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I’m so profoundly unhappy. Wake me up when things are different. 

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There’s a fine line between wanting to be seen and heard, but not wanting to seem attention seeking. I have yet to find the balance between these two. Has anyone found the balance yet?

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"At the end of the day, people are really just disappointing, aren't they?"

- YOU

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Have you ever been so profoundly unhappy that you’re not sure what happiness is anymore? 

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And when you finally experience happiness, it’s been such a long time that you trick yourself into believing it’s a fluke. A twist of fate that is destined to never happen again.

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Have you ever been so profoundly unhappy that you’re not sure what happiness is anymore? 

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Do you ever make a decision and it was such a good decision for like a couple of years. Now it’s 6 years later and you’re regretting that decision? I’m feeling that right now. But this decision has taken over my life and trying to push away from it is going to create a shit storm. 

I need to leave. But it’s going to take everything from me. 

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Do you ever just long to have a different life? Not a completely different life, something that is still uniquely yours. Your life but better. Away from your anxiety and fears. Fighting the universe with the person that you love and who loves you back.

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Do you ever just feel like everything is happening around you and moving on without you? Like you’re still figuring out who you are and your true potential, but everyone else seems to have it already figured out? 

That’s what I feel like every day.