you find mav oustide of it. he is sadly looking at bradley when you shout 'dad!' you ran to him as he hugs you smiling. 'i missed you dad' you tell him. 'sweetheart why did you not tell me you were coming home?' he asks you. 'Dad, papa was the ones to call me, i thought he told you-' you say apologetically. 'don't worry i'm happy you are here, i met jake inside he said you are coming tomorrow to the house' mav says smiling and patting your hair. you smile back 'yes we'll head to the house first thing in the morning. ' you hug him back when he gives you a knowing look 'go-' 'what?'' you ask 'i know you can't wait to see you boy- remember me and your father had been dispatched separately too many times i know the feeling, go' he smiles giving you a knowing look. you give him a kiss on the cheek 'see you tomorrow dad!' you shout before going into the bar
-in the bar you spot Jake immediately and you two move automatically as you crush in each others arms kissing as he spins you around. Bradley and Natasha don’t notice you immediately as they are still playing on the piano. 'I missed you so much' he tells you as you keep on kissing him. Penny and Coyote clear their voices. You two detach. And you give a small apology. You say hi to the rest still staying impossibly close to jake. 'your dad was just here, he is not happy about ice' jake tells you. 'I guessed. We will deal with it tomorrow. Take me home or loose me forever' you tell jake and he smiles widely. You wave to the others and rush out of the bar, jumping on the motorcycle your dads gifted you when you were 16.
-meanwhile at your dads home it was not all going well. Mav went home angry ice did not tell him about the dispatch. Although Ice's cancer is under control he still can't talk for long or shout. And mav feels terrible shouting at him for hiding this secret and for putting their kids at risk. 'would you have gone if I had told you?' he asks him and mav knows he is right. 'these are our kids Ice, this mission … they are not ready' mav is almost teary. 'then help them be' ice tells him holding his face.
-there is a day in between the bar and the first day. So you and Jake go home to your dads. They love him like if he was their son. You all hug and have dinner. Also there is Slyder and his wife Sara, a good friend of your dads that initially was Ice's ex girfriend but then fell in love with his best friend while Ice fell for Mav. Also amelia and penny are present. You catch up on what they missed and have whole hearted moments. Your dad's observe you and Hang how similar you are to them and how much you love each others.
-‘ I remember the first time flying, you brought me on the F-14, I was what 9? papa was so mad’ you tell maverick as you remember the past while you talk of the first day. 'tomorrow the cat will be out of the hat everyone will know we are related' jake also says. 'will be fun taking orders from you pops, as usually is only ice giving them to us' jake adds and all laugh when mav says 'well he gives them to eveyone'
-the first day when maverick walks in coyote, phoenix and rooster are shocked. Bob looks at you and asks you 'isn't that your dad?' 'yep' you reply.
-you and jake keep it professional no PDA during the time at the military base in public, only behind the close door of your shared accommodation. heavy flirting anyhow during training. With mav sighing 'please keep it down' you turn red realsing he had heard you flirting with jake
-‘Hang if you get taken down and because of you I end up having to do those 200 pushups you will regret it’ ‘ don’t worry sweetheart, your dad is great but even he can’t, worry about yourself. pops is not taking me down’. *maverik shoots down hangman* . you dont get taken down and almost shoot him down but lost anyhow because of jake. once you are the airport before being forced to do the pushups you smack his arm ‘no snuggles tonight. This is your fault!’ he just sighs. ‘I almost got you dad!’ you tell him as maverick passes by ‘But you didn’t!, see you kiddo’
I did not have enough time to finish, but wanted to put this out so part 2 incoming.
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